KosmicGeng

God / Truthclarity, divinity, direct experience, transpersonal experiencespiritual inflation, avoidance, superiority, avoiding being, especially daily meditation Abundance / Creativityvalue creation, originality, wealthgreed, fantasy, Eudaimonia / Freedomflourishing, autonomy, noble happinessescapism, irresponsibility Love / Christcompassion, courage, forgivenesspeople-pleasing, martyrdom, weakness Health / Leadershipstrength, stability, responsibilitycontrol, harshness, burnou Finally recovering some notes, I still changed most values to different words, and I am working out, the transformative quality of what I researched, most of the character is sculpted when I do physical workouts, and meditation, or even during parts of healthy on-going relationships, but the latter one has been an issue. After being pushed to the edge where the functionality and competence I sought, become redundent and replaced with the quality of creating constructs and facing the chaos, and doing more research of mostly unknown topics, or topics people know a lot about where I still have to simply extend on the basics of the basics of the bascis of the basics in that sense, what I miss is the value of being creative currently. As well as expanding my business sense without the issue I face with the jealous and moralizing parts, not even claude was advanced enough to integrate post-modernism, and I worked on a project or had to work to rank policy proposals via spiral dynamics that was the idea, now corey implements that with integral.... fantastic I was ahead, but now I just look for proper associates, it's very odd, also more difference to reconcile without the discussion and reconciliation there is no progress, or I actually get time for health and creative work, I am so under feed for what my body requires anyhow.

On Monday I can do more finally, idk what has gotten into me, but the ex-gf and the mother was not a good influence and the manifestation work I did with Deepak Chopra, tbh also just leads to Epstein Island? I wonder at times from which pedophile will I learn next? Or will I just be shot? On the next episode of how to abuse purity to get ass-whipped and buttfucked by hooka loop? Was the the idiom? Anyhow, idk what to say currently, I barely have any food left, and I have to be extra careful after I figured more out what my body needs, after this piss gaslighting from Yi-Chou consciousness idk why they are so obsessed about things, but from what I figured out in BaZi this Yin-Wood character has to mature, and this practically forces you to reach the pinnacles of science, I was very close to making absolutely god-like connections with top-tier scientists, but now I am in this odd space, where I can just leverage the story mostly, but it's good I have notion back, I fixed all problems after work mostly, at work it was distracting, as they were just prompting & pumping out products, and I even made a connection at the end, but I have to see and code my own projects, the screaming of everything from scratch is pure immaturity, I do enough mistakes to notice, I can't push everything into memory and having a tool simply helps, the point is to not make it to easy, but there is a post-modern discriminatory paradigm about making it easy, which includes also the alchemical metal, especially Yang-metal, hence the name KosmicGeng, but as for now, idk I keep quiet, to ones intelligent enough it should interconnect automatically.

