Willy Phallicus

Hello me, it’s me again.

I don't think anyone denies how it's playing out on social media but social media isn't real life. Comparing yourself to others is a hallmark of mediocrity so right off the bat you're your own problem. There's plenty of attractive people whose lives completely suck so while looks can certainly help, it typically relies on what's beneath the skin and if you got any of that then you can definitely get by.

When we are talking about the natural world I would argue the only thing that counts on this planet is power. I agree with your overall point but I disagree that all civilizations ended being remarkably similar by chance.

This place is a horror show but maybe rightfully so and just because this existence is monstrous and horrific does not portend that its architect is malicious or evil. I look at it like this: If you want to give true substance to an abstraction the first thing you do is very lovingly and very tenderly run it through a shitpipe of existential terror of a feeding and fucking frenzy until the madness is beyond all measure. Anything short of this and you still got nothing but gossamer cotton candy instead of true vital sentience giving expression to a fierce and burning love as it rips through eternity into infinity.

I live my life knowing this is what I want to do. Suffer and die.

I once thought more psychedelics (larger doses) would reveal more but boy was I wrong. Insanity and depersonalization is putting it mildly....

Any rational person who has spent any time examining the plight of women through history would arrive at the conclusion that women have been pretty much universally exploited and abused in just about every society that has ever existed - a women's liberation from the patriarchy was desperately needed. However, the current method is to appeal to the anger and outrage of women, radicalize them into militancy and then install the most radicalized among them in positions of power and influence within the construct - because the most ardent and extreme elements of the movement are given the reigns of the movement they will inevitably turn the movement into a war and push the agenda of liberation towards one of conquest and subjugation....and the modern day third wave feminist doesn't try to hide this at all. Yeah okay. Tell yourself whatever you need too. Myopic ignorance and stupidity is to continue to take your cues from the social engineers.

Matriarchy is just as tyrannical and unbalanced as patriarchy. Both are an imbalance. The solution to patriarchy is not matriarchy. The solution to extremism is never the polar opposite extreme. The solution is always balance and equity. As for declining birth rates and possible extinction there's really nothing to be done for it. Its just screwed up and this is as good as it gets. There's been 30 species of bipedal upright walking apes on this planet - 29 are extinct and number 30 is on its way out. Can't say that's really a big deal to me.

Interesting. In what context? My time here will be temporary so it doesn't sound all that weird to me. People move on eventually.

Occasionally I have what I can only describe as fever dreams minus the fever. Some of these are nightmarish but usually they are just extremely bizarre and full of symbols.

This is my first time on this forum so I can only assume you are confusing me with someone else. Ive used the name and image in other places on the net so I thought that's what you were referring too. I came up with it when writing a piece about the legal distinctions between Will and Shall. Will penetrates thus it is phallic in nature thus how I came up with it but its basically an inside joke.

Do tell.

Sir, are you suggesting our pretend government isn't following the rules???

Its only a problem if he isn't a benevolent dictator. I lack the personal experience to make a firm judgement but since the whole planet is a fascist uberslick there's probably some Machiavelli going on there despite the positive reviews. Seeing as human society dropped the ball very badly with limited government and got us locked into a master/slave dialectic an intelligent, balanced and patriotic dictator doesn't sound half bad but it doesn't sound great for the individual either.

Well Im done seeking truth and the truth is Id like to seek out a pizza now so yeah, I think you're onto something here.

I wasn't aiming at you specifically, just building off your post. My apologies if that wasn't clear. Whatever it is you're experiencing is the totality be it it the limited human perspective or the I AM, that's all that's all that's going on. How can you not know what you are made of? It is you and you are it so certainly you have some gnowledge of it. You can know beyond any and all doubt. The only real major hurdle is circumventing the ego. Most call it ego death but it is more accurately total ego submission. Whether bound to your human ego or hovering over the edge of the dream that voice in your head is the voice of God and that's the only voice there is, ever has been or ever will be. So when I say 'look again beyond choronzon (ego)' that's what I mean. When the veil has been lifted it becomes plenty obvious to the observer that they are the recipient, the gift and the giver. Little you steps aside and Big you takes over and there is zero doubt about what you are experiencing and what is being revealed. Whether people want to give it credit or not, 'absolute solipsism', however inadequate, is just as good a way to describe I Am as anything else there is. People have some kind of intellectual hurdles they can't (or refuse too) get over or around so they opt for denial instead. Or they lack the intestinal fortitude. Im not some hardcore solipsist but as the OP sorta notes if you are totally against solipsism as an idea you're further away from the truth than someone who accepts it. God is lonely and bored and his existence is essentially meaningless and we are here so he can escape all of that through us. The big giggle here is you are arguing with yourself over a word you created to serve as a guide or means of expression and for some reason you want to doubt its sincerity. So go ahead and doubt it, God doesn't care. This is all a ride, that's the genius of it.

