KosmicGeng

That is funny, y having some level of standards in beauty is nice, I saw a quote about a peacock will eat a rabbit or smth. today, so just worshipping beauty can go wrong, I had a similar experience with a girl I talked to in psychatry, and I thought at one point her face and how she presents her body is quiet beautiful, almost convinced me, but she had other issues, just relating in itself is a huge issue, as she was attacked and got death threats by hackers etc. from a friend group, which is very serious. I don't mind if she has a bit of a belly, but I am naturally muscular that already caused issues in the last relationship, there was just an issue about energy, it was odd, even when she overcame the problem it was still a growing process, also for my health, and I fall and rise very quickly, so competition for me get's very high, and that caused a lot of issues, just naturally a lot of "uglos" just came to me and started to be obnoxious as I had the benefit of a gf, and she was very bad at relating and just took care of family, instead of creating a family with the guy, was super abusive, no sense of responsibility in shared ressources, there was a lack of interdependence, but often women just crave the already made and complete man, and the closer I got to this or had to work more distractions... But idk if I had to opportunity and I like the girl, I would f a whale, till now never happend. She even had an issue with how much I meditated to transcend the entire scenario, and that was not even enough was super weird. 30 minutes from 1h now to 15 min, due to survival.

Re-watchting this, I am very much done with the level of development of post-modernism, and the need for distinctions and the self-victimization projections just love and empathy pushes me to hard into deeper states, and dark knights I am already way beyond ... What is beyond me when you try to understand they start to demonize and just play power games, and they call that play I call that satan, especially if there is a lack of healthy modern & post-modern or even stage red qualities the ethnocentric qualities of a human are the most hostile forces in the world, some will just never understand, I don't even know at times I think leo can't even spoon feed us because nobody reads, and they can't really deal with a real spiritual practice it's comical when you look beyond and I still hate him within reason, from what I buy solo but I had to understand that a manifesting generator is more inclined towards giving stuff out, or generating an energy of giving smth. akin to this, my energy is pure repellant or aura and my mothers energy as 2/6 and my aunt is pure penetration generaly /6, but I have to rewatch the information. This esoteric stuff helped me besides coding, and hard sciences, as well as psychology, it's a huge practice that I usually do, I am more of an interleaver and interconnector then pure analytical brain, I can visualize quiet well, but I am an interoceptive visualzier I receive more deep messages that are close to impossible to explain and then I have to read books and even repell that energy, and give commands as a manifestor it's very odd, and I have exceptional taste I am very annoyed how they treated a gifted child since I was small as my senses are beyond, and even to paradoxical to comprehend, as I have a scar since birth, that already pushes me at times to points of beyond depth in gratitude that I am even alive, but some self-efflicted damage due to this idotic princess and damsal behaviour is the worst snobish attitude you can have, these people are worse than cats imo. idk if I can watch the entire video People are already triggered by colors man, I had to study papers about how light breaks but seriously in your eyes not the rainbow with calculations that is very serious, I can't wrap my mind that quickly around stuff, when I cared more about depth of spiritual practice, now I have these nagging underbelly lower-middle class projections and I fucking hate it it's the largest obstruction force I have ever faced in my enviroment as well as vanity driven, people I am quiet normal around normal people, I am even allowed to be crazy which is nice but this extra crazy stuff and the core issue of what I enjoy makes it difficult and more prone to accept the man of 0 and the superior man, but i perodically re-invent myself very often, so there is no facet to my personality at times.

The guy simply showed me how to deal with a depressed girl, I am generally to happy to deal with the negative attitude, so I did not really know how to communicate and he gave me tips on how to write with the girl, the sex was bad this was a different girl from the ex. There was not even a connection, just her wondering about my own body, but they look so similar it's close to a fake copy of the ex anyhow there was close to no difference thank to their genetics, but she generally was hotter, but I presume she was a 1w9 and eventually also this fire monkey body, which I analyze in BaZi somehow they are obsessed with sex, even more then me, and they just pull their strings everywhere with their sick fire, afterwards I got threats from their brothers, mentally ill city I was a true gent that day, but this trash was not worth it such like her family, come get me bitch stop writting me on the internet, they are such children hoping for a black man to provide for them it's fucking disgusting. I bet she was abused by her brothers. Idk ultimately, but it's disgusting that family steadily meddles with sex lifes

I still have to run various test for my setup but I might loose it all as people around me are to fucking weak to help and deal with true consangunity, the diversity part makes everything about ressources and being exheridated and scammed by white trash is as disgusting as white trash u don't deserve even 1 cent in my eyes. No, idea what to think as some of them also help me, but idk if they understand history nor care about it I have no idea university is imo invested with this I still use x and do my best to see some positive stuff about that I still see them as human even when I at times rage and dehumanize them it's just stupid.

