Salvijus

Nobody is forcing you to do anything. But you have to understand, everyone's heart including yours heart is asking for release and healing 24/7. I simply responded to the call that your heart is making. Even if you're not aware of it on the conscious level of the mind. The cry for healing is always there. And it is the grudges and judgements of other people that suffocate the heart the most. So don't take it personally when I'm talking to you. Because I'm not talking to you even. My only interest is to get past the ego defenses and aliven the heart a bit that is suffocating and crying for help because of all the resentfulness and pollution there. Talking to the ego is a waste of time anyways.

Ego never trusts anything. Ego is always fearful and seeks to control everything to ensure its safety. Trust, however, is a choice to face fear with open arms and discover what lies on the other side. Perfect safety and perfect love of God.

There's much more actually... And it gets more intense with each step on The Way.

rape you haha. No actually you'll just remain in pain that's all. And your heart will continue to scream for help. Basically what's already happening will just continue on and on. Until you chose to look deeper into what is running the frustration.

I have to go. Will reply later Tcare

Really let that sink in

@bebotalk I'm not trying to be better. I just see you trying to cope with pain with the wrong tool. And huge unwillingness to look at what is behind the resentfulness. I promise you. If you spend a little bit of attention into what is behind the resentfulness instead of desperately trying to protect and justify your resentfulness. You will find great discoveries.

There are truthful ways of seeing life and there are ineffective ways to see life. Your disagreement is not disagreement at all because you've not genuinely considered and pondered that perhaps there is truth in those words. You just plug your ears and say "that's not how I see, that's not how I see" that's just your ego in huge unwillingness to heal and consider that perhaps it's wrong. Lucky me, I consume egos for brakefast Muahahaaha.

@bebotalk so you created an elaborate thought system to justify all your resentfulness and on top of it now you think you don't need to change because you can progress as it is Funny stuff. I would say there is a better way. Consider the possiblity that there is a better way to find peace and release from internal conflict. Because the current way you're so attached to has never solved anything.

Well it's about time to recognize that deep down there is a desire to cope with the pain and the resentfulness is just an ineffective way of achieving nothing. It's unhealthy for you. And you lash it out on others. And it becomes is unhealthy for everyone. The solution is in a 180° opposite way. That is the only way to make progress.

To be treated as if you're inferior and unworthy to talk to can be painful. One thing is it makes you resentful. Another thing is you want to avoid being hurt again so you created this mindset to create distance and protect yourself. But let it sink in. "holding grudges are just unwillingness to experience pain in its fullest" instead of becoming more resentful become more vulnerable and feel the pain that is behind the bitterness fully. And it will heal your mind.

Holding grudges is just unwillingness release to the pain. Whatever hurt you experienced this far, the solution, the release and the healing is waiting for you on the other shore. Where judgements are layed aside. And the ancient song of the heart resounds again.

Today is an auspicious day. Feeling blessed by the love and presence of Andrea bocelli during today's concert. A huge honor and gift to behold him Thank you Lord Amen

Body is intelligent. It knows what it needs to survive. You don't need to understand intellectually that it is time to go to sleep. Body knows it's time for sleep by itself and tells you. Same way body knows what to eat and when to eat it and how much to eat. The body tells you this info from moment to moment. Just the same way body knows with whom to reproduce to give rise to healthy offsprings. Body will tell you very clearly what to go after. Based on this you could draw conclusions. Is your body an intelligent being or no longer intelligent? Is your body feeling sleepless till 5am? Does your body crave food that has zero nutritional value? Does your body tell you to go after people that are not valid for reproduction? (Children, old people, your relatives... Animals, table Etc.) My belief theory is that people are becoming more and more distant from nature and more and more unnatural. Body has lost all sense of what it is supposed to desire to survive because it is losing its connection to nature. Living in fake environments. Breathing air conditioned air. Walking on concrete. Being bombarded with frequencies all the time that are not of this earth etc.

Okei I think i made some progress contemplating this. Energies that serve the ego are anger, avoidance, resistance, fear etc. Energies that serve the survival of the body are hunger and sexual arausal. Energies that serve God and Truth is love. Anger, resistance, fear are all psychological produced by the mind. Hunger and lust is chemical based, produced by the body. Love is of God.

Why do human beings feel arausal? Whhhhhhyyyyy Open question Because every other energy like anger, sadness, fear, joy has an explanation.

I would use that money on a meditation retreat perhaps. Or travel with more pilgrimage oriented mindset.

You're never without an opportunity to cultivate your spirit. Each situation and each moment can be used to bring more and more light into your life. And that's the only thing worth doing in life anyways.

I'm not sure if this can be answered with words. As the question "what is love" hardly can be answered with words. It has to be a direct experience perhaps to really get a satisfying answer.

I mean trees and plants have desire. If you put a plant on a windowshell, it will direct its leafs to face to sun to get maximum sunlight. It is by the power of desire that it moves. It has a desire to get sunlight, therefor it moves. Without desire nothing can move. It is the energy, the Shakti of creation that makes everything happen. And this desire is life force. It is intelligent. It is of God. And it is love.

Aversion is a desire to avoid, a desire to "push away" , it is a desire to protect the ego. Ego corrupts the pure desire of love which is to expand and embrace everything and turns it for its own selfish goals to protect itself. The desire/intention to protect the ego produces fear, resistence, avoidance, doubt, aversion, sense of danger etc. Nobody's. The flow of desire energy is simply flowing through an empty body vessel. Ego on the other hand is that thing that is blocking the flow and corrupts the pure stream of God's love energy for its selfish purposes. When the ego is removed. The perfect flow of God's love, perfect heart's desire energy is flowing ceaselessly. Then that one becomes an empty vessel where God's will is being expressed through that particular body and that particular vessel becomes a perfect servant of God. Perfect servant of Love. Yes. I think these above answers should give some insight into the other questions you've raised aswell.

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Here's a more esoteric way to answer the same thing. "you manifested the rising of the arms" the only way to manifest anything into existence is through the power of desire. You manifested your whole reality and experience by the power of desire alone. The entire universe is just a manifestion of God's desire. Desire alone creates. And desire is love. Desire is kundalini. Life is desire. All movement is desire. Desire is everything. Desire is love.

It's almost synonimous with desire. We intend to do something because we want something before the intention. That's impossible. Without a motivating factor. Without desire we can't even blink. There are many subtle muscles that we contract and release inside our body to fart. Every single muscle that we move is done by the power of desire. Nothing in life happens without the energy of desire. Or you can call it intention. But desire is even before the intention itself. Or it is synonimous with the word intent. Desire is the energy that runs everything. Even the heart beat, even the growing of a tree is done by the same power. It is the life force itself (it gets esoteric if we were to go deeper)