Ramasta9

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The more integrated and illuminated the soul is, and in alignment with the body, the less need for sleep.

I have come to many reasons why but not sure exactly what is the strongest one. 1. The modern environment was unsupportive of that energy. 2. my body was not that healthy and strong to hold that charge longer. 3. I took it for granted and slacked off the spiritual practices, meditation, yoga, chanting, and deeper embodiment. 4. I didn't listen to the call to leave and live in nature full time when i had the clear call to do so. 5. I was still attached to somethings (family, girlfriend, modern life, money, career ect.) So overtime my mind and ego reintegrated more and more, and old habits re-emerged and gradually more things came up that I wasn't ready to take on fully, and so eventually, in my understanding, if the vessel is not in total alignment, purity and strength, and the correct environment to maintain such a great energy, the energy gradually but eventually leaves, I have tapped in and out of it and still do to this day, with or without substances, but nowhere near that full extent, but just enough to remind me of whats possible and whats still there whenever I am ready to take that leap. It left a mark on me so deep that it somewhat always subtly guides me back. I feel like deep down I know what I have to do, but I still feel there is unfinished tasks and business in my current life before I have to let it go completely. Still figuring it all out myself. Thanks for asking

Its hard to say or even remember, I always had access to them, but i cant recall ever even having the slightest urge to use them as i was already experiencing a type of divine orgasmic state all the time, i rarely even ate, or watched youtube, or was on the computer, or phone, or even interacted with my surroundings and family much. I was mostly in my garden and meditating, being, but at the same time i felt everywhere in the Universe all at once. Nothing could affect nor trigger me. It was like floating, channeling a christ-like energy, literally felt like I could walk on water if i wanted too, had every power in the universe in my fingertips but didn't use or manipulate even the slightest ability. The divine peace or glimpse of that level of inlightenment was so profound that anything but "simply being" like an animal or plant would be, was already perfectly enough, and every cell of my being sang ALL IS WELL ! Infinite Love / Divine Brilliance and all the most powerful words and meanings you can think of combined in one eternal implosion, and yet even with all these words, it was simply and totally effortless. This is just my experience from whatever my mind and memory can put into words, maybe one day it will be clearer again. It haunts me... for everything else pales in comparison, sometimes I wish i never experienced it. Its been about 10 years or so since i died... All substances afterwards gave me a glimpse, but its like eating a sugar coated candy shaped like a fruit than the fruit itself directly from the tree, or better, becoming the tree itself and endlessly producing fruit.

Ahh there's a little misunderstanding here i feel. I'll try to explain... See, In my experience, the things you realize in the highest states of psychedelics you can realize, see, feel, while at the same time being crystal clear and fully sober, and be able to do daily simple tasks (chop wood, carry watter) ect.. while embodying such a knowingness in the background (so to speak), but the 'hallucinations and visuals / manifestations' all that stuff is simply not there, for all that is "mind" or projection of mind / maya. You can still close your eyes and dissolve reality at will, if that is what you need to experience, but the knowingness of truth of what is remains the same. The primordial reality is "Awareness" itself, (what Buddha embodied and spoke of), is beyond mind, absolutely. You only see / are the reality itself, which is the mystery, it is like being in the void full time but also being here full time. Feeling / seeing the oneness in all things but simultaneously playing the play, Its like you are there but not there, here but not here, if that makes sense. For me this image speaks that level of Self-Realization better than words ever could. It brought me back to what I had forgotten. I've experienced this state and was engulfed in it for several months at one point, its beyond anything drugs ever did for me because i realized you are the primordial reality, that even the drugs are (within) the reality / true self / true nature, thus when you step back to that level of awareness or consciousness, even the drugs become non-effective and so why there are cases of many masters given the most powerful psychedelics and nothing happens, because they are already at such a state themselves, or even beyond that. This is what I call Mastery of Reality. I experienced this on of my my strongest DMT trips, eventually i remembered Buddha and returned to Awarenes / Presence, and everything mind / manifestations / hallucinations, dimensions, entities, all that "thought-stuff" dissolved, and I was just there, totally present and aware, both in total darkness and yet totally light. I remember one quote: The Sage does not trip or hallucinate, for he is beyond the mind, he is Awareness itself, the Reality itself.

