Beans

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  1. I don’t know if this qualifies, but my period has such heavy flows when I’m menstruating. Sometimes I feel like I’m about to pass out if I get up too quickly or if I forget to eat. it’s so embarrassing having a heavier flow. :,) I can’t even have regular menstrual products. It has to be heavy duty.
  2. Nice trees and art!
  3. Wow, she is beautiful!
  4. https://www.instagram.com/reel/DLkAypiRZ6O/?igsh=czBzMng4bWgwNmJy
  5. She/they/he all the same to me tbh whoops Not my journal my bad idk ( i dont know how) how to use this app
  6. Congratulations friend ❤️🫂‼️ I’m also trans I’m nonbinary, but I do enjoy being both genders, but also not being defined as gender. im so happy for you and your journey. Wishing you the absolute best. Take care!
  7. Not you exposing me lmao
  8. I’m gonna cry. This is so heartbreaking. Just know your cat loved you very much I’m so sorry for your loss 😭
  9. I love Boze! She's the best when it comes to True Crime.
  10. This is beautiful. Keep seeking this. Nurture your body and soul, because that spirit dwells inside you. It’s small and powerful. Though it needs you to nurture and keep the fire alive. My friend. Don’t give up. Life is difficult, but as someone who was also suicidal and depressed. I promise you. Life is worth while. And sometimes it gets worse before things get better. Wishing you the best
  11. You were conditioned to think this way. calling people losers and “defeated” who feel suicidal and depressed is absolutely immoral. It’s like kicking an injured person down. if anything your a victim who was forced to retreat into this mindset. Perhaps to save yourself, from ending up in the same mindset of wanting to kill yourself. you should be building your brothers and sisters up. Not giving them a knife to finish the job. This is the mindset the elites/mega rich people who exploit you and your labor wants. For us to tear down each other. Remember it’s not left vs right it’s up vs down.
  12. This isn’t a who has it worse Olympics. Pain is pain. No matter how it differs. When someone is suffering to the extent they want to kill themselves comments like this. Does the complete opposite of helping. It in fact can make it even more worse and push someone to kill themselves sooner. people want compassion and understanding. people just wanna feel heard.
  13. ‼️‼️💯💯 !!!! 100%
  14. As someone who grew up with family members who had a lot more patience for them. I definitely had to say it. It’s important to call out, it’s important to point out, and bring awareness to the real issues of the underbelly world.
  15. As a representative of Yimpa. I am legally obligated to in fact, state. We will not allow joy to pay TWO kidneys for a Butt Leo Tshirt. Main reasons to why not follows as is It Is not possible to sustain life without your kidneys. sincerely - Beans Yimpa Legal Representation Of Joy Yimpa Attorney Manager And Partner in crime 😼
  16. I’ve been debating the same question for myself. I have extremely little patience when it comes down to sexual abuse, but still struggle actively advocating for myself without bursting into tears. now for the known pedophiles in my family they’re dead to me. And completely cut off in my eyes. for those who condone and excuse their cut off. which is partly why I have little to no relationship with my parents. And that doesn’t seem to bother them either. They never call, text or check up on me. So I don’t bother. I mean do I wish I did? Of course what child doesn’t want their parents love or support. Though when I opened up about my abuse to my mom she didn’t believe me, because I’ve never said anything until the death of my great grandfather. When I became a complete emotional wreck. I told my dad about it, and he didn’t do anything. still talks to those known pedophiles, still invites them over, etc. Though if I say I’m openly queer that’s the only time they will oppose and denounce me. Crazy how thats where they draw the line. I haven’t completely cut my parents off, but I’ve completely distance myself from them. And grey stone them when they’re misbehaving. sorry that you went through that as a survivor of sexual assault I can relate to your pain. today there was an incident where someone was listening to porn very loudly and it triggered the fuck out of me. I was mortified and disgusted. My cousin on my mom’s side use to trick me into playing hide and seek with my siblings and I just to lure me away, then hide us in a spot me not knowing what we’re doing I assumed we’re playing and when we’re alone they would assault me. I didn’t understand what was happening. I completely froze. Other incidents would be him showing me porn. And telling me to look, but I would always look away and feel disgusted and uncomfortable. today some random man was playing porn very loudly. and I was the only one who realized it until I asked @Yimpa if they heard it wasn’t until then they could. I was extremely shaken up and traumatized I reported it to someone and they were asking me where I was standing I showed them, but then the person asked me to walk down the hall to investigate, but that’s when I said no that I didn’t feel comfortable and that I feel unsafe. it wasn’t until I told @Yimpa that I wanted the car keys, because I had to get out of there asap. I felt really invalidated by the person who wanted me to investigate with them, because they didn’t take my concern seriously. And when I said I didn’t feel comfortable or safe they ignored that. I felt so alone and isolated. That I just broke down and sobbed.