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@AleksM wow thanks for the response. I'll for sure be trying it out. When you get a chance to go more in detail, I'd enjoy reading it.

Hello everybody, I just wanted to share my experiences with you over the last couple months (starting early to mid September) with UFO's and/or "undefined" anomaly. It all starts when I bought this stuff online called XUM, its 99% pure (apparently) Metocin, or 4-HO-MET. Very similar to psilocin, with a tweak. Not saying this has anything to do with experiences I've had, but they started during my first trip on it. I didn't put this under the psychedelic section because i haven't taken it since september and now its almost december, and experiences have continued on. wasn't sure where else i should've posted it under. The beginning of my story will be talking about the psychedelic experiences first and then when not on it (most of the time). So when i got this stuff, it got delivered on the weekend of september 6th. It's actually really good stuff. I've never taken metocin before and had only recently discovered it a couple months prior. I have only done shrooms, lsd, and then non psychedelics. When it got delivered i thought i would just take it the same night for the first time. So at around midnight i took 5 chewable tablets which it says it would be 10mgs, possibly a bit higher. The feeling is probably 80% similar to mushrooms, but a different visual polish and a more present head space. No nausea was a plus. I have thrown up on shrooms alot... I ended up taking the metocin once a week for 4 weeks in a row, always on late saturday night to sunday morning. Really cool stuff. So most of the time i was outside in the back patio next to the pool. No screened in, open sky. each time i took it it was always after midnight. It took around 30-60 min to fully kick in. So around 1am i was tripping and looking at all the plants around the outside of the pool fence and all the big trees that hang over. After being outside for a while just staring up at the sky, I notice this object in the moonlight. It looked like this blackish-translucent drone like object, like a craft of some kind and it was just sort of hovering near my house. When you're on a psychedelic and your pupils are dilated and everything is highly amplified including emotions. The feeling that came over me as soon as i see this thing was like the feeling when your heart sinks into your stomach, like you're on the edge of a cliff. I immediately knew it was watching me, whatever it was. This craft sort of drifted and hovered away into clouds. But i saw it again like a hour or so later. That was the first time. but not the first time i'd seen strange things in the sky. around this time 4 years ago i was in the car and saw this green light flying by in the sky going like a million miles an hour, if i hadn't been looking in the sky at that exact moment through the windshield, i wouldn't have seen it. So the following week I took the stuff again. And each time i took it, the things i would see would almost like compound. I saw the same thing the 2nd week and i also saw other stuff along with it though separately, like these twinkling objects that looked like stars, slowly twinkling and traveling across the sky. Planes fly over too, and they were obviously not planes and no sound following them. That was my 2nd time. I was outside until around dawn and the stuff had worn off and as i'm looking at the sky i see this gigantic streak/beam of light flying directly over my house, like low and close to it. it was gone in a flash. and then like 10 seconds later i see it again, except going in a completely different direction. It really caught me off guard and i was like "holyyy shittt!" During the week when i wasn't on the metocin i started seeing stuff as well. Because in my mind i was thinking, "does my frequency on this stuff attract these things or something? can they feel my vibration?" I didn't know what to think. Or what theories to come up with. But then i started seeing them when i wasn't on it at all. Throughout the month between trips i had a dream where i was sitting on my bed but it was on the roof of a tall building, at night, and im on my bed and a ufo comes right up to me and i can see beings inside and i just put up a peace sign. interesting what consciousness imagines. The last time i took XUM was at the end of september. And yet my experiences have continued further. So now we get past the last time i took it and i'm still seeing all sorts of ufo's and anomaly when i go outside at night. But not just at night, i also saw weird stuff in the distance during the day a couple times. But most of the time all these experiences were at night. One time when i was working out in the day time outside in the back, i saw something off in the distance. i also saw a flash of something running by or flying by or idk but it was so fast and it was on the ground right outside of the fence around the pool. like trying to workout with me. (lol no idea about that one but it was something moving really fast ) I workout alot of times in the back at night and these white glowing orb like things always started coming around. From my pov on the ground, they looked like little white balls, smooth, perfectly round a little bigger than a star and they slowly traveled across my field of view. They always came in packs of like 2-3 and seemed to follow one another. So i start waving at them saying hello telepathically to them. I was seeing so many different things and I knew it was some form of personal communication at this point, so i just started waving at them whenever i saw something i couldn't explain. I was also seeing the twinkling one. Then in the beginning of october after the first week in, i had to go to another house in another