When reality purposefully handicaps itself with limits (human consciousness) and does so out of wanting to experience limitation the limiting reality is the totality of reality. Everything else is unmanifest nothing/unrealized potential until it isn't. We could be moving mountains but God literally has nothing better to do right now than post on his Actualized.org forums. This is what God does for kicks. Ego just can't (absolutely stubbornly refuses to) believe it. Okay, so don't believe it. Working as intended. It's still just 'you' yanking your own chain and you know it. Yeah, for good reason, they are not two separate things. Just like how you and I are not really two separate people. The key word there is speak. If 'we' gotta talk about it and that's a big if, you can't help but make maps for the territory. Now there's a me and a you and everything that comes with it. There's no way around it, there is no substitute for the Know Thyself personal experience. Its pure, raw, untamed knowledge and information that defies all logic, reason, common sense, morality and sanity - good luck convincing the masses of the impossible. Many have tried, all have failed. Yoda pulls the tie fighter out of the swamp and Luke Skywalker says he can't believe he just saw the impossible with his own eyes and Yoda, the wise mentor and guru tells him "that is why you fail". The Matrix Oracle looks Neo dead in the face and straight up asks him if he thinks he's the One. The One replies that he doesn't know. They don't believe in the impossible yet but they become saviors when they do. Our problem is the same as Lukes and Neo's. Reality isn't veiled, its our eyes. Ive said as much already in my short time on this forum. I believe I referred to it as an inadequate label. No words can satisfactorily explain reality to a point where one can impart true gnosis to another, that's the whole problem (is it though?). At best you can come to a good intellectual understanding. Its why the guru business is millennia old and still going strong today. A million books and essays and musings have been written about this stuff for thousands of years and the world made manifest is a horror show and hamunity is an ignorant dumpster fire begging for negation. If someone had the words, I would be able to quote them to you right now but those don't exist and thus my only recourse is through metaphor. Solipsism is as good a label or theory or metaphor as any when knowingly failing at trying to communicate "you are god and it turns out youre completely alone and whatever is in your experience at any given non linear moment is the whole of what's going on in the universe and its all bullshit. God tier bullshit but bullshit nonetheless. More accurately it turns into mind chatter with a very close relationship to what is but without the eyes to see or the ears to hear what is. Because it actually wants that experience and my evidence is that's what's happening.

Even Superman wishes he was someone else.

Everything is relative and dualistic when that's the level of consciousness you're looking out from. Look again if and when you go beyond Choronzon.

There is only the One. Source is source and "other minds" are conveniences made up (like time and space) to express something that can't be expressed logically. There isn't any source+1 material out there. What comes from source can't have non source patterns in it, because there isn't any source2 entity to derive them from. There are no other minds. Solipsism is just a very convenient way to explain what cannot otherwise be explained. So what we end up with is a bunch of people who doubt gods infinite power and if that's where your at you still got plenty of work to do.

This is what causes me to laugh out loud almost every time. Its part cosmic joke. You're doing a season in hell so you seek liberation and in that liberation you find out you were already doing exactly what you wanted - living out a prison sentence - and its all so beautiful and perfect you can't help but go back to it. I mean, look at what you can do, what's not to love? It's most likely a personal thing but I can "get there" without any assistance is when I wake up randomly in the middle of the night and can't immediately fall back to sleep. Ill lay there with very little mental activity going on for a couple of minutes or so and then something stirs in the mind about knowing thyself and its off to the races. There are a slew of caveats to that - I have to lay there like I am sleeping without ever moving or even opening my eyes as it takes me right out of it.

Much of which tech is developed and how that tech is employed is not an inherently freewill choice. The fundamental nature of the innovating organism based on the parameters inherent within it's design, its mechanical/perceptive abilities and limitations, will be the determining factors in how it destroys or liberates itself with whatever technology it achieves. As far as human goes, Im with Mary Shelley on this one. Frankenstein always kills its creator.

You don't need 2 to define 1, you just need 1.

Some truths only emerge when the psyche is lost in the hell realms.

True, The Logos is eternal. When you die to the world the world dies to you. When and where the world ends is the where and when that you begin. So, yes, if the gift has been promised you will be choosing your next adventure assuming that's what you want to do. Ziran rightly cautions about the non linear nature of the entirety of the context (everything and anything that can and will happen is already happening right now) but for the sake of discussion we can say you will choose and design your next life like you did with this one. Just promise me if you decide to go the human earth route again you don't brutally crucify, murder and sacrifice your only son and torture the planet for the next 2000 years. I learned my lesson, I swear. Maybe on the do-over big J can complete his mission and free man from the ignorant dumpster fire that is human consciousness.