KosmicGeng

Looking more at this archetyper of monster/lucifer women in blue-eyes with "goodness" It's funny how the occult can help, but it's not god , psychdelics help to go there 100% even just weed and dance is enough anyhow.... I am more of a mystic, than an occultist.

Anyhow, getting some inspiration and muse out of music, not only the beauty of women, at times makes me already so happy it calms me down, I fundamentally despise at times natural, I can't be as efficient with this trash technology of this building, I hate this rebuilding of the state, a car has more value than an appartment wtf is this? It's pathetic how they think about health I require cold water, I hate these logical incels at times, can't do anything intutively like a true scientist, this certainity cravings is like fake security for inflated survival needs out of vanity, not true vanity that is self-protective for the actual depth of needs, but not the vice of vanity itself... it's a huge difference.

I also hate women who jealous that a man can release his energy in order to be in a true peaceful or more non-duality like state, and just crave life, like you don't even have an intention to end, it but gotta love survival ... like this Golden Ass Philosopher... it takes both to have true eudaimonia like GOD

If I am not as logical coherent, I still require some help to set myself up for more autistic folks, I am a natural intutive I do stuff that hits that depth and idk I did it till I have the information and information is different then logic, you can logically also push yourself or a women to that, but it requires intellect built, I don't have that knowledge capital framed out, to have more pointers/tools to go beyond the map and tool and push to the actual experience. @CARDOZZO I have some issues breathing, due to a scar I have since birth I require activity at times to even breath properly this place is hell, they destory everything I require with their piss corruption, and when I care about nature I just attract psychos and I am to conscious at this point to recognize that and open, that vulnerabillity is to dangerous I hope I can get to some meditation, I can do small breathing exercises, but then I sense the pest of the past, my skin is extremely sensetive...

I can't really get over music that pushes me into the right states, I read so much, I am partially exhausted to give people divine light, that is a huge mistake these people are so greedy for my benevolent energy, I could hit them as hard as this song would hit your vagina or ass, excuse my language...

That type of stupidity fucks so well it pushes them exactly to that point of GOD, the stupid men is usually the fool that is laughed about, being more light-hearted here and having access to divine feminity inside a man, or playing with the strength of light itself, the "stupid men" is the duty driven fixer or the fool who is unaware of it's male capabillities, the true STUPID MAN, fucks the women so hard she wishes to be stupid again. Been lied to several times, of my capabillities, but the body afterwards does not lie, if the stupid man fucks you so well, you get non-duality, but u have concerns about survival, the provider qualities just gives them the ressources to realese themselves better, as it takes out the pressure to have children and she can just provide the same stuff that a man provides etc. but imo it also causes a lot of vanity and nagging for survival needs and ressources etc. It's like a cat that can't stop playing if immature and more mature she pushes you to the man of 0 anyway and that even causes more concerns in my experience, you can enter mahasamadhi and just die by accident based on depth, no joke .... If you're that devoted to life, you can simply leave it via state also, as you fully recognize the beauty of it, and that pushes the entire physiologly for it to be ready to leave the universe/earth or planet, idk how deep you can expand that state and not die, but I feared physical death in that state, as my body was not used it I can kill my mind very efficiently but not the contractions of my body so easily, it's easier for a man to have a 0 body, but it depends on personality, training and cognition etc.

There are women "psychotic" enough to go there, but they don't really know it if your lucky you meet a sex god, that just accepts it, with a 7/8 in the enneagram your very lucky to get that type of depth out of a relationship an 8/7 is often to dismissiv from just observing thousands of women online self-pleasuring, it's safer than having rotations or anything the survival threat must be surreal, due to sperm competition and biological fact that women crave to have children and have to transcend that in order to even enter a non-dual g-spot orgasm, but they confuse that with sleep which is not bad imo 😁, I dislike dreams they are misleading... from what I learned from Sadghuru deep pointers, but non-duality is deeper or True God nirodhikalphi samadhi IIRC is the name for the state. I face the bias as a black man to push even women to that or love, so often I am not left with a choice to understand many men get it intuitively and realize how war driven women are in themselves, especially the desire to have children and expand is a huge risk to society with the current paradigms... there is nothing conscious loving about it, "Dear Lover" goes more deeply into the divinity that can stabilize a relationship, but it's exhausting at one point the man will face the point of yearning to go into a deeper state then just light, and has to face the issue of annihilating the ego to that point, and that is so deep you might enter mahasamadhi and actually just die, it's fucking risky.

