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What would a true ontology look like?

Turns out, there is abyss music (attention: loud and agony) This is a pretty good contender for the best void music. It is pretty well known (it gets worse and worse): This is not music, but I think it fits the maw pretty well. (I searched obsessive girlfriend asmr, and I'm kinda not that surprised that this actually exists lol): I will think about actual music that depicts the maw Which one do you find the most gut-wrenching? I think all three they are pretty damn close. For me, the obsessive gf one is the worst I think. You can just feel the suffocation.

@Hojo Damn that is some heavy stuff man, I hope you are better now. Bro I used "hell" as a metaphor, but it seems like this shit was literal hell for you😭

Thanks! Also thanks for the critique. I agree that the unity-, duality- and the Wave-qualities of field are assumed. But I want to point out that these are super uncontroversial claims to make period. Like who would disagree with that? "There is stuff that kinda sticks together for some reason, but there is also space and separation between stuff". In physics the "everything is a wave" thing is also super uncontroversial.

Yes this is a part of the point of the "breathless state". More CO2 also raises the action potential of the neurons, making them fire less which reduces thinking spirals. This is why people with anxiety hyperventilate, it's the brain trying to lower the action potential to increase neurotic thinking.

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OK, let me be more precise. What I meant was "less volume per second". Long breaths can calm the nervous system very well, there is nothing wrong with them, except if you breathe more volume per second then necessary. There exist misconceptions about oxygen intake. This myth suggests, that "the more you breathe, the more oxygen is in your blood". This is wrong. If you don't happen to hold your breath for a long time, which I assume you don't in every day activity, then there's always enough oxygen in your blood. What's crucial is not how much oxygen is in your blood, but how well the oxygen is delivered to the cells. This is where it gets counterintuitive. The more CO2 you have in your blood, the more oxygen can be delivered to your cells. This is called the Bohr effect. What this means is, the less CO2 you breathe out, meaning, the less volume you breathe per second, the more effectively your cells will get supplied with oxygen. The best way to achieve this is by relaxing the diaphragm. It is called "reduced breathing" and it is an art in and of itself. This is why in advanced Kriya yoga, the aim is to reach the "breathless state".

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Comparing Neurodivergent people with Neurotypical people is like comparing a three star private chef with a microwave. When you have a three star private chef and you tell them that you're hungry it will take them seven business days to come up with the concept for a single meal that is composed in such a way that it will send your taste buds into orbit and change the way you see reality forever. However, you can't rely just on your private chef since if you were to go seven days without food you would starve. This is what the microwave is for to keep you alive. The reason why Neurotypical people are like microwaves is because they filter information so much that they are blind of the richness and depth of being. they have a lower number of synapses in their brain which makes them super fast and efficient, but as a downside, makes them miss details and makes them tend to half-arse tasks. This is the reason for the existence of the bullshit job. Expecting a Neurodivergent person to survive on on their own by engaging in bullshit jobs, is like telling a three star chef to turn into a microwave. The tragedy being if you teach a three star chef that he's supposed to become a microwave through the schooling system they might actually never learn to understand their true selves which is the one whose purpose it is to drive culture forward. This false pressure of behaving like a microwave is now creating resentment in the Neurodivergent person which is directed toward false Demons and windmills. This struggle against the own shadow does nothing other than help stabilize and legitimize the false system which is the root of the suffering and to self-hatred. The resentment of the artists struggle in the capitalist system is embodied by deeply tragic figures, such as Kanye West and Britney Spears. It is the main motif of the brilliant movie "The Menu". The oppression of the neurodivergent is the root problem of the meaning crisis and the reason for the prevalence of fast-food-like culture.

According to Buteyko, there is a painfully easy method to know if something you ate was bad for you: Did your breathing volume increase after eating? If yes, then it wasn't good for you.

The deep hurt is self-alienation. Every person with neurodivergency has the deep hurt, since being neurodivergent means alienating neurotypicals.

