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@Rafael Thundercat This women is awesome I am watching this, thank you for sharing!! I reflect upon this and share my experience from the relationship, the after effects have been going on for a while, as I yearned to have a spiritual experience, but when I practiced next to her, she just feel asleep and said she was tired, and just wanted to manifest money, instead of focusing on love and god, our values were completely afflicted by her intentions imo, but let me be healthily self-critical here. I am definitely still recovering, and I still require experience that are causal with women.

That is funny! I asked a women once if I could touch her boobs out of Leo's tips to go out and she said yes, so I like dem apples lol, but I am also sexually open, so I still have to gun for different types of relationships, I don't like the PUA stuff, besides what Leo recommends and the natural stuff I do, for sure there are shadow elements, but at times I don't know it's when he recommends flashy game, and I really enjoy being wild and a party animal at times, not just cracking jokes at the sides, and drinking beer with friends, I had a lot of that, and I naturally get people going or suggest things and do my best to be social, generally being social is one of my strengths, but ever since I faced the issue of the polarity of extrovert & introvert, and I am more introverted, my dark side often get's some people to dislike me, but the hot and crazy or hot and sane women to enjoy me, I just dislike it, when I went out with a genuient guy, who studied physics, that he misjuged me, but that is a case for coaching and that was for free, he was very good with women, and had his own business at a young age, it was better then the crazyness I witnessed in my hometown.

I am organizing a shit ton of stuff, this has been hell ever since, I had this 0 commitment relationship while I doubled-down and trusted the experience, I am still learning from the heart break, as I yearned to build a spiritual relationship, but often times, women just love me for my working energy and fall back to stage orange modernistic dynamics, after I did this course this will go on till your 60 or so, the underbelly of freedom and exellence, I yearned to get it out quickly, the injury kicked-in this has helped me tremendously, but I require the strength of management to be seen, and the hurting officer hour pillar, some behaviour does not change that fast, and others are secretly more hostile, then me 100%. Some stuff is blatantly racist, I don't know how to get over with it, I do my best, but the unfair social advantage has been an issue, ever since Trump came to power, and I don't even think I would have an issue with him personally, it's the masses that follow the delusion of the white race, human race etc. and stuff I wanted to study, now I am in this hell of confusion, and I am multi-talented but I have to double-down what I am exceptionally good at, which was biology, mathematics and sports, even from the course and as I grew-up my social skills and entrepreneurships increased, but the laws and regulations that Trump released did not help the surviallance state of the EU and it's an odd space currently tbh.

Just went through a bunch of stuff, and I keep cleaning-up to find alternatives, the issue of the hard-nosed, Leo caused massive issues, as I did not accept and immediate job, but I also have to take care and trust a little more, love fooled me, but not my spiritual practice and insights, he has faith in it, but I also feel deeply sorry, and require some more advanced help, now I can deal with the issues of society....

This is interesting, when I went out I let go of frame control in order to be authentic mostly, I am naturally genuiently curious, and after sometime I can let go and be cool, but I am also very femine, and I have strong fire energy in leadership areas, were women sense the issue of the polarity maturity and hierachy, last relationship I was rewarded for the status game, and the society around me, also while I mostly crave a closer connection towards God, I am a psychological dissector absolutely, and being vulnerable left more scars, and turned away the natural hierachy, but some women embrace it who are very beautiful, I hope I can get together with some of them. What is your telltale sign of performative masculinity from your POV, sometimes I fall into the trap, when I express the need of exellence after doing Ken Wilbers course and integrating that, but what I experienced from the opposite end of the conditioning of the freedom drive, was disrespect for being authentic, group manipulation and I just felt as if I am an otrovert for my interest, and yearned to build masculinity, having more integral inspirations and facing the shadow, which I now mostly see is based on health, food and body, not so much psychologically, I enjoy most of your takes and the upbeat energy, I meet a lot of women attracted to my vulnerabillity, but at times I have to be careful to not make it a therapy session, as I was obsessed about improving relationships, and the natural flow did not work with my work ethic, and what is generally demanded of me, thoughts? The core point for me of being authentic was compassion, and listening, but at times it's just not possible, it's very different and I see that in my meditation sessions. I bought another book on brene brown, but awe-species all species love and compassion, just pulls me back into hermit mode, so people hate me while I am authentic, but if you know me it's not a performance and at times the performance feels as if it's authentic like a play or dance...