state in the mountains for an event. Pretty remote location from any high populace place. These orb like things followed me there and when i was working out outside there at that house they slowly glided past me in the sky. I saw them for a few days when i was there. And then when i came back, I saw them again, and again and again. pretty much the entire month of october near daily. I figured they must be communicating with me in some way and so i always waved at them whenever they came by and sent them positive energy. on multiple occasions when i was staring at them, a large flying creature of some kind flew by right in front of me it looked like a bird of some kind but it moved really fast and it was dark so i couldn't see closely enough. this happened 2 times. Just seeing this large bird like looking thing fly by really fast in front of me... So now its end of november and I haven't seen these orb things in a few weeks. But i've been seeing these other kinds.... It had probably been a few days without seeing anything, no more orbs flying by, no crafts, but the twinkling star looking ones still came by here and there. So then i have a very very "close" experience. So i just go out to my backyard at night and look up. Thinking to myself, "I don't want them to stop, its magical, i want to keep seeing them." i always felt positive whenever i saw them anyways. it was just plain cool yet insane. They felt like my "sky friends" lol. always comin by and saying "whatsup!" to me. lol. So on this night im outside in the back and just looking up, but nothing for like 30-40 mins. I was sending out telepathically "come say hi where are you guys?" etc. I'm standing in pitch darkness right around the pool and just looking up. Then after that time i was just gonna head back inside, maybe nothings comin by tonight. And just as I'm about to walk inside, this yellowish golden light shoots up from behind me, behind where i was looking, behind my house. Really close and low above the house. and then when it gets right in front of me up in the air it just vanishes. it moved fast but not that fast, more like smooth and so it vanishes and it leaves a little streak of something, idk if it was a gas of some kind but there was like a little faint "smoke" or after glow on the space it just flew though, but then that was gone in another 1-2 seconds. and then a single "spark" of light just pops right ahead of where it disappeared. quick on off , pop, spark. i felt that was its way (whatever it is) of saying "hey! im here!" it was the first that looked unlike the other ones. no orb like thing here, just smooth streak of light and the single spark. So then later that week i'm outside again at night, ready to say hi to something, and i'm standing around in the dark again looking up, for what seemed like a while at least 30 mins, just waiting for something. and i walk around to different areas around the pool for a different view. Then as i'm staring up. this giant streak of blue-white light with something in the middle of it (but it was too fast to really see, more like a streak) fly's directly in line with my head, straight over me, but higher up, not too high. and then vanishes a bit ahead of me, almost looking like it flew straight into a different dimensional layer. I was astonished as usual and waved as usual lol. Then later in the week i was coming back from a night drive and walking into the side of the house and there was a couple planes flying by and then i see another beam of light flying across in the distance beyond the planes. and then i saw another beam on another day as well. And tonight i was driving in my car and got stuck in traffic near the traffic lights around 10:30 pm. Right next to a fair that was closing, all the lights of the rides and tons of people walking out and huge line of cars. the traffic, police cars, a couple ambulances etc near the fair entrance. I was sitting there for like 30-40 mins or so in the traffic, super slow just waiting for the light to turn. and then out of nowhere in the sky right above the fair, this big-ish ball of white light appears out of nowhere and then it moved up, then down, then to the side, turned on and off, turned green, then back to white, and then smoothly flew away and vanished as it moved. I immediately knew it was another ufo of some kind. the way it moved was similar to other experiences i had. I haven't been going outside as much as before at night and staring up so haven't been seeing them as often as before. but all these experiences are 100% real and pretty crazy. The theories and questions that are swirling around in my mind are: "did the metocin make these things "find" me? was i casting off a different frequency of awareness and they were attracted to that? i mean i only took it a few times and more experiences happened after, that was just the start." "is this just random?" "is there something they are trying to show me or did they just want to reveal themselves to me?" "what was the deal with the flying creature bird thing when i saw them twice, was that a bird? an owl or what? and why right at that time when i see the ufo's? on both occasions" "are they always up there but we just can't see them or perceive of them?" "are these things beings themselves or crafts containing beings, or probes of awareness, etc.? what exactly are all these things?" "are they interdimensional? can they dip in and out of 3d and go to finer frequencies of consciousness?" "are all the different types, related to one another? communicative with one another?" "what were they trying to communicate with me exactly?" The questions keep coming. And i don't know. Can't explain it. It's super fascinating though. Really shows you what a dream this world is. Anyways, that is my detailed report of these experiences over the last couple months.

