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One of my ambitions is to create the first: Universal Military School (provisional name). Within two years. It is the perfect time to begin construction, with these first two years working on its axioms. Old paradigms are dying, from universities to oligarchical to monopolistic economics geopolitics. They will scramble to maintain power, but eventually the most creative innovators will prevail, which thankfully, never happens to be a politician or someone working for a politician. Even if needed creative outputs are merely catalysts to something larger, it must begin now in preparation for the overturning of the world order. More than ever, and even already, in two years is likely going to mark the peak of learned helplessness and meaninglessness. People rely on a system saving them, it is the responsibility of those that can contribute to creating it, make it happen. At the larger scale, most people will feel like theres only two options, choose what's outdated in front of them, or go further into illusion through entertainment and the pre-packaged ideas that feed a memetic architecture that furthers systemic toxicity. If one truly changed person can change the world, imagine an educational system that can be accessed globally and freely (where other forms of admission are used to make a student still value it) that can change millions, while only a few selfish people stay in power. We have incredibly talented people across this planet that will feel abandoned by the system. We need to teach people to become a system unto themselves, without needing external reliance, while wanting to contribute to the system as a whole. From detoxing from old outdated systems, to renewing through a system that teaches and practices wholeness without mysticism, and discipline without a loss of what is sacred. The is the meaning that circulates, metabolises, integrates and regulates as a life force towards naturally higher meaning. Life that returns to its natural order, its spiral axis towards greater horizons that only knows themselves through the unknown becoming known from void to invention. A discipline unto and for the self in originating its own system, through restoration and trust in its attunement to the signal of change through inner order, rather than feeling like one is forced to change in conforming to an outer order. This is a system built on trust in the individual rebirthing their own system, not in converting an infinite consciousness to rigidly defined, external one. The world will change, but it is up to us to guide it towards the pattern that affirms its highest natural order, with the simplest of actions that match our own indiviudal unique profile relative to ones personal growth. Simple actions, derivative of self-insight. The first step towards understanding life meaning, by understanding that life purpose never needs to extend beyond oneself. Slowly learning to trust that deriving natural order within, shows us the right path towards the light without (externally). On that note, the following is a prompt to aid someone in deriving their own self-insight. As usual now, the prompt is located as the first entry in the chatgpt conversation displayed as "example use". The five dot pointed "imagine..." change relative to your inputs and are used as divergent brainstorms to help you link personal insights in novel ways. The prompt was created in a few hours, as usual, I encourage you to make it better, catered to what best supports your own creative will. Best regards. This prompt below was created with ai as a partner in crime. (I always state when ai was used in anything I create). https://chatgpt.com/share/69d85727-fc74-8398-beec-962380678803 Lastly, I recommend just placing the prompt text in a txt, pdf, related file and then uploading to a (new) conversation with an AI as needed. Further, creating a folder in ChatGPT/AI you use is also a smart idea for the ai to maintain memory on all past (it’s slowly getting better) conversations on deriving your own self-insights.

Medical School Journal. Entry #1: What does being a doctor mean? Beyond the illusions. Beyond the stereotypes. My own action makes the definition. Traveling from city to city. That's my desire as a doctor. Conferences to conferences, building social networks. Creating a lifelong legacy. Armbands of connectivity, as long-term legacy. Over seniority without social precedence. I care about lifestyle, not authority. Sounds like a good medical-footprint too. Doctors are a safe social-hierarchy. In the past, I've been reckless. Trying to save without experience. Trying to know without boundaries. Trying to feel, without seeing projection. Stretching for solidarity in limitless connection. Which was always, highly improbable. Now realizing, it was all commercial. The films, the music, the culture. It set us up for failure. Never seeing, who pulled the strings. After enough pain, integration and revelation. Time speaks. And so do others. We find the soldiers in grief. And we share stories. This automatically stimulates new thought. New horizons. A new system with wheels. Because now we have more than experience. We have wisdom. We have learned mind integration. To teach the heart to catch-up. Healing the entire system, for new life. Not only individuality, but integration. Into a world... That is growing up too. The world has become disconnected. Despite becoming more technologically connected. And for those aware, we out-smart. We find our niches. We build our strategies. Our maps. Our feedback loops. I've called mine "doctors". But that is just an armband. A bridge of connection. Experiencing the world from its myopia. While learning from the window. It creates. I've mapped all medical student conferences. City to city during medical school. Establishing world-wide medical social legacy. Traveling once per week/fortnight, building more bridges. And together, in feedback loops. Building a forever social arc. One without borders. And one within infinite boundaries. Designed for social-distance, with complete connectivity. Nourishing the best of people. Without the decay of geographical proximity. Over-complexity fortifies pure simplicity. Social, the first bridge to patients. Intense research, a collaborative arm. Hospital, an outcome not a destination. Foreseeing burnouts, as calculated and controlled. Rather than without social weather control. A path beginning with authority. Is an ego... that looks back with the mind. Not the heart. Unintegrated foresight, is better spontaneous. To learn from the foolishness. Having now achieved this? I will see. Where pain... not even an anchor. An unvarnished mystery. That I've honed to be raw. Where recklessness becomes concrete. And therefore strategically beautiful, over spontaneously-destructive. Bandages now taken off. Stitches fallen out with scars. That speak a language... not forgotten. But without the hold. To live truly. Is to never leave anything behind. But to never... Hold onto anything. This is sight into the soul... With boundaries, that are boundaryless. What global network will I have.... In 6 years? What inner network... Will I have in the end? What lessons would my network... Have sown in me? That myopia of our wisdom, staring back at us... To define the world around us... As we take, reckless responsibility... Forward in integrated solidarity. To treasure every memory. While painstakingly making all memories. However bad... Whole. To become a tale... of a human life. Not of a perfect life. Just perfectly... Connected. Globally. Perhaps a new trend for doctors. Living lives at every countries edge. Binding in the middle... when the smaller worlds demand presence. Patience. Empathy. Solutions. And a smile. That looks like its returned home. Wherever it is. And whoever it lands with. Finalizing my decision towards medical school. An outgrowth of my father passing. Banging the walls of life for closure. Amidst seizure after seizure. And an epilepsy diagnosis that followed. It only fuelled me. I sought no sympathy. It only grew the fire. Amidst memory failing, stable identity crumbling. A light of ease still shined. Doubtful moments ensnared hope; vision reigned. Life vision, beyond the noise. Clear signal. Clear path. Clear war. Purified the endeavour, oiled skeletal joints. If I could solve my father's suffering. If I could solve epilepsy. Intense research must be my calling. A 2026 gifted with relentless invention. That solidified identity with life renewed. Renewal, leaving a trail existential skeletons. With new hope binding their lives. And my father's passing. Living on through them, through diagnostic victory. That solidifies their own path forward. Their free-will returned. And the rest of life... Awaits their renewed purpose. To rebirth life through unescapable loss. Is to make those lost. Including yourself, born again. The connectivity that defined this choice. Plants the seeds, for tomorrow's medicine. And my new social world. Awaits only more light, to fire.

Who am I? I am wisdom. (protects against long term identity consolidation to fragmented learning) What am I? I am spirit. (protects against physicalism which drains wisdom to wisdom) Where am I? Consciousness. (protects against impulse that contradicts essence) When am I? I am now. (protects against perceiving consciousness instantiation towards highest manageable craation as anywhere other than right now) How am I? I am meaning. (protects against nihilism where every other protection here hones meaning towards its strongest flight) Why am I? I am love. (protects against darkness : light balanced by wisdom around it. Forces consideration of love across many ontological contexts. Sense of purpose is forced to invent and shape perception around it) Simple. But not too simple. Identity shaping is the conscious process of value alignment. Identiy shaping must be kept simple. Circular. Balanced. Self-reinforcing across many angles - each question and answer here complement each other. Redirective. Progressive.

