Beans

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  1. I’ve missed TikTok so much! 😭❤️‼️ https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT2AQhTj8/
  2. Yimpa has definitely came a long way. Spiritually, Physically, and Mentally. doesn’t mean our work is done, but it’s important not over look how much work they’ve put in. And often times they forget to acknowledge it. Though that’s why I believe we’re together to remind each other to celebrate these little victories.
  3. From what Yimpa has told me personally they as of now don’t see themselves switching gender, but rather being both fluid in gender and choosing nonbinary when feeling for it. Yimpa for the most part is nonbinary from what I understand.
  4. ^^ joy cleaned it up though. of course I helped. Just a happy accident no need to shame yourself baby. I thought it was a little humorous to witness that. Not in a mocking manner or way. Though it just reminded me of my baby nephew and niece. No one enjoys an accidental wetting. Though it’s nice to get clean and comfortable again with someone who’s safe. just a little baby ^^ you’ll be alright my love. No one is upset with you, and we can always clean up together
  5. Nothing lasts forever. Emotions come and goes. Well, everything comes and goes! I think for me personally, I accept whatever comes up. I don’t think it’s possible for a human to live in permanent anything forever. Except death, you’re all going down
  6. How do you even qualify a proper awakening? (I love Steve-O!)
  7. I deleted the app and it’s not in the app store i think trump is full of shit and it’s not coming back especially if it’s not back on the App Store. I feel like they’re just playing with emotions at this point.
  8. My great grandfather had cancer. A terrible disease I’d wouldn’t even wish on my worse enemy. From the bottom of my heart, I’m wishing you strength, love and compassion. Your journey will be extremely difficult, but hold onto the things that matter the most to you. And ensure you have a good support system by your side. Don’t expect perfection, especially when going through chemo. You may find yourself more easily irritated and snapping at the people you love. Have patience with yourself and keep in mind that we as humans are flawed. And you are allowed to be angry, allowed to be scared, allowed to be depressed. I invite you to feel all these emotions genuinely and as raw as possible. please keep us updated on your journey wishing you the best - Beans
  9. He looks like he has chlamydia
  10. I don’t like Rat God. why does he look like that if he’s a Rat God. I feel like I would only see Rat God if I was in purgatory
  11. As someone who was also kicked out of my family home (multiple times, while being under legal age ) I can relate to your experience, however the biggest difference is that I would sacrifice my health just to get out of being homeless. Regardless if it’s working in a toxic environment, both literally or just spiritually. Sometimes in life we are forced to do things we don’t want to do. And as much as it sucks that we have to do those kind of things. It’s either that or the greater suffering of being on the streets freezing to death on a cold night, or never knowing when your next meal is. You get to decide which metaphorical blade you want to cut yourself with, because ultimately it’s going to hurt either way. My family is abusive. All the boxes checked, emotionally, financially, physically, I’ve even been sexually abused by other family members just to have my immediate family members not believe me or just straight up protect the pedophile. It took years for me to finally realize this isn’t normal. It took me longer to finally be able to get out of their grasp. It took me forever to finally get my own car, it took me forever to teach myself essential how to drive, it’s currently taking a toll on me on how to maintain my car maintenance. I didn’t know how to do anything so when people gave me advice and when it’s actually useful and good advice. I took it. I’ve worked all sorts of jobs, all sorts of hours. Regardless of it being graveyard shifts, 12 hour shifts. It was all difficult and very painful. Even moments when I had to leave my fur baby with someone I trusted because I didn’t want her to experience what I was going through. And you know I could take the abuse, but being forced to leave my fur baby of eight strong beautiful years. Was the most traumatic thing for myself. praying you find what you’re looking for. Sometimes it’s necessary to bite the bullet friend. Good luck
  12. I dedicated this song to my beautiful partner whom I love very dearly @ https://music.apple.com/us/album/not-a-lot-just-forever/1526437437?i=1526437723 Through your eyes I see A smile you bring to me To your joy, I tether @Yimpa
  13. https://music.apple.com/us/album/painkillers/1332144279?i=1332144502 Very lovely morning Try not to kill yourself today Think of all that you'd be missing Prescription made Painkillers Count your blessings early before the lot will hit the gates Winnings for the lucky living just takes Painkillers Living just comes with a bit of heartache Heartache comes with a bit of young faith Faith stays young till your heart get broken Hope grows up to become someday I never hurt no one and no one will ever hurt me I believe I believe I believe I believe Faith plays dumb till the doubts all leave I believe I believe I believe I believe Manna won't fall till the people all speak I believe I believe I believe I believe Canaan ain't far for the souls who barter their pain for sweet relief My queen won't feed on milk and honey She impartial to the summer sun She's a lone fire burning in the sand And a cold, lonely night without one She cocks her pistols 'fore she pops her collar Oh she's all but lethal pulling off that laser gun She's rips the halos off of angels for the fun of it If all she ever does is smile at you, run What'd ya need these for? Round here the cries die young Fly momma, fly to where you come Speak momma, round here the quiet die young Very lovely morning Don't kill yourself today Think of all that you'd be missing And don't you ever pay mind to that line in your way that says you'll ruin it You'll ruin this for everybody won't you Very lovely morning Try not to kill yourself today Think of all the things you'll be missing Prescription made Painkillers
  14. nerds lol jk
  15. Thank you for this post. God is Great!
  16. Some people aren’t able to adapt to social situations the same as others. there is nonverbal communication, sign language, etc.
  17. That wasn’t an explanation that was a generalization
  18. @Carl-Richard Communications is not a game. neither does communication have rules. Even without perfect grammar. Sentences can still be understood and interpreted. do you really think people come onto this forum for work? Or to be critiquing/graded for the way they communicate? When I was mentioning grammar. Keep in mind the context which is Kendrick Lamar’s music. And the way he speaks; a lot of people refuse to interpret it, because of the way he expresses himself. Those generalizations is exactly what I talk about when people equate intelligence to grammar. It’s just a structure. Nothing more. This deep rooted belief that, just because you speak different somehow makes people “lazy” or a “ delinquent” is just absolute insanity. These generalizations are harmful. And often times undermines people because of those assumptions. It’s how i communicate. Not to mention about your ableism. That’s so insulting and disrespectful to those who struggle with disabilities. Get off your high horse.
  19. I (consciousness) only want you to see me. I don’t care about how others see me. I only want to see you.