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i think traveling is important. But mainly for seeing different forms of consciousness (like cities) across the globe. and also, how your mind interacts with different locations. Consciousness in general loves to create and explore. New places, new people, new experiences. New lifestyles. New lives. But no matter where you go, you're still sitting in the same spot for eternity.... its still cool to experience nonetheless

yeah i'd say happiness is primarily a choice. but a lot of it can stem from not having your ego's need fulfilled. like freedom/money/sex/goals. It's not that those things make you directly happy, but lacking them can cause unhappiness and frustration for your survival/life needs. I also think you need something to work on or towards or to cultivate certain experiences that bring you a sense of fulfilment. Whether thats a lifestyle change, traveling/experiencing new things, working on a goal/skill, could be anything really. But most of all humans are trying to work on money/sex/freedom/social/lifestyle. If you don't have any of those handled, your ego can keep bringing it up and be thinking too much about them. But once they are handled you realize they don't actually bring happiness themselves, they just make your lifestyle/survival better. Thats why happiness is still a choice, kind of like a letting go. but its very difficult to let go if survival isn't handled and you don't have anything to work towards or experience. Being a human requires an ego, and egos need satiation at some point. At least for the vast majority of people...

The Holy Pineapple conformity - In 17th century Europe when wealthy elites who couldn't quite afford to buy outright, but used to rent rarely imported pineapples for the evening. Not to eat but to carry under their arm as a showcase or a centerpiece for the dining table at parties. They hired armed bodyguards to walk with them down the street to protect the pineapple. Luxury fruit brokers charged an hourly rate for the rental. Some people would hurriedly get the pineapple and take it to the theatre or a cafe for everyone to see and then quickly get it back to not get charged for the 2nd hour. High status women who could not get one would wear pineapple shaped earrings and jewelry. King Charles II actually commissioned a painting of him receiving a pineapple to look like a holy object.

The rizz isnt what you say verbally, its your energy, presence, playfulness, determination. That will go way further than any lines. Lines dont work by themselves for rizz, only how the line is embodied by the place its coming from. Body language + the energy vibe in your body/mind > lines

@Carl-Richard i literally had a dream once where i was eating lunch with steve vai outside in a tropical location lol

@Majed take it one step further. You're not even you. If there is no one else but only you , then there is no you either. God is shapeshifting all of it for infinity including "you". Since you are god, its all one field, splitting itself off into infinite parts, infinite realities, infinite beings, infinite everything, either being experienced through your "god unit" or not being experienced through your "god unit". Think about "reflections of consciousness" like the actual direct experience thats being hallucinated. That hallucination is being hallucinated for infinity in all "subset units of mind" whether thats a dinosaur or a mailbox or a snowflake in a different dimension, etc. you get the idea... When you go to sleep at night and have your dream experiences, the only main difference is a shift in energy pattern and perspective from this dream here. On the other side you have free range and more direct control over hallucination of the perspective. Personally i believe the other side is closer to true creative reality potential than this one here. This one here is so riddled with survival and ego backlash and duality. Not to say that there's not duality on the other side, there is, but its lessened and its not as "stiff" because you don't have to survive a "physical" machine like you do here. (not really even physical here though...just imaginary) And even on top of that, on the other side its actually still "other sides" plural. "you" will always be experiencing infinite realities for eternity.