@Pineal I used OneNote, then Notion and now switched to Obsidian, I am still working on integrating both, and I used OneNote heavily, but I did not have a tablet to make the best use of it during studies, as you can take a lot of good notes drawing, and using learning techniques, but the university was just starting to digitalize their whole cs programm, and I found it annoying how they designed certain entry fields in order to do linear algebra, I did most of it by hand, and had good results, when I just toke notes on pen&paper, but tbh I am tall and it's annoying to sit in these tiny desks, I would've prefered a good tablet, from Samsung minimum with a good pen, a friend of mine who wrote 0.7 (above 4.0 GPA here it owuld be 4.3 GPA or smth) grades, used also a tablet and had a lot of sleepless nights, but tbh, he was a 1w9 person, so this guy is practically forced to do perfection, and just turned corrupt as soon as he hit the companies, there was a lack of moral intelligence, based on what he was capeable of, but most students are not capeable of what he did, and he was to much involved into psychology, where it was an issue, to deal with him, and I lacked parts of the skillset he built, as I was more involved in Human-Computer-Interaction & Android programming mostly, and took some lectures on A.I during my bs.c, I worked as a software architect briefly for a year on projects as a working student, and with a "famous" scientist, I used Notion to take notes, they all enjoyed this, but focusing on obsidian and latex involved I prefer that complexity as of now, idk if I will ever do that again, as I just learned more basic maths, and a lot of unneccessary stuff moved in, so I am stuck with a bs.c instead of a ms.c from a "wannabe elite university" with a few gifted people, Notion has enough simplicity and complexity to handle most tasks, Obsidian imo is a hell to setup, but the right kind of hell that I need, idk the product that leo recommends, but it seems simple enough to do excellent work, and that is an issue I had with claude lectures etc. generally I peaked ahead quiet far, but idk what will happen ultimately, as you were forced to design the whole product and advance Cloude coding itself, but they lacked moral intelligence heavily, it was an NGO, and they were all competing for research time in mathemtics with NLP, till a new genius hit, these changes just came over and over again, it was very annoying to deal with it. I find OneNote unneccesary if you don't have an excellent tablet, or you can take notes on tablets with advanced mind-mapping techniques, such as presented by Justing Sung, with Notion, I was able to build a lot of structure for projects and systems-in-systems thinking, but I practically burned out maintaining that system, I used physical calendars. If you're into A.I and you code etc. I would get used to using Notion, Co-Pilot, ChatGPT, Claude, Grok eventually (I did not use that one for art, but I tested it a lot for private purposes which includes A.I & sex, yes unfortunately I am guy 2 let u know), I tested DeepSeek also, but for general purposes I just use ChatGPT it was the best for science questions, and can be integrated, also to work with google, as I also worked with google during student projects (which are hell, but google made it very easy mostly the resistance of students was hell, besides the 1 or 2), Notion is by far the best way to get started to build structure & notes, and have a bit of complexity and functionality, also a lot of peers seemed impressed, and that was quiet the experience, but with OneNote I could take better notes for private courses and book reading, but I lost most of it, due to synchronization issues with OneDrive and my own private stuff, I would still just recommend notion, I finally recovered it, idk I fix some stuff intuitively I can't tell what I am doing at times. Obsidian is awesome so far, I installed exaclidraw to draw with my mouse, and latex also if I ever do something mathematical again, as we had to model some equations to solve novel tasks in unsupervised learning, with someone who invented an algorithm for unsuperivsed learning, and that was very interesting, the professor also was white and had black family, I tortured him a bit or quiet a bit, I faced so many haters for my path in private it was insane) Anyhow these are my two cents, Notion is the best for structure & disicipline, but lacks a bit of note taking abillity, as everything is quiet logical, and I just took bullet pointed notes, and paying for the A.I service with all of it is annoying, I used also Co-Pilot and a custom A.I from the largest car auditing company in Germany, and that was also just stupid from my POV, as microsoft had little creative capacity to solve anything more intuitively, and what I did in notion outclassed what they were trying to do with microsoft from my POV, but using Co-Pilot and basic microsoft also has enough usage to get most work done, but I had to test their coding abillity with some PowerAutomate and Automations, where coding in the language itself would've done more good, as it was partially just the point of using internal assets to generate income for the company & save ressources. There is more I could say, but I can't recall everything, eventually this is interesting, I stick to Obsidian now as it has more free features and using Notion in addition, with ChatGPT & Grok/Claude in the future, especially Grok to update the visionboard from leo and animate some stuff I generate, and ChatGPT Plus is basically a must have as a student imo, using Gemini also for coding, it creates to much analytical structure and using ChatGPT, I clearly had some breakthroughs and I could work more closely with the professor as Gemini is just creating structure, and I did not fully test that one yet besides working directly within Android, but it had no use to me besides fishing for scientific knowledge, where ChatGPT left more options for equanimity prompting, that I learned from a retreat, and it was good feeding that into the neural network, also to understand myself more. Eventually for the entire nebulsity point, yes I just switched to Obsidian, and accepted the chaos, it was a horror, partially, anyhow might be interesteing as an experience but a lot of text. Anyhow, I am not nearly close done to what I yearned to create, but at least my notion is now working again..., I had to constantly update everything in order for it to work properly, and not just stick to old systems, this also caused issues in a start-up where the more novel & advanced people left, as they had to upgrade the old technology etc. it was odd, I worked from translating Java to Kotlin during that time etc. Anyhow I am not a great coder, just smart.

It's very different, I actually saw a few american girls here as I live near the university currently that is ranked 21 or so in germany, and I wanted to go to this elite place, only to figure out how polarized this place is with, a lot of islam offerings and muslim people, and that type of pretentiousness, it's odd as they enforce their own culture and subterfuge the other, while using the ressources from the other culture, I see a few american girls here, or hear them, as it's a 3w2 culture it's generally already pretentious in itself, as the core vice is deception, and pride, using an enneagram lense, europe is very different in character for each country, to me it's obvious to an american person not, but each state is very different being half-american myself talking to different people. It's often a difference in security, european girls imo, the more conscious ones, already life in an interconnected healthy family and network, while the more unconscious people are more fragmented in their networks, and systems close to drugs, or have an american women attitude, which just shows the massive hostility they adopted in order to compete with the rise of power in c.s/a.i and the entire tech field, and the nazification, most conscious women, work in different fields like physics or still more with material stuff, otherwise most are just normies like in the U.S, but europe has been incredibly americanized, ever since Instagram/TikTok etc. started, if it would not be for asian people imo, there would not even be a true diversity, idk that is my experience. I would still prefer dating an asian women, than an european women, as there is simply more devotion in my experience, and an uprightness that is not tarnished by the idea of race war, even if stuff is not perfect, generally this was the best experience I've had so far, dating more european/arabic/turkish women, just showed me the issue of identity, I don't really get along well with my american side, as my father took the european housewive put her to the U.S and I see the same stage orange goodness in most women, and then I can't do anything about, as I would follow the pattern of my father, who was very good with women, and I have to rely on healthy post-modern women etc. which is the biggest ressource game ever, anyhow. I stop here, being abused by an entire family is just straight-up disgusting, that was a german family, with being half turkish it was evident to me how racist and obnoxious this was at one point, and they all howl at the u.s like vultures or wolfs, it's very nasty at times, and unbearable, I am convinced this women is ibliss/lucifer the devil anyhow. The same for her mother smoking cigarettes on end, and claiming to be a healer, this was super nasty, and corrupt stealing in stores etc. I did not really think just smoking cannabis, will make me meet such people, it is still super disgusting anyhow.