@PolyPeter There is a very subtle distinction between being critical of the self vs being critical of an idea that comes from the self. It is very tempting to say "my idea was bad, therefore what produced it was bad, which is me". This is especially true for neurodivergents. This self-critique is very internalized and stems from neurotypicals thinking the ND did something wrong even though all they did was be authentically unconventional. If you once had a neurotypical teacher who has no idea what what ADHD means, which you most certainly did, you most definetly have internalized self-critique if you have ADHD. (The deep desire to work on a personal project is a high predictor of ADHD in my model)

Summary: Drop all external ideals and end self-judgement. Replace ideals with inherent authenticity. For that, learn about your neurodivergency. Stop thinking self-judgement increases survival Stop mistaking self-judgement for skepticism

I just found out that something similar exists already and it's called "fields of sense" and is a part of new realism. Coincidentally, it was invented by a guy named Markus Gabriel, who teaches in my city. A childhood friend who studies philosophy even knows the guy.

The way I am currently trying to solve this conflict, is by trying to show, that reality has the attribute of self-similarity like a fractal. If one were to show this, the top down, bottom up distinction with collapse. My best approach currently, but it is not finished and there are still loose ends, is the idea that reality has "field-like" properties on every level of granularity, and all of existence has "wave-like" properties on every level of granularity. Every time I'm talking about a "space", on this forum the last few days, what I mean is a bounded field, that allows for a standing wave, which is existence to exist. (everything metaphysically speaking)

I have written about the topic here: One also has to be HSP and ADHD in addition to autistic to be able to come up with a conspiracy theory. Dependent on whether the autism dominates, or HSP dominates will change the "flavour" of the theory, with it being more material and logical when you are more autistic and it being more magical when you are dominant HSP. ADHD is the necessity for unconventionality. The reason why you need to be HSP, is because a purely autistic person can only follow instructions. HSP has the ability to ruminate, due to the wiring of their brains, which includes more feedback loops. The ability of the HSP-autistic person is feed a thought back into itself, and coming up with a new thought in that way. When you do that for a long period of time, you will reach conclusions that are far beyond the established knowledge. there has always been these people, they just used to call them, magicians, shamans, and prophets, etc.

I have developed an ontology off hell, which is alienation, which is a super set of what you mean when you say "gore". I made an extensive post about it here: Here's my interpretation of your post: when you say "gore", what you seem to mean is the superset of what I call "the maw" and "the abyss". My interpretation of the first example, is that you have established a relationship with the fences, which has created an existence space between you two (also, the fences are part of the existence space you span with your stepdad). When the fences are destroyed, this space that is a part of you disintegrates, and turns into the abyss. Since there is no existence, and therefore no self beyond the existence space, the feeling that you describe is the feeling of self-disintegration, more broadly, self–alienation. this is also the feeling you have after a break up, for example. More broadly, when you fell abandoned. The second example is an entirely different phenomenon that also leads to self-alienation, which is why you saw the connection. In my model of horror, involuntary fusion,with another being or disfigurement, is horror and alienation through the collapse of boundaries. When you become one with another being, the existence space that you were spanning is collapsing, which is also a kind of loss of self, but an entirely different mechanism behind the abyss. The metaphor that I'm using is "the devouring", which is the maw. In a relationship, this can happen, either when you are too obsessed with one another, or they are traumatized from past alienations, which leads to them to seek unity and cling obsessively.

