Hey all,
I am new on this forum, been listening to Leo for two years, more or less. Glad to be here with you, not as a lurker but as a poster
I thought it would be cool to share with you my first profound realization of "one-ness".
For a long time I took self "improvement" in a typical way - avoid this, do that - this is good, this is bad. I am glad that this was the mindset I posessed, or else I would not reach this realization.
Anyways, one time it just struck me - who does say what is good or bad? Following the train of that thought I realized the profound "sameness" of each experience.
I though, for example, that laying in a hospital with a broken leg is the same level of "uniqueness" and just as wonderful as running through the meadows. You only get to experience both those things once. They both constitute to the amazing game design. Imagine a game with such good graphics and sense-stimulation that you get to feel the broken leg of your character. What a banger would that be.
And now I wonder - is there no going back from this? lol
It's like I'm living my life the exact same way, even feeling the same way, but there is this undertone of amazement. I still get angry at the road but it's more "amazing"?
Sometimes I want to laugh when someone is, for example, concerned with politics. Sometimes I am the one concerned.
I caught myself pondering a car - like what the hell is this?
Feels amazingly weird.