It's not as clear as day, we were open to building a relationship that had the benefit of having more then one women, and she simply asked for the logistics, we built the relationship first then I asked her if shes was open for it, practically said yes, and if I had the money, it was more logical, she was more interested in the life of the ressources we could build, and another dynamic I opened, her parents were affluent, so the money was not the true issue, she was paid everything for and simply craved a relationship that had depth. I can be superficial at times, but it protects me more, just letting everything out at times costed me more then giving me gain, but every failure is learning, this was the first time I asked a girl if she was open, and I followed the tip from Leo to ask right away if she was open, instead of torturing here with guesswork about my intentions, and she said yes and if I had the money, obviously she could gun for the money again, but it was an interesting experience to me mostly. I did a course on healthy long-term relationships, most young girls are not ready to put in that type of work, so success and financial abundance accounts to more "healthy and stable relationships", but it does not disclude the issues of manipulation, fame and toxic values, I did Leo Guras life purpose course, so I choose more healthy vales, but after this relationship failure I still have to learn go out and game, but I have to put many pieces in order, after having studying with the peak of A.I here, and doing it myself, as I see to many issues, for e.g 12 volumes on love lost from Darwin etc. which is imo highly important and I faced a lot of corruption. Hope this gives some insight, she was conscious about money, but yes I also agree she could've just been about money, but just framing her like a gold digger would be wrong, as she was kind, responsive and loving about me, and the connection I had while working out and she put in effort, which was a good sign. This was with a chinese women.

Watching this

I can recommend everything from him: https://www.youtube.com/@psychacks/videos He has some video on the topic, yet the more I conscious I became, it was more akin to the mojo naturally manifesting, and I saw how my intuition might do that, as I only have reference experience from a perspective that wanted to have a two life partners, simply due to the energy and support, I yearned to have as well as the fecundity at times I feel in me, when I am at peak health, this is a more moderate, but highly educated take, being married has many stigmas, social benefits, capitalistic benefits, and life benefits, where I tracked more the synchronicity aspect, after doing deepak chopras work, also Leo mentioned it's cruel to not mention to a girl you want multiple women, I for instance still crave two, or one who can give me the benefit of two, and I'd like to be married to both and have kids, irregardless of the challenge, it's a bit reckless, but I don't think I will get it that quickly out of me, at times my own depth is deeper, and I just require two women, as one women can't fill that level of depth, but I also still have to explore, the biggest obstacle is simply purpose and financial freedom, this would come automatically I bet just "causal success" is not enough for two women imo, and the social paradigm does not benefit it, besides some hippy stuff. I wrote for instance with a girl who was open to it, and she just asked if you had the money, and she was very loving, this was only via text though, and with open chinese women, I am highly attracted to.

Did a 15 min small workout to get back on track with health and include the changse, and the trauma, also and what I did when I was at the psychatric ward, just meditating, working out, socializing and reading a bit, but they realesed me quickly, the issue is the sheepish mentality of fear still, when true strength is shining, I am still kind and modest usually, but there is a lack of character of people who never built their body, and I am still fairly upset about it, the gratitude exericse and the meditation kicked in.

