Salvijus

He was probably an old soul imo.

I think your social self image that you had created is going through some change now and it will hurt a little bit which is natural. Like having a new haircut and meeting your friends feels awkward for a few days and then things get to normal. I would say just meditate on that feeling of psychological pain and discomfort by putting your awareness on the feeling and holding it. This would resolve much of that conflict imo. Or just wait, your self-image will adjust automatically if you give it enough time and space. In short, just own it.

It should. A horny old man hunting for some flesh and pretending to be charming. It's kinda gross imo.

I think i can predict what leo will say. "You're manifesting the entire universe". *cheeky smile*

Lol. I agree with @Medhansh . I won't press anything. But i definitely don't consider leo the most awake anything lol.

True.

What about every path leads to truth. Are there many truths? Or one truth?

Sombody should make an annonimous poll to see what people think.

Still just an empty statement inside me just like every other statement. And still doesn't smell like truth very much.

@Carl-Richard one might as well say there are no other bodies. Everything is one body. Yea cool. But for practical reasons we can categorize different bodies as individuals. Same way ego and their content can be categorized into seperated mental bags or smth. At least it makes sense to me

Again feels off. See, as far as im concern you're just a part of my dream making statements. And there are many parts of me who make different statements. And some smell like truth and some don't. So from my point of view, it would be wise to chose what eminates truth rather then the opposite.

@Leo Gura i don't think u got my point. I was pointing to energetic different between someone who speaks the truth and someone who doesn't.

@Leo Gura and also some parts of me when they speak, energetically it feels like truth. Like truth has a crrtain quality and vibration. Just energetically it is possible to tell who is speaking the truth and who isn't. An opinion smells very different then truth u know. And some parts of me eminate ėhat truth vibration when I listen to them kuke buddha christ(acim) and other parts of me dont eminate that vibration but claim to be all knowing and all understanding. Which is confusing because energetically it feels off.

That's cool. But some parts of me say there're souls and some parts of me say there isn't. And some parts of me say everything in between. Just sayin

@Leo Gura i think that would be where you and other teachers disagree when u say mahasamadhi ends all others aswell. When other teachers say a mahasamadhi would end only that one soul. Other souls would still continue untill they fully awaken. Just sayin.

The thing that is being overlooked is that end of suffering, full ego trancendence, peak levels of awareness, and truth-realization are the same thing. End of suffering doesn't mean the ability to endure pain. End of suffering means end of ignorance. They are trancendending ignorance. Because unawareness and ignorance is the cause of suffering. Really let that sink in. The implications of it are that one who has trancendenced all ignorance, knows the Truth absolutely, therefor is beyond suffering. This means peak levels of awareness and truth realization. And that's what buddhism is all about. The end of ignorance. Aka, absolute truth realization. And also it's about embodyment, not about jumping on a trampoline like a little kid all your life.

Become enlightened.

The thing that people don't understand is that to achieve total silence, absolute trancendence of the mind is needed. Absolute trancendence of the mind implies that the meditator has hit the peak intensity of consciouness, because only if the peak intensity of awareness is attained, mind can be trancendended fully and absolute samadhi stillnes can be accomplished. The only requirement to understand everything in the universe is not thinking or contemplation, it's consciouness. If somebody wants to know everything in the universe, all he needs to do is to hit peak levels of consciouness and all things will be known effortlessly. And that's where buddhism leads to. Higher and higher states of awareness towards peak states of awareness and total trancendence. Understanding there is inevitable once the peak awareness is attained.

Tau Malachi. Christian gnostic combined with Kabbalah. Legendary guy of insane caliber of wisdom and consciouness. Has the best understanding of christianity that I know. Legit awake. Has studied all spiritual traditions from the age of 8 like buddhism, taoism, advaita, shivaism, shamanism and what not.

Take a shower right before going to sleep. Meditation before sleep is also good but not as good as a shower.

Okey let me clarify a little bit. Personal sense of self need not dissapear. You can trancend desire without the person dissapearing. By cultivating the awareness you can learn to discern what is you and what is your person. If awareness trancends the person, the person will still be there, but you will know it's just a mask not your real nature.

Okey how about this. Desire is seen, desire to escape the desire is also seen. That which is aware of both is beyond all desire. But it's not enough to believe this or to accept this as a phylosophical idea. It has to become your living experience. ... Yes your personal sense of self will dissapear. But you will find something that is beyond the person. Your real self beyond life and death. Only an illusion will die. The awareness you are cannot die.

A desire is a movement of the mind. A desire to end a desire is justna deeper layer of movement of the mind. When your awareness trancends all movement of the mind, all desire will end. If your mind stops you're not going to dissapear anywhere. Your ego and personal sense of self is going to dissapear only.