Why is it followed by 2 billion people? Conformity, fear of castigation and/or torture. All religion is. It's more social and cultural then it is of a true belief system. When a human being is brought into the world, they have a full clean slate which is then immediately manipulated with others belief systems, religious dogma, right and wrong, etc. the list goes on The entire point of this is that you don't actually own your thoughts, they were just given to you and shaped from outside sources. Which then shaped your entire identity. Which then becomes fragile if shined light upon all the self deception because you lose your grounding-ness. How can islam be actual truth for a person who's never heard of it? you wouldn't even know about it and your mind would never go there. And this is the case with anything. If everything is a figment in the infinite god mind, then islam in its entirety is the equivalent to a mailbox. It's a human function to do the separating in order to justify survival and ground a mind in this reality of earth. Humans look for things to cling to in order to feel safer and to give/invent meaning. People willing to fight and die for islam, is literally what happens when a clean slate mind is filled with the contents of that religion, and then spread to a system of entire cultures where it becomes learned behavior that you must die for it. That you won't be accepted by your society if you don't adhere to the belief. That itself is complete lunacy, pure self deception, and a game of the mind. I could write a book about lizards and if i threaten people with death or fear to believe it, you better believe they will accept it as their truth. Do this over centuries and now you have a self sustaining organism of that thought form regurgitating itself over time into the fabric of the culture. So as for all the people that practice islam, or (insert any religion), they are just as removed from truth as a self proclaimed atheist (a religion of non belief) . Because its all conformity. Go watch Leo's recent video. Where you grow up in the world is a good indicator of the personal viewpoints you will cater to in your life. People in north korea literally think Kim jung is their god. Self deception goes so deep and most humans who unknowingly feed into this deception, live a completely world then someone else who doesn't. There is no truth to islam whatsoever. And if there is a truth to it, its the same truth that every religion has. The fact it is just more content in the mind of god. Don't fall for the self deception. Don't try to look for something to cling to out of fear. It's not easy to undo programming but its necessary if you want to ascend to a higher stage of consciousness. So as for all the 2 billion or more people that blindly follow islam, yes they are of lower development of mind as is much of the world. Someone who points to the Quaran as their truth, doesn't understand that the finger they use to point at the book, is just god pointing at itself.