Also the post of A.I is profitable from the mod, shows Nvidia is making massiv profits, I invested into crypto etc. and started to stack, I had a good ROI for what I invested, there are some other things people who're unaware of investing will miss, and I will not share that information, as I feel robbed by Leo's politics about this, and just the sheer issues this plattform costs, and this is a massiv gut feeling. just speaking with anyone here about this was corrupt a.f

If they build the competence, A.I and automation is in industry forever, I am bombarded with news idk, China is going to be unstopable to some extend, living there showed me some benefits, and facing similar discrimination here etc. Some chinese women solved the Zeta-Rieman function finally, I wonder if it's just the affect of lucifer and lord sun, to be a bit mystical, but it's very evident, that growing-up in China is very different, A.I will most likely be in everything, people underestimate how much people are just doing any automation at all the core point will be regulating A.I, so we're not entirely taking our jobs & work away, but working alongside A.I is still very fascinating to me, anyhow

I don't really know where to go with my story, or how to draw any value out of it, I reached very high levels of consciousness states, and I am still massively different, I was very close to entering the sphere I yearned to enter, but in the end, it was the issue of material greed and competition in that regard, with people who're spoiled by the illusions of millionairs and billionairs, but faced the reality of working with them, or being near them it's a very odd scenario, as I meet more conscious millionairs, that are more human, and in that regard I had to deal with the massive inequality I created and was working in, simply because of lack of options, I don't know what will happen now.

At point my fucking posts just sound poetic HAHHA that is not even intentional.

Alright, I figured out more after I stopped smoking, and I feel better about air-quality, and the element of metal itself, the core issue I faced, was just how manipulative the force of the exes family was and they took to much joy, it was not good to hang-out with criminal women, and now I am a partial criminal myself, it was mostly out of psychosis, but I never did anything serious before, besides smoking cannabis, which is the largest social layer of injustice/justice possible. I just got further with Obsidian, taking notes in order to create more abundance, and focus on high-level learning techniques with meditation, I acted to quickly on a very high level for a longtime, but I was unable to stablize it, so I often just chill & masturbate and do a couple of things, that bring relaxation, that does not go to deeply into the external world, as these freakies are just attracted by my energy very often, and it's better to hide your light. I will read in bed, gn8.....

I did the meditation to stop smoking, I could do 15 minutes clean, then I had to rest and just meditate in bed, ever since dozen of death hit me, my body can't take really deep meditations, and the health simply I have to find alternatives then to go about meditation in activity, but fundamentally, I am over smoking, I threw everything away, the principles are similar to what I read and studied, and when I stopped for multiple years, the core issue is I have to demanifest this garbadge party culture, I enjoy art and party, but I am so done with smoking, I am happy I am free, and I can contemplate the quality of air, and metal, it's very coincidental, that exactly the person that is a pure pillar, receives all of these insights and troubles, I never meet more corruption than moving here, the quality of the people is very low, even if they are beautiful, but psychdelics also deluded to a level and extended that was not good, I was legit G in the gym, and even brought a level of consciousness that is new, but most of the stuff here is not very conscious and healthy, I have to continue with focusing on the quality of air, and simply the whole scientific endeavour I undertook, but it was heavily co-opted by Elon & Trump with the nazification, I even feel bad for Peter Thiel, at least looking at mimicery, and he got nazified by a school, that whipped his fingers like keplar, the attitude of these people are also, very low class, I did not think an NGO would be that bad, it's worse to what I went to. Even if the university is beautiful, I don't have that type support, and I have the experience of attracting these freaks that extract healing from me, due to having integrating yin-energy and they seeing it in the heavens, it's partially hell. I manifested even the right circumstances for my purpose, but meeting another manifestor who can't let go of control and abused it entirely is just fucking disgusting, also she smoked and the whole issues exploded with corruption, fuck smoking, thank god I am free!!!!!!

I don't know the only philosopher I ever studied more deeply, is Ken Wilber, I don't know much about Aristotle or Socrates besides quotes and shared collective wisdom, but that is funny, I had to laugh so hard watching the golden ass philosopher, hitting on someones mother for money, I get the reverse even if I am dead broke, it's very odd and paradoxical. I have to keep this lucifer fan piss blood away.

Watching this & eating:

More on the survival quality of being two-faced after studying, tarot as that is constantly projected onto me as a Gemini, and just the whole issues the star sign creates for what you can read in tarot for personal growth and the counter-intutiveness behind it, I am still studying to work on character, but I have to stop smoking today, 100% I will try hypnosis this time, I am partially done with reading books there and audiobooks, let's see if a 1h meditation just kills it a physicist I meet did this after his father passed away.

