Ramasta9

When you understand this, you understand this.

There is an "epistemic" drug going around in the forums, the hype-trains are hitting real hard lately.

Huh?

My cat is literally the embodiment of the tao. The dude doesn't even acknowledge his own reflection in the mirror, just eats, sleeps, stretches, meditates, goes for long walks, food and pests somehow land on his paw, he lives effortlessly, and his got a nice big belly

May the Source be with you !

She could even be lowkey mad that he didn't sleep with her and putting the act the next day I've met quite a few of those in my days.

Just be very cautious with grapefruit juice, it interacts with many substances and medicines. Reddit community is notorious for these not so smart suggestions publicly without proper guidance and education. A friend almost died from grapefruit juice and mdma due to sensory overload. So many other safer more natural boosters of substances without going in the "risk / danger" zone. Ginger rings a bell, but keep it simple.

Tea for the lady...

The fact that you are Aware of these things only shows that change is already occurring. Relax, do what you love, trust, let go, and let be. For the time being you can exercise more and eat healthier, or even go holiday or camping in nature for a short while, makes a big difference. Whats normal is not always whats natural and ideal, follow your nature, reality adjusts.

You can't claim Jar Jar Binks !

Yes and No There's more life to life my friend.

This gave me a good cackle, not sure if its accurate but gotta love the creativity.

I understand that and need to refrain this better, but mostly because modern psychedelics, especially these "new-age" high-dose synthetics) tend to greatly and prematurely expand our energy field, far more than it was meant to by the original / natural plant, so grounding back into the body and regular life on earth becomes exceptionally more challenging. I remember after a period of heavy use of N-N-DMT and 5-meo and LSD / MDMA ect... I was needing help and met a few shamans / healers who told me my consciousness has been expanded all over time/space due to such substances and i needed re-balancing and integrating my mind / body / spirit. After they did their work through chanting, smoke, massage, bathing in nature without any stimulation and other means, i felt much better and more grounded and stabilized thereon. I was experiencing almost schizophrenia type side-effects from over-use and not following proper shamanic guidelines and grounding work. I realized later that synthetic / isolated molecules were far more problematic than the natural ones that have evolved with us and with their divine intelligence and self-guiding mechanism in tact. I later learned through observation of modern weed and psychedelic use, is often, especially the more expansive and synthetic substances (without their body of consciousness) tend to 'scatter us' energetically more than support. Psychedelics temporarily loosen and disrupt the brain's "default mode network" (the system that maintains a stable sense of self). Which feels expansive but also destabilizing, especially without proper grounding work. They also tend to increase suggestibility and emotional amplification, so people become more open, but also more impressionable, which can deepen insight while also create more confusion, especially in relationships. Such substances don't just "open you up", they greatly amplify whatever is already there, so If there's insecurity for example, it can become even more intense. Regular use can affect motivation, emotional regulation, and focus, sometimes leading to avoidance/withdrawal, and reduced relational presence. Both porn and certain substance use share a few underlying / similar dynamics: They can shift focus inward (private stimulation, altered inner states) rather than toward shared, grounded connection. If used to cope rather than heal, they may bypass the skills needed for communication, repair, and intimacy. They can also create a mismatch in partners. For example: If one partner uses heavily and the other doesn't, it can create differences in emotional availability or values. Some substances (especially high-dose psychedelics or potent modern cannabis) are simply very strong and chemically imbalanced and unnatural, regardless of origin, which our biochemistry simply struggles to handle and sees such as foreign substance. Traditional shamans and healers usually follow ancient rituals and guidelines that often buffer destabilizing effects. Modern use is often unguided, frequent, and disconnected from structure, which can lead to the "scattered" and nervous system "burnout" that can sometimes take weeks, months, or even years to stabilize. I speak from experience, not only with myself, but many others I have dealt with and helped over the years during my travels and gatherings / retreats / vision quests. I trust this makes more sense now and clears the confusion, hence why i put modern "supercharged" synthetic / isolated substances in the same boat as porn. Both are drugs, not true-medicines, as found naturally evolved and perfected in nature. Soon as man changes nature, its a direct insult to Gods perfect creation and destabilization of nature, thus ourselves.

The point here I was making was to assist you in processing and integration of your realizations. It can make a big difference physically writing them out and feeling more deeply by emotionally engaging and reflecting upon such thought-patters of expression. I only mention this because i see the same pattern or "same stuff" in many of your posts, merely in different wording, but behind most of them is the same thing on repeat. This is (out of love) as I see where I was dwelling in at one point too, an elder brother offering a helping hand ~

Wild garlic and cilantro are excellent, especially with Chlorella i have had positive results and used long term. What you should be "very careful" of are the synthetics and pharmaceuticals you've been trained are "ok" and safe.

