Chilang

I had my first baby around four months ago. Before that, I had a daily meditation practice for several years. Since the baby arrived, I’ve only meditated a handful of times. I’m extremely tired, I really just have energy for work, taking care of the baby, and do whatever else the household needs. As of now, I don’t really care about spirituality. I don’t exist? Well cool, the baby is still crying at 3am. I’m very early in this family journey, but right now spirituality feels far away and irrelevant. Maybe that will change with time. I don’t like my loss of interest in spirituality. Which is why I’m reading posts on this forum now, which might spark a bit of interest again. At least until the baby starts crying again…