I should test more, now I test the law and crime after this break-up fucking radical, but I also absolutely lost it. https://www.instagram.com/p/DbeZbazBFoN/

Now, I face some issues, I don't really know what will happen, the situation is serious, but I don't quiet know how I can get to the depth of studying, and just finishing my stuff, I can't really get the time to put things, into my memory, so I am constantly pressured to follow proccesses and procedures, and I don't really know how to get anything done that way, as I practiced more depth, but I am very sensetive to I can't handle survival that way, smoking is the core issue of corruption for me, I never thought it would impact me that badly, but the enviroment is a huge issue for most things I've read and got an intuition about, but I absolutely flipped with the steady issue of the nazification, ethnocentrism, and just the misperception of my character alone, as I included, spirituality with growth. https://www.instagram.com/p/DcDKFLruat0/ I briefly reflect on this with the other, aspects, what is good and what works, as I am steadily exalted for being more practical about life, somehow it gives people a spiritual high, as some natural goodness shines forth, and I do actually care so deeply, I almost deleted my entire life in a mahasamdhi state from a nirodaha kalphi samadi state, that went from brain to body, top down, with water & earth energy most likely, from doing a bit of Qi-Gong, but I faced the corruption of a healer, in terms of yogic sex, and I did all of this intutively, it's fked at times to be a natural intutive, and to have no one really get you, while they want to understand, to be understand, so the BIG I that goes transcendent goes into more of the Good, yet parts of it is still survival, till you actually entere mahasamadhi, so I don't know ultimately what Leo means with Good, besides Tier III psychic stage, but that is so survival laden, it breaks open the shadows of the lower stages, I can access this with the proper muse, with the fire energy that moves from bottom to top, which is my strongest energy, and steadily require the negation with the Yang-Earth energy, but that archetypally with me is the entire cosmos with IR, where it'S recommended to study, a.i, astrology, astronomy, and the whole causal space, but the causal state is pure-white light, and a beautiful absolutely gorgous state to be in, but I can't really focus on where I perceive natural goodness, as I also destroy the earth, with all of the tech, that I am using, but I can't also be that ressourceful, I am already good at it, but I had to learn to scale, and not care, and not be steadily pushed into this beta-perspective, that I see with integral, where there is just the "Godheads" running down on you, and dismiss the personal goods, I did courses there they came out quiet useless, as I found better tools to study, now I am here, with this absolutely fucked infrastructure, while I had the opportunity to do it, but the conseravtive anti-skill based envious mind of many, and my mother turns into this "fake high conscious crone" for only her personal good, while she always missed capital Good with her child, and I provided that intutively with joy&enthusiasm and success, but she became so greedy, and I notice this does me no good and causes more sorrow, imo she is more self-conflicted and quiet satanic, with her practicallity, which can be positive, she is still supportive, but it has been a massive issues, ever since I broke more open my heart, simply moved my body, danced a bit, let the light run through, but my energy is so fucking strong, I require space, I was shocked to find out how strong my energy is and still balanced it's odd a.f, especially the Seraphim energy, from Yin/Yang fire, which is very spiritual and focuses on metaphysics, and it's unfavourable at the sametime for me, just pure GOD practices work for me even according to esoteric knowledge, so I don't quiet know how to handle that. The point is, the entire neglect of working through the infestations of a family is very rough, especially to much consciousness practices just pull this social capitalistic manipulation of communion which is not what I want, I am done with this evangelical drive, of using "natural hierachy and evolution", but just being entrenched in religion without any knowledge of science and actual causation or a critical mind, I can play their game, it's not the issue, the issue is when they show their lucifer soul, where religion actually has it's place to negate the lower forms of that, it's similar with these tech billionairs and oligarchs, but the underlying cult that most likely happens in the deep state, is a huge issue, and the citizens will most likely revolt, I don't quiet know what to do, as I can't go after my interests, and enjoy my life that way, it was such a self-serving relationship, with the manipulation of women, and they will from any information I consumed get very hefty karma, for that type of act, when I consider what saints & sinners I am studying from, let alone the new audiobook from death about Sadghuru is a core issue, but I see the core issue of simply people denying root problems, and setting me up to solve them giving very little back, so I am forced to also take the same strategies of survival and mimic their behaviour, which I am just not good at naturally, I can be more virtous, but it bites me in the ass, usually the more virtous I am the more questions I have, and I define desire/demand & costs, which can be a benefit, but through all of this NGO university work, and other stuff it has become an issue, let alone how they cut survival, but the underlying terror got to me, and there is no real help to terror at the moment. There are a lot of points in the I-Ching book that I am reading in German, but fundamentally, I have to see how to deal with my strengths as they keep utilizing my weakness for social perception and face, I am and can be very logical and analytical, but I am socially also quiet good, for sure I require exposure and practice in the business, sense but the enviroment is so jealous and envious of my body and strength they keep sabotaging it, so I always wear headphones and listen to smth. as it's impossible via energy I attract people where I sense, the issue of compassion you're just drawn to help and provide at this point, but that is also just survival. I don't even recall where I bought this book, but it's a jewel, the point is the extroverted persona I developed and is enforced by society, is just very much like I am a superstar, as I generally have little fear ever since I hit TIER II, but the terror at times get's to me, I've been involved in terror attacks, so it's not fun and I just use my nervous system in the best way possible.