Any question you have in life, isn't the truth the most valuable answer? So even the purpose of life, isn't the true purpose of most value? So how can you find your true purpose if you don't know your truth? You see the dilemma here? everything leads / points back to truth, everything in your entire existence is conscious or subconscious seeking / finding the truth or true nature of things or true self. Knowingly or unknowing, its automatically happening and nothing you can do about it but surrender to the current of creation. Resistance to the natural self is resistance to truth. Truth is primary, everything else is secondary, even when you think its not.

I think the point is to thrive and evolve beyond survival. I think that is what a truly high conscious / high vibratory lifestyle is all about, when you are no longer battling survival, but thriving in every moment, in every way. Otherwise you are not truly Awake, you are somewhat still asleep, merely existing, surviving, and not truly living. My little 2 cents ~

Psychically you are cheating yes I feel. I remember a while back with a previous partner, we were having some troubles and i was feeling unsatisfied in bed and started looking at porn and i realized she was feeling more heartbroken and starting having feelings for others out of the blue about the same time or shortly after i started watching porn again. I also feel the more i watched porn the worse our sexual intimacy became. Eventually she cheated on me physically but i felt I may have cheated on her first psychically. I remember Christ saying in one text (paraphrasing) that even looking at another woman lustfully already breaks her heart before you even unite with her. This is why i feel being in nature long term away from screens can cure the minds perversions. Two things i have observed which tend to destabilize relationships /sacred unions: Porn & Psychedelics. You will rarely find anyone who does any of the two often be in a stable relationship or be stable to hold one. Sooner or later it will fall apart, because they are not learning to cultivate a higher love but escaping...

Some people live to eat, Some eat to live.

At one point I realized that there are millions of people who don't track calories, protein, supplement, and all this modern jargon we are hype-fed in the modern world that are perfectly healthy and fine and live long and comfortable lives. Like wtf am i stressing and overthinking everything? Am i living to eat or do i simply need to eat to live? So i dropped all that stuff, including most supplements, found so much more peace, and with simplicity came more balanced health, not thinking about food / calories / nutrition all the time, i realized the body is an expression of consciousness which is infinitely intelligent, so when you simply allow it to be itself and do its thing, and consume whole natural organic (whole-foods), and you know what, it works, all by itself, and when sick, all you have to do is fast, and it heals, all by itself. I haven't been sick or been to the doctors in maybe 5 years and that was for a blood test just out of curiosity and all levels came back normal, being mostly high-raw vegan 15 years, no supplements for few years now, besides occasional experiments with MSM. Last time i got sick was during covid because i was at a new years eve gathering and everyone got it. I was sick and completely restored in 24 hours cause i fasted and just drank herbal tea and ginger, turmeric, pineapple, lemon juice shot I made laying by the river and rested. Everyone else took 1 - 2 weeks to recover both vaccinated and unvaccinated people. I didn't get the jab because its always been common sense for me, I value my natural immunity and do not believe in tampering with nature too much. I know people who got 3 - 4 jabs and still get sick very often and still got covid multiple times. In fact i know more people who... Well lets not go into this discussion. The truth and results speak for itself.

Thanks for sharing. To die to every moment is to live eternally. Your posts seem to have a similar pattern, they feel mostly like a journal. Have you considered the (journal section) of the forums? and posting all your posts there rather than making many individuals ones. I feel it may help you process everything better being more (contained) than scattered around. The pattern is like a language and a puzzle that can be connected with time and space. Not sure if i am making sense, something i sense intuitively that may be of assistance to your postings and realizations Otherwise you could private journal on pen & paper. Always better physically acting it out.

Interesting, i always thought its culminative, that to work its magic it needs to be taken daily for a while to build-up in the system.

This happens to almost everyone, awakening/kensho (the initial seeing or opening) is mistaken for enlightenment/satori (stabilized realization), hence the attempt to explain what it is, or feel the constant need to talk / post about it over and over again. It is understandable because it is often the most profound thing one has realized thus far, yet still, in a way, merely the beginning of an entirely new octave of being. When you first disidentify from the mind, it feels absolute, like you've reached the end, this is when we become know-it-alls. Awakening could be seen as: seeing through the illusion of self. Enlightenment: no one left to claim the seeing.