He was manipulated by the 5 elements it's so funny but reading this book makes me pissed at times, generally knowledge just gets me to worked up at times, I have a sensible fear of it, as I know what it takes and I dislike groups larger then 2-3 people I can lead close to 100 people from playing video games, but idk I require simulations in order to train conscious leadership and also at times stage red moves, that is the projection I have to deal the most with, I will dig up some evidence if I get time, but I will read a book about the brain first.

Der Kantpullant ein Klassiker für mich im I-Ching humerous guy

Let's let him talk, before I pull out some history, or I just get banned by the random panic of women observing me for their survival for whatever reason.I can't do my duty right? Not a traumatizing perspective, I don't require your empathy in order to exist.

Eventually, I can get some reading finally after making a few phone calls, I am very tired to not even get the time anymore to enjoy a video game properly as everything constantly breaks since I meet a single russian who does not do his fucking work, I am biased, but I am tired of what fucking demons I fight daily I punched him in his face, after doing synchronicity work, I was tired of having these psychotic visions and then meeting this guy, and these fucking hidden chat rooms is just femboy mechanics 101 I did not really punch him just gave him the hand of god in his face. I do have a level of mercy, but I am tired of this traumtized beggars who greed for fucking food after this retreat, I dislike food enjoyment ever since I hit yellow, if I can#t eat alone I just eat for survival it's as disgusting as it is, as well as the core point of love, to me it's pure corruption for brotherly advantages, incapeable of working with more information minded men, my energy as manifestor is generally repellant, that is the core point of a manifestor I REPLL YOU CONSTANTLY TILL I DIE It's very counter-intutive, but I am already the opposition of whatever u do

We're a human race, but I highly doubt survival and history distorted it, I can make an entire case, but nobody would listen and I would get shot quicker than you'd believe then MLK how disgusting white society is alone due to homogenity, and the issue of efficiency itself, as well as this entire arms race with A.I You can count friends with a level of diversity, I bet it will be impossible if your the minority and the majority at the same time things become more complex then you can think about my mind already goes empty and transcends because I am just to trained on meditation to realize realitivty at times, and dissect the entire structure. And yes I am slightly autistic, but I am tired of not getting paid for it, they just frame me for social skill, we can also do that but then you see my inner psycho I am not as tolerant and nice as many believe. To me that is pure manipulation, I want to eat alone and enjoy my music till the day I day. Not just have fun in a group. Hyphenation is also a skill, but society will just censor your writting and helping THEM understand has a munificient quality people should pay to work with the incentive of the exellence drive of stage orange, I am also inspired by money. But I don't worship it like a materalist. I forgive myself for my greed at times. Not always but at times. I don't think women do this at all, and lack that masculinity quality of being properly munificient. There can be a decency in that, but rarely is that reward if people rejoice it to much and don't even celebrate their life, I do that solo 99.9% of the time or I am just a lunatic that goes after ressources.

Same, most people are fine with me or being raw, I am just done with the snobs and vanity, and this gaslighting of global humanist who think they do good for the world, while they are the same pest, and have no evidence of actually giving back monetary value, foods or built something to truly help people in need, and I also don't care that deeply, as I have more problems with people in power and leadership generally speaking, especially if I am conscious and can go on purpose, I just hate these lucifer souls fanboying and fangirling when I have success to me there is nothing noble to it. Joy, bliss etc. are more god-like experiences to me, so idk you can help me to understand, but I will not most likely budge as I see that help as misguided already. If you'd actually do something to heal the world and not people I would be happy, but I am partially so fked with my experiences, I am not always the best person to talk to, I am to direct and honest for most to take. Just never take anything I say serious, having a meaningful conversation is pointless with me after having been in nirodahkalphi samadhi or whatever that was for a period of time, I am also done with the superior man, I periodically reinvent myself, but the cultural obstructions just causes massiv backlashes with their fake empathy to extract needs, I have to create myself, as they are not even there or a few pockets have them.

Eventually, ur fortunate to not experience this level of greed for power and pride, I hate it, but if an oblivious outgroup is incapeable of reading differences in food, taste and provision alone that is partially racist to me, as it's just adjusted to the lifestyle of a large majority, and lacks ressource to integrate the minority, it's a huge power struggle imo, and imo women lack the ressources are hoarders and incapeable of giving back to men, as they lack the deovtion a GODDESS could provide, and are just exercising power & authroity without any quality of education, just in their own group it works, and I am more of a solo lerner, I do 99.9% of stuff myself or I ask for serious help, most don't have that integrity and just hoard ressources like hamsters greeding for cheese, I am very done partially with women, idk what really to do besides to fuck a women and be done with it, there is a lack of integration of even seen male beauty, which I trained heavily.

For me it was the basement and different rooms in the same appartment In a hotel in a foreign country On or brothers bed, as a pro player of a video game (On this occasion I did not even want to have sex with her as I respected the brothers place, but there was so much uncertainity I went with the conscious decision as sex felt good for her and I just helped her as a deliberate choice) We can also keep it autistic...but I actually want money for this at this point I am tired of the implied racism in this, and lack of integrity of women Sorry, if my take is hostile, but an OF girls has more integrity currently in feminity or a cam girl then the average women, just craving bodies and ressources, that is my opinion and perspective

I sense the same with u, we can agree to disagree. I did courses on power, it's impossible for a women to properly listen at this point in my experience. The person can't make it about us, I would rather date a trans girl at this point. But society is not that advanced, for something that radical.