To expand on this, as I moved to a dense populated area, to do online-game, as cold approach robs me to much of my time going out and I went out a lot without approaching that was super bad, as a small-town dynamic invokes the issue of having a name, and being succesful, and just a little success fills the entire pond, if the diversity and influx of people is just fairly decent, and you get to know people, but keeping up the social circle has ruined parts of my success, and intellectual endeavours, to reframe and re-write this. There is more research I require to do with my body, and I will stop smoking today, I worked on self-esteem, with the 6-pillars of self-esteem, but I still require to reinforce that, the area here is full with political enemies of the u.s which makes the dynamic just extremely polarizing, and requires a lot of knowledge and depth, that is forced partially based upon conditioning, I enjoy history and reading it and politics, but it's an issue being framed by these tech billionars, alphas etc. in a way that does not benefit my own alpha genetics, and the issue of the social game itself, I did Leo's game and was instantly succesful, online-dating can work, but it forces to much to be on the phone, and I have to focus on drinking occassionaly and include the new subtle insights of the BaZi work I did what fits my body, besides just going down the science rabbit hole. Generally, I have little time for cold-approach besides talking to women sporadically, but online-dating fits more the lifestyle I was living, and I created opportunities to network, but I already worked through the shadow of constant socialization, I partially still require it, but I have to get my health back in order after dozens and dozens of setbacks and the corruption of women, for the more advanced and holistic health I was consuming, and the enviroment regulates to the lower forces, of ethnocentrism and modernity, which I don't at times know how to include, discluding and straight-up rejecting it has been better, as I do a certain level of shadow work, but it's an issue with strength. Strength means beating oneself, power means beating others, a true Alpha/Sigma best him/herself and is not using power, to overpower others in a domineering way, but that is how an alpha is presented, and still it has a certain level of wisdom, you have to be naturally more powerful than others to gain respect, but beating and conquering yourself earns you True Authenticity, and shows you where the core critical failure points are, that you can work upon. Following my interests and setting up systems, and learning about human design, has helped me with the nefarious and low-quality stage purple aspects of being raised with a single-mother, as her energy kept penetrating for her benefit, and she does not know what she is doing she craves something that is not good for me, and I have repellant energy as a manifestor, studying this, also helped me to make more informed health decisions, but the core issue is they focus on the energy of the past not the present and it's a huge issue of how this country is conditioned in itself being overly focused on memory, just at times forces me into deeper questioning, and I see the issue of the majority priviledge, and the nazification of tech, as well as this whole arms-race scenario, being surrounded by lower development, that projects lower development, and acts like a schizophrenic, psychopathic alpha incel even with a fiancee shows me the power and fear they have of a strong, educated black man, and that is not even true, as my genetics are different, but the core issue I face I attract then women, who crave the exact vulnerable point of the past, and they abuse the majority priviledge and men even more, which causes the issue of inequality, as they will disclude you, and being strong physically, and internally has helped me, but there is also a sense of compassion abuse, and the insecurity of calling people names, being fake, being a rake, and the issues I physically and naturally don't face, as it's a deep envious nefarious insecurity of these men to hit on the innocence of another men, where I notice the more feminine nuturing qualities in me, let alone the core need to understand and want to be understood is a psychopathic game at post-modernism, for fake understanding not recognizing needs properly and also an issue of complexity alone. There is some good wisdom in the I-Ching book I bought, I will stop here. The essence of the video above is, to be social and calibrated socially or attuned socially to the depth of the social circle and learn from it engage with it, and take action in that regard. Reflecting and taking notes, I did so much of both, and building infrastructure, while being take of infrastructure it just causes massive psychosis and I am fairly normal, for what happend, but meeting a betraying whore, that is a slut, trash and simply just beneath anything, and abused men for ages, shows me just the core issue of sex itself, perception itself, and the core fear of dying alone, a community can be of benefit, but I wonder if I will not die alone, as I enjoy being alone and having distance with people, as they steadily ask for knowledge from this Ji-Si chart in my month pillar, and that is not rewarded properly, so I am working on that, there is a lack of gratefulness I trained for in years, that I use negative gratittude as a way to be grateful for things that I can overcome internally, which leads to a new inner strengths. I will stop smoking today 100%, I am done with not caring about my health, and the issue of my interests, and focus being limited by greedy misers, and withholding information to make secrets plans for survival, like I see with Russians and victim mentallity boys, while I took everything like a man, and these people get married, but seem like the most pathetic loosers, not being the change in the world, but just average trash, that fears the exceptional, and fan girls and boys do not do me any good either.

All right, I am somewhat back, after having one day of no internet, I am still in this massive build-up period after thousands of setbacks, death, betrayal and the issue of capitalism, lack of investment of growth, and simply the issue of history and racism. There are some issues, historically from what I read about black history and manipulative qualties of post-modern and integral stages of development with a lack of emotional understanding and empathy drive-bys this place is partially hell

Before consuming this book I focused on more functional and conscious books in order to integrate that, but the status game is still to real mostly, but women will always go for perceived value in a man, and kick-out the beta perspective if she is interested in you. That is a another principle of the book, I wrote it from my pov, not literally. Some of the text above is just written literally as it's in the books, but figure out the stuff yourself please! I am not done maturing in that area, working out the polarity of an overdomineering, post-modern feminine framework, is partially hell. It just shows the low quality aspects of a women, and her lack of willingless to do solo-work, most who do solo-work become some Yoga-Goddess, but then lack the knowledge to integrate the higher & lower survival dynamics.

