Monster Energy

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  1. It is my job to fix you
  2. @Leo Gura If you practiced semen retention and truly understood what it does for you spiritually and biologically, you would already have all the answers you’re searching for today. Instead, you may not discover them for another 20 years because you’ve chosen to reject the power of your semen. It is what makes you feel alive. In my view, it is more powerful than any substance that exists. The life force and energy it contains cannot be matched by anything else. (;
  3. What’s the longest streak you’ve ever had?
  4. Very nice lips. Post @Sugarcoat face. I get the feeling she has an emo or goth vibe.
  5. Cornflakes
  6. What I struggle with isn’t really temptation. It’s the meaning I’ve given sexuality. It has become one of the most important things in my life, and I genuinely love the intensity and aliveness that comes with it. At the same time, part of me wants freedom. Not freedom from sexuality itself, but freedom from being attached to it. My fear is that if I let go of the attachment, I’ll lose something valuable. Maybe what I’m attached to isn’t sexuality itself but a certain kind of intensity. I’ve heard Leo say that what we’re really seeking is wholeness rather than the object of desire. The problem is that I’ve never experienced myself free from this attachment, so I honestly don’t know. How can I tell whether I’m attached to sexuality, attached to intensity, or actually seeking something deeper? I’m asking because this inner conflict has become exhausting. I feel torn between wanting freedom and not wanting to lose something I love. I genuinely don’t know how to move forward
  7. We got a comedian in the chat
  8. Has anyone else noticed that a lot of 13-year-olds today look 15, 18, or even older? Seriously. Is it the makeup? Genetics? Better nutrition? Social media? Whatever it is, something has clearly changed. When I was younger, you could usually tell the difference between a child and an adult from across the street. Now? Not always. The lines are getting blurrier every year. Just an observation. Feel free to disagree.
  9. I don’t know if what I’m holding onto is just a compulsive pattern or something genuinely valuable. How do you know when letting go is growth, and not loss of something important?
  10. I’m a slave to my impulses. I love it and I hate it. This will lead to my death if I don’t choose freedom. I look lifeless because I didn’t choose myself but instead chose external things.
  11. My struggle feels more psychological than biological. It’s the meaning and significance I’ve attached to sexuality that seems to bind me. This has drained a tremendous amount of life force from me over the years. The constant inner conflict has left me feeling dry, exhausted, and increasingly empty. Sometimes I relate to the image of Jesus in his final days, carrying a burden that never seems to leave. The difference is that for me, it feels like I’ve been carrying it every day for years.
  12. Older people look younger, while younger people look older.
  13. I was actually saying the water is clean.