CuteCornDog

This man is living a life that I think is happy. https://www.fdlreporter.com/story/news/2018/05/04/big-mac-don-gorske-fond-du-lac-breaks-mcdonalds-world-record/580862002/

I don't believe it. I believe I'm always going to be miserable. This world ALWAYS has been bad to me. When I need something, I don't get it. Everything good is not as good as it is. SICK OF OTHERS TELLING ME WHAT TO DO. SICK OF PEOPLE WHO SAY THEY'RE FRIENDS BEING IMPOSSIBLE TO GET A HOLD OF. NO ONE LISTENING TO ME. I WISH I WERE DEAD! THE AMOUNT OF TIMES I'VE BEEN GANGED UP ON AND MADE THE CENTER OF ATTENTION WHEN I DIDN'T NEED THAT! I've seen Mental Health Counselors by the way. They're worthless. Employed people aren't hiring me when they should be. I was very strongly convinced not to kill myself years ago by a person who still seems to hate his own life. I'm being real with you all. I don't see any process with this world. It's gotten worse if anything.

The dog in my icon has been dead since September 2015. When I finally move out, he's getting tattooed on me. I have nothing but good memories of this dog. I'll never replace him.

The way I'm doing it is just fine.

I'm also very very stubborn. I like to think I'm perfect, but I'm not. This is a long-term issue I have with myself. I'm so angry about things that have happened that it makes me mess up. I really really don't like my family but live with them and am possibly going to have to pay them rent one day.

I am very sorry to hear about what you're dealing with.

I do need to accept myself. Yes.

From the main page of this message board, as soon as I saw your face. I knew you were responding to my thread. I'll complain all I want. It's healthy. I really believe you're the one who needs to stay out of my threads unless you have something helpful to say.

I don't have that big of an attitude problem now. Still miserable though. However the amount of time that's passed between this post and the first post. I do believe things will get better now. Television shows and movies are helping me understand the world better. I'm not bitter about anything regarding this forum anymore either. If anything, I'm glad I still have an account that I can post with.

Another thread addressing how pointless my life is because of my family. Right now, the only thing I can think about because of them memories is how weird my brother is with words.

R.I.P. Butchie The Dog 2006 - September 2015 Orange text. Only thing stopping me from getting it right now are my divorced parents causing me mental stress. Both faked liking him. Brother was only nice to him because he was afraid what would happen to him if he wasn't.

MBTI is great. Not everyone understands it though.

I'm never going to respect other people.

Already been there. They can't help me. I need to get out of this abusive environment but no place is interesting me.

I don't think one person on this planet has any clue on how to deal with how resentful I am. The fact is I can't forgive anyone or let go of the past. You will be surprised at what little things I'm holding onto that everyone else has forgotten about regardless of how much better things get for me. I have improved a lot, but at the end of the day, I'm still resentful.

Everyone is unreliable to me. Problem caused by family of course. What problem have they not caused? I've been interviewed so much and can't get past the interview process.

I feel really rejected because of my family. I'm doing the best I can. They're really really bad people preventing me from moving forward. CAN'T GET A JOB BECAUSE OF THEM! REALLY REALLY DEPRESSED BECAUSE OF THEIR LACK OF COMMON SENSE AND BEING GANGED UP ON!

I don't think I'll this get the tattoo worded like that because it stresses me out for some reason. In fact, I don't agree with a lot of my past posts regarding decisions.

Everything my family has done to me is rude and offensive. They have no idea how to do anything right. They all have one thing I don't have. A big mouth. They do a better job overwhelming me than high school bullies do at being bullies. I have issues trusting the police because of them.

No place is interested in hiring me.

Yes.

They're all physically threatening towards me. I knew it with my parents at birth, and my brother on his 30 birthday.

Visit went well. Not getting arrested because I don't break the law.

Nothing but unhealthy relationships here. My mother thinks she's too good for Therapy and no one is. Terrible when it comes to handling prescription medication.

Going back today.