I found this post on reddit and want to know what ya'll think about it... 25 years of Trump & Epstein "Friendship"! 2000: Trump learns Epstein trafficked and "stole" underaged masseuse Virginia Giuffre from Trump's adult spa. 2002: Trump says “I’ve known Jeff for 15 years. Terrific guy. He’s a lot of fun to be with. It is even said that he likes beautiful women as much as I do, and many of them are on the younger side.” 2003: Trump sends note to Epstein: "may every day be another wonderful secret". 2007: Trump Bans Epstein from mar-a-lago after Trump got into a bidding war for a mansion they both were interested in. Epstein indicted. Epstein is tipped off in advance that he is about to be raided, and hires cleaners to wipe his hard drives and remove everything. Nevertheless, there is so much evidence that the police still found tons of homemade child porn and other incriminating documents, including instructions how to take delivery of a girl he bought in Thailand. 2008: Prosecutor Alex Acosta gave Epstein a sweet plea deal that destroyed all the evidence, and, get this: granted immunity to any unindicted co-conspirators. You read that right, Epstein's original FL plea deal not only wiped his record and gave him immunity, it also gave immunity to everyone he committed crimes and raped kids with, known and unknown! 2017: Acosta, who gave Epstein and all his co-child rapists immunity, becomes Trump's Secretary of Labor. 2019: Epstein is jailed again on new sex-trafficking charges. Under Trump's command, the federal prison where Epstein is being held takes him off suicide watch, moves him to a solitary cell where the cameras outside are not working, and forgets to make their rounds at the same that three minutes of camera footage are deleted from the hallway camera, during which Epstein dies. 2020-2024: The Biden administration prosecutes and convicts Ghislaine Maxwell, and begins sealed grand-jury investigations against other co-conspirators, in addition to releasing the largest trove of Epstein-related documents to date, including the "Epstein Tapes" in which Jeff Epstein (RIPiss) calls Trump his "closest friend for ten years". Trump campaigns on releasing ALL of the Epstein Files. Investigators find over 1.5$ BILLION USD of transactions connected to Epsteins bank accounts and are pursuing leads to find owners and recipients of those funds. 2025: Trump cancels the grand-jury investigations, fires the prosecutor, and claims Epstein is a "hoax" made up by Obama. Entire GOP votes to shut down the government in order to prevent a vote on the Epstein files. Trump DOJ has a secret meeting with Ghislaine and moves her to a fenceless minimum-security "club Fed" with work-release privileges. Trump administration intervenes to allow child sex-predator Tom Artiom Alexandrovich to flee to Israel in order to avoid criminal charges in Nevada. GOP Speaker of the house claims Trump was the FBI informant who brought down Epstein despite the same "informant" claiming it being a hoax by Obama... Which he is backtracked 2 days later. Trump ordered his DOJ and FBI to use over 1,000 FBI agents to redact his name from the Epstein files. Republicans voted to protect child rapists on Sep 10th. And have kept the government closed since October to prevent the seating of a elected democrat that would break the tie vote to release the epstein files. GOP is the party of pedophiles. Thoughts?

@MightyMind is that really mick jaggers contact on page 28?

@MightyMind wow that crazy i never saw that before

@Bashar read this i think you might find it interesting. Not saying its valid or not but just another way of looking at it. https://raducinamar.org/aliens-from-the-sirius-a-system-began-building-pyramids-on-earth-approximately-100000-years-ago/

@Nemo28 he is god. so its completely up to him lol

@Schizophonia lol

@Schizophonia i would say it depends on the kind you have. i have 99% pure in tablet form. 14 mgs was wayyyy too much for me it was extremely intense. but like i said its all about how strong yours is

@Leo Gura i literally spit out my drink lol

@Leo Gura hahaha. Just imagining that is the funniest thing ever. Like just lock your eyes into the mirror at yourself while profusely beating off