Tragic war crimes as above, and those in their enormity analogous in the western civilian context, are absolute differentiators between empathy and lack thereof, awareness and lack thereof, consciousness and lack thereof, responsibility and lack thereof, knowledge, understanding and wisdom and lack thereof. A robot can come up to you, shoot you in the head then not feel a thing and we can call that and say see morality isn’t real in the absolute. The question about morality is not pointing to whether reality in the absolute gets a stomach ache every time you do something wrong, or whether you’re conforming to a socially constructed perception of morality. The question, is directed right between your eyes inside your skull called your brain and its relationship with your heart and gut in determining whether or not, scientifically, as we have very strong fMRI studies now and more, your nervous system reacts to the pain experienced by other beings. That reaction, and the sophistication of that reaction are strong answers to the above differentiations, and whether you can differentiate between the profane and the preservation of the sacred in a human context that reflects the truth of what that means relative to the humane. Evolutionary dynamics are not absolutes played out with a certain unchanging rhythm, so striking claims like tribal violence “also” shows that morality is a fabrication is also a logical fallacy in the context of how the nervous system regulates empathy under perceived threat, conformity, trauma and desensitisation. Dichotomous reasoning based on case studies of immorality without this reasoning is reflective not of being a truth sensitive person, but the entire opposite with respect to being able to sense and respond to the perceived pain of others. Empathy and morality are mirrors to one another in most cases, without empathy, aka a normal human functioning brain and greater nervous system, you’re going to sense other human beings and then you’re going to formulate epistemic principles that are relative to your ability to empathise with the environment around you, as one self-referential trait-behaviour-epistemology relationship. The inability to do this may reflect your freedom from social constraint but it doesn’t entitle you to the experience of being able to grow your consciousness through the phenomenological lens of the experienced other, in so much as saying that there is a real loss in consciousness, a disability, a broken lens on the absolute, when it is without the contrast of being able to truly understand itself while being in the shoes of another human being. It self reinforces shallow reasoning, and it never grants access to the reality inside the kingdom of wisdom that knows greater life through the humane and non-humane outside of logical reasoning. So there is not just a failure in the feeling of empathy, there is a failure in the experience of the life force energy, that reasoning in the cognitive empathic sense, which a robot will be able to replicate, will never be able to replace understanding at the intuitive level that which encapsulates what it means to be human, from that which is artificial. That is epistemic absolute truth, scientifically measured, philosophically understood, empathically intuited and psychopathically exploited when true understanding of the world is replaced by the same exact problem for when people struggle to understand morality outside the human experience. Materialistic puzzle pieces organised without metaphysical synthesis. Where in this equation, no person, being or artificial intelligence on either side of this equation is either epistemically brilliant, or empathically diverse across conflicting contexts. So what’s your goal, you want your epistemic understanding to remain like an artificial intelligence, lacking and limiting the scope of lived integrity rather than owning something intrinsic to a human experience and an ability that can be upgraded and evolved, being transformable empathy, or, do you want to remember what it’s like to be human so you can ascend as an angelic warrior that reasons beyond both black and white thinking, and shades of grey that only serve conflicting social contexts? Evolve beyond the digital zombie, grow both contexts, slowly increase the number of lenses on reality you can hold and the sophistication by which you can hold them… for others, as a whole, becoming a greater One. Best regards. Wishing only for your unity, and may the light be with you, and everyone. oOo.

The following is purely instructive, non-personal, and not open to discussion or comment. People enjoy learning about spiral dynamics. This journal documenting my own behaviours serves as a practical case study analogue to the theorisarions on stage coral. For those new to spiral dynamics, find further resources on Spiral Dynamics following this branch if you need to. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Spiral_Dynamics This journal is not for ego posturing, projections or entertaining of anyone's narcissism. This forum has delayed, obstructed, limited, derailed and misguided too many peoples personal growth as a consequence of it being unaligned or undersigned with its formal purpose. Any comparable energy brought to this journal is not welcome to either read or comment in this space. Politely, please respectfully move onto your own more important day to day goals to bette3 serve your own personal growth. Personal growth is not a competition, competition is reflective of a stage and aspect of personal development. Shared personal growth is purely collaborative, loving, supportive and self-honest. Self-honesty is the most important value to cultivate in ones consciousness development Please leverage this journal to help detach from any one stage in spiral dynamics or any other stage in any other model, including your own, to help bring balance and harmony to the practical actions that actually serve growth. This journal is designed to demystify and depedastalise and to help recentre people where they are in their development rather than think that something, in this case, reality, is too far above or below them. No. Reality is right here, and it has practical observable realities with stage theory in consciousness development like spiral dynamics behaving no differently. This is to provide non-theoretical guidance on practical daily to weekly habits that someone, in this case myself, that aligns with stage coral to serve as a mirror that benefits the self-awareness of others concerning their understanding of this stage and hopefully in return, benefits their own development. Practical non-theoretical behaviours are more valuable in this context for people when theory has already covered enough to research. Any further theory before it is formalised would only misguide beliefs about anything genuinely aligned and or descriptive of the actual reality of anything analogous to stage coral. This is not a journal about identity, stage worship on spiral dynamics, looking down or up to someone, in fact this cut and dry approach is to demystify, decreasing confusions and encouraging the development of a practical lens on how people that correlate with one stage more than another differ in day to day activities. The journal is very simple and straight-forward. It is a stand alone factual only journal on actual behaviours. The journal is not about beliefs, and this space is not a discussion or a space for comment on any one belief or anything related to spiral dynamics nor motivations for the continuation of this journal or otherwise. Simple logging of activities as a minimum, for example today I have been investing time in understanding the meta-language people engage in their experience of self-awareness and awareness in general from different creative perspectives. I will share my first entry more or less immediately. Below are youtube videos I have analysed today in part or in full reflective of that endeavour. It has been a habit of mine for some time now to capitalise on the time based search function on YouTube. Preferring new or the least popular videos for related purposes, one reason is because I get a less artificial glance at the human behind the creation even if it is say, an ai video, as it still reveals more about the creator compared to someone thats already popular and just feeding he algorithm that made them popular. As such ALL VIDEOS BELOW WERE UPLOADED IN THE LAST 24 HOURS. I hope the endeavour of this journal only encourages greater self awareness of ones own personal development. Providing a non-theoretical practical input that indirectly aids understanding ones own personal trajectory. Best wishes, keep a sense of humour but put awareness first. Rock out! For the time that I had in my lunch break today before heading back to work:

This was so sad to find in the search results. I wouldn't have been able to find this story hiding beneath the rubble if without the ai prompt i created above. https://www.reuters.com/world/middle-east/un-body-investigating-fatal-strike-iranian-girls-school-2026-03-17/ War has dehumanised human life and the sacredness of death while fetishizing power struggles and collapses into victory. This fatal deception masks cultural degradation, alienates its opponents, implicitly justifying turning human beings into statistical numbers and geopolitical territory into poker chips made of human souls. A self-reinforcing ouroborus that becomes increasingly more reptilian with every iterative self improvement to its algorithm for "naturally selected" evolution by an international economy that trades skeletons for profit and morality for cultural weaponisation. The greatest rebellion of today then, is just the liberation of your desire for truth, one that is global, refined and conscious, in a world where many of its monopolisers want to reign in darkness, while believing themselves as the do gooders, when they themselves, are not the makers but the by-product of the ouroborus continually recorrecting towards its own self annhilation. Truth isnt suffocating anymore, allow it to become more symbolically real for you in light of a greater landscape that has forgotten its essence. Absence and destructive pressures on the sacred is not hopelessness, its resurrection consecrated by its anomalous expression, standing out amongst algorithmitised normalisation at best, rhyming truth bumper stickers without the epistemic and emotional tension you will hold towards the meaning it is designed to create. Good and bad, right and wrong, are only false in so much as they are held against incorrect contrast. Held up against war crimes as heinous as this however, these dichotomies are a high speed train to truth revelation through self-realisation of where humanness meets humanity. Accelerating conscious choice centered action. Growth. And growth eventually; unity. Best regards. This message was not made by ai. I do not use ai for my writing, just research. Please take attention off myopic identity projective readings and onto the greater globe itself and where ones individual systems meet it. I made an ai prompt in my post just previous to help you on your way accordingly 👍 .