So I made a post a while back and just wanted to share some more and expand a bit on that. So, it all started back in September 25. Since then I've literally had an ongoing connection pretty much every single night (assuming it's clear out but even with heavy clouds many times), where I go outside in my backyard and orbs and beams of light come by and interact with me. I'll go outside and stare up at the sky and within minutes (sometimes they've been there waiting for me) orbs will come along and glide past me in the sky. I wave at all them, they flash their light at me (brighten/dim). It's blatant personal interaction at this point. I've seen golden beams of light come out of nowhere near me , silvery beams, flying directly parallel with my head while staring right up, right above me (like not that high up). I've seen some of the orbs turn into fast beams of light. Even on some nights where there are no orbs i will see sparks and flashes of light in the sky right where I'm looking. I'll wave and then another spark flash. It's still them. There could be somewhere between 5-20 of them each night. some nights the interaction gets wild with orb after orb "coming out of the woodwork" everywhere i turn my head. Sometimes when i'm in the car i'll see a beam of light flying by overhead right in front of where i'm looking. I think it is literally the coolest thing ever and I'm honestly very thankful I get to have experiences like this. They are essentially my friends at this point. They have also followed me to a different state in a remote location, and back home of course. What are they exactly? well I don't know. I can't use my human language programming to try and define something I most likely will not fully understand with a human mind, but if i had to guess I think they are intelligent beings with thought forms/mind types that are probably very advanced that are most likely interdimensional and can come in and out of 3d vibration and higher vibrational states of consciousness. (well humans do that too! haha. all things do that) They are very playful with me and sometimes when i cast out a mental intention like for them to go really fast, I'll see some beams of light flying fast lol. The fact I am experiencing this is my personal form of consciousness mind creating that experience within my hallucination of reality. I honestly don't really even find it out of the ordinary because the fact we are even here, experiencing this dream here is mind blowing in and of itself. Once you've awakened and see god you know its all you anyways. But just wanted to share. So yeah essentially I literally have non human intelligent friends in the form of light balls and beams/streaks of light that come by and interact with me, I feel that they are my friends. Because once you've had experiences like this 100s of times and nearly every day, you can't deny that they are communicating with you personally. I always look forward to my nightly ritual contact with them and I love them. Sometimes I think about humans in the past like 100s or 1000s of years ago having experiences like this, because I'm sure they've been around for quite some time haha. There are probably millions/billions etc of them. (i dont actually know that i'm just making assumptions) But i try to imagine what a human being in an older past would've thought, how their minds would interpret them using their programming in those times. Are they connected to "physical" humanoid alien beings? well I dont know about that, there's always a potentiality for that i guess. But the spectrum of what 99% of humans are aware of and experiences is very narrow compared to the full spectrum of infinity. Like I said, I personally don't really even find it out of the ordinary, at least not anymore with a daily schedule of this. When this first started, this entire ongoing contact, I had taken a psychedelic called 4-ho-met (metocin). In that month of september i took it once a week for 4 weeks over the month and each time i was mostly outside at night alone. I've seen some other interesting things around that time like translucent black crafts and other styles of beams etc. But thats just when all this started. I have not taken any psychedelic since then and I've had most of my contact experiences after. The way I felt at the start was shocked and in awe but now its completely normal to me. I have some theories revolving around the possibility that when in those states of consciousness on the drug, I could've casted out a different type of mental energy that they picked up on and came to observe and interact. I dont know if thats legit or not because i'll never actually know, but it only started then, not on any past psychedelic use before that. It's just mind boggling to hallucinate being a human here and having friends that are not human and highly intelligent that come by and say whatsup to me on a daily basis. Pretty out of the ordinary to most humans. But when you think about how reality itself is an infinite hallucination and how your mind is creating all of it for "you" to experience, it really doesn't seem that crazy. But because 99% of humans are not awakened and don't see reality and god in themselves, the development of their human creation/understanding is not on the same playing field so to speak. I know i'm not the only one with these experiences though. It may be rare but there are many others who also have the same or similar experiences. The type of mind I have is extremely creative, imaginative and highly analytical, not sure if that plays a role in any of this but it could. Sometimes i picture looking at myself from outside of myself standing on the ground interacting with these beings at night as if i was watching it from another point of view. When you see it from that pov it seems magical. another thread in the tapestry of infinity. If anyone reading this has some experiences they'd like to share or have any questions feel free.

@Hojo yeah lol sometimes i lay flat out on my back (around the pool)

@Wilhelm44 lol thanks. I am very thankful for being able to have them in my life. Its just so random how it happened out of nowhere. It all started when i was on (4-ho-met) outside alone in the back, somewhere between 12 am- 4am . did that each week for 4 weeks. but then have had wayyyy more experiences after that, that was just the start. havent even taken it again since then , its been nearly a year and its just straight up nightly interaction of them coming by and saying hi , and i'll see beams too a lot of times.