Here's another perspective. There is only about 3 countries left not owned by the Jewish Rothschilds family banking system: Russia, Iran and North Korea. Maybe now we can understand the media and the wars better Its always much deeper than the mainstream media reveals. It also has to do with spirituality and 12/13 spiritual gates, the biggest one being in Iran, I'll stop there. The rest is a mystery. Most of the other stuff people post on this forum, distraction technology and media. There to keep you busy.

Yes, like i said, the constant stimulation from screens/devices and junk/processed foods (these are like drugs too) disrupt our nervous system and hormones leaving us felling (numb, unmotivated, depressed, sad, angry, lazy). Do you have a backyard? a tree you can sit next to, just putting your feet on the ground and doing some deep breathing / meditation or laying in the sun for a bit or visiting the local park, or playing with an animal or simply listen go the birds, or the beach for a swim, whatever is the easiest for you, try a little, see how you feel afterwards, make some tea, drink some water, whatever helps break the old cycle, one small step at a time, the color and spark eventually comes back, but not unless you make that little push, that little change, even adjusting your diet and device use a little can make a noticeable change to something healthier or more wholesome. See how that goes.

At the same time its what prevents people from establishing in higher states of consciousness where the thought literally manifests instantly. Nowadays you will notice thoughts or reoccurring thoughts manifest more quickly because reality is speeding up and or you are speeding up, its showing you how reality works and that the higher we rise in vibration, the more quickly the thought materializes into form. Hence why in dreams or dmt states, manifestation is instant, giving you a peek of whats coming. So while we like to amplify ourselves with substances and other means, if we aren't stable and grounded within, we can manifest chaos. Most of us are still in "training", cause the higher the consciousness / power the greater the responsibility.

Our modern environments and the shit that we eat and watch is designed to keep us depressed, unconfident, and fearful to step outside our comfort box in endless loops. Sticky food > sticky body > sticky thoughts > sticky life Escaping / suppressing / numbing / casting spells on ourselves, that's what's really happening. Take the first step, baby steps. Do one little thing different, one step closer to being outside. There's a whole reality out there, we were never meant to be inside, shelter is mostly for sleep / rest.

When people try to replicate with technology and screens what we directly experience... Infinite Facepalm...

Where did they find her... she's majestic.

Think of it this way. Taking substances to develop spirituality is like finding the cheat codes of a game, harnessing the magical powers, and beating the boss. And yet when you don't have the cheat codes, can you defeat the boss? That's the difference between substances and natural development. Sometimes the cheat codes don't work in the real world, and then what will you do if you never developed the natural skills to beat the game? Substances are tools, reminders, 'course-correctors' showing you how and why, but unless you done the work yourself naturally, when you return to your baseline / default state, there's only so much you can embody and hold onto, because you didn't develop the spiritual muscles and foundation naturally beforehand to hold such a high frequency and charge, thus it naturally leaves what cannot sustain it. Work, apply and integrate what they show you, then if it feels aligned come back for the next level / lesson. Eventually you may need to drop them altogether at the higher levels, less becomes more.

Have you tried going up to yourself in the mirror and spreading that infinite love? or in others / ways since? No substance can magically give you what you have yet to own and embody yourself. They can only "show you" what is possible, but you must "radiate" such an energy out First. The Universe is kinda like a mirror, the reality around you is more or less a reflection of our (internal state), so if we don't smile, how can the reflection in the mirror smile back? What are you doing on a day to day basis to cultivate and generate more love? Start with those simple questions and actions. I know it can be challenging sometimes, but you gotta keep at it, and it only gets stronger. There are no shortcuts to Enlightenment. I've taken a substances countless times, they mostly temporarily course-correct, but you must continue the rest of the way, the real enlightenment is in the reality, chopping wood, carrying water, washing dishes, being kind and supportive to others, spreading the love, doing the spiritual practices, gradually this generates (momentum) that eventually becomes your new default state of consciousness. The most profound changes I seen was when i devoted 24/7 of my time to god, love, truth ect... not only once in a while.

All i was saying was I have seen people who are very old and don't look it because in the west we are programmed how old a person is and how old that "looks like" but that is not entirely always true. Often when the diet, lifestyle, environment is ideal, people can be 70 and look 40, in fact naturally they look 70 but we say 40 because of the general consensus and programming we have around what that age should look like. So someone being 141 is not surprising for me at all, i've read many cases of people even older and their energy speaks volumes. I keep an open mind than a closed one.