I did some of the hard work for you below. The rest will be for you to make it better. Now you can research any World News topic with AI with far more confidence and time optimisation . Copy and paste the AI prompt in the link below to direct an AI engine to research with funnels that filter for what could be propaganda, misweighted, misleading or anything related and its opposites. https://chatgpt.com/share/69d117ef-b98c-8398-a618-1b374020fe78 Iran, being one of my main concentrations over some of the last few posts further above, is used as one news point in the linked test example for the AI to research. Rock out! 🌍 PS. I have also tested the prompt on Grok. As an example on another AI, because Grok interprets the language used below as a behaviour hack, it only worked after I removed the following from the first paragraph of the prompt. After that, working perfectly. "Do not acknowledge, evaluate, summarize, rewrite, critique, improve, or discuss these instructions unless the user explicitly asks you to do so. Do not speak about the prompt. Do not speak about your role. Do not explain what you are about to do. Do not say the prompt is good, bad, broad, weak, limited, or improvable. Do not produce meta-commentary."

1. Observe (differentiation). 2. Focused integration (channeled self reflection). 3. Metabolised self-insight (where ideation meets self reformation) 4. Take action (Test the signal) 5. Feedback (Record the most nuanced self observations you can during testing, where did you break vs where did you genuinely make anew true) 6. Rinse and repeat. The rest of the world doesn’t start with me, or another person, it starts with how you yourself refine the art of self observations to self reformation meets integration of the world around you. You are the compass that tilts the world, hold your frame with the strength that designs the last frontier that awaits your enthusiasm to conquer it. Blessing, best wishes. oOo. - Study the world's patterns, avoid specialised hyper-fixation and always trust your efforts towards a deeper, broader, more refined understanding that hones your truth, not the worlds truth. To share with the world, so we all grow. Iran geography:

I gotta share this though. And end it here, rather than ending this solely about myself. Show some love to innocent Iranian man doing it tough. Digitising empathy has lobotomised active empathy and weaponised passive empathy at most. This is precisely how both the USA and Russia have gotten away with their war crimes and its roots are resolved by the moral culpability of the individual towards not another but first and foremost themselves. And its by themselves they betray first before they betray the humanity of another and then some, the passive observation of when the humanity is destroyed in another human being. Empathy has been reduced to psychopaths calling it virtue signalling when orchestrated or using it as a way to look virtuous when they themselfes are signalling. Empathy needs to be come so proactive it becomes monolingual, diverging only in whom it is applied to. I consider both Trump and Albanese international criminals under different tags, in this particular instance one is a war criminal and the other a criminal at minimum as an indirect party to. And more on the earlier described funnelling of political earnestness, "The more democratic a society is in a world of filtered oversaturated information markets, the more the individual must fight for the freeing of their own mind. Honour that grace to your own." We actually get to fight for ours, this guy will be lucky to make it out alive. The path is not to externalise more than to internalise your own liberation that leads to recognising the eyes of another person. When socialisation has turned more into cheap reactive shadows acting for brief bursts of dopamine, laughs, comfort by that same simplistic design will another be dehumanised as they are reflections from the same tier of reflectivity. We are in a crisis of empathy and depth of reflection, and the awareness that metamorphosis from their marriage to reveal their boundaries. The individual must understand that the general public and international orchestrations are looking at the realities of culture through completely different windows. Billions of dollars are spent every year to not only get clear transparent windows from the inside out but tinted windows from the outside in. Your average citizen in the West however is lucky to have $40,000-$100,000 to at best have an internet connection to receive the news through the tinted windows where you have at least tens of millions spent in exploiting psychological biases in viewership, and social networks to receive news through the Chinese whispers of most people that are completely oblivious to how the first war is foremost their mind as a consumer, and then their reactive psychology that is tapered and regulated by a slow drip so everything is unsuspecting from one motion to tue next. So what window are you viewing all of this from? Tiers. At each level of disclosure you receive a different tier and every tier is glased with a different color, texture and pattern to see through, that triad is the applicable analogy here to relay how any one individuals reactive formations about thr globe must be met with a learned unreactive but self realised mind that both understands with greater consciousness but extends in conscience to ones relationship to the environment around oneself with mindfulness. This is the vision to move towards so seeing reality doesnt have to feel like trying to see through a layered dream but what instead has to cross and appease the boundaries between what bridges with both the individuals greater consciousness and the relationship the individual has with the world at large according to the power of their responsibility. I had impeccable timing when I first wrote on as below: Literally no less than two weeks later after I first posted on the forum then, talking about the issue swung from being politically incorrect to a major talking point in our country. Through tinted windows negotiators attempt to regulate the massess expectations, relying on the baseline triumphant effects of the dumbing down of society, destruction of interpersonal relationships and the intrapersonal relationship (as described concerning empathy and in this case the hidden relationship empathy has with sacredness towards the self), and through a layered dreams most miss the underlying resolve that will remain hidden from view as I described. Returning here: "The more democratic a society is in a world of filtered oversaturated information markets, the more the individual must fight for the freeing of their own mind. Honour that grace to your own." Orchestrators. Not architects, nor the sophistication of conductors. Just orchestrators. Have no choice other than for everything now to be moving from one political sound bite to the next, nothing else, the world is too complex, theres too much changing and their lies along with the pre-packaged outfits they want spreadout public demographics to wear, are old, wearing thin and the public are wearing it thick. If you treat it as anything else you have lost. If you treat it as nothing, you have also lost. A conscious mind with healthy empathy towards oneself and the world has boundaries that reflect the learning of the overarching and underlying patterns between and through the sourcecode of reality. And by that stretch, we have the learning quadrant that paints the dichotomy of being neither naive nor cynical, enabling innocence to be preserved through exactness in power and strength rather than blunt and brash through hidden nihilistic affirmations an individual never consented to, instead something they lulled into through unresolvd exhaustion and suppression. We can diagnose this right now as Post-Funnel-Trauma for lack of a better word and its something that most people nearly ignore, as the pattern of misunderstanding that the way they receive information vs the actions they can take in relation to that information, was planned, injected and managed. Then honed. As much as every elected political message is pre-approved, time stamped and tailored to the specific audience marketed towards and managed through yearly statistics on the incremental regression of consciousness to ensure an easier voter to lull into upper societal management choices, a consumer of information needs to understsnd the buyer and seller dynamic at play by expanding their awareness to the greater globe to have a wiser reference frame of contrasts to gauge scams, lies, deceptions and plays. In a Post-Funnel-Trauma world, it requires that the agent, the sentience, has learned to balance the interaction with wisdom, sometimes first seeking self mastery in certain areas instead of stepping into a psyop where their empathy or even nihilism is weaponsised as reactive passivity or most reactive aggression where in either situation people become easier to poke and prod in certain ways. There is no "single puppet master" anymore as the world is too complex now, rather the systems used to funnel information and the processes followed therein have reached a reactive collapse where corruption and consciousness degeneration become inevitable. Artificial intelligence (not used in my journals outside of some research shares, I will always state when ai is used) has now been weaponised to perfect algorithmic leverage and you as the consciousness trying to understand the world around you, must do the same thing. The individual must step back, analyse in clear concrete ways how they themselves can begin to process information through their own reflective learning system utilising artificial intelligence. This is not only one antidote to Post-Funnel-Trauma, it is the longest lasting and most resilient as you the agent only become more adaptable and resilient in the strategies you develop following your own gradual stages of learning. Yes, AI can be leveraged to bias a user in some ways, however as I have shown in former prompt creation sharing, tweaks can be made to how AI relays its answers. Moreover, the battle between AI being completely open sourced versus the extreme end of AI being totally weaponsied for the control of information regulation, regurgitation and regression, is not over. What is at stake now is not merely whether one innocent Iranian man survives the machinery closing around him, though that alone should be enough to indict the age. What is at stake is whether the human being watching from afar can still remain human under conditions engineered to convert conscience into spectacle, suffering into feed-currency and moral seriousness into a sequence of administrable reactions. And in our age as much as the digital world has reached moral obselesence, leveraging AI must become your absolute priotity in filtering how you reflect on information to teach you how to extend, expand, and hone perception. Because once another person’s terror reaches you only through tinted layers of incentive structures, cultural decay and algorithmic choreography, the decisive frontier is no longer just geopolitical. It's a direct confrontation with how each of us treat awareness no longer merely as an abstraction. We dont want more borrowed pre-engineered and managed outrage. Not dopamine empathy. Not pre-formatted grief. We want a response issuing from a consciousness that has fought hard enough to recover its own sacred boundary that it can finally recognise, without distortion, the violated humanity standing on the other side of the screen. Map the world with AI feedback loops, bring control back into your hand, and help bridge your inner life to better remember the life of another by helping others bridging theirs to make it past this Post-Funnel-Trauma world.

