Ramasta9

I think the point is to thrive and evolve beyond survival. I think that is what a truly high conscious / high vibratory lifestyle is all about, when you are no longer battling survival, but thriving in every moment, in every way. Otherwise you are not truly Awake, you are somewhat still asleep, merely existing, surviving, and not truly living. My little 2 cents ~

Psychically you are cheating yes I feel. I remember a while back with a previous partner, we were having some troubles and i was feeling unsatisfied in bed and started looking at porn and i realized she was feeling more heartbroken and starting having feelings for others out of the blue about the same time or shortly after i started watching porn again. I also feel the more i watched porn the worse our sexual intimacy became. Eventually she cheated on me physically but i felt I may have cheated on her first psychically. I remember Christ saying in one text (paraphrasing) that even looking at another woman lustfully already breaks her heart before you even unite with her. This is why i feel being in nature long term away from screens can cure the minds perversions. Two things i have observed which tend to destabilize relationships /sacred unions: Porn & Psychedelics. You will rarely find anyone who does any of the two often be in a stable relationship or be stable to hold one. Sooner or later it will fall apart, because they are not learning to cultivate a higher love but escaping...

Some people live to eat, Some eat to live.

At one point I realized that there are millions of people who don't track calories, protein, supplement, and all this modern jargon we are hype-fed in the modern world that are perfectly healthy and fine and live long and comfortable lives. Like wtf am i stressing and overthinking everything? Am i living to eat or do i simply need to eat to live? So i dropped all that stuff, including most supplements, found so much more peace, and with simplicity came more balanced health, not thinking about food / calories / nutrition all the time, i realized the body is an expression of consciousness which is infinitely intelligent, so when you simply allow it to be itself and do its thing, and consume whole natural organic (whole-foods), and you know what, it works, all by itself, and when sick, all you have to do is fast, and it heals, all by itself. I haven't been sick or been to the doctors in maybe 5 years and that was for a blood test just out of curiosity and all levels came back normal, being mostly high-raw vegan 15 years, no supplements for few years now, besides occasional experiments with MSM. Last time i got sick was during covid because i was at a new years eve gathering and everyone got it. I was sick and completely restored in 24 hours cause i fasted and just drank herbal tea and ginger, turmeric, pineapple, lemon juice shot I made laying by the river and rested. Everyone else took 1 - 2 weeks to recover both vaccinated and unvaccinated people. I didn't get the jab because its always been common sense for me, I value my natural immunity and do not believe in tampering with nature too much. I know people who got 3 - 4 jabs and still get sick very often and still got covid multiple times. In fact i know more people who... Well lets not go into this discussion. The truth and results speak for itself.

Thanks for sharing. To die to every moment is to live eternally. Your posts seem to have a similar pattern, they feel mostly like a journal. Have you considered the (journal section) of the forums? and posting all your posts there rather than making many individuals ones. I feel it may help you process everything better being more (contained) than scattered around. The pattern is like a language and a puzzle that can be connected with time and space. Not sure if i am making sense, something i sense intuitively that may be of assistance to your postings and realizations Otherwise you could private journal on pen & paper. Always better physically acting it out.

Interesting, i always thought its culminative, that to work its magic it needs to be taken daily for a while to build-up in the system.

This happens to almost everyone, awakening/kensho (the initial seeing or opening) is mistaken for enlightenment/satori (stabilized realization), hence the attempt to explain what it is, or feel the constant need to talk / post about it over and over again. It is understandable because it is often the most profound thing one has realized thus far, yet still, in a way, merely the beginning of an entirely new octave of being. When you first disidentify from the mind, it feels absolute, like you've reached the end, this is when we become know-it-alls. Awakening could be seen as: seeing through the illusion of self. Enlightenment: no one left to claim the seeing.

If you immediately realized that you and everyone in the room are your family, your children, your siblings, how could you not love them? Think of how much you love your family, lovers, parents, children, pets ect... now god consciousness is experiencing that for all beings and things. To realize all creation is made up of YOU, how could you not LOVE? for love is all there remains in a state of Oneness realization. When you feel yourself as everything, how could you harm, or hate, or judge yourself? Thus a love that transforms all states and opposites, for it is the recognition of the True Nature or True Self.