I did not read the whole thread, after being only in a short-term relationship that was practically as hostile, as beautiful as it was, I had to run 3 brothers, a single-mother and a history of crime in their family, while I was absolutely clean and did not want any bullshit, but I went for the experience, the easiest most satisfying part for the women, even during an approach are more simple things. Good chest muscles, good physical health Being humerous and creative + intelligent Being good in bed, as long as she does not lie to herself, I oversatisfied her, and she practically became addicted to my dick, which was an issue, as I had actually more work to do, I did not even know what I did, I was a cum-virgin for some irony before, I had sex with a girl, but I did not come Mostly every experience I had with guys and girls was about fun, emotion, excitement and bringing depth/consciousness into the bed room, but that took the most time It turned her the most on when I was succesful at work, but she was a freedom driven stage orange development, while I was excellence driven, and she imo was more of a twin-flame experience We both had a very high sex-drive, but lack of ressources, as the family acted egotistical The sensual unique pleasure was the best, but I had only so much ressources to produce creativity in bed, and she was not very open to work on the relationship, so it's very hard for men, to train to become god-like, where I thought, eventually just buying an a.i doll, or getting more women, via online-dating, as it works for me, but I fucked up the core issue I face, as I am quiet deep about psychology and intuition, which can turn-off girls who have no interest in such stuff Most women, really crave a man, that provides and is successful in life, being a player/gamer is good for experience I looked for more coaches, but they partially destroyed my natural mojo Cannabis helped me immensely and leaning a bit into the dark masculine not to much, but being rough and edgy paid-off, but not in the long-term for stabillity I bought more books afterwards to work on this, but I require more sexually open women, but I fucked-up financially, as the corruption hit left and right and also trauma We were trauma incompatible I found out, as I never had to struggle for money, and she had to There is a lot more a man can do than a women, I am blessed with natural beauty, but it's very costly, and women come automatically, that would be out of the leauge for many, and I do have some integrity regards to this, I keep pulling women out of my leauge imo it's the meditation and manifestation practice and gratitude as well as surrender, but I run the issue of making it at times to psychological, and not physical and sensual enough. Eventually, this is interesting to others, I am quiet honest about my sex life, I only had two girls who ran a similar pattern, but fundamentally they've been attracted to my alpha natural dominance, the most but I also yearned to explore the feminine, as I am quiet pan-sexual, I wrote and wanted to meet with trans-people etc. as I don't have an issue with it, but my main issue was the hell I am constantly managing, and pushing myself which is neccessary, but some have a serious issue with it, I went out with 20 girls or so, in total my profile still lacks core masculine features, I went out solo once here and two blonde women approached me, I don't know I changed, but I did not interact, it's mostly about being fun, open and social, there are so many opportunities on the dance floor alone going out, just dancing with a girl can really get her going, and appreciating her feminity, to make her practically addicted, there was some toxic stuff, I want to get rid-off and have more courage to go out alone, I prefer also more nerdy, shy and introverted girls generally speaking that are more positive for life growth, and not women that go for the pure dominance as I can't have the distinction at times of natural dominance and a dominance hierachy, also a lot of it depends on my food intake and health. I hope this is somewhat useful, I still have to go deeper with relationships, after I finished a course I realized, she was not up to the vision I had, and I wanted more women, and her D.N.A and other stuff I tested via some esoteric and occultish stuff, in the end just showed me she was gunning for the one, and will abuse the one, there were a lot of shit tests and even famous people involved, but that stage orange drive is not really a natural and peaceful relationship and harmony, neither is it satisfactory, and it was more of a twin-flame game, for her ego-drive of being fame, the underlying need imo was to be seen, but she had such issues with beauty, that I consider other forms of relationship with for e.g trans women that are more feminine and look more perfect, as it matches the vanity I personally have about my own beauty, and I get a lot of compliments. Humour and being courgeous was the best I could do, but I was also at the end, so I have to see even now how to push myself, and at times I rather play video games, read a book, meditate or do something else, I am still looking partially for men to go out with that fit, but there is just a huge difference in taste, idk what to do besides to build my own social-circle solo, and mingle with others etc, but I am also getting older, and should have other priorities, my biggest curse is the curse of being husband material and they yearning to tame my wild side, it does not fit with the core desire, so I am figuring out how to stop this, eventually this is insightful. Approaching is fairly easy, pulling someone home over a distance is the hardest challenge, even just casual talk can be good experience, I did not read the whole thread ideally it's insightful again... I also finished the audiobook from david deida on how to understand women, which was highly insightful, I don't recall the name atm, but it showed the core spiritual and mystic forms love can take, somehow I generate a lot of white light experience and ananda for women, but this is only when I am happy and put more work into my own happiness. Generally I worked my ass of, and she was lazy, that was the biggest issue, and she could not love A.I which was a huge issue, as it was competition for her, so I am in a very complex scenario I still hope this helps though.

I just read there are not enough long-term studies, it was a shame to mesh myself into such much new development, it's still a huge issue, I yearned to be more god-like, but they cutted time like a sterotypical nazi and I require more time, now I have to push myself above the limit and experiment. I do my best to be grateful to Leo, via the gratitude journal, so it's more experience based, it's difficult with my persona, as it caused some massive issues, with the hyperlogic issues I face with my mother and the need for coherence etc.