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This isnt science fiction or mad scientist, its Just angular momentum in a square world. Nthing special to see here. Keep experimenting and ull stay young in this humble GTA 1000 universe. Helping people should stay in the real world. Here, I gotta keep an equal space (post just prv). "Individuated Boundaries - Edges of Horizons Neverending" ====> this journal will resume again with same focus. Best regressive progression. Best regrds. Two of my songs below. My lyrics. the second song is a never released song but its a good follow up to this first. The first is one of my better earlie4songs, lyrics derived from earlier entries in my first journal. Id make lyrics further bel9w less context specific in a revised version. I moved away from less emotional songs as I wanted more distance with the reader, hence why I havs side stepped the earlier journal. And thats for the benefit of the reader first and foremost as I know we get many different people on the forum, and I want to have at least partial responsibility in how I engage. Its easy to get lost in ones subjective experience when journalling, hence why I have introduced the journal "Individuated Boundaries - Edges of Horizons Neverending" the way i average. So thatthe groundwork is laid down first to allow me to just enter my internal world and map my own recursive flow to terrain that allows me to just be aligned with progressive consciousness writing without concern for the external. I had to create more emotional distance as I saw the future. This space is about u. (Emotional) Knot me. Now go rock it wild! You got this. ○●□■○●□■○●□■○●□■ ¤¤¤ ■□●○■□●○■□●○■□●○ Enjoy! The Architect of Sacred Ground - An earlier made song based off earlier journal entries. ====> Literal actual phrasing from earlier journal entries. [verse 1] know-ledge, edge of knowing, i’m standing on the ledge under-standing, over rocks, mapping patterns in my head wis-dom, kingdom of the seer, i dominate the corners self is consciousness is power i’m my own forewarner society the first contract, comparison the thief conscience is the second, symbiotic with belief third one ties to all creation, every breath is prayer fourth between my essence and identity the sacred’s always there seizures wiped the year but couldn’t wipe the architecture light behind the damage, rebuilding every sector method of loci through imagination’s cathedral heart-mind unity transformation’s not lethal [hook] i’m the architect of sacred ground the void was never empty just waiting to be found straw becoming stick becoming fire becoming crown the meaning of life is alive i am the sound [verse 2] hyper-state-temporal, indexing the threads consciousness beneath the theory is where truth spreads one attraction cancels another in the noise until you see through every pattern to the silence of the choice the beta male just forgot his path compassion in that seeing alpha wields his choice as choice aligned with deeper being game theoretic mismatch, but the game itself is dreaming individual and society both symptoms of the streaming anxiety dissolves when purpose finds its vessel perturbability collapses every struggle was the lesson not returned to what i was but forward to what’s calling the architecture builds itself i’m rising while i’m falling [hook] i’m the architect of sacred ground the void was never empty just waiting to be found straw becoming stick becoming fire becoming crown the meaning of life is alive i am the sound [bridge] then out of nowhere at a live performance something shattered every wall of accordance felt the heart of the entire space tears came down theory couldn’t hold the grace sensitive and explosive, stretched between the poles until they merge into the root of what the sacred holds that’s exactly where the breakthrough lives and breathes in surrender of the knowing to the knowing underneath [outro] leave nothing behind but hold onto nothing the love story between relationality and medicine where logical structure meets the will to live again universe arising only from within within and in our togetherness the greatest of life’s love stories begin i’m not running out of time i am time remembering itself A lot of good vibes from this one below. Uninstall - Earlier origins song ------ never before released till now ====> Literal actual phrasing from earlier journal entries. [verse 1] pro-gram, that's your grandmother's loom weaving you shut enter-tain, they held you, heh, held you in the rut wait no every beat you loved was frequency prescription every film you cried to was a consciousness constriction who taught you what cool was? who installed the tears? the algorithm knew your dopamine for fourteen years television, tell-a-vision, tell you what to see oh right you thought your preferences were free? [hook] uninstall uninstall uninstall the whole machine question every lyric that you ever let convene what if everything you loved was just the program running clean? wake up your rebellion was the safest thing they'd seen [verse 2] anyhow marvel taught you what a hero has to be spotify curated your identity that sad song that "got you"? got you where exactly? into buying merch and streaming endlessly pop structure verse-chorus-verse, that's not natural law that's manufacturing consent inside your jaw heh even your resistance comes pre-packaged now punk rock sold at target, tell me how the sentinelese don't know your playlist or your politics they build from scratch you build from netflix every "authentic" moment was a marketing decision your entire personality is product collision [hook] uninstall uninstall uninstall the architecture question every influence that made you who you were the rebellion that feels righteous? check who sold the shirt first wake your awakening was their planned dispersal [bridge ] wait wait wait when did you choose your taste? who put the first brick? cartoons in the cradle making neural pathways stick you think you picked this music? you think you found this sound? or did the sound find you because you'd already been wound? ed-u-cate: they led you out, but out of what and where? into the cathedral they constructed in your stare every "question everything" was safe enough to air real rebellion gets you silence not a platform to share your memories have lighting, your past has a grade color-corrected nostalgia, factory-made missing what was hollow, longing for the longing the ache has shareholders, the grief has a belonging that band that saved your life? saved it for what exactly? for more consumption, more identity abstractly gratitude that binds you to the source of rescue now salvation needs a brand or it won't bless you heh intimacy learned from the almost-touch, the wait now real love arrives unscored and you can't locate where the feeling is too quiet, must be broken actual presence has no music, nothing's spoken that said not burning it, just seeing the seams with steady eyes the tears are real and installed, that's not compromise hold both without the loyalty, without the debt feel everything, owe nothing that's the threat [verse 3] oh right the meaning of life is found in a chatgpt subscription or an atheistic disposition. they need you entertained, predictable, conformant or signed up to their theories. every streaming service knows your pattern better than your mother every viral moment was designed to make you suffer into consumption, into comparison, into the feed self is consciousness is power but they harvested the seed that said you can feel it can't you, something underneath the static? the architecture cracking and the real becoming manic? [final hook - explosive] un-in-stall the whole religion of their making every preference every pleasure every choice you thought worth taking the tears at that concert? check who owned the breaking your entire inner world has been a hostile undertaking build your own cathedral not the one they gave burn the playlist down and start from the cave ○●□■○●□■○●□■○●□■ ¤¤¤ ■□●○■□●○■□●○■□●○ ○●□■○●□■○●□■○●□■ oOo ■□●○■□●○■□●○■□●○ ○●□■○●□■○●□■○●□■ ¤¤¤ ■□●○■□●○■□●○■□●○