@Natasha Tori Maru the reason why pets are pure godliness, is because they don't have the ability to reflect on and judge being, because they didn't eat from the tree of knowledge. When you have the ability to judge being, you have the ability to alienate others when you judge, and alienate yourself, when when you self-judge. All hate and all evil originates from alienation. people falsely think that self-judgment is necessary for survival, but that is wrong. If you stop self-judging, you will become so authentic and so loving, that people in your environment will automatically want to help you with anything. People falsely think that self-critique is necessary for skepticism, and this is also wrong. If you have audhd, you don't need self critique to sense, that your current worldview is flawed, and you don't need the motivation to seek the antithesis to your current worldview because you will seek them out of curiosity automatically, and integrate them, making you intuitively engage in dialectical thinking. If you are patient with yourself, you will eventually reach the right conclusions. It just takes time. One of my childhood friends told me yesterday, that I for brief period, believed that the Earth was flat when I was like 15. If you have audhd, you don't get that head start that other people have, who just accept the word view that is given to them. This "starting at zero" of audhd people can lead to frustration, but it is necessary for radical skepticism. Be patient with yourself.

The reason why people don't reply is because they are autistic. Autistic people have elaborate worldviews but it took them super long to get to that point because they take a long time to process new information, since they process more deeply and precisely. Leos worldview for example is always changing, but just very slowly. You can see how slow when you look at his blog. This is not a bad thing, it is a "symptom" of epistemic integrity. When you dump autistic people with new information, it usually takes them multiple days, weeks or even months to process the new information. But if it is good, they will eventually grasp the truth very deeply, it just takes a long time. Also ontology is maybe more niche than you think. The reason why I replied is because I happen to be working on an ontology. But I also need more time to see the potential in your idea. I have the same problem with people not immediately seeing the potential in my ideas, trust me. Just keep posting. Be patient. Don't be discouraged.

this idea that humans have to support themselves is not inherent to being a human. It is a symptom of the cancer, which is civilization. When humans lived in tribes, the idea of "work" didn't exist because everyone was supporting each other by the abundance that is created from authentic living. From civilization, the ideal (and the concept of maturity) arose, and from that self-alienation arose, and from that suffering arose, and from that scarcity arose, and from that cynicism about sharing arose, and from that property arose, and from that capitalism arose, and from that your false view of the human arose.

This is "arbeit macht frei" Nazi logic

The trick is never to be too broad, try to write something specific about her. Also always end on a question you think she wants to answer.

One type of objection that I saw during my quest of convincing everyone they're Neurodivergent (ND) goes something like this: "I think that some people might tend to cling to these Labels is out of hope it might solve their problems" To read this sentence on this forum is kinda funny to me. You think you are seeing through their self-deception but have you ever critically considered that the reason they might do that is BECAUSE IT'S TRUE??????? Is this really so hard to believe??? Is it really so hard to believe that you get to have a good life????? Is it really so hard to believe that you get to live a life without chronic stress chronic neck pain chronic back pain chronic jaw pain chronic I did not know that you could have chronic pain in this body part but here we go chronic migraine chronic my whole body feels like fucking sandpaper in a blender chronic why isn't she responding to the text I sent her that might very well contain every word in the Bible chronic fatigue chronic overstimulation chronic I'm on the internet all day trying to prove people wrong. Also I hate myself chronic burnout chronic I don't have burnout I just sometimes lie in bed all day, but it's just because I'm not self-helping well enough absolutely not because of burnout no no no burnout not me no chronic depression chronic I don't have depression I just sometimes lie in bed all day, but it's just because I'm not self-helping well enough absolutely not because of depression no no no depression not me no no chronic asshole bleeding chronic talking to a girl might as well be mission fucking impossible starring Tom Cruise chronic people suck they get on my nerves chronic loneliness chronic I'm not lonely, I'm just better than everyone. Also I'm lonely. and last but not least wait for it 🥁 chronic fucking BITCHLESSNESS???????????? Learning how to learn to live a life suitable to your personal N In future posts I plan to go into detail about: Why learning about ND solves all your problems. Examples in what way ND can solve all your problems. Examples from my own life. (Oversharing is a strength of mine since I'm autistic 💅) Also about more of the objections like: Labels bad Don't you throw these goddamn labels at me dipshit (totally fair objection honestly lol) I've done an online test, and It says I have low autism you nerd Is the weird bunny creature trolling? Yes but no. I'm having a lot of fun truth-pilling the truth community, but I'm 100% serious about my core message