Many women are to social in order to experience that type of depth, imo that is why he choose france to face depth and the vanity and the perspective of death in sex in that culture, as many of them prefer 1 to 1 conversations and more depth in their social circles, not just mindless grouping and social experience, if you can a women automatically as deep they can only scream GOD OH GOD OH GOD, that is the right sign... If you're loved by God, it's as brutal as giving birth from a non-dual point if you talked to enough women or are lucky you eventually find out... eventually u have done it, but survival constantly lies to it's self-serving agenda, it's like Non-violent communication is hijacked by post-modern women to feed their empathy needs, it's a fucked job to be a psychologist. Humour and being a bit psycho imo, is the best solution I found for me to deal with this, as humour just pushes you to a christ principle of seeing beyond the ordinary and loving even the enemy so psychopathically, you could flip tables. If you ever build the bodily strength, and meditative strength it becomes more obvious making it more permanent is the challenge, to not be only a man of virtue of depth, but to face the total annihilation of life and meaning, you have a will or state experience so deep it pushes you into True non-duality not emotionlesness which is just a preferable state to enter the void or vortex of facing death, I can enter it psychdelically aided and not, but for me it really depends on conditions to have a True peaceful enviroment not satisfaction driven samadhi state cravings for more pleasure.

He can constantly access non-duality and provide non-dual experiences and orgasms to women, they just don't believe it I had the same issue with the sex, survival will lie to your face everyime to maintain it's illusion better love it at times and take it humerous, depending on it, what you can easily see imo psychologically with these people as he is a Yang-Wood horse these people can provide a depth unmatched for competition they transcend entirely through competition and then realize what the core point of man is being about via I-Ching it's 6 Yang lines, IT'S LIKE YOUR HIT BY HEAVEN TIAN TIAN TIAN TIAN TIAN ALL DAY IN YOUR FACE YANG energy is Light and Death at the same time not Yin, Yin is just the bait for life... in my experience, but these states are very deep that I have and go beyond what "normies" realize and see let alone leaning the language of these states is a pain in the ass at times and are constantly challenge for their benevolent energy in my experience, he can talk from stage purple and push it to TIER III but it's above many minds, so people don't get it and require reference experience "Finding God Through Sex" is a way better more subtle audiobook to get the Truth about sex, from an intellectual perspective and experience reference, but it can be quiet triggering what a women does in bed, a master lier about her own, body only a true experience of God shows that, and sending her that herself, while you charge with white light for example many women just obstruct True spirituality with survival to feel more pleasent, they can't enjoy suffering, but have usually empathy for pain etc. anyhow my take. there is only so much pain I can take, some are more psychotic about this imo, I have very strong energies, but it confuses women the book provided more clarity to not care as much, but it also matter so I care at times, and have to calm my temper, patience at times has a level of sloth to it, that is just traumatizing for people who're nautrally more spiritual, so they require psychdelics etc. to deal with that, and me to with them....

I can spolier more, but I acutally need support for my fucking work, I am still so pissed about Tier I society with post-modernism, and I hate taking notes at teal, as they can't access enough structur at turqouise and I get awe experiences just with seeing humans more deeper than humans and hating them, I found more interesting information with human design to work on the issue of the superior man... as you can actually build endless character with archetypal work, but it takes time...

I faced this several times, it's a syssphus task where the most depressive, and meaningless and brutal stages, are fundamentally the ground of ground, but the true depth of a God-State that transcends reality and pushes one into nirodha kalphi samadhi, he fundamentally speaks about this... the full transcendece of nature, that is death, and to give that it has 0 meaning is beautiful as fuck, but it's already transcendent of survival, even within survival. It's like the beauty of reality hits you so hard and god hugs you into the non-duality blackness of death pure annihilation

Y, just 1.5x to 3x it, Sounds True is good at being silent at the right spaces, and push Deida to explain the state etc. There is no need to give it 1x time

He points out enough in the video, the audiobook was not so good, as the reader was a pseudo-profund guy just speaking lightly about everything with the intellect 0 depth the video above is way better for the pointers. The reader seemed stuck in integral cognitive warmth of empathy or stage green post-modernism give me empathy in order to understand, the man of 0 has abonnded purpose and accepted meaniglessness, he fundamentally speaks better in "Finding God Through Sex" with a deeper profundity, to give a relateable experience, this reader was horrible for the audiobook, just out for money with joy, not true spirit states or creativity, the man of superiority has purpose in virtue. I could explain some stuff, but there is 0 appreciation for what I write, as they repetitivness is just meet with deaf ears imo... I don't really feel listend to, and many lack that skill, I am very good at perspective and experinced and sent women to that state and myself to, constantly I can't get the meditativness out of me, even medicated or while smoking etc. This is the core reasons I hate psychologist they don't get non-dual state problems and try to fix everything through empathy, if you push strength and meditate you face this already automatically, just 10 push-ups and 10 minutes of meditation is enough to push an experience of the man of 0, it's like being a braindead engineer that faces the annihilation of meaning itself constantly, and has to create beauty through Yang-Yin energetic balanced pushed to causal & non-dual state experiences, till the entire structure is realized, as structure-stage... imo quiet obvious... Not just psychic/indigo TIER III survival, of perceiving transcended ego etc.