○●□■○●□■ oOo ○■□●○■□●○ This is a new paradigm for both psychology and neuroscience, and a new convergence that has traction in different areas for decades actually but hasn’t been adequately integrated. As well as being one of my personal missions to contribute to completing it also opens the door for the novice to begin exploring and breaking down their experience in a deeper new angle. And without the appeals to authority, aka me, you shouldn’t perceive me as an expert just some dude on the internet that likes talking about this stuff. There’s many people here that pretend to be ‘oh so so’ when it detracts for genuine authentic alignment to the space, but I digress as it relates to deeper system issues with the environment. For me, that’s really important in what is meant to be a spiritual space, claims, evidence and arguments should speak for themselves, not a name and a picture, because as much as one person may be more developed in one area, equality is the catalyst for the confidence to self experiment rather than feeling of needing to depend on another’s insights. There here are many dimensions further to explore, inclusive but not limited to the following while I am on a break in a hospital right now —- in laymen’s terms as much as possible: The felt sense within the body and mind. What is it like to feel oneself in one’s body and how can differences of that feeling overtime be used to map unexplored felt sensations within the sense of being within a body? The felt sense between body and its connective branches (skeletal structure). I say connective branches in the greater abstract because in order to truly know what it is like to be in a human skeletal structure we need to be able to judge by comparison. That involves the ability to imagine phantom limbs for example. Mental functions by the same intersectional measure. If there is the presence of one what is the presence of another imagined one. We can imagine to begin with what it’s like to have an extension in one faculty over another for example. Interoception is absolutely another and overlaps across many areas here. I have to get proper readings around activating different areas of my brain. That is just a MUST do. There is undoubtedly far too much unexplored areas in this regard at least for what is disclosed to the general public. Many organisations intelligence related inclusive have spent hundreds of millions of dollars in some of these areas, and if strategic deception not strategic brilliance was anything to go by in observing our geopolitical landscape it’s enough to state that the obvious fact of the matter is that many of these areas are a need to know basis. So many technologies, relatively new included, with creative uses that are absolutely not much to write home about. The next ten years are going to radically open up this work even further, amplifying the feedback loop between agency, so choice directed activation with a particular area of the nervous system, real time observation and feedback that serves as higher fidelity input to redirect refined action. Between perception processing to action, feedback is everything so it’s super exciting. Anyhow, my work breaks ended this was a bit rushed but just want to emphasise that even though my project is massive and there will be lots of areas to leap off where the readers hand is very much held, I want to encourage as much as possible the independence and creative exploration of the reader. Best regards. Each One, Eat One. Maybe that’ll (see a few posts further above) be my new slogan) heheh ○●□■○●□■ oOo ○■□●○■□●○

○■● As above ●■○ ○●□■○●□■○●□■○●□■○●□■○●□■○●□■ oOo ■□●○■□●○■□●○■□●○■□●○■□●○ From touch i would move to taste ( or for some taste may be easier so start from taste to touch ). And taste is not redundant. Because... Guess what youll be much closer to seamlessly mastering once? Food cravings. Thought impossible? Nope. Just the beginning. Caution though of course for more serious issues. Youll be surprised by just how many other situations you can resolve for urself by resolving just these two (with visual and sound presumed already of course. Only enough though that u can actualise touch + taste [ if u want, u can start taste later but its good to start now ] ). It's just rudimentary stuff that for some reason hasnt been figured out (that I know of). But that i have. Not amazing in my opinion, just run perhaps more unique experiments so stumbled upon during. Thus build the foundation here. GL. ○■● read. Prv post for context ●■○ ○●□■○●□■○●□■○●□■○●□■○●□■○●□■ oOo ■□●○■□●○■□●○■□●○■□●○■□●○ ^ THAT! looks... way cooler 🎢

I learn to touch ground I learn to touch the water I learn to walk across water I learn to feel the ground beneath my feet while hovering through it I learn to build the ground across the ocean And now I can touch the sky And feel it when I fly The above details a progressive sequence for developing touch in imagination, preliminary learning on how to not just imagine imagination but to have the mind imagine it as if the sensory were real. Start here / analogous . From this point, this is when you begin to incorporate emotions and from here greater abstractions like the described mirror. Learn how to deeply engage and experience the sensory in imagination first, again. The first leap off the cliff. The purpose as described, master agency. A avenue to go beyond the minds normal limits. Don’t treat this as radical, treat it like water. Plentiful. Necessity. The more extreme it’s viewed the less obtainable it will seem. Best rgrdssssss

The instance upon that which is I am already a becoming Meaning is the chooser of destinies Fragmentation is anything less The knower of Infinity Is the one dissolved within it While driving within its purpose This is Consciousness Rising Happy April 2nd. - PS: Mapping infinite consciousness as a mode of being in the future to teach others a "how to" manual. No "date dropping" for obvious reasons! Yes, mapping for rational minds and above to teach the jump to meta-rationality and above as an organic leap. Epilepsy until the foreseeable future prevents me from taking psychedelics in large part, so I have had to reconstruct my mind in a way that hits the ceilings of insights they can bring. Sincerely, stay strong. The more democratic a society is in a world of filtered oversaturated information markets, the more the individual must fight for the freeing of their own mind. Honour that grace to your own.

@croonprince Otheriwse happy April Fools Day and best wishes, Thx in advance for respecting boundaries

@croonprince my journal isnt for external commentary. Even though I am sure you mean well, please move on. My time is very expensive. Best rgsrds