I read some Maxims on game yesterday, I have some issues with my internet provider, there are some issues generally on the book, as they provider mystery game method as a core tenant, but 70-60% gives you the perspective and issue on the core paradigm that modern women run, especially if you're spiral dynamics aware, and can make distinctions, or just have an intuition. I don't really like the distinction between alpha and beta, as we have way more and the version of the book is from 2007, but copyrighted 2019 version and most likely edited, the book is very dense and intellectual and written for the modern paradigm, but some maxims and principles hit the integral stage, from a more stoic perspective and ownership, especially. I still have some issues, I can post the book if asked for and compress, but read at your own risk, I had evolutionary algorithms, and from the new information, if you yearned to be on top of game, there is new information and it does not include conscious relationship, as most of this will be framed as "beta", due to the issues of survival, but it shows some points about dark psychology or just attraction psychology from a stage red-orange-yellow types of autonomey, and sovereinigty, especially for e.g the advantages a man can play. There is a part II, I don't have my hands on I will copy some post some maxims, that are more universal and re-writte them from my perspective and experience it's not to much, but I put some effort in, and I am convinced some of these values are and I will most likely read or buy part II, after I dissected parts of it with A.I to feed it to the new neural network I am building, as I just come out of that field, not with the greatest depth of experience, but I still moved into it and gained experience, as it would have the exact issues of the time we're facing, I do my best to post some principles that are timeless, and hit the integral needle. I focus on game and my own experience, with what I agree with! I extend some principles with the meditative work I did, and consciousness work. Take them more loosely and reflect on own experience. Chateau Heartise Maxim #1: Game is learned charisma, streamlined seduction. Game is as sincere as its practitioner’s intent. Maxim #1a: Women desire men of better quality than themselves. Maxim #1(a)(2): Men want to be turned on by their women. Women want to be proud of their men, feel listend to and feminine, experience a level of transcendence -> GOD, or more simply G-Point orgasms, not only love, love is fleeting. Maxim #2: All successful seductions are adversarial in nature, or playful in nature & polarizing to the degree of Yin & Yang energy. Maxim #3: Bang/Have sex first first, befriend later -> if you value quality time this will become obvious, women will extract a lot of attention. Maxim #3: In the state of nature, men are expendable & at the same time women are perishiable (orange/red frame) -> issues of profit based capitalism Maxim #3: Some human beings are worth more than others, despite their equality under the law -> everyone pre-selects based on percived value Maxim #3: Whenever an attractive girl tells you she hates assholes, or describes her experience in the past dating assholes and claims to avoid them now, or recites a laundry list of asshole-y things guys do that she disapproves of, you can bet your weight in gold bricks that she needs you to be an asshole to her. (Unfortunately true, till a true integral paradigm has been studied by a women, which is beyond rare) Maxim #4: Trust no one missing a sense of humor. Maxim #5: Charisma before silence, silence before self-incrimination. -> I face self-incrimination imo, anti-game is not as bad as they present in the book, some counter-principles work, but it turns to a more hostile polarity, and makes the relationship unbearable. Maxim #6: Never Make It Easy For A Girl Maxim #7: Your girl will thank you for your steadfast devotion to your belief in yourself. Maxim #7: The greater the age difference between the older man and the younger woman, the tighter his game will need to be, barring compensatory attributes, or the degree of consciousness of both, but it can easily turn into an excuse for her to experience the priviledges of her perceived evolutionary advantage, be careful! Maxim #7: The sweeter and more innocent a girl seems, the greater the likelihood she has been in a gangbang.-> Does not make a quality women.Corrollary/Folgesatz: Always assume she is a w*ore, It helps the legs out from under the pedestal you will be tempted to put her on, and it is more often true than not true.Corrolary/Reframe: Assume she is a sexual being, kicks-out the toxic modernity frame for frame-control, and focus on being man of 0 and let go of purpose and have zen-like presence, hence the value superiority and differences, go and allows for PURE GAME. Maxim #8: Marriage is a social mechanism designed to exchange sex for indentured servitude. Corrollary -> Marriage is a part of social bonding experience, and part of human evolution, it has advantages for survival, but at a high level of consciousness it has to include proper communion, so most modern or middle vision-logic, does not apply, it's mostly about the level of competence to be in a relationship, which discludes a being relationship, and construct aware relationship, if you can taste stage turqouise daily, and sense the awe & wonder of life. Maxim #10: It’s pussy wetness uber alles. Just jup at times point. Maxim #11: The greater the sexual market value disparity between the husband and his depreciating wife, and the more kids they have, the more life the husband has sucked out of him. (True for stage orange and modernity) Maxim #12: If you are comfortable with your game being splashed across a JumboTron for thousands of people to read, then you are doing it right. Maxim #12: The cumulative experience with hot women imbues the womanizer with a genuinely aloof aura that attracts even more women to him. Corollary to Maxim #12: If you don’t have an adequate amount of aloofnessinducing experience with hot women, act like you do. Maxim #13: When in doubt, game. Maxim #13: Calling a girl out on her lie accomplishes nothing. Maxim #13: When the love is gone, women can be as cold as if they had never known you. Maxim #15: Female cultural equality = male dating inequality. Female cultural inequality = male dating equality. You cannot have both. So sayeth human nature, issue of post-modernism, contradictory performative equality. At integral you see both and move beyond that with more warm cognitive empathy and understanding, but that takes time, and you have to defy the previous level of evolution on a social and value level, the core issue still is women will most likely crave the all ready made man. Corrollary -> Do some conscious relationship courses to not only learn game, but see what it takes to have a conscious relationship and what's in you, I hope to rework that in the next 2-3 years given time longer or not. Maxim #17: Be narcissistic. There is no greater divergence than that between a woman’s stated disapproval of male narcissism and the rapidity with which she jumps into bed with a male narcissist. I would reframe it as learn to be more alpha, so the Narc is not neccessary, be deeply involved with life and the way of superior man, have values and integrity, but go to the narc for a little negging and playfulness to whatever degree that is present with you. Maxim #18: The two fundamental propositions upon which all game theory rests are male