Then they blame and look for black money how fucking pathetic is that?!?!!!!! I am so fucking angry that these people are not diverse and can't include anything like I do my entire fucking life, and they call that manic? It's just fucking anger the only antidote is non-duality, satisfaction or sleep. I am tired of these human lies, and this fearful perception, due to having more physical powers, it's just fucking racist, no doubt about it u can't love deep enough to help survival, and claim your a good human and have that feeling inside your not

Just making psychic abillity mentally ill and light energy is pathological in itself, the constant strategy thinking is exhausting if I get hacked and these people don't recognize circumstances and deny they are traumatizing themselves, for the god experiences I naturally have, I fucking hate humans, we're way beyond humans to beginn with... I can't have much joy a lot of anger, that pushes generally white light or non-dual states, I have a lot of them in my head, but not body, thoughtlessness and beauty & perception, but many are so stuck in their intereoception it's fucking annoying like love, emptiness is better, I fucking hate this run of feminism also and the modern independent women does nothing and just causes slavery I fucking hate it

I am tired of this behaviour racism in survival, from modernity and racist post-modern insights that just focus on behaviour and just can stick to their modern/post-modern stages, there is no appreciation and abillity to help with lower stages, let alone these stages alone are dysfunctional in themselves....

Mostly a gut feeling, intuition or a new thought that is creative after meditating, a new level of calmness or instant intellectual insights towards a solution or seeing more of the big picture or transcenden body and thought together, similar to a stronger samadhi state... Mostly something beyond subtle energy, more causal or non-dual experiences, just subtle energy can be deceiving with beauty in my experience, as there is to much survival and ego in psychic/indigo states still the heart is not fully free at these stage-experiences, just releases of awe-beauty and a stronger sense of love for survival and species mostly, but that fluctuates and spirls

They can just make the appointment a bit later to healthier times, even with the best health coach I can't reach them and I trained myself more intuitively I am tired of this survaillance trash state in ger, and identity games it's fucking taxing it's efficient, but these people abuse everything I do meditatively I fucking hate humans

I also get 0 tech support for everything I constantly fix, as they have no knowledge or intuition about anything, and I dislike not being on time, if I forget simple things, when my health is not as good I get no time for rest ever since this sensatinalized stage orange racism and viewpoints hit the world it's a huge waste of time, I fucking hate it

I can't come to the police station this morning to talk to them about my case, it sucks to not have a phone and everything is dependent on it, due to the panic of security I can't organize anything on the internet properly, neither properly apply, these people are the worst of the worst for their security needs panic and feel threatend, due to being black, and hide that with their pride and overzealous attitutde, they could've just given me an appointment to a later date, it takes forever to walk there, these people take everything for granted and can't get into the minds of citizen at all. Now I have to spend more money on all of the extra, stuff just to contact them, this digitalization is a gift and a curse, and this manipulation and lack of responsibility, when I take over responsibility is a horror, it costs extra money to communicate with them as they are stuck in stage green and are not developed enough to deal with me, I hate this country extremely for it's post-modern versions of digitalization and modern fears, it's the worst of the worst, ever since Trump & Elon propaganda & Maga this has been the worst experience ever dealing with anything monetarily, and my mother is not very helpful, just a skeptical traumatized survival interested manipulator and these people barely provide any real help, beside medication for the issues I have, and they don't help at all, I need rest and a new enviroment and again nobody really helps, also ever since this grooming and tyranny of Leo started my life turned worse for this fake love, that is not rooted in a God experience just trash human emotions for manipulative reasons to experience beauty and racism, while I am more beautiful etc. It's very annoying to deal with such arrogant and brutish creatures.

I listened to the audiobook already...

Just peace and release at times is also fine

Watching more of this

Watching this then contemplating with A.I today, it's still a horror what type of family the mother creates, she is not acting in a conscious way, and this post-modernism slows me down for their growth and they are not doing any type of help, just empathy and I am done with these empathy narcs sending lovebombing signals

I did my meditations and my fuck you gratitude practices for the abusive love I exeperienced I deserve way way more