Ramasta9

What you "think" is "cringe" reveals more about you than anyone else

Did you miss the eyeye captain part?

For protection. Silence = Survival. The girlfriend is not a real girlfriend, she is a part of the stage / play. Did you not watch the videos ?

Is that so? I'm revealing the cracks in the system aren't eye? Your welcome, don't have to thank me later.

@Leo Gura Idk it seems like you have a lot of trauma from Russia/Russians but I have read so many comments from people and books and articles that tell a completely different story than what you or people on this forum are saying. @Carl-Richard You can think what you want but you'll pass for a robot in my reality. More jabs to you. My being is clearly triggering all of you robots lately and its revealing. You act like i watch a few videos then all of a sudden make a claim or have an opinion. I often observe things for months to years and put them into practice, actually apply them and figure them out before i even make my statements. I wasn't born yesterday. I've always liked Putin, he is solid. I'm going to ignore the rest of the shit you said.

She done a reading on Putin too

Nothing surprising here, more people are learning to see and read better. Only a matter of time when everything comes to light.

I once smoked Amanita Muscaria, felt very nice, balanced, subtly zen-like feeling.

Another perspective, similar but clear, energy doesn't lie. When will the rest wake up

And those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music...

A follow up video, for those interested on what happened to Jim and where he is now. I've seen this same pattern in the industry with so many celebrities that started speaking out about the system and its corruption. Highly intuitives alike could always sense when someone isn't there anymore and the frequency is totally off. It isn't a conspiracy anymore guys, dark forces exist and we need to acknowledge that to be able to face it and not deny it to be able to move through it, otherwise it merely becomes a bigger shadow. I see hundreds of them, especially in the mainstream media, walking around but no light inside. Not the same people I knew.

This Is Mastery over Mind/Body/Reality. To sit motionless and transcend pain and suffering while being burned alive.

I think our true life purpose is to live, but we have to be brave enough to truly ask ourselves, are we truly living or just barely survival and slaving out a 9 - 5 job and living a life we don't truly love? Are we in love with life or are we pretending we are happy? If we aren't thriving, we aren't really living.

Similar situation with my dad. Abusive and violent and divorced my mum when i was around 12/13. Since then we don't talk much but when we do its often always been a struggle and reminder of his darkness and negatively, and if i talk too much its often an argument because his beliefs don't align with my beliefs and ways, and he still tries to control us even though he has his own partner and life. My biological father is somewhat of a narcissistic psychopath. I rarely talk to him because he feeds on fighting and arguments and abused me a lot growing up, in all ways you can imagine besides sexually, and being a military man, he was hard wired that way, but i also can understand he was never taught to love and abused a lot growing up and has a lot of trauma, which then simply passed onto me and my mum. I have spent the last 10 years healing my relationship with him and my mum, and we are at a much better place and less reactive space now, but on and off he would do something or say something to really break my heart. Like the following... Recently he messaged me and pissed me off a lot, actually made me very angry, I had to release after that. Basically someone dear to my mum who was like a brother to me was murdered in a horrible way, and its had such an impact on my mum and our family, that someone so innocent, so pure, so loving and kind was killed like that, just makes you think only evil exists here and god ain't even here sometimes... but because he was close to my mum my dad always hated him for no reason, and i put my profile photo with me and him because he was a very good friend to me, and my so called 'biological father' messages me saying: Take that photo off this guy is not your parent or family. See what kinda messed up shit this is? The person died and he messages me that? I had to deal with this all my life, the dudes a mental case. I blocked him for good after that. The person who died was 100x the man he ever was. He is so caught up in what others think (his ex wife has a boyfriend) blah blah... that no one in his family or others really fucking cares at all, they are all divorced and remarried or have new partners anyway... its all in his deluded and twisted mind. Sometimes you gotta cut these toxic people out for good, or at least a very long time, or they may never learn. Biological family only means you are related by blood but doesn't really mean much beyond that. For me real family is those who are loyal, treat you with kindness and respect, can hold space, support and show compassion when in need. This is why many often venture out to find our true/soul family who truly honour and respect them. My family doesn't understand this, nor will accept it, but I feel I may eventually have to show them, by cutting them out, if they don't change, cause I've had it with this abuse. So yes, if it feels right, cut them out, respect yourself. There are much better father / mother figures out there.

Well said. Programming is easy, de-programming is hard. The unlearning / letting go, the unsubscribing process, is the real challenge. To give up all that you've invested in that may not actually be serving your highest soul potential, to start again from scrap, from anew, few walk this path of liberation. Most will settle for mere existence and survival over truly living and thriving.

Aye eye Captain

@Eskilon What you are explaining here is similar to the story of Sri Tat Wale Baba who was murdered at around 85 - 90 years old and knew the exact time and place and by whom decades before and did not avoid it because it is the divine will, as he was totally merged with god consciousness. There are other known cases of beings who embodied such a consciousness that as you say, even when their hands / arms were cut off, their awareness / realization / state did not waver, they may have felt pain or discomfort, but not the same as most of us do. I have tapped into this state at one point in my life so I can understand these stories and ideas, they are very believable to me because of my direct experience with Source and what occurred to me during that time. In fact, there are many cases like this in the East and Asia but don't expect much from westerners who follow Leo gura on an online forum to know much about these things. Most of their lives have been systematically and incrementally indoctrinated inside man-made boxes and smart-cities. They haven't truly lived and been out there in the "real world" beyond the reaches of societal and technological programming.