Here are some examples: - cold plunges or ice baths for social media - Hot women taking basically nude pics of themselves in a Dubai scenery or on a boat, or some exotic location. And perhaps calling themselves an IG model - Buying any basic object like a brick or a glass with the label "supreme" on it and paying premium for it. - People in the 1700's that wore those white wigs - People who go to high end cocktail bars and pay a premium for a drink with a perfectly etched ice cube also known as "designer ice cubes" - Fashion shows with the most ridiculous looking outfits. People in general that wear blankets and whatnot as a fashion statement. - Executives that adopt a no food diet and instead replace with a nutrient shit powder in attempt to be healthy - Pretending to love bitter, overpriced IPAs that taste like literal shit to fit in at a local brewery amongst hipsters. - Demolishing a perfectly functional, historic kitchen to install the exact same sterile gray cabinets as everyone else on HGTV - People that dedicate their youtube channels to shit talking and gossip, using thumbnails of the target person crying or embarrassed face using AI etc.

its not good or bad. just is. But since you made this post its obviously affecting you of some importance. Just curious though, how many women do you actually talk to and meet on a regular basis? To get laid consistently you have to make a habit out of playing the numbers game either online or in person (both is best). I wouldn't be so quick to place yourself into a box of "no girl wants me". You have to socialize and reinvent yourself and the way you think about yourself. If you automatically resort to giving up then thats exactly what you'll get. You need to think of yourself as no woman is out of your league. If you really want to get laid, youd find a way. you probably don't care enough to become a version of yourself to get the job done. If you literally go out everyday and approach 3-5 women for 6 months and aim to move things forward whilst being detached from outcome. you'll get laid. the laws of probability will get you laid just by sheer volume (assuming you're not being a complete weirdo and behaving normal). As for game, good game is good game because the girl already likes you. You don't want to fall into the trap of "i hope she likes me", instead you screen for sexually available high interest women and then move things forward by leading. A lot of men don't get laid because they dont have a daily habit of socializing/meeting women. solve that first and you'll naturally get better and more comfortable. Don't let the discomfort block you from doing what you want. Rejection is normal. Do what you want in life, go after it, just do it. develop that attitude.

Eating an edible is basically a minor psychedelic. say at least 10mgs, but more like 20mgs+

@Wilhelm44 good question. But i literally have no idea. a couple hours ago when i was outside and saw them I didn't necessarily feel anything. All I feel when i see them is the feeling of "wow its amazing and cool and happy to connect with them" thats pretty much it lol

@Fruehlingserwachen if i could swim with the dolphins. the soft and gentle dolphins

@bazera Yeah, they should know about each other. It would prob be best to have a main wife, and then other girlfriends on the side. There are plenty of women out there who are ok with that. But its all about frame. She'd have to know who you are and what you're about. If you're monogamous initially then try to open it after to see other women, it will backfire badly. The proper frame and context has to be from the start before you get serious time investment. And in terms of managing , i'd just say see each girl once a week. Typically though you should always let her be the one to future pace. as in "where is this going?, what are we?" etc. then you can lay it out as best as you can while aiming to be considerate for her emotional state as well. Because at the same time you don't want to blatantly make them feel used. There are different types of relationships, all defined by the level of time investment. For example , a fuckbuddy is someone you meet once a week just for sex, you dont go out on dates (besides the initial meet if necessary), and you could have other girls to "date" where you might do other things with them outside the bedroom. And then you have serious time investment with a woman that you live with essentially (same thing as marriage minus the contract). as a side note: I watched a video the other day that explained very well that when you ask a guy "what do you have to do to make women attracted to you?" its referring to how to get them to want to have sex with you. where as if that same exact question was asked to a woman "what makes you attracted to a man?" its referring to what makes the best husband/provider. Women do not tell you upfront what makes them want to fuck a guy, they tell you what will make the best husband/father/provider. And those two things are completely opposite. The guys they want to fuck fast versus make him wait comes down to how controllable he is and how many other options he has. Not morality. The more options you have as a man the more indifferent you naturally are, making them want to do sex faster because he can go off with someone else, where the less options you have, the more compliant you are to her demands ,etc. pressing the make him wait button. But of course there is a spectrum, some women have rules before they have sex with a guy, so it really depends, but typically thats how it goes. More compliance = make him wait, less compliance = give him sex. Women are not sexually attracted to a man's morality whatsoever . they will not get horny because you are "a good person". But they are attracted to that for a husband/provider