For me its the opposite haha

@gengar Clove, Pau'D Arco, Black walnut hull, Mimosa pudica, Sweet Wormwood, Neem to name a few.. Some of them help break down biofilms too. Cistus Incanus (rock rose) and Chanca Piedra said to breakdown biofilms well and many other benefits. Cinnamon, ginger, turmeric too. Berberine is another powerful one. I don't know for sure, but I trust Dr. Klinghardt, being one of the leading experts in the area.

I wrote one after my first breakthrough, took me all day to right down properly. I'll see if i can find it.

This is poor advice and in other examples can be dangerous advice because you have no experience yourself and literally just got it... Its like those youtube videos people make reviewing something or "how to" something, but they themselves are opening / experiencing it for the first time and have no idea how it properly works themselves, yet they are trying to teach others. Its very silly thing to do, completely lacking in wisdom. No offense, but no one is going to benefit from something you have no direct experience of, in fact the opposite effect can occur. So many people do this today and i think it needs to be addressed. The idea and intention may be good, but its just not wise to share something you don't have experience in for many reasons.

Yes but the issue people have today that's misleading others is "holding / "retention" its the wrong approach. We are meant to use that energy to create and transform into other things like art, music, healing ect... otherwise holding/retaining can backfire and leads to mental / emotional instability and anger. One must be naturally with god, higher thoughts, focus ect.. to transform sexual desire altogether but if it still comes up, suppressing it is far worse than releasing it, but i do agree when done in the traditional way to masturbate over a screen it will drain you significantly. There are many other ways you can practice utilizing and channeling this energy and every if you must release it can be done in a way that's not draining like through making love conscious and other forms of deep / tantric massage and movements (focusing on love for self / or making love to self). Keeping the vision pure for healing and kundalini circulation and off the screens and dirty thoughts ect... Hope this makes sense.

Porn and Drugs. They will destabilize and destroy relationships. Its their very nature. You only go to them when there is a lack of love and unity within oneness and his/her union / partnership, and yet, most of the time, it only tends to destabilize the relationship / marriage / union further. Of course there are many other things that do this, but Porn and Drugs (including psychedelics) / sometimes especially... seem to be more potent. I guess this is why there are Shamans who are there to guide us know it all's...

If you want a good protective barrier for harmful radiation shungite or similar paint works well https://www.yshield.com/en/shieldingpaints/hsf54/yshield-hsf54-shielding-paint-market-standard-5-liter_150_1081/ We could coat all our house in aluminum foil, but that stops the connection almost entire haha whereas shungite neutralizes harmful particles and waves and harmonizes rather than blocks completely.

If you can remind and train yourself to take long deep breaths through the nose and semi-forced out the mouth for at least 3 - 5 minutes multiple times a day you may notice it will make a big difference. Once you feel more stable try focus on some yoga, meditation, fasting and eating cleaner, laying off the drugs, junk foods, sugars, salts, processed foods, being in nature and the sun more often, touching the earth with your hands and feet, breathing in mother earths energy, feeling it balance and stabilize your nervous system, going for swims in the river or ocean, sitting with trees, ect.. all these things help but paramount is the breath and grounding practices. Also if you can source some medical grade CBD oil, this can help a lot.

Your mind is more polluted than most conspiracy theories people post here by the very nature of how you comment and talk down to people.

Feeling good = looking good that's the paradox.

How can we trust such words when the channel fluctuates far too often from one extreme to another?

No moderator does this to the extent that Leo does, so they can only follow their master as the leading example. I was asked to Mod once, I refused for these very reasons and some others that would limit my natural and full expression. Knowing the game almost too well, the cycles and patterns repeat themselves. Don't get me wrong, some moderators have helped the forum and leo shape his/the overall behavior and energy here quite a lot, but at the same time its still like primary school in spirituality and consciousness work, in some aspects still kindergarten in overall stability and mental / emotional balance. When i see potential, that's when i feel worthy to invest more energy, but my full potential often becomes a threat to the highchair systems here, otherwise this place could be so much more than its currently been, especially if its more open and free like you say. Some of the best posters and brightest minds and hearts are no longer around for these very reasons. I enjoy the activity here though. So we will see, only time will tell.

No worries, i was just passing on advice by one of the utmost experts and heavy metal / detox specialists in the world.

Calmness

It does for now, but it can evolve, i simply don't see it. Maybe die out in 5 - 10 years unless things evolve / change, especially Leo.

Jesus was not a christian, he simply laid down general / universal / spiritual guidelines. They weren't called "The Master" for no reason.

Interesting, why every 10 days? or you mean every day for 10 days?