Watching this, idk what will happen, I fixed some stuff, but I steadily have to take freak alternatives in order to survive currently, A.I still has a bad rep etc. I had Caltech lectures in ml I just checked, not MIT or Stanford etc. Idk what to take currently etc. This was the prof the lecture was based upon. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yaser_Abu-Mostafa

Like what is this guy predicting and this happens partially in my life no joke watch the video a bit more educational than the two videos about Russia, but I asked for it, I got some answers from the art here, Watch even if you're not German you should get it this album is insane!!! This is a completely different take from my D.N.A as Ji-Si month etc. I miss pumping my own Geng-Shen alpha D.N.A but it#s already attenuated towards GOD and balance, a short clip to show my mind currently.

Cleaned most stuff...

Ugh to much german stuff going against Leo's videos idk what to say due to art... I'd be required to itntellectualize art and transcend this space finally

I finished the first video, at the end he speaks about the informational state etc. there are some documentaries I saw recently that go deeper into Hitler, and the east and the war simulations I play I do my best to reconstruct a benevolent position out of war so far. I still have so much stuff to do and got more archetypal insights, I do have to calm down a bit, as it's paradoxical and involves sex, the main reason I see for such humans they are unable to get to needs of humans and build happiness.

38 minutes, after cleaning and listening to music, what I can free-recall and interleave from what I know, I checked some learning techniques, and what I did was beyond perfect also, the issue was I was required to keep training the body and keep my enviroment clean, but these communistic sex tendencies of the german/east etc. is complete anti-thesis to what I listen to with spend whatever she wants etc. I don't really enjoy sharing with men, without transcending it and accepting it as fantasy, there are already so many power dynamics doing a lot of live masturbations and what partially my body craves at times, due to some issues that simply come up. this is also a classic difference of why I hate this horse in BaZi, it takes forever to win and pushes itself as a human into every endeavour even if endearing it has to be post-modern minimum to be good. The Geng-Wu aspects, simply shows the core issue of being on peak energy all of the time it's in death and emptiness, so no wonder he was attracted ot the godlessness of power holders, who have neither faith = white light or Truth = transcendent beliefs, and just gun for power, I really dislike Geng-Wu for example Travis Scott is a Geng-Wu I enjoy and Wu generally pushes power to it's ultimate, while the Goat is more of the protector ironically, from what I can read symbolically from what I enjoy, or liturgically in terms of it's archetypal symbolgy that is used in what I enjoy, anime, games etc. especially also some transcendent consciousness thoughts. I bought some great audiobooks for realizing GOD, the course of miracles one is the most powerful audiobook I ever listend to, I still want to enjoy that on psychdelics and see if I can transcend some states at least, I cleaned half the floor now wipping I generally enjoy it very clean, to the T, due to the 9w1 and 1w9 dynamic 9w1 is more forgiving, but struggles to get joy out of work, let's see eventually my mother reconciles quickly her chart shows maturity for the combination. I can analyse Lenin more, he already must've had some marxist influence via culture, I hope I can get the video done and continue, the knowledge in this university and from germany goes a bit further imo.

Watching this on the side with some music starting cleaning soon: I'll chart Lenin meanwhile. There is still an issue with Gui-Si and explanations we have that cross currently The guy has a Fui-Kong Metal Drake Month on EG on F that naturally causes bolshevistic tendencies, as they yearn to rise and rise and see the good in friend archetype, which is classically communistic to me, the issue is similar to what I see intutively what I read yesterday briefly. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yu_the_Great There is a difference, I also don't enjoy Geng-Wu year it clearly is a very radical executor, my mothers new boyfriend/man, is Geng-Wu, and I can clearly see it, it's annoying if another horse comes, it's just a blow-up of temperament in private etc. Yu the Great is clearly more of a saint, but I watch it on the side.