You cannot see the reptile or reptilian energy at least? Its almost totally consumed him. I see it in many politicians and worlds leaders today. I see it in so many celebrities and faces of mainstream media. I see it in my own family and surroundings, but I know whats causing it and whats happening, hence why i am so big on spending adequate time in nature and fasting long enough to starve the demons out, so to speak. Maybe whats inside you prevents you from seeing ? Maybe I'm deluded, who knows

So you 'assume' I simply watched a few videos and all of a sudden making a claim? This is a whole life of observation, seeing things (in real life) too, observing behaviors and energy patterns of people, watching them shift and change based on what they consume and environment and lifestyle they live. I've had many encounters with alien energies in more subtle but noticeable ways, enough to just know they are around. I'm not your regular hippie who preaches "vibes". I am a highly attuned reader and seer. In this world they call it 'schizophrenia or mental illness', and they further damage us with false medication that shuts us down, unfortunately i did damage myself in other ways and being targeted and overwhelmed with distorting signals, and my fucked up life speaks volumes of the darkness I endured. So I can relate with these people in the videos above because I have seen and experienced some very dark and twisted things in this life, so its no longer surprising to me when i listen or hear these reports. I have seen hundreds, if not thousands of them, the patterns are the same. There is a way out but its not an easy road. You have to give up the life you know, but most of us are too deep and invested in the matrix to even consider it, so we settle for survival, instead to truly live and thrive and free ourselves from enslavement. Some of us are born with higher attunements in certain areas for various reasons, but if we can heal ourselves and stop consuming the poison that has been spoon-fed to us since young, then our abilities and psychic perceptions start to turn on again, and its clear as a whistle what they don't want you to see, cause if they notice you can see them, they will go for you. The movie "They live" isn't too far off. Shamans themselves told me about this, that those who can see beyond the veils are targeted and hunted down by those who don't want to be seen, or manipulated in other ways with drugs and energy weapons as we are in the city but do not notice it and think we are functionally "normally". On the contrary, we are heavily dosed and numb. For some reason I knew posting this lady would trigger you specifically, you are very alike but taking entirely different paths. Maybe deep down you know you have settled for an average life and not fully living in alignment with your soul purpose here. You have a mission too, but you have abandoned it. Read these books, it may spark your light up again. https://icedrive.net/s/PxAyCa5kSGaT4224Yw7i63B1hBhB

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The reptile in you speaks loud and clear I have more than you real-eyes I don't need to waste more time here, the truth will reveal itself eventually. I will not "do the work" for you. You gotta walk through the valley yourself to realize the truth of the matter.

The answer to the deeper truths are always paradoxical. So yes and no, both and none. If you lean only into oneness, you miss the expression. If you lean only into separation, you miss the source. "What is and what is not create each other." Reality is a Trinity / 1 + 1 = 3 The mind will never grasp it, for I am older than the world - The Tao that can be told is not the Eternal Tao. Thus why Buddha invented (the middle way). Its not this or that, its this AND that.

I could always see and read people, only now its more refined because i take care of my mind, body and health better. The glasses are to block distorting flickers and harmful blue-light frequencies that most screens emit, so you can read better and remain in a more calm and meditative state. These devices are very harmful to our biology, bluelight is only scratching the surface, but we've become so used to them we don't notice. I personally have the same films, glasses and protection layers on all my devices and screens. It makes a very big difference, especially the master antioxidant "melatonin" and pineal gland needs to be protected, if you wish to function and tap into higher levels of your psyche and abilities. This is probably why i can see things so easily that many others cannot. I have redesigned my entire being. Of course being in a natural environment is ideal and optimal, we sometimes cannot do that and have to find a middle way. Shungite & Tensor Rings are also very important tools I use for harmonization.

Exactly. Its like trying to skip the middle man, the dark alleyway, the ugly path of truth, but it isn't surprising to people who think synthetic drugs will make them enlightened and promote it over and over again further distorting and confusing younger and lesser experienced seekers. Lets not go into how many people almost went insane following the dickheads advice who runs this forum.

