Salvijus

With a bit of grace and support from god it's possible. But you have to make yourself available to it first. And it happens when you turn to your most authentic desire. A desire that does not come from sadness and sorrow, but a desire that opens your body wide open and fills you with rays of hope, trust, aliveness, radience, inspiration, sense of connectidness and grace. By saying yes to that desire, you say yes to god. And when you say yes to god, god cannot fail you, because you are his offspring that he forever loves and takes care of.

Look deeper. There is a deeper desire deep down that you're not fully aware of.

Not sure i understood the question but you can learn to transmit and extend this Light to others. It's what gurus call a blessing.

How much support and blessings you receive depends on how open and receptive to god's grace are you. How open the channels of love and gratitude are in you. How powerfully the stream of Light and Glory is flowing through you. That's your answer.

Here, sayeth the Lord Inside your Heart

? i didn't see that coming

Btw if you were to put your awareness on that saddness and hold it, abide in it. The alchemy of transformation and healing would begin to take place. Sadness would get replaced by Light on its own. And then the next layer would pop up eventually. That's your starway to heaven.

Mmm.. It can be both. When the noise of the mind subsides it's easier to become aware of the subtle phenomena, "to get in touch with reality" as they say. But at the same time your ability to perceive subtle phenomena can be cultivated and refined to a higher and higher degree evermore. Ego or your subconcious mind has many layers, now your awareness has sinked a bit deeper and revealed a new layer of the subconcious and you became aware of sadness. Now suppose there are 1000 more layers like that deep inside you. Each one brings new level of healing, wisdom, relief, expansion, freedom, liberation, radience, an increased flow of energy and vitality etc. Basicly at the end of it all you'd be glowing and beaming like Jesus. That's the path in a nutshell.

"Increased awareness" would be a better way to call it. It can increase much more tho. So you become deeper and deeper aware of what the Truth that already is. This.

No one is perfect. If you want you can blame just about anything in the universe for your suffering. But it's toxic. So i would in your case pick a healthier, purer attitude. Everybody is striving for happyness in their own way. Let us all join together, stop playing the humanity's favorite game of all time "the victim game" and move forward towards a brighter future. ? amen brother

If you're avoiding it, in some way it is an unpleasent experience for you. That would be my guess. Perhaps you're not good at relationships and it causes you stress and tiredness or smth. Or you're afraid of intimacy. Or... there're probably many things that could couse unpleasentness in socializing

A devil would be fun

Mountain lake in Italy. Turns out mountain lakes are quite fun.

Here's another one The only way one can serve life is if that one is in alignment with life, aka, has no will of her own, aka, one with god

Oooh. Lol. Nice.

The quality, benefit, purity and impact of one's activity in the world (life purpose) is directly related to how much of god's energy is flowing through that particular soul (level of en-Light-enment)

One who cannot dance, cannot live, because life is dance. Set the heart free and join the Cosmic Dance of God's Glory

I can send you yin yoga from echkart tolle school. It has postures for the spine and back.

Mmmm, yoga? If you like pain so much you can do yin yoga

Being able to understand math shows that one is able to make sense. And if you make lot of sense, likely someone will call you a smart person. Maybe that's why

Yeah

To love everyone fully and not to be attached to anyone. That's a quality of an enlightened Christ. If you carefully think about it, that is also the idea of polygamy at least in theory. But in practice idk, seems potentially dangerous route. You'd have to be really concious being probably to make it work.

It's just like having multiple friends but with less boundaries

I would avoid lecturing your gf aswell since it can create the atmosphere of unnecessary burden and guilt on her. Rather have an attitude that we all have our flaws and her "mistakes" is not for you to be offended by since she doesn't own you anything in the end. Nobody owns you anything so people can do their "mistakes" as much as they like. Who are you to blame them, judge them or feel offended by them? But this position is rare and hard to take. I don't expect you to actually be able to do that. It's more like food for thought.

Yes embracing the pain is the right thing to do but the problem is (in my perception) you're nowhere near the capacity to embrace the pain of such proportion. So it's a tough situation. The natural instict of the ego is going to be to kill the problem. Which is understandable. But if you're looking for a concious solution then... i think most you can do at this stage is try not to blame anyone for what happened. And if it hurts like hell, just let it hurt. I have doubts you have enough awareness and compassion to really embrace this level of pain fully but at least a little bit you can do. My guess is the pain will get buried in the subconcious and you'll forget about it after some time. And when you're more developed and ready some years later the painful memory and feelings will bubble up again and maybe then you will be able to really embrace it and forgive it and heal that wound. Normally people would start with small things first like embracing and forgiving an insult or letting go of the pain that someone ate your favorite cookies. But this is like straight out of TV show melodrama stuff lol