Willy Phallicus

Usually its "ah yes, its all me." followed by a huge sense of relief.

The best advice you're going to get from any guru or manual is to go within and disregard external influences. So yeah, just follow it.

The resident guru summed it up quite succinctly in his solipsism video which was taken down if Im not mistaken. Great work really. Well, at least the first 2/3rds of it or so. He kinda lost me on the evil and demons thing towards the end there. But yeah, its available for viewing if you need some kind of refresher course or something. Nothing tops experiential gnosis so maybe you should aim for that. In case you aren't sure you're God and its just God and nothing and no one else. Its just you. You are completely and utterly alone and that fact is not lost on you which is why you opt to get lost in the first place. That voice in your head is the voice of God. Uni-verse, One Voice. You put the All Seeing Eye on the back of the ONE dollar bill. You wrote, directed and starred in The Matrix. There are no other Gods save you. Youre the One. The payoff for infinite loneliness and meaninglessness is that you are so goddamn infinitely powerful that you can convince yourself this shit is totally real and that's where your at. Either you're locked up in some shitty script or you're not bored of human yet like you are when you get bored of being God and it looks like its probably both.

Word games to keep the ego busy.

Infinity is a helluva drug.

Guys like Alvin Toffler and Zbigniew Brzezinski wrote about this in the 1970s. John Taylor Gatto is another good author on the subject of the education system. At the risk of sounding conspiratorial this outcome was desired so I'm certainly not surprised.

Yeah its not too bad a gig.

Short answer: It's not practical to begin with.

"If there is a true universal mind, must it be sane?"

Meaning is not a given, its created. So create it.

Knowing is overstanding.

Its just you. Enjoy it.

Logic can't crack this nut. The nut cracks you.

Because people like hanging out in the lower realms arguing over what flavor kool aid is the best.

Id rather be red pill than live in your fantasy world, thats for sure.

Yep, that's pretty much it. You still play the game (what choice do you really have) but you're no longer attached. Every once in a while you get some "downloads" that remind you of who you truly are and that everything is gonna be okay. More than okay.

I have to "overdose" on edible cannabis but otherwise yeah, Ive reached a stage where its just as good as any psychedelic.

There is zero shame in playing the survival game. Every man has to eat, shit, sleep and requires shelter from the savage beast. You cant evolve if you're dead. Everyone needs basic necessities and it is no crime to do the necessary (work your wage slave job) in order to provide them. As it is with anything else, its what you're doing to survive, how and why. If you're driven by wealth, prestige and fame you're not going to have enough time or energy for the middle path and most likely have no problem driving buses over people for personal gain. If you're a fentanyl dealer that sleeps easy at night you're probably not putting to much effort into your eternal soul. I do what I gotta do to keep a roof over my head but Im not doing that just to survive. Im not overly obsessed or attached to survival because its guaranteed that my number is gonna get punched one way or another. No one gets out of here alive.

Solipsists live in the twilight zone where they're the only sane ones and everyone is calling them crazy.

It wasn't. The lesson was psychedelics are only temporary insights at best. I can't really argue the point. Before I gave them up, my last few big trips that was essentially the message I was getting. Stop going back to school and just integrate the lessons.

You are the big chief. You spelled it out quite well in the OT when you said "I am the lord your God and no man can hold me to account".

Americans should be thankful their ghettos aren't mud huts and shit ditches. Better than the gulag! Spoiled americans!

Epistemic sounds like something the ego wants to put in a sentence.

In my individual case a better way of putting it would be I don't act like I am conscious of it despite being aware of it. I'm here so I might as well enjoy the dream but I don't take it as seriously as I once did - I stopped taking everything personally. One foot on the ground one stepping towards the clouds if you will. I just try to stay present and trust the process - neither awake or asleep - in the world but not of it. Yeah but Im imagining that. Turns out God really can do anything - like convince us this shit is real - complete with "others". Holy shit God is omnipotent, who woulda guessed. Not too many earthlings, that's for sure. Never give God enough credit lol. No wonder all their gods are assholes who complain about humans all the time.