I am fully aware of what you speak and thank you for the reminder. Whats disturbing for me is admins and moderators and people in this forum who are very controlling, afraid, and caught up in their fantasy world, that they reject anything of the matter and dismiss it as pure fabrication. I have no fear or disturbance of this stuff, i was deep into this stuff for 20+ years, whats disturbing is when people still to this day, even among more "conscious circles" are totally blind and oblivious too it. Its the very brainwashing I talk about that has biochemically cleaned some individuals out so well that they cannot see or even be 'open to the possibility' that a lot of these so called "conspiracy theories" may actually be true and really happen/d. I am rarely in the politics sections because i fully understand what you speak of on a deeper level, at the same time, i believe in being free to say and share what you want, not to be controlled and manipulated by others on what you can and cannot share, that's a red flag for me, and that is not an example of a higher conscious / higher intelligence forum. We are not just sharing garbage here, there are very good discussions and findings that come out of this stuff. Most people on this forum are above average intelligence and generally more conscious. It sometimes feels like Leo is part of these very bloodlines and been strategically put here to distort spirituality and suppress the darker truth. I never met someone so intelligent and yet so oblivious at the same time. Or maybe he fears that these things may actually turn our to be true, so prefers to keep them in the shadows. This forum has always felt off. I warned everyone about the vaccines in 2020 because i was seeing thousands of doctors, scientists, and experts around the world sharing the dangers and side effects of vaccines, polio, aids, and linking autism and many premature deaths in babies and children directly to them, that from 2014 - 2017 hundreds, if not thousands of doctors and experts who spoke out mysteriously died shortly afterwards or were totally silenced and lost their positions. Many others attempted to raise awareness during coronavirus here and Leo and others laughed at us and blocked / banned our posts and members. Only because they had full trust in "the system". Yet millions of people have died from it or from its side effects, more so than those who didn't get it. Millions of people regret it. The media was used to hide all the horror stories real people were sharing in person or through alternate media channels. History repeats itself. And its often those individuals now who have the bio/nano-tech and extremely harmful substances and heavy metals in them that are further brainwashed and unable to see the truth right in front of them. I can go into endless horror stories i have heard about first hand from not only on the internet, but real people and friends after they took the jabs but I don't wanna get into that stuff cause it would threaten everyone here who took it, especially the Pindar of the forums I mean there are files now showing that esteins DNA was in many of the vaccines but that will definitely trigger a lot of people.

Here we go again... Remember epstein files was also a 'conspiracy theory' a while back until it finally passed through the cracks. These are not theories, real stories, real people, real events. The reoccurring pattern is that millions of people are saying the same things over and over again. I was banned from many places for posting such things decades ago that now the whole world has accepted as truth because all of a sudden its "mainstream" news. I guess this is my limit with this forum and its level of control and indoctrination. If you want me gone, fine. I'll be off now, don't say I didn't warn ya.

There was a youtube channel called: Project Camelot which had endless interviews, podcasts, ect.. of whistleblowers, gov officials, scientists, experts and real people sharing real stories of whats really going on and has been going on (behind the scenes) for thousands of years on this planet. Most of their best videos have been banned / removed by youtube when google bought it out but you can find them on their own website, rumble, odysee ect... Project Camelot would probably be a good start. Evidence is a more direct way is tricky. For example: The epstein files are what have recently been "allowed" mass exposure, otherwise it would of never reached the masses, that's how much control and manipulation is in every little corner. These smart-devices that we have today, for example, they have had them 20 - 30+ years ago, and whatever is released to the public is now useless to them. The information that reaches the masses is no longer useful and they have better tech, plans, ideas in the making. So if something makes mainstream, its because its been allowed, cause they control everything, from science, to education, to media, to our own brainwaves... Others say they have lost control and escaping earth themselves, but the beast they created still runs wild. I'll leave some videos here, unfortunately the better ones are gone, but i found some re-uploads that all link up, PS It gets dark... Unfortunately most of these speakers have risked and lost their lives for speaking out, and there are literally thousands of such cases where people who escaped spoke out then found dead shortly after, connect the dots. Its only David Ike who somehow is mysteriously alive, either he works for them or is highly guarded and protected, maybe his methods of protection are superior, who knows, other's say he has ET support. David Wilcock too.

As in thousands and thousands, if not millions of people realizing these same things, many whistleblowers, scientists, doctors, experts in all types of fields, its not just a few people saying this now. I've literally seen hundreds of videos from different people speaking out about such things and they mostly seem genuine and not just making something up. There is a noticeable pattern in what they say and can over-time connect the dots. I don't really have the energy to dive back into finding every little thing to present it here, i feel like I have shared enough around the forums for you and others to take that dive yourselves if you want, but what I can say that in time more will come to the light. I wont always be here, but others will come and go, eventually you can recognize the signal and pattern and trace it back to where it stems, but its a process. Not for the faint hearted.