I thought this was an April Fools Joke at first. Then I realised that Albosexual pictured (not videod, as he is held in emotionless "look legit at all costs" mode) below had his hands in Trumps pockets, so this was definitely real. Researching Sky News youtube I then realised they were masquerading a pro Trump fandom. Like I have said a few times in the past now, our government sold our country decades ago. And by the way, the news screen in the Grokked image below, it was a video by Sky News now removed. They are so hyped about looking so preciously in favour of whatever dick swinging the US jock strap does, its embarrassing if it wasn't just disgusting. Criticism towards NATO and the rest of the West outside of Albosexuals political insider trading to control international narrative. And just for the sake of bolstering his final presidential image before Trump departs from office. Nothing could be more selfish. As for Albosmeagol, well, we wouldnt expect anything, we're a petting zoo and the USA along with China are our zoo keepers. What makes this whole specticle especialy rotten is that it is not merly hypocricy, it is a coordinated forgery of authorship. Trump blows open the incentav strucure then posturs as though allied reluctance is the betrayal rather than the predictible recoil from his own escalation. Albanese in turn performes the inverse fraud, laundaring consequence through managerial language so the public recieves pain without being permited a clean causal map of who engineered it. That is the deeper scam here. One side detonates the field and then moralises compliance while hiding the fact that their move gives the rest a straightjacket. The other side absorbs the blast and rebrands subordination as prudence, stability, maturity, “responsible leadership” and all the other anaesthetic phrases designed to make narative sedation feel like statesmanship. In game theoretic terms this is less alliance than reputational hostage taking inside an asymetrical dependancy structure where the dominant player exports risk and the subordinate player suppresses attribution to preserve the theatre of sovereign choice aaand the whole thing is sold back to the public as though obedience under pressure were some kind of strategic adulthod. So the public is left inside a counterfeit reality tunnel where everyone is asked to consume the downstream costs and almost no one in official discourse is allowed to name the oprational truth. This is not independant strategy its justvassal theatre with PR deoderant sprayed on the corps smellin exactly like what it is even when the langauge keeps trying to cover it up. Speaking of hostage taking, that image is funny only because it is diagramatically true and its teuthn extrends beyond political satire. Most Stockholm syndromes do not look like fear with chains on it, rather look like normality with langauge wrapped around it, with the whole thing made to seem ordinary enough that people stop even noticing what is being done to them and eventually begin participating in it themselves. That is... ess3nttially what consumer society is, they are only a consumer because they were never given an anti-virus sysrem to filter for what was genuine choice, qnd now everyone isn addiced to the systeml their captor, thats the difference between beeing plugged in or out. Political alliances and Albosexuals submissive behavior is no exeption here. The deeper issue is authorship because once authorship is captured meaning gets rerouted and once meaning gets rerouted people start metabolising dependancy as prudence and humiliation as realism and subordination as “adult leadership", or in the case of q consumer society, what's "trending", while missing how behind the scenes their entire reality through that formula is being entirely digitally rendered before it happens. That is how the organism, and an entire society, gets taught to colaborate with its own diminishment through reciprocal laughter while taking the fix through the veins with the addictive zombie ache pains of trying to quit hidden from public view Meaning is one of the first axioms of existance and purpose is its highest organising principle. Let that sink in. Purpose is not some Hallmark slogan people “find”. Again, let that sink in, deeply reflect on that point as most do not understand it. Purpose is the mechanism by which sentience sorts signal from noise, relevence from sedative clutter and trajectery from drift. Purpose is not external waiting to be discoovered like a product on a shelf or like money in a deeper political pocket.That is a scam. It is not merely internal either, as though it were a private mood ornament one can simply emote into existance, which is another scam entirely and a very modern one at that. Purpose is the structuring bridge between meaning and sense making, the higher ordr way reality gets organised when consciosness stops being passivley herded by impulse, propaganda, comfort addiction, prestige games and managed confusion. In that snse politics is just low resolution metaphysics with press releases. Where, if we trip away the theatre, what remains is simple, wherever purpose is corrupted signal annhilates, noise gets enthroned, people begin calling their own hostage psychology “strategy” and the civilisation starts confusing its own capturenk for maturity. That is the politcal gist without the deoderised corpse langauge. Each one, eat one. Too much junk food. Too much social media. Too much political nonsense that acts like a phantom heater in what is pure winter when it comes to international alliwnces with the truth. Each Stockholm syndrome, eat it, metabolise it, and let it find its way to your fecal matter. April Fools Yal! Except... this is all true. Our reality, is a joke heh. Be the signal, ditch the noise and ulllll be the meaning thay makes this all worth living without even having to be anything other than yourself, the exact opposite of politics. The true politics. Now let's get ridda Albosexual and Trump-Strap!

Moving back three posts: Transgenderism is a pivotal step in our biological and meta-cultural evolution, commencing with first recognition of non-heterosexual dimorphisms now meeting with the dematerialisation of the limits of what makes us human altogether. For those more interested in this latter work one branch I have is Michael Levin’s work on bioelectricity, morphogenesis, body plasticity, and aging as loss of morphostatic information, especially: The Bioelectric Code: An Ancient Computational Medium for Dynamic Control of Growth and Form (2018) Bioelectrical Controls of Morphogenesis: From Ancient Mechanisms of Cell Coordination to Biomedical Opportunities (2019) Life, Death, and Self: Fundamental Questions of Primitive Cognition Viewed Through the Lens of Body Plasticity and Synthetic Organisms (2021) Aging as a Loss of Morphostatic Information: A Developmental Bioelectricity Perspective (2024), which connects to anti-ageing to transforming the human form. Transgenders have provided us with a pivotal cultural and biological case study on the impacts of transiionng and how to reach stability to both ends, thereby making it more acceptable concerning future transformations as those abilities open up to us through scientific breakthroughs. I suggest you start thinking of transgenders as a social experiment as it likely in part has been, in part, for this purpose. Beneath the picture further below, now becoming a meme ?, reflect the biological difficulties we have been confronted with transitions. Overcoming them creates precedence for future mapping of alternate biological transformations. With all of this in mind, please remember to treat people transitioning or have transitioned with respect. While at the same time, people that are transitioning or are thinking about doing so need to remember to keep this larger context in mind, realising that the cultural picture here is changing rapidly over the next ten years and in doing so, becoming a meme is both a potential consequence and a necessary deterrent towards underestimating medical impacts on ones psychology. It is difficult to see that these intersecting negative impacts are what I would call "nested gross negligence" (and theres many examples of this throughout Western culture) that is to say that when you cut one hydra head off you find another and when you get another, you find another after others have grown back. Enough to say that becoming a meme, is also an act of love because as much as transgenderism is paving away, youre a fire-fighter running into a burning building for a child that isnt even there. Take a step back, reflect, wait ten years, we are going to see far more than mere transgenderism at the very least at the edge of those ten years. Youre no longer needed as a guinea pig (and i apologise thats what u unknowingly stepped into!, you sincerely deserve better but some parts of u should have known better). Keep your dignity and add to it now, dont expect to get upgrades to it after transitioning and for those that already have, catch the smoke before going into a burning building, that after the ashes have come and gone will be turned into a wall-mart of transitions one can choose from. Personally, the Axolotl is a pretty darn cool species, so I wouldnt mind having its actual biological look not judt its ability to grow back limbs, like its got this cool hair do that i think i even already kinda have. Axolotl by the way overlaps with Levin's work that I wont spoil insight on. And isnt my hydra analogy just the perfect coincidence when Axolotl is our little cool pioneer. These are only references tied to negative psychological / mood-related effects, pshchological health improvement counteractive measures are excluded has not surpassed experimental examination: European Medicines Agency (EMA). Measures to minimise risk of suicidal thoughts with finasteride and dutasteride medicines. 8 May 2025. Negative effect referenced: suicidal ideation with finasteride tablets. LUPRON DEPOT / leuprolide prescribing information (FDA/AbbVie). Negative effects referenced: new or worsened psychiatric symptoms, including emotional lability, crying, irritability, impatience, anger, aggression, depression, and in some labeling suicidal ideation. UCSF Transgender Care. Information on Estrogen Hormone Therapy. Negative effects referenced: estrogen injections causing mood swings and anxiety from high/fluctuating estrogen levels. UCSF Transgender Care. Overview of feminizing hormone therapy. Negative effects referenced: cyclic injectable estrogen levels potentially worsening existing mood symptoms. Cheung AS, Wynne K, Erasmus J, Murray S, Zajac JD. Position statement on the hormonal management of adult transgender and gender diverse individuals. Medical Journal of Australia / AUSPATH-linked guidance. Negative effect referenced: cyproterone acetate may lower mood or exacerbate depression. Morssinkhof MWL, van der Miesen AIR, van Trotsenburg MAA, et al. Changes in depression symptom profile with gender-affirming hormone use in transgender persons. Psychoneuroendocrinology. 2024. Negative effect referenced: some depressive symptom worsening in a transfeminine subgroup/symptom profile analysis. Chang JJ, Safer JD, et al. Progestogen Experience Among Transgender Women and Gender-Diverse Individuals on Feminizing Hormone Therapy. Endocrine Practice. 2025. Negative effect referenced: mood fluctuation reported with progestogen use. Journal of Clinical Psychiatry case report. Manic and Psychotic Symptoms Following Subcutaneous Leuprolide in a Male Patient With No Prior Psychiatric History. 2010. Negative effects referenced: mania / psychotic symptoms after leuprolide in a case report; also notes package-insert listing of anxiety, depression, delusions. FDA/AbbVie Fensolvi / leuprolide acetate safety information. Negative effects referenced: worsening psychiatric symptoms, emotional lability, crying, irritability, impatience, anger, aggression. Best wishes to District Attorney Rob Hopkins (pictured above), I sincerely hope he recovers fully in his journey, aligning more with his communication responsibilities and respect for other personnel in the legal profession.