@Rasheed one of the best ways is to limit the amount of time you spend with her. Once or twice a week is ideal. No, monogamy is basically oneitis. You are centering your life around her happiness/fulfilment in the relationship. Monogamy is great and all (if it works for you) but I don't think men are biologically wired to be monogamous. just societally programmed for it. Think about it. We generate millions of sperm daily or so, and women have limited number of eggs. From a biological standpoint men are wired to spread seed and women are wired to find the best mate possible (survival + replication value) this could be genes, resources, social/sexual proof, emotional strength or a completely scumbag like, not give a fuck attitude (which satisfies hypergamy but in a different way) etc. or could be a blend of all these things. Women look for different things at different stages in their lives. You have to know what you want and become the version of yourself that suits that vision. But in terms of oneitis, the single most effective way to prevent it is to have multiple women. 2-3 at least. Women will look for reasons to leave men, so all you should really do is be selfish enough to make sure you can still be happy without sacrificing your mental/emotional state. But at the same time don't use women as sex objects. they are people too. Of course there are many many successful monogamous marriages out there, so its never black and white, its a spectrum. You can also have a one-way open relationship. There are many of those out there where the man can see multiple women but the woman can't see other men. Sounds unfair and fucked up. But we are polar opposites and many women are ok with it even though it can be emotionally tough at times for them (so reassurance and being truthful and being there for her is important) Never try to open a monogamous relationship, it usually always fails. it has to be set up with the proper structure from the start. If you don't live with her, you probably shouldn't give a shit what she does. But if you live with her, thats basically being married in terms of lifestyle so if it comes to that you could always lay out how you want the relationship structure to be. Oneitis essentially foregoes all of that because you are putting her wants/needs before your own. its a delicate balance. you don't want to take advantage of her. theres no perfect way to do it. just know what you want.

I watch this guys content too , but for sure not the epitome of dating advice. Personally i would say the most important thing would be able to control your internal state (inner game), have outcome independence and lead towards what you want in the most relaxed and playful way as possible. If theres objections, you have to maneuver around them to make the girl "feel" okay with letting you lead. If she loses interest, oh well. theres other women out there. It's still a numbers game. Outcome independence is probably the #1 thing because all actions you take come from that internal state. Having multiple options prevents oneitis and seeing a girl only once a week prevents it too. outcome independence allows you to be in a playful state of mind which is literally the state of mind women are attracted to. Since women mirror a mans emotional state and can feel it, you can't fake it. It has to be genuine. being relaxed and playful internally, is the "secret sauce" when youre closed off, or anxious, overly excited, nervous, trying to "act cool", all these things will be felt by her. THis is why mastering your inner state is the most powerful thing, because whatever you do and however you lead, will be coming from the best state possible to make things flow as smooth as possible. Outcome independence + relaxed and playful emotional state of mind + leading + putting in the numbers = success Doesn't matter what you say, its all about the state youre in and leading from there, bypassing objections with comfort and non judgement All you have to do is be in the proper internal state and socialize daily. take care of your appearance too.

AI chats just pretty much help you organize your own thoughts and can word things more cleanly, its not really going to provide profound insight unless you are feeding it that and it can play off that. its not a good "creative" source, will never be like a human mind but it can be useful to chat with so you can filter through your own mind better. You're basically just talking to yourself though in the grand scheme of things

@Yeah Yeah is there anything else you can think of to do that may help you out of your situation?

@Lucasxp64 rande howell is great. learned a lot from him. However for Todd V, that is one of the cringiest pua's i have ever seen, you dont need any fancy games and gimmicks, just keep it real. its like 90% your internal state, 10% leading. Fancy games and lines don't work and will backfire, unless your inner game is extremely on point

100% bro do this. Like you said, making videos and only being online is isolating. A lot of growth can happen in in-person groups like this. I'd say go for it. What kind of psychedelics? N'N, 5meo, mushrooms, metocin, psilomethoxin? etc..