choosiness and female abundance. All alpha males have these two mindsets in common. It is elitist selection partially at stage purple, the dynamic shifts up & down the spiral depending on depth of human race. Maxim #19: The alpha male thinks and acts more like a woman than a man in matters of seduction. He understands his adversary’s psychology, and uses it to shatter her defenses. Maxim #19: Never take a woman’s word; a woman’s actions are the best interpreters of her thought. Maxim #19: Making a woman feel a little emotional pain will reward you a thousandfold in returned physical pleasure. Maxim #20: Do not ever reveal the details of your finances to a girlfriend or wife. Avoid getting joint accounts. As a man, you must draw a line in the sand separating money from love. If she balks, dump her. I did this and she just turned w*ore it's an issue as I am very good with finances generally and management and investment, so I fall prey to the dark psychology of women and abuse, I chatted with some investor and financially independent women the dynamic is different as there is more knowledge, hence more awareness. I am still convinced joint accounts can be good if they have a purpose and survival does not hit to hard, but it will become an issue if the women is not integral or tealish enough to invest into something like this, see later the point about hamsters. Maxim #20: The gina tingle is the principal moral code to which women subscribe. All other moral considerations pale in comparison. Maxim #20: The meaner a girl is with you, the likelier she wants to fuck you. Corollary to maxim #20: The nicer a girl is with you, the likelier she thinks you’d make a great eunuch friend, I face the latter, but a conscious man will still have sex with her, which is quiet evil, we can make Jupiter Trine Uranus and I still get laid, not that often, but I am convinced that if a women is not conscious she is influenced by planetary events, especially with the new-age stuff, the core point of being spiritual is to use the good parts of it, and dismiss the effects of it entirely, so if you're affected you deal with the energy, and might have a reason why you went into the energy for e.g. Maxim #21: Betas pay, alphas split, super alphas profit. Sigmas lead, Super-Sigmas let themselves be enjoyed, and let the women do the work willingly, not unwillingly. Maxim #21: Never talk about getting into a relationship even if the girl says that’s what she’s looking for. Maxim #22: A woman with inflated self-esteem is a woman who will erroneously believe she is too good to date men normally in her league, unless steps are taken to bring her self-esteem back in line with reality, Corollary to Maxim #22: A dating market lopsided with unrealistically high selfesteem women will shrink the pool of men available to date and marry, with the consequence that women remain single longer than they would otherwise, it's a self-inflicted issue by the social dynamics of women, where modern prudence should outweigh, the stage redness of women, as huntress, in endurance, to betray, conquer other men, and betray, worse then even a snake, as you recognize that behaviour, some don't, but most do in my experience, they just don't know it's part of evolution, and now we have evolution encoded in computers/bots, so it will become very interesting how advanced these algorithms are, the core issue of evolution 12 volumes of darwin on love are missing for more conscious & holistic framework, or deeper perspective on survival from the pioneer. Corollary to the corollary to Maxim #22: The most effective measure society can undertake to increase the incidence of marriage and the quality of married life is to stop artificially propping up women’s self-esteems. (Close to impossible) some level of propping-up is fine, if it's done more delibaretly, and she is not a nutcase. Or just f* the nutcase and drop her, it's better to self-persevere, and protect the "sacred masculinity" this discludes violence, but be careful of emotional damage from women, most should be in prision for what they do evolutionary. Maxim #23: The defensive crouch is where pussy tingles are born Maxim #23: Limited options = looser standards <=> reality <=> not looser standards <=> upping game = breaking own limits = create higher standards, be aloof about it, test, review, integrate. Don't only reinforce like a bot, make it heartfelt and change that level of aura. Corrollary: Attune to abundance frequency or a state of being in the now! Like Jesus, but don't flip tables all day, eventually some is fine... Maxim #25: Withholding sex is the tactic of a woman who has already lost. It is mutually assured destruction. Maxim #26: Women secretly hope that you won’t rob them of the opportunity to make themselves vulnerable before your alpha inscrutability <=> Most love you for being deep and masculine & authentic. Maxim #26: If a woman says the word “sex” in conversation with you or about you, no matter the context, it means she’s thinking about having sex with you. Maxim #27: You have to make marriage an attractive alternative for MEN — not women — if you want the institution to thrive. There is more I leave it at that. There is a part II of the book, and I presume eventually a part III in a couple of years or even in writting, I did not dig through the book, I have some other issues, as also society is becoming more conscious, the whole issue is an issue of interdependence and hieroarchy I term I read, I can't find properly with google/a.i, but they approve the prefix added, as a play of words and neologism, not all neologism are created equally, a hieroarchy can create communion for a more sacred relationship with the right women, I had some conscious women go after me, but they are to conscious which makes the dynamic difficult. I won't post the exact point of hamsters, but IIRC a women will turn hamster as a hoarding principle of being a gatherer in the human realm, and she will resort to prudence and do her best to self-persevere her perception of sefl-respect, and maintain ressources, self-inflate and become fat or very skinny at worst <=> lack of care of being&doing in body, but there is a core issue of the shadow not being worked out, as men will gravitate to physical beauty, it can be wise, but also abusive, in the book they will play the higher consciousness insights, but lack the integration in behaviour, same goes for men, they can hamster & hoard to, which makes them look like insecure betas in most eyes, as there is a lack of generosity in both, which is a high virtue a human can achieve. Another maxim is never listen to the advice and tipps on women, as they just focus on the made man, or the alpha, omega, or whoever has what she desires, that can even be beta males, sigma males, or otroverts? I a new term I am thinking about, as it would technically be the OMEGA to me, hence moving to GOD, but GOD does not care absolutely not, if you ever hit that state you'd realize it's impossible to act from this space your just frozen into GOD, like a women giving birth to a child of GOD, not all births are equal... Anyhow I mix some esotertic stuff in, the groups were quiet hostile, as I enjoy some "new-age" or nerdy stuff, but that makes it prone for nutcases to attack, most of these women are not relationship material, and you have to run minimum TIER II or TIER III game or stick to TIER I principles that have worked for one or you over a period of time, or are a perennial principles, which includes more of an infinite perspective...