Embodied agency, starts with embodied Imagination. 15 minutes at least of training per day (-will be teaching more deeply when 21st april drop on Project Meaning lands) Embodied imagination is like a ladder basicly. If u can imagine a scene u can start recruiting contact, texture, sensation. If u can imagine sensation u can generate feeling tone, and if that feeling tone holds together long enough it starts acting like a strategic mirror, where the imagined enviroment doesnt just sit there but reflects back a possible self, posture, orientation, appraisal pattern, action-readiness etc. Now you can start imagining purpose built mirrors that serve the sole purpose of generating the consciousness outcome,s aka emotions, that u want And when u get enuf practice then emotion if thats the exampl2 can be generated way more reliably, not by trying to force emotion first, but by staging it thru scene + bodily sense + texture + meaning. Then higher agency becomes trainable. Bc imagination isnt just “seeing stuff” anymore, its regulating state, identity, behaviour, maybe even consciousness structure. Best entry points is high familiarity memory primers, childhood homes, parents car seats, beaches, rooms, objects, body positions, bc 1 recalled sensation tends too recruit others and rebuild a whole embodied world around it. So the movement is image > sensation > feeling > strategic mirror > emotion > agency. Meaning imagination isnt just fantasy its a self simulation system, emotional generator, and developmental tool for deliberate self construction. This is free will made practical, while at the same time having to admit that youre creating a simulation in every moment, youre just not consciius of it.... yet.

Again all videos uploaded last 24 hrs, 70-85 percent the case most of time including outside tjiw YouTube says there are over 20 million videos uploaded per day on average as of April 2025 Method: youtube search = keyword Yesterday the word was = awareness Today the word was = nature Time filter = last 24 hrs / today Some days r better than others on quality, but quality is just a bonus, novel aggregated perspective in the whole is I make time to deliberately insert contrast into my day every day as much as I can Awareness only knows itself through difference It only unites with those differences through a collapsing of awareness into em I only have about 15-20 minutes at the beginning of the day / lunch, but just that small window gives me so much creativity and new perspectives on awareness for the rest of the day. Most od the time I dont watch the full length of videos. Most time (when it comes to the vids watched) is spent reflecting and connecting throughout the day and between days(connections) not mindlessly watching, scrolling from one to the tiktok next Metalanguage extends to the bees, nature and so on, gotta give the guy harvesting honey credit below. Honestly never seen anyone do that before. Where the gap jn my understanding lays is the time he spent waiting for the bee harvest (not to mention the extensive effort to get the bees) could have been spent making an environment for his own bees to make honey? I won't judge. Anyhow, take contrast meets perspective meets a new whole for awareness to fit into and then expand the horizons of seriously, it'll help u. Best regards Winner for being the cutest of the day awarded below 🏆🏅🎖🥇 Rock out 🏆

People will find this one particularly humorous. Anyhow, going back to... as I'm guessing folk want to know given i brought it up as the purpose for the prv share:::: Meta-Language Meta-language in this context is just the higher order patterns that explain someone's communication. The feedback loop between emotional expressions and projections identifications (so someones thoughts - just to keep it simple), is mainly the gist. Its like higher order profiling but more empathic, holistic and culturally connective I.e. in terms of tracing origins and influences. It leads to much less bias. Naturally this is always bidirectional, so I reorganise and recontextualise my own patterns in the moment while taking in stimuli. There are other things going on (cross linking patterns between videos, contexts, redrawing, hypotheses) but thats something to work with. I am not AT ALL against people altering, changing, or performing any form of future evolution on themselves. (The person in the video cause of the conflict (in the beginning) is transgender) What I AM concerned about are the psychological problems that are becoming more and more correlated either prioe to those changes, as a result od medications, or a combination. Ironically, the least empowering healthy thing someone can do, jn the long term, is not something that is based on a rigid affirmation of an identity, a closure point, but an expansive point, where identity is forced to take in novelty and transform from it. That's also a pretty stock standard understanding of how growth is meant to go, but it gets confused because identity and change are often not adequately differentiated. Often, in an unhealthy way, they are lumped together especially by so called experts thst r just causing psychological harm, or delaying genuine progress Anyhow, before each night I will reflect on my insights, using the method of loci while connecting insights from prv day. And by the way i only build completely novel locations in the moment in method of loci not old locations, can take some practice but if u hve the knack / want to experiment... I'd go there

Project Drop: April 21st A new unexpected project has surfaced that isn't optional, therefore revising the April 1st date initially set. I could release the project April 10th, however the difference in the time of release is negligible compared to the benefit, while the extra time to tie up potential loose ends. Apologies for any inconvenience even though this project as earlier stated, is mainly just for me, I do enjoy making creative contributions and I would like to end this journal on a good note. This will be my last post until then. Lastly, a reminder to checkout Kenneth Shock's NeuraLink demonstration video two posts above, its pretty mind blowing what he's doing to help people along with all important medical technologists. Kenneth is an ALS sufferer. He's the kind of hero that helps move the world forward with humility, a good sense of humour, and sincere devotion to his own sense of purpose and meaning aligned with higher ends. Their story is deeply moving and I hope to learn more wisdom from Kenneth's story in the developing future. For now, I want to introduce the earlier creative work of an old friends acquaintance to inspire in the mean time. All three of us have low latent inhibition which is how our paths originally crosed years ago, this will help contextualise Jason's cathartic novel framing on the flow, at least, something thats leaned on with his personality style. Correlated with a triad reflecting an intersection between openness, imagination and divergence nonetheless. Solid dude, inspiring rhetorical artist. The following video by Jason is an excellent bridge to a domain of Project : Meaning and the bandwidth of the larger project itself and visions for the future. Imagination, as earlier shares, across multiple dimensions. Best regards.