@Aaly i would say start intensely exercising daily and eating well. because the very act of doing that is rooted in self respect and growth. And jumping into uncomfortable situations. besides, the high you get from exercise is the only high that makes you feel grounded in yourself, unlike all the substances which can remove you from yourself/ego/escape. One of your issues is how you talk to yourself. How you speak to yourself is going to change how you think about yourself. You can never expect others to behave how you want or expect them to. Because everyone is dealing with different versions of the same thing you are. All you can do is show up and be the best version of yourself day in/out. For you. But at the same time you don't want to become narcissistic and make it all about you. Its a balancing act. The truth is you only want others love and acceptance to give yourself permission to love yourself. But it doesn't work like that. You have to love yourself first because self love is ultimately what everyone really wants, they just use others to allow themselves to love themselves. Just like how politicians pander to a certain group of people, then get adulated, then the think they're doing good. And of course everyone else. chasing success/money/sex/power/ etc. Life is a dream, and you have the ability to change it if you are capable of writing this post. but it's not always easy. Your mind will try to find ways for everything to become easier. But it's counter intuitive because the harder you make your life (doing things that are emotionally difficult/uncomfortable) the better your life becomes. And the easier you make it, (eating like shit, not exercising, watching too much tv/social media, and so on...) will make your life worse. Discipline breeds self love. Ultimately everyone wants the same thing which is self acceptance/love. But we all go about it in different ways, largely unconscious, to get it. Your life is also centered around your daily habits. The more uncomfortable they are, the better. what you eat will influence how you feel and same goes with exercising. So if you are reading this and can only change one thing I'd recommend going with intense daily exercise and eating well. After that, start putting yourself in uncomfortable vulnerable social situations or with people you already know. talking to them more. But if you only make it about yourself and you're not truly interested in the other person and their well being/their life, then its not genuine. You said you have a BF, and you should be thankful for that already. Think about all the millions of women out there that don't have anyone. Fasting is great too. It will make you calmer. But don't avoid eating and develop a disorder.

@Leo Gura by being a corrupt swindler and taking advantage of everyone to use them for his personal gain, how else? lol

I was tripping, but it doesnt make you completely "hallucinate" like that. i was present and everything is super super amplified. i was standing in my backyard at 2-3 am and looking up at the sky in its amazement. theres not that many stars outside due to elevation, but there are some. no clouds full clear night. half moon. then I see this giant streak of light fly by in a straight direction. it literally was so fast you can't even imagine like poof gone. but then i saw it 2 times. and it went in a completely other direction the 2nd time. same type of beam of light. super fast. i was like wtf immediately. and then it gets even weirder. so here i am completely astonished at whatever just happened. and then i keep staring into the sky, absorbing all of it into my dilated pupils. and i see this object moving. but it had no lights no sound, just hover gliding so smoothly and not that fast. not a drone. not any type of flying vehicle i could recognize. i almost couldnt even see it. it was almost so faint you wouldnt normally be able to notice it, but i was super absorbed into reality and the sky due to the trip. i wouldnt even be able to describe what it looked like. i just see the object moving but it was still high in the sky. then this feeling completely washes over me taking over my entire emotional state, it was pure eerieness/mysteriousness and just plain overall weird. this object just vanishes into the sky and disappears. The scene/ setting being super quiet with only the sounds of nature and crickets chirping and then this insane mysteriousness that comes out of nowehere. it was extremely weird but cool. i had a feeling it was aliens or a type of being. and no im not being deceived due to the trip. this was real and legit. and the emotions tell a lot when they wash over you like that

@Leo Gura What do you think it will take for the majority of our society to elevate past toxic orange? how long do you think it will take? Also i know this is kind of a random way of thinking about it, but if God is infinity, then wouldn't it have to be included for a "timeline" or something for society to be toxic orange/ blue or red , etc. as a necessity to be included within that infinity? (but if thats the case, then at some point things will have to shift to other stages too) what do you think?

@ExploringReality yeah that behavior is insane

@Oppositionless yeah i'd say its mainly like mushrooms but personally for me, stronger visuals. lsd like polish. and more mixed thought forms, projecting themselves onto whatever is being looked at, animating it like i've never seen before

i'm on it right now for the first time. its incredible. exactly like mushrooms, but 0 nausea. its beautiful. has anyone else ever had?