It's more a form of self-respect, at times women are subtely disrespectful to how I see myself, and that is not good I accept my mistakes a lot, I just don't attract quality women in this area.

I don't know my note-taking has been cut-off several times and I use a new one now, I'd say around 12-20 women I date if I make a conservative estimate eventually 7-9? A lot was online, and dating and dinning was expensive as fuck a lot of women abuse that for attention, and the provider qualities it's super abusive if they can't appreciate any feminity in men, and my profile is still more feminine, tbh I did not like most girls I date, I look better than most, but I don't have the success they project or I project, but often I am near such positions which makes the dynamic a lot of push&pull back and forth, as I am often attacked or receive experiences, that take stability out of the greed and nefarious tendencies, shit business practices and lack of investment in growth, and I also require breaks, and a lot of alone time usually, I was a virgin for 28 years, so I don't really mind the sex I can get it cheap, but I also get crazy offers from women that are time-bound, so timing was often more the factor for e.g also invites to dance shows etc. I craved a stable women, but they are often stuck in the issue of family, so am I after inheritance, and people force a lot of work on me due to having a strong body, so hook-ups or more casual relationships are currently simply better, but there is a huge disrespect of modern women, and this damsel in distress syndrom where they want to heal with the man, have no knowledge or intuition and I write with trans people who're just more naturally open to logic & romance and in my eyes there is more beauty and love at times present it's not easy socially, but I never have it easy socially, as I am a constant novelty for them, that just happens people have no experience interacting with mixed people, or people with multiple identities and characters, and I do my best to craft it, then they project a lot of illnesses and if you have an health issue I face the risk of being dismissed I hope the empolyer gives more protection often times, this hire and fire business is a lack of investment in growth, I often get my work done last minute, as I can't prepare for everything, but they want everything I somehow have to meditate myself out of this situation and act differently, which I am doing now with a new visionboard and values adjusted it takes a while, but I change quickly if people leave me alone.

Most def, better than me, especially with techniques I still have to see I only have experience from self-pleasuring, also and a lot of women enjoyed that freaky side, but the prep and how I did it takes a lot of preperation, also including health, on the way I meet so much corruption, I am still working that out, also this area is full of children which makes it difficult also at times, and I am getting older too. It's odd via online women come up during the oddest moment just to distract and give hope for etc. via sex, or yearn to learn from more older and mature men, or at least experimental men, if you treat her well, but recently I just attracted psychos after the break-up and all the lies of the women and deception for her endurance hunt of securing a man.

I can't help but be selective I don't have that much offer, but generally the quality is good some turn out bad, I don't recall every date having had a lot of sex with one girl was also highly valueable, doing it 3-7 times in a row over a period of time, I am still processing this I prefered usually every 3 days, but we did it also due to stress very often.

Sometimes I wonder what the limit of respect is as Leo says outragous things and curses at times, to it has gotten better, but in memory it's still quiet tyrannical at times. I wonder how he can tolerate me atm.

Oh god dude if you're naturally beautiful and could work as a model and have nothing these psychos come all over at times, when you're being meditative, it's very good to learn how to repell women, also and be calm, but couple dynamics in groups are a horror to me.