I tested, the stuff it works, some minor electronic stuff where there is not enough information to the seller, and I'd be required to have an a degree in electronics most likely, in order to calculate I listend to some music and I wonder, why I even like this and what the core development and issue is with such humans, as what it evokes, even if it's healing to me is odd, it's deeply inspiring, and at the sametime hynotizing and foolish, but it feels very good and I should trust my emotions partially as I know I am like this also, but this is exactly the core issue I saw with lack of responsibility and just being a male boy, where I and my mother struggle to reconcile and we don't have that much time, idk how long she will life, even if she is strong and has super vibrant tendencies, she still has 7k, the new boyfriend should do her well, I don't think the R&B guys go beyond insight with any actual integration, and what I experienced as a man with such women, with men/boys who transcended that it's odd as it's the divine feminine, to me or an expression of that, but the core issue is, it makes me just like them, and I have indications that are just like them most of it is a physical transformation, for e.g this song after I had the white light experience and golden aura experience a lot of that energy leaked into the universe, and I saw it reflected in art, I often creatively alternate music in my head in order to fit the truth I experienced and learned. For instance this to me is beautiful, but when I contemplate the maturity of relationships, and the core issue of money, economics and the core underlying envy causing this type of music as vice, not virtue I reconnect to an inner child, I know a part of me is different, as I enjoy a lot of Tory music also with a raw, stage red side that goes into alchemy for me, but it clearly shows also a dismissal to men themselves and I wonder why they can't bring any divine raw masculine, their charts are generally more leaning towards Yin, IIRC and it shows a core beauty to me idk how to frame it, but it creates the issue of infinite success, and the limit of it, it shows spirit and light or white light to me, I have shoes like this I can partially move like this, but also my body requires Psychic/Doctor levels or Paul Check levels of analysis in order to heal and deal with it, idk it's odd to contemplate this. I enjoy it, but part of me shows some core biases, lack of understanding of black history and newer creations, and from them the dismissal, as I am more white and have a higher IQ as soon as I start to do a bit of what I do there my mind switches bilungual and turns this into a bilateral white light type of YIn-Yang dynamic with 3-4 generes running through my mind, depending on knowledge and intuition. Anyhow...

This article is also interesting to my chart, I really enjoy connecting the simplified life purpose with astrology/cosmology to work on character and virtue, but to transcend it ultimately, but I still require some guardrails, but I love stretching and testing limits also. https://baziadvisor.com/posts/four-roads-to-prosperity-bazi-auxiliary-stars?returnTo=%2Fblog%2F1&returnLabel=Blog My strongest energy amplified via pattern is the builder, it's funny how the monkey in the pattern is the sky dog and benefits from punishing enemies, some copycat it to much, due to yin-water/yang water dynamic fire-water harmony might just be r&b?

Testing the setup quickly with a video game then finally cleaning and calling the lawyer ideally, there is still a huge issue with the social space and the issue of body, injury and being joyous in live, the two new mantras are very powerful.

I am still integrating the best of the ex, and some core intuitions I had about my own existence and work ethic in terms of being an extremely fast recoverer, it's odd but it's mostly with white light, r&b and soul, and just voice generally, I get a lot of intutive knowledge also just masturbating etc. there was a lot of white light energy I could generate, to pull Ji-Si in power for it's yang essence will just activate saturn and earth, and saturn is best spent contemplating death, eternity, and other things I am still interconnecting some weird songs on loose ends... No idea if I should like them, it's new to me, but this attenuates the judgment of stage orange freedom drive, as they have to contemplate the gift of exellence, from the WIlber course, I like so much music, my mind explodes, but I somehow got a bit back to more intense classical music, as this is more of my childhood origin.

I also really crave to integrate something like this my chart is also highly artistic, and my current luck pushes exactly water-metal elements, but the core issue is the consistency of the ressources Ji-Si is more intelligent in that regard, it's no wonder so many president have been Ji-Si or have it in the chart, it's the great thunder or power, I checked some archetypes as I am required from my analysis to comprehend the illusion, there is still a different type of mind active, the more verbose I become the more dangerous I am, my verbal IQ is beyond anything and will keep growing, especially translating, but it takes sometime, and what I learned is very ancient, chinese and turkish, and french baselines, with perfect englisch and german, my mind pushes me into avestan languages etc. also the white light I have is a 1.2 Jupiter in Yang-Wood Horse Yang TIAN TIAN TIAN TIAN TIAN TIAN lines, it's riduclous what masculine energy in light I can produce, it's odd to be, I have to analyse more to get behind the raja? Of Daoism, and just more spiritual knowledge without just experience, especially archetypal, but I have to be careful of the safety stage purple type of existence it's about the experience not about safety which can be critical for me with Rahu most likely.

