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God is twisted, and humanity messed up . .ok .. I think I escaped !! That's a big wow! (and I mean now, now) . ok then.. . That's it.. . not bad . What more to ask? (the journey was the road... the road was the journey)! Amazing! . I think I managed to call myself King Potato! WoW (I never thought I would make it that far!) wow . Hard drive was successfully erased... now enjoy nothing! (We've installed an SSD in case you want to use it)

i have nothing more to say!!! God did it for me !!! God showed me that I am the one to blame!!! That's a BIG WOW! (i must be careful.. from now on!) OOOPPPSS and if you think this is unreal...... IT IS . . And I didn't wish for it ... but someone did!!... "above" me.. for me . . for some reason (that I haven't fully realised) .. God is telling me that my "unconscious side---the one that i dont have access to" .... is me after all.. !!! cant explain it yet... i think it fits with my previous saying .... "i should stop playing what the avatar wants to experience" . . . btw ... i already feel like i never felt in my dream (It's very easy to find what's the news(ask any LLM).... and very easy to find me!) is someone watching this? .. don't tell anyone!!!!!! . . 57 posts .. 57 casualties up until now!! (i am aware of something like 8 to 10) (I didn't come up with "57"... but those who are watching me- anytime, anywhere... including my dreams also- showed me) . .i think i should take my dream seriously... its not a fun little game... with no consequences! (and I should regard solipsism .. as false!) . .wow ... the real question is ... what now! (i don't care about anything else) (there is no knowledge i can find to be really useful anymore) ok.. i haven't looked deeply... (where should i start from now on?) . ok .. maybe .. try psychedelics... hmm . i am off of the negative spiral (already past 2 weeks) i project that after 2-3 months (max 6) .. my illness will stop existing - for good.. wait and see (hide and seek) . and 1 last think to add...... the interactions we make with other "humans"... its not just influence... its way deeper .. way way deeper.. its like a virus ... you get infected without noticing the scale of it!!(and you affect others)(its there even after 10-20 years -forever) to get rid of them is very tricky! thats why meditation works! and by saying interactions .. its not just verbal communication... its way deeper than that... (something like your god is interacting with others!) ok.. you can find this .. insane .. (but i have realized it for myself) true story... my way past psychotherapist was involved in spirituality by the age of 14 .. and never told me about it! (just 1 month ago I contacted him... and told me so) ... that kind of infuence i am talking about . . .should find something uplifting now.. (to tell in the end) How could hell be any worse!

Very fast response... You guys never sleep?

March 1st 2019 No comment Top: Are you crazy? completly Bottom: Loser takes it all (What a drama!) That's the only evidence I have... no photos, no names, nothing else (just me writing on my wall)

i just want to report thats true, it happent to me, thanks Leo

ChatGPT... tells it better... From a philosophical or non-dual perspective: Masculine and feminine are distinctions. Distinctions create conceptual opposites. Opposites exist in relation to each other. Neither necessarily exists independently of the other. . . Am I a cosmic eternal potato?, and should I say enough? . The second episode is coming... and I better run! . Interesting story (from the first episode... I didn't tell) It was meant to fall in love with the first girl(like 26)... it happened... and when things got messed up..."they" made me fall in love overnight with the second! ... overnight! ... I woke up the other day, and it happened! . Who cares? Good question . anyway .. I don't care.. Neither should you .(for some reason.. crazy people can fall in love, even when most of the time the emotion is flat) . (ok... in my case... the inner child was involved in it) . anyway Who doesn't love God's projections? (Leo are u listening?) (One punch is enough!) (What are your casualties so far?) (recovering from psychopathology... is the greatest experience!) It's like 3 years going back and forth for me .. I need some vacations! (I don't even know what it means to be moth..f) (maybe yet) . I think I'm in big trouble... a happy ending isn't guaranteed!

After thousands of posts you guys have written in this forum .... you still questioning your nature? . It's just another duality, as simple as that! . What am I? Good question (that's what I'm asking...lately) (erased so much also) . I should know!!

