Salvijus

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You could've made that point in 1 sentence.

This would've been enough to make your point. Nobody has the attention span to read long ass posts, lol.

Congrats. Now you can dance like there's no tomorrow 🕺

@MsNobody I thought you think highly of those who embrace their sexual energy... 😓

Amen indeed. All energy is innocent. Let no stone be left unturned, let it all be imbued and embraced with the Christ Light and transformed into greater Glroy. La-alahm, Ahl-meen, Amen.

Because you believe that happiness itself has turned its back on you. It's not the rejection that hurts but the perception of seperation. It's a perception that disconnects you from the truth, so it has to sting naturally.

I think she's asking for a good kick in the ass. That's what I would give her, and I donate to charity regularly.

That's not a good way to measure one's level of compassion. There are a milion reasons why you'd be suspicious of strangers asking you for money on the internet. Those who said yes are actually suckers who got scammed lol. And it's not like being compassionate automatically implies you'll become a yes man to every person's whim. There're so many problems with this test. Super lame

It's the price one pays for becoming honest. Every archetype exists in everyone if they were to accept it. Paradoxically it also makes you more unconditionally loving and less judgemental. Some would call it shadow work maybe.

It seems I need to work a bit more on being more vanilla.

It's a harmless belief. When the moment of truth comes I will adjust my position accordingly. One good argument why it's not an alien spaceship is that, if it was, we'd already be sending nukes to it, lmao.

I'm going to believe it's aliens because that's more fun.

Dying alone is not that bad.

Isn't there a war in Myanmar right now? I support doing long retreats tho.

Emptyness is impersonal, has no expectations and therefor cannot be surprised. It was your ego trying to flex itself with the so called "enlightenment" by creating this theatrical surprise.

Nice attempt to give yourself validation that you're enlightened. 👍 Very smooth

It's not just about reproduction. Women a geared and wired differently on every level. On the biological, psychological, elemental, energetic and even planetary level women are geared differently that makes them better at doing certain types of work. And vise versa. Everyone has a role to play. If you were born a fish but you're not very good at it yet for whatever reason, you're chances of being a good sky dweller is not any greater. It's just a cop out from taking responsibility for your role. You're already a piece of art and God is the artist. You're not a finished work of art tho. To perfect yourself as a piece of art that you are, you have to aim for divinity and be as healthy as you can in the meantime on all levels. If by the end of your perfection and deification you magically transform into a pussy, then so be it. But if at the end of your perfection and enlightenment you become a handsome, healthy, confident, wise man, then so be it aswell.

You just don't notice it when you feel like a man because that's your baseline feeling. It's like a fish that never knew what it feels like to be dry because water is the only thing the fish ever knew. And then you got small moments of dryness (feminine nature) and you thought: "wow, what is this new feeling, I feel like a woman, wow!". That one moment of dryness will be more memorable than 20years of sea wetness because it's so different than anything you've experienced before. It can feel like freedom even because you've allowed an expansion of your being, you've allowed what has been suppressed for a long time because of social conditioning aswell. And then your mind wants to make a big deal of what is not a big deal at all. Really you don't give yourself enough credit of how masculine you truly are because it's just your baseline feeling that gets unregistered.

I wonder if this self-hatred and the feelings of shame and inadequacy had something to do with the shaping of your philosophy.

Sounds like something sadhguru would say. Nice. That's a good observation imo.

I think you'd have more more success trying to heal your HPG axis issues, than trying to change your chromosomes. If you can put your soul into oven and transform it into an entirely different animal, than apply that same philosophy into becoming a healthy male that you were born to be. Afterall you can't escape your masculine nature. We all have the masculine and the feminine inside. Might aswell own it. Embrace your feminine nature but not at the cost of suppressing and mutilating your masculine nature. Let them both shine. Then you'll be a complete human being.

I believe embracing both your masculine and feminine nature is a huge upgrade. And also honoring the body for the function it was designed for. It's not your role to perform functions of a biological woman if you're born a biological male and vice versa. Embrace the role nature has given you.