Meditated 15 minutes and did some stuff, I am very much done with the underbelly of half-halfs and the mechanical angle without any mystecism, I did my work, in terms of stuff, but Leo is not a good role model for health, I fixed some other problems, this whole glee game of him costed me a lot of nerfs, inauthenticity and the issue that is larger then life itself, where knowledge is simply required not simply meditation, psychdelics and being conscious as it's close to as ignorant as a cult. Leo is not a cult! But at times there have been warning signs, especially with love I am very careful around humans forgiveness, white light and love is different then the orthodox oceanic love that has more awe in species, but fundamentally imo is one of the most inspiring emotions one can have, as it starts the search for the Good, True & Beautiful. I can't get more done then 15 minutes, but they are more powerful then ever, there is a huge issue with time, stage green and money I started to transcend and now we have a new slacker in the family who simply does not get stage yellow, but is in awe with this being bullshit, and respects constructs like just any average man. I'll clean the kitchen, I became aware of some stuff regarding my family and the guilt tripping of war itself, hunger and the core issue of being a man and a provider, there are still some things that I don't fully acknowledge, due to the fact I yearn to integrate more Yin-Energy and wholeness as my life feels more creative, god-like and transcendent, I continue cleaning the kitchen, it's a huge issue and global issue that I faced overweight billionairs and pure evil, worse then Lenin imo in terms of individual greed, inside my own family, these humans are all crippled, and I don't enjoy their neferious humour anymore, there is a lack of self-irony, vehemently in society generally speaking, I quickly opened spiral dynamics while cleaning in action and it evoked the point of leadership. The point is I had it all, there is just a huge genetic difference of gifts between my family and I, and I have a lot of genius from my aunt and she is very gifted mathematically, analytically and with her hands and also visionary, I have stronger visionary capacities and strength in mind, but she has a higher level of mixture of dexterity and strength, but my brute forcing has become cleaner, less aggressive, and it's an actual breakthrough experience. There are more interesting things, but I require sometime to get back to meditating and reading the true me, and the creative aspects of entrepreneurship the true me, and also mystecism, not metaphysics, that is just physics to me mostly or the explanation of a causal limit, which can be magical or even just straight-up causal. There is a fantasy mode in TIER III that I'd like to get at with Tarot and the interconnections, but as of now, I am happy I found stuff out and it's working, I will connect my old keyboard this one is overpriced, I bought some new stuff my entrepreneurial mind is genious with what I did, and my charm and life is more ahriman then lucifer, hence I am not very manipulative grounded, but I see the exact scientific spot or Truth where I could manipulate, and sometimes I just don't pay attention so mistakes happen... forgive me also for my scorn, but this goes way deeper then academia. I keep watching politics via BaZi and understood what a supervibrant chart is etc. I still wonder as I have a luck pattern, that depends fully on the capabillity of it all, and my aunt has it twice, but more conflicted and chills with billionairs, and her mind must be full with weird ideas of richness of the internet, electricity and the sun, while she has no fire in her chart, completely against her nature, but this is where her intuition pushed her. She is now in pension, but she fundamentally fucked-up the inheritance by betting everything again, instead of going inside, she ruined the family imo with her survival needs, and never started to transcend and I faced TIER-II issues, not lesbian/homosexual stage green issues of identity, and she knows it cognitively, but she acted in a way that is not conducive to mature or grow, and just betted everything on education, while my self-education made me the most mature, not solving problems, I love and enjoy it and it creates maturity and growth, but it's mostly self-lead, and I can't be around rich people who're depressed and don't spend their money on some joy, just fuck them if your not fun, I have enough fun even with the poorest of the poor, the issue simply is the significance and open-mindedness, I noticed in the recent years how complexity kills meaning from a magical TIER I to a fantastical TIER III or TIER II level. More on other stuff later, the work I got into was also highly political, due to the nature of A.I and Leo greeded to much for knowledge it's like how Deepak broke and this water snake generally is not good for a company, due to the lack of patience and inabillity to truly create a we-experience where ji-earth is more fertile, but also has to put in a different amount of work and universe, the issue with the snake wars is we're from a different universe but we have to unity, and Ji-Si is the head of the snakes, and presidential aura and elect, while Gui-Si generally pulls the high-potential and beautiful lower rungs but has issues with strength, god and omnipotence, as it's a controlling cycle, more later.

Saturn in Aries, is very true, the core issue I faced was this public cheating, the brother finally lost, I might loose everything, due to this corrupt whore, I am glad when she is dead, I upload I new picture in time, but it's an issue with these "enemies" here and cars over houses and overpopulating etc. I have to abuse the law to use it in my advantage, while I even invented the law with the core issue of other things. I meditated again for a couple of minutes was good.