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As someone who grew up with family members who had a lot more patience for them. I definitely had to say it. It’s important to call out, it’s important to point out, and bring awareness to the real issues of the underbelly world.

As a representative of Yimpa. I am legally obligated to in fact, state. We will not allow joy to pay TWO kidneys for a Butt Leo Tshirt. Main reasons to why not follows as is It Is not possible to sustain life without your kidneys. sincerely - Beans Yimpa Legal Representation Of Joy Yimpa Attorney Manager And Partner in crime 😼

I’ve been debating the same question for myself. I have extremely little patience when it comes down to sexual abuse, but still struggle actively advocating for myself without bursting into tears. now for the known pedophiles in my family they’re dead to me. And completely cut off in my eyes. for those who condone and excuse their cut off. which is partly why I have little to no relationship with my parents. And that doesn’t seem to bother them either. They never call, text or check up on me. So I don’t bother. I mean do I wish I did? Of course what child doesn’t want their parents love or support. Though when I opened up about my abuse to my mom she didn’t believe me, because I’ve never said anything until the death of my great grandfather. When I became a complete emotional wreck. I told my dad about it, and he didn’t do anything. still talks to those known pedophiles, still invites them over, etc. Though if I say I’m openly queer that’s the only time they will oppose and denounce me. Crazy how thats where they draw the line. I haven’t completely cut my parents off, but I’ve completely distance myself from them. And grey stone them when they’re misbehaving. sorry that you went through that as a survivor of sexual assault I can relate to your pain. today there was an incident where someone was listening to porn very loudly and it triggered the fuck out of me. I was mortified and disgusted. My cousin on my mom’s side use to trick me into playing hide and seek with my siblings and I just to lure me away, then hide us in a spot me not knowing what we’re doing I assumed we’re playing and when we’re alone they would assault me. I didn’t understand what was happening. I completely froze. Other incidents would be him showing me porn. And telling me to look, but I would always look away and feel disgusted and uncomfortable. today some random man was playing porn very loudly. and I was the only one who realized it until I asked @Yimpa if they heard it wasn’t until then they could. I was extremely shaken up and traumatized I reported it to someone and they were asking me where I was standing I showed them, but then the person asked me to walk down the hall to investigate, but that’s when I said no that I didn’t feel comfortable and that I feel unsafe. it wasn’t until I told @Yimpa that I wanted the car keys, because I had to get out of there asap. I felt really invalidated by the person who wanted me to investigate with them, because they didn’t take my concern seriously. And when I said I didn’t feel comfortable or safe they ignored that. I felt so alone and isolated. That I just broke down and sobbed.

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I went on a run this morning. Not because someone forced me to, not because I MUST, but because I wanted to. I run towards my goals. My dreams. My love. My happiness. My inspiration. That’s it. :))

It makes me sad when you are experiencing paranoia like you did today. Please take care of yourself.😿💔

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I am reading a book :3

Police officer does drugs that he confiscated:

Stop the abuse!

Why the long face? (this is a joke) https://www.tiktok.com/@beans0934/video/7477963720182893870?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc&web_id=7477987556051781162

Such a silly goose 🙂‍↔️

This is a disturbing mentality. Addicts have their mind literally high jacked from them, because of drugs. And the way it morphs them is not their control. Yes they become extremely dangerous, and concerning, but regardless they are human beings. Who need help.

Christ I remember my first time eating mushrooms. I vividly remember gagging from the taste and quickly forcing myself to swallow while quickly drinking water to push it down. absolutely disgusting taste. As I waited for it to finally hit me I became annoyed at how long it was taking and quickly grabbed a joint and began smoking. Now I have a pretty high tolerance with smoking pot. So It was the usual smoking routine. Of course the pot didn’t hit me until maybe 10-15 minutes later when I decided to begin cleaning my apartment. It wasn’t until I was in the bathroom of my apartment washing my hands, that I looked up and began to feel not just the effects of my pot, but as well as the mushroom. I instantly felt a difference in my routine. while high on mushrooms I realized that nothing had to be perfect. So I rearranged my fridge after cleaning and organizing it. And placed my fruit amongst several different spots. I just sat and stared. I felt better. I felt as I’ve broken a chain. Free from this fixation on having to do things one way, when I can decide on how I want something. It was a very peaceful high. A very self reflecting experience.

I sleep very deeply and peacefully I can sleep a lot or little depends on my situation

As someone who also gone through extreme abuse with family. I hope that one day you’re able to detach yourself from their abuse. And find peace in your own presence. I use to harm myself as well. I thought death was the only way out of it. I was mortified at the idea of one day I will be alone without the ones I love and trust. I was mortified of how lonely I’d feel. And how scared I was. Though gradually I grew courage. Even if I was shaking like a leaf. I eventually learned I could survive. And so can you. Do not give up. A close friend told me once to be a brave chicken. Meaning even if you are scared and shaking, be brave. You’ve survived the worse days already. If you can survive that then you can survive therapy. We believe in you, and hope for your peace and healing.

I find nothing “feminine” about having periods. I only see it as an inconvenience. And an embarrassment. However, with the right partner it can be less uncomfortable and less embarrassing. especially when they’re attentive and caring. i grew up very tom-boy like so I’ve never really cared or really understood the whole “becoming a woman” aspect I’ve never really heavily identified as a woman as a child gender didn’t exist to me i just wanted to play periods made it more difficult for me to play like how I use to Also just the weird sexualization I got as I grew Which disturbed me greatly

Checkmate!

He doesn’t even look fat. Literally looks like a normal kid

Yimpa, behave yourself.

Even if people did cause problems. As joy’s partner I would advocate for their trans rights as well as human rights. A bathroom is just a bathroom. Just like single unisex bathrooms. Trans women are women at the end of the day regardless if they’re passing or not.

You’re welcome.

Can confirm this