Never paid for a single software as most of what I needed has always been free, and always a way around things. There's already enough things we pay for in life. Humans are being stretched like spaghetti these days.

Like a true moderator / robot trigger trigger chicken dinner.

The more integrated and illuminated the soul is, and in alignment with the body, the less need for sleep.

I have come to many reasons why but not sure exactly what is the strongest one. 1. The modern environment was unsupportive of that energy. 2. my body was not that healthy and strong to hold that charge longer. 3. I took it for granted and slacked off the spiritual practices, meditation, yoga, chanting, and deeper embodiment. 4. I didn't listen to the call to leave and live in nature full time when i had the clear call to do so. 5. I was still attached to somethings (family, girlfriend, modern life, money, career ect.) So overtime my mind and ego reintegrated more and more, and old habits re-emerged and gradually more things came up that I wasn't ready to take on fully, and so eventually, in my understanding, if the vessel is not in total alignment, purity and strength, and the correct environment to maintain such a great energy, the energy gradually but eventually leaves, I have tapped in and out of it and still do to this day, with or without substances, but nowhere near that full extent, but just enough to remind me of whats possible and whats still there whenever I am ready to take that leap. It left a mark on me so deep that it somewhat always subtly guides me back. I feel like deep down I know what I have to do, but I still feel there is unfinished tasks and business in my current life before I have to let it go completely. Still figuring it all out myself. Thanks for asking

Its hard to say or even remember, I always had access to them, but i cant recall ever even having the slightest urge to use them as i was already experiencing a type of divine orgasmic state all the time, i rarely even ate, or watched youtube, or was on the computer, or phone, or even interacted with my surroundings and family much. I was mostly in my garden and meditating, being, but at the same time i felt everywhere in the Universe all at once. Nothing could affect nor trigger me. It was like floating, channeling a christ-like energy, literally felt like I could walk on water if i wanted too, had every power in the universe in my fingertips but didn't use or manipulate even the slightest ability. The divine peace or glimpse of that level of inlightenment was so profound that anything but "simply being" like an animal or plant would be, was already perfectly enough, and every cell of my being sang ALL IS WELL ! Infinite Love / Divine Brilliance and all the most powerful words and meanings you can think of combined in one eternal implosion, and yet even with all these words, it was simply and totally effortless. This is just my experience from whatever my mind and memory can put into words, maybe one day it will be clearer again. It haunts me... for everything else pales in comparison, sometimes I wish i never experienced it. Its been about 10 years or so since i died... All substances afterwards gave me a glimpse, but its like eating a sugar coated candy shaped like a fruit than the fruit itself directly from the tree, or better, becoming the tree itself and endlessly producing fruit.

Ahh there's a little misunderstanding here i feel. I'll try to explain... See, In my experience, the things you realize in the highest states of psychedelics you can realize, see, feel, while at the same time being crystal clear and fully sober, and be able to do daily simple tasks (chop wood, carry watter) ect.. while embodying such a knowingness in the background (so to speak), but the 'hallucinations and visuals / manifestations' all that stuff is simply not there, for all that is "mind" or projection of mind / maya. You can still close your eyes and dissolve reality at will, if that is what you need to experience, but the knowingness of truth of what is remains the same. The primordial reality is "Awareness" itself, (what Buddha embodied and spoke of), is beyond mind, absolutely. You only see / are the reality itself, which is the mystery, it is like being in the void full time but also being here full time. Feeling / seeing the oneness in all things but simultaneously playing the play, Its like you are there but not there, here but not here, if that makes sense. For me this image speaks that level of Self-Realization better than words ever could. It brought me back to what I had forgotten. I've experienced this state and was engulfed in it for several months at one point, its beyond anything drugs ever did for me because i realized you are the primordial reality, that even the drugs are (within) the reality / true self / true nature, thus when you step back to that level of awareness or consciousness, even the drugs become non-effective and so why there are cases of many masters given the most powerful psychedelics and nothing happens, because they are already at such a state themselves, or even beyond that. This is what I call Mastery of Reality. I experienced this on of my my strongest DMT trips, eventually i remembered Buddha and returned to Awarenes / Presence, and everything mind / manifestations / hallucinations, dimensions, entities, all that "thought-stuff" dissolved, and I was just there, totally present and aware, both in total darkness and yet totally light. I remember one quote: The Sage does not trip or hallucinate, for he is beyond the mind, he is Awareness itself, the Reality itself.

Here's another perspective. There is only about 3 countries left not owned by the Jewish Rothschilds family banking system: Russia, Iran and North Korea. Maybe now we can understand the media and the wars better Its always much deeper than the mainstream media reveals. It also has to do with spirituality and 12/13 spiritual gates, the biggest one being in Iran, I'll stop there. The rest is a mystery. Most of the other stuff people post on this forum, distraction technology and media. There to keep you busy.

Yes, like i said, the constant stimulation from screens/devices and junk/processed foods (these are like drugs too) disrupt our nervous system and hormones leaving us felling (numb, unmotivated, depressed, sad, angry, lazy). Do you have a backyard? a tree you can sit next to, just putting your feet on the ground and doing some deep breathing / meditation or laying in the sun for a bit or visiting the local park, or playing with an animal or simply listen go the birds, or the beach for a swim, whatever is the easiest for you, try a little, see how you feel afterwards, make some tea, drink some water, whatever helps break the old cycle, one small step at a time, the color and spark eventually comes back, but not unless you make that little push, that little change, even adjusting your diet and device use a little can make a noticeable change to something healthier or more wholesome. See how that goes.