Very tired of nefarious fools in chats I can sense this miles, the same with other stuff, will setup this piss phone after moving to this piss city, it's the worst of the worst diversity possible this has nothing to do with variety, new features, and the pinnacle of evolution itself evolution how meta... Watching this: Let's see if it has any truth metaphysics has no value to me besides it's constant logic and memory, and this is exactly where most of my abusive stories have happend The example here is good, I am constantly pulled into fights, because they abusive physicallity a lot, with they I mean the experience and bias, I have it's not easy to simply errase that, after modernity women just flock and flock over I meditate soon, before making phone calls, but let alone my healing qualitiy I generate is abusive, I really require a higher consciousness women, or I will just go for ratchets, I enjoy that. I am tired of providing knowledge and ideas, and not getting anything back, and this fucking white garbadge history, I read enough to have the right to be pissed, but keep this fucking war of me, I will flip at one point at certain people it's just triggering and I am not over it, and it's constantly a retraumatizing experience, let alone the fuck vanity drive of the U.S itself, Iran etc. I hate this vice more than anything in the world, and I am also very vain, for good reason, it's so nasty I corrupt myself to get of the corruption it works 50% but it's a shit surrogat. I am constantly forced to have authority and power it's annoying to play it and let go at the samet time it's fucking painful, and I am done with human rights they have never ever been respected, respect is earned, most imo don't deserve it, disrespect me more I love it

Just hunting to maximize fecundity and fitness like an algorithm, has nothing to do with the pain of cosmic love, nough said!!!

That is not manipulative in itself? Relations go way deeper then just logic, fun and vibes. This damsel in distress shit has to go and yes this is my experience with women, setting men-up as glorified saviours instead of actually providing proper provision, the objectifaction with men and among men is way worse

That already is very impartial, and lacks logic imo or the subjectivity of logic experienced, to some degree objectivation is fine, it really matters with the humans depth or perceived depth, but you can also just run your evolution like an algorithm and give nothing back, soulless is soulless I would like to see you eat food

@Natasha Tori Maru It's not that easy if a whole group is and acts subtely on that level of trauma, because they are stuck in evolutionary patterns There is a lack of education women provide, after they have been liberalized, just sheer arrogance and a lack of integration in actually being feminine, basically no nuturing just logic. Men are hunters to, there is no doubt about it, there is a fake claim of integrating the whole which is just self-evident to me, there is no give back of any type of ressource, which is a lack of integration, it's not even about making women a sexual target, you're just out to get laid, it's very simple and stupid, and yes I agree abuse happens, but women are emotionally way more abusive then "they" believe.

https://www.reuters.com/world/middle-east/palestinian-americans-journey-his-west-bank-home-under-settler-siege-2026-08-17/ I feel the same with these russian and polish skeptical satanic mind, fuck this nationalism

Minimum level of russian I tolerate the rest should please cease or be higher or just leo, but shut your fucking mouth about work, I fucking hate the Ukranians for what they are and I know these pieces of shit since I was a child, despicable modernity!!!!!!!!!! At times this orange/green underbelly is the worst of the fucking worst, the level of resentment is surreal, I am glad I had a different example, keep the resentment of us I have way more right to be pissed then you, if your jealous of me and sense that go sing hum or watch a movie or smth. I don't know why the fuck these people are so jealous of Geng-Shen aura, it's so annoying, only because I am pure these people corrupt me since fucking day 0, if you continue to attack my universe I swear to god it will end BADLY Just stay in your country and print some hidden money or smth. I can't believe they are so stupid to imperalize and expand, like hideous fucking rodents, can't even be a beaver or an otter, I am watching a bunch of animal science stuff

@Inliytened1 Your so funny I can't believe it at times hahahahhahahaha I fked her in my appartment as a virgin, and let a french guy do the trick , oh lord man sadness and attention , sometimes we're all needy creatures

Duty is just the prime example of conformity

Fuck this child fucking pedophilic women, I hope she finally dies on her birthday happy fuck day you pedophile I hope you eat your pussy like it has been cut-off u deserve it

That is so funny, I imagine Deida getting that after clapping women, a true Sun King , I don't praise the sun, true nobles Going hard in the paint, how idiotic, they just had to do it HAHhahhahah omfg, eventually just shtting in a bowl at times would've done the trick. [[Radical Statement]] , truly prudent nobles. this is worse than apes. I bet the King was facing palming all day limping and sitting after he sees his nobels, what a universe...

I am tired of women abusing my dragon virtue to dispell evil, when life itself is evil, you never had the existential insight to end yourself in a serious manner, and no life is worth living, but these repression experience makes me hate your entire species