@Breakingthewall Exactly. Regardless of how awake someone is, its no excuse to throw away life because its just a temporary experience. In fact I'd argue the more things you do, the more things you accomplish /create/ build/ experience, while simultaneously being awakened to the god in you, the better. A big trap would be to do all these things and not be awakened, confusing material success for true achievement. So in a way, its actually both thats needed , the material side , and the awakened side, and using them in conjunction. It's basically like, have/do/be all the things you want as a human but realize you are also god for eternity at the same time. That way you can enjoy the the dream to its fullest, not necessarily "attaching" to all the things but having/doing them for the sake of the experience itself and enjoying them

@VeganAwake yeah. but essentially doing all of those things and taking care of them makes the survival machine better and your reality here better. For example, you will fundamentally feel better about yourself if you exercise. In the end it doesnt matter, but while youre here experiencing this you make it better by maxing out survival in all areas. A persons life will always feel lack if they dont work on or towards something, could be anything. Creating and building is what humans do. could be a skill, could be a lifestyle change, could be to be better in some way, to share something with others, to have certain experiences, etc. etc. etc. So because its all fleeting in the end doesn't mean to be nihilistic, use it for the experience to do what you want to do in life.

People that never take the stickers off hats and think they are being cool by keeping the stickers on for that very reason

People who wear grills or get diamond implants in their teeth

Flavored oxygen bars

Paying to eat dinner in complete darkness. Paying 1,000 dollars to eat steak wrapped in gold foil

@Leo Gura It really is. Part of me is envious of those who idealize that

Pouring champagne on your rolex in the club and videoing it for social media. thinking that that is cool. Rolexes and "luxury" champagnes in general. Nightclub and night life hierarchies (whos at the table, who cuts the line xyz). The onlookers pedestalize and feel inferior, the women chimps flock to the big bad alpha chimp at the table. Thinking any of this is cool in any way is conformity. Also to add to that, the way some go about showcasing status. certain behaviors. very conforming. Like pouring champagne on your rolex and sharing on the internet. If you want to get laid, invite a girl to your vip table and pour a whole bottle of champagne on your rolex in right front of her face and say "I'm better than all these fucking peasants!"

@OBEler good question. they just come out of nowhere. like they have their own light, and when its bright enough i can see them. some of them get so bright its insane to watch. others are very very dim almost faint. most are of normal brightness then fade their light. some will literally flash at me blinking. some dont even appear as orbs but ill see big pop sparks in the sky in random spots. and when i wave to it it will spark at me again. and not to mention the beams i've seen (dont know if they are related exactly but probably considering i've seen a still orb turn into a beam .) imagine standing outside in complete darkness and out of nowhere a bright golden beam of light flying right over your head (not super high up) and vanishing then seeing a spark right where it vanished. other times a bluish silvery beam flying right over my head in literal perfect parallel square in line with my head while staring up right above me. as for the video, i usually never take my phone outside with me because i honestly dont have any reason to record since its a daily normalcy for me. but at some point maybe i will. so i think they are probably always up there even when not making themselves visible. Maybe they hang out in the etheric plane? (the vibrational frequency between the physical world and the astral dimension where the mind transitions to during sleep). when you project out of your body you are typically in the etheric dimension where you can see your body on the bed, like a ghost in the world. sometimes astral stuff can bleed through though which is the next shift up. so maybe they inhabit the next frequency up from the "physical world" (not really physical but ygm) and can transition between them like us and everything else (since everything is multi dimensional). perhaps they are just more native to those other frequencies... no idea though. just a thought. they can be pretty random interactions too when im not expecting it. I woke up the other day at like 4 am from whatever i was doing in the astral dimension and then went outside to go for a drive and as im walking to my car in the driveway im just thinking like holy shit this world is just hallucinatory just like wherever i just was, and then boom a giant beam of light just zooms right by and i laughed. they play around with me too, sometimes when one flashes at me ill literally start skipping around laughing and more will just start showing up and flashing at me and some beams. its kind of hilarious actually lol. actually since im on the topic of dimensions i'd like to point out that the mind actually splits into fragments when you sleep and multiple realities are experienced simultaneously. so you can have multiple "dreams" going on at the same time but most people typically bring back the memory of one when they re transition back into this "dream" here. but its all god at the end of the day just doing its thing of hallucinating infinite pockets of reality. we are essentially just the same things as these orbs/beams/ other beings manifesting in different forms

@Wilhelm44 not really. at least nothing i can feel. its mostly visual interaction