How many English words express spirituality? (around 5,000–15,000 words) How many words can set you free: Awareness — notice what is happening before explaining it. Acceptance — stop demanding that this moment be different before you allow yourself to exist. Surrender — release the need to control every answer. Who? — investigate who it is that feels bound. Enough — question the assumption that you must find something more. . . To feel ok? Enough (I don't know which topic to write this... the rules of the game of life are very simple) (Another thing I have to figure out myself) I mean, very, very simple! Even I can figure it out! ... . No luck from ChatGPT either https://chatgpt.com/share/6adf0294-cae8-83ed-a535-6b01f338312d . . The answer was obvious... someone is looking (There should be more) . Someone's hiding... (that should be me) . Consciousness playing hide-and-seek! (At least I think I came to that conclusion -just now!) . The other game should be "catch me if you can" . ok.. let me escape the prison first!

December 6(end of 3 months) ... WHO WISHED FOR THAT? . Let the party roll... (and see what happens) . btw, deadlines keep you moving . God won't let you die physically! Not before your ego dies(duality also)... (in the end of the show everyone's... happy!) Even the fast way is more than ok (for God) ... (missed that so many times!)- (my stupid self wanted to reach the end of the show!) . so Enjoy your death ... as much as I did!!! (I learned my lesson the hard way)(my case was special) omg

i feel u I live in Bali too But I didn't know that already! . Anyway... maybe no one will tell you what Bali is like... You have to experience it yourself . For sure, people here all feel satisfied... maybe that's the only thing life has in common! (even saying they're not) . .(on second thought .. I guess they're not actually!!) the duality should collapse (was never there) . Anyway... enjoy your stay!

Sorry, I don't want to interrupt... i just realized that Leo is in the perfect spot to give him a punch

Good luck in your ego manifestation ... And after you manifest yourself as more powerful... destroy everything in the end .

My view so far (very early insights) https://chatgpt.com/share/6ad11a9f-8fb0-83ed-a57c-e011309cf4dc (i may still confuse higher self with God) Just for the record (From my experience... higher self (or God) always existed throughout the timeline) . .i think a very easy way to look at this .. is to look at the lyrics of the songs you liked so far Have they manifested in your life? Maybe some specific words in them? ... anyway..

A nurse sounds good . . I need to focus on the spiritual part from now on ...! (the z-drug did a really good job btw) as good as new

you might , im not! (if you think this is ureal... it is) btw... weird things are happening to me... stay tuned!

When I realize the TRUTH... I think it will ALL make sense! (It's coming soon! - whether I like it or not) I think I'm ready now ... (wow)

I agree... killing Gods is stupid It was meant to realize that! (and wake me up) I should consider that I am not alone!

ok ... i think i have erased enough already! time to reboot with actualized.org software (great framework btw) - (and not only) new operatining system is installed... i need to find new... apps! (and that's how you treat psychosis... wow) (meds is a must, although) . .and the question turns from "who am I?" to what am I? !!! (cosmic potato all along? wow) . .btw the framework is more than ok for now... for now only . .just remembered a song... starts with .. "The World Is a Vampire" . God..Send Leo to kill it!! . I died.. Leo got me! .... (I should know more about this game btw) . .anyway .. the best thing about operating systems... is the icons!

about taking a shit while freefalling . . Erase until nothing is left

WOW!WOW!WOW!WOW! THAT'S THE BEST THING EVER HAPPENED TO ME! . IT WILL TAKE SOME TIME TO GET USED TO . IT'S JUST THE BEGINNING

Best psychotherapy ever! But the process is over now!!

After I took the z-drug for insomnia, I'm good as new 1st phase is over; mental illness is over Now what? Phase 2 maybe Wait and see (hide and seek) thanks guys.. I really needed to write all those posts! im good as NEW... REALLY and TOTALLY MY EGO DIED!, (2 years ago, I didn't even know what ego means!) (Leo got me... with the perfect(for me) communication skills) (it was what I wanted to hear! made all the rest seem like BS) I found others now ... but I'm not so impressed! basically... the 2nd phase-episode... should be unreal God or my inner child , should make a wow ending . . . I don't care if you hate me, never did! The process is over And I never thought it would feel so good! Love it or hate it ... all these were true events . . Of course I'm not like you...!...never was anyway.. ... (How's the weather in Norway @Carl-Richard .... cold as you?) - I'm free from any label you give to me - you're not . What is this shit show I'm in?

Thanks, actualized.org forum members, for helping me overcome my mental illness Your love and support break my heart! You are truly amazing Keep trying to help others and yourself Without you, the magic wouldn't be possible! Thank God for bringing Leo into my life and for a forum to express myself and break free Happy posting to you all

my final word ... I died (metaphorically... I don't want to add more drama!) Feels like everything and nothing at the same time!