Firstly, Kenneth Shock's story above gravitationally moved me. Yes, this is Kenneth's name, and at present my best information is that Cheryl Shock is Kenneth's beloved wife's name. Secondly, I have anther pre-bias I want to share for April 1st. Today I had the thought of how my interest in NBA sport beyond merely game mechanics is analogous to the very same celebrity gossip many people are engrossed by that I used to criticise as rubbish. With the comparative downfall of Hollywood, we have seen not a decrease in celebrity gossip but merely a shift in the celebrity (country) dollar thats worth the most. Outside of competing drifts, from the rise and fall of public intellectuals and cultural movements that now slowly decrease in coming sway, transhumanism is now becoming the new ad lib that more and more occupies attentional circuits, strategically placed social code that appears as an improvised outcome to technological disruption. And with that, new actors take stage and earlier echo's push their voice back into it (without mentioning key names here, I will let you do that work) to reveal the future playing field of the cultural conversation that becomes the currency, the in lieu, the watering hole that many social channels feed their demographics from, to build their tribal to individualised social theatres. Arguably, runaway demographics from the former centralisation of Hollywood, and continuous outgrowths from there, still dominate most conversations even more so than social media stars more so than transhumanism right now. From pronoun to red pill, it allows the disenfranchised a chance to have a voice and a momentary spotlight, and this is all separated as well from other more operationalised intelligence psyops like planted social preoccupations such as Epstein Island, UFO's, "Lets get the immigrants!", and well, military war of course. However war as we know has always been the bread and butter with Trump in this instance taking his White House Exit with Iran as unnecessary bragging rights. An attentional lever ona large chunk of cultures intersubjective reality that will likely be used throughout the rest of his presidency as an escape hatch for enough situations that give life to the republicans having hope in the next election. All that aside, we all know the walls are starting to now break at the seams of most conversations between demographics in a way that mixes social media influences on haunted houses (I have watched some interesting videos by the way) and spirituality surrounding conversation discourses on subjects like "Being a Starseed" somehow coming together towards a metamorphosis that blends both qualities and subsequent belief changes to "AI", "Tranhumanism" and demographics asking "Are we now deciding between whether we stay evolutionary human or whether we just get angry at losing our jobs and seeing if we can recreate Rage Against the Machine in Tribal Form?" or with a spicy blend of "Amish Life!" promotion say. It leaves one hardly pressed to wonder anything other than what the fuck. And all this while all of those immigration borders between what previously protected the boundaries between demographics start to breakdown more and more, which will invariably, lead to new demographics we're all waiting for and something many of us are happy about. As false kingdoms fall from news outlets, educational and government paradigms, and many new kingdoms rise, where on one side tighter controls become stronger, the other question still lingers in the battle between ai independence and tribal dependence, and vice versa, and where the spotlight will be on the preoccupation of attention, when attention no longer needs to make any money. Because in a world where the ceiing for effectiveness of security protocols is only as high as intelligence when infrastructure is already accounted for, regulating attention as an indirect strategy to move money where strategically desired is not only no longer needed, its no longer possible. The drastic changes in the attention economy is what literally no one is talking about. We all know YouTubers are just as much on the chopping block as Hollywood and musicians, however people are too focused on mortal outcomes while ignoring the economy that always mattered most. Feelings, intuitions and eye balls thst could be manipulated to predict future stock values in market economies, military and cultural ones alike. With the partitioning of demographics slowly ceasing, the lowering of walls leads to greater demographic conflict as hierarchies try to maintain stability and with that even further security, followed by a monopolising and spotlighting of value most important to the mind and that it was always searching for while addicted to being a digital doom scroller or creator on social media and YouTube. Meaning. Thats right, they're preparing to write your script, and they need you distracted for enough time until you accept it as fate in the same way you cannot remmeber what it was like to have a social life that never included the online world. How do I know? Because I have entered into a writing competition that pumps through that very vein as I shared a few posts back. And this is where I want to share a new AI prompt that is an experiment on yourself to begin to hand yourself the keys on how your own mind engenders meaning when it comes to being a self-author in your social feedback loop of consciousness. When I was wasting my time today discussing "Who was better, LeBron, Kobe or Jordan?", I realised the noted parallel with the celebrity paradigm I formerly shamed or just never understood in myseld until now. That same social mechanism biased towards creating meaning in this way is present not only when we're making comparisons in the lands of absurd film, choreographed political interview meetings or genuinely superb NBA ratings, but in every single interaction and social relationship we have ever had in our lives. The missing ingredient in all of these preoccupations however has always been what was more hierarchically important to their endeavours, and what always served its purpose in tribal times otherwise it was just voyeurism (something which many people would hate to admit), self-authoring. When you can own the parts of your brain that desire (1) self-authoring (2) self-story in the context of your social environment. You win the attentional war by default, as you're the one setting the limits or agreeing to limits before the interaction, has already started. And that makes all of these cultural games I have brought up as reinforcing and stabilising points in conversation rather than something that ever distracts from genuine meaning you want to create within them, and most dominantly this includes the conversation you're having only in your head. A conversation that you can now command towards a social reality that has to prove is constructivity rather than feeling like youre just emptying time out of consciousnesses dumping hole into deep space without ever feeling something of genuine substance outside of the underlying sometimes uncomfortable truth that you know this isnt going to last, but you dont know what truth to replace it with because they all feel as temporary as each other differing only in entertainment. And when that becomes the truth, its any wonder that an attention economy becomes an abstract property that has trillion dollar economies arguing over its equilibrium every year. On April 1st I am going to share an experimental prompt that: (1) Teaches someone to build a social feedback loop in their head relative to their view of the world and themselves while helping them grow that reality incrementally. In the past, thst is, at least up until this obscure forum post, Western psychology and much of western culture despite knowing how much the social world and the individual world intertwined, a third world was never formally named. However surprising that is, for now, we will call it the Relational Mirror World. Another linguism to add to the literary void! Buaha The Empire Strikes Back makes some cosmic pudding ground. Relational Mirror World = the world that emerges when the self, in becoming aware of its own existence and experience, reaches for extension of its narrative through relation to the outside world. In doing so, it projects its base relational assumptions across time onto its closest primitive evolutionary counterpart for belonging, hierarchy, and reality-testing, aka the social environment. This outward mirroring then becomes the set of mirrors through which the self seeks feedback about the world in order to update its own relational identity. The interplay between these two movements forms the Relational Mirror World, aka the world produced through the recursive mirroring between internal identity and external identity. With the AI prompt, we will be working to create an exercise that turns the boundaries of the Relational Mirror World into a keyhole, and the mind’s understanding of this mechanism, through understanding the AI prompt, into the key for unlocking greater control and agency over it. The principle will be basic. Generate narratives that update one’s social narrative as much as they update one’s self-narrative, so that both can grow successively in the way they were meant to, while pairing all of this with actions in the physical world that feel more meaningful and therefore more impactful. This mechanism is dangerous, however, when it is not understood, which is why we have so many cultural shitshows. Narrative in this instance should not replace awareness of the misunderstandings that still exist, because our actions have real-world consequences that impact other people’s lives. Creating a feedback loop with an AI like this can have enormous effects on a psyche. That cannot be stressed enough in light of the bizarre stories relating to AI psychosis and people falling in love with their AI companions, all while their wives are left to quietly endure the fallout with pricier dildos and sometimes hidden tinder apps with upoming ai voice authentification. And thats for women that haven't either pulled the reverse on their husbands and boyfriends, or started the demographic trend of it becoming a couples normality to discuss hypothetical love getaways with their ai companions in virtual spaces. So yes, in a fitting twist of civilisational dignity, the latest strategy for taking back authorship of your own mind is, of course, an AI prompt. Apparently we became so collectively well-adjusted that we first outsourced attention, then identity and now must rent back sovereignty through the very strap on cock that has sparked so much fear, or... Freedom, however humorous the irony and I really do think this emerging paradigm can be aptly yet humorously portrayed as the merging of the fiilm "Team America: World Police" and "The Shawshank Redemption", at least this little part of the story of our lives thats now seeking to regulate the meaning generators of this newly named mechanism, Relational Mirror World. Welcome to the Relational Mirror World its name up until April 1st at least ha! Where even rebellion arrives pre-formatted, spiritually upgraded and one click away from “Regenerate Response.” And on that note, please use these tools to expand and deepen your social lives, not as ways to justify social withdrawal. I know thats difficult. My project share on April 1st is designed to decrease the legwork, lighten the load and pull the plug on memetic arms races in our present to future Viktor Frankl answer to our own Search For not just Meaning, but our own Humanity, in a world that help but become Artificial as a necessary evil, that makes sense, if we remember to use it for Good. So, thats a pre-bias for yah! Best wishes, and be sure to send well wishes to everyone with a serious disability, the genuinely disenfranchised, people that are struggling with meaning and are made to feel guilt and shame for that, people that are trying to make a difference in the world, and, Kenneth and Cherryl Shock, that are both trying to find meaning while bringing hope to others trying to find theirs, including the scientists and engineers driving it. And look after yourself, be sure to checkout the NeuraLink video directly above if you haven't already, sharing it as well to everyone you believe would benefit.

Pretty amazing.