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And apparently he is now in Vegas meeting the good folks

This is psychology 101.. how bigger the person, how bigger the shadow (unconsciousness). That is why it is important to idolize the right people which requires a keen eye. One can always learn from everybody but worshiping idols is something else. People aren't Gods and they are prone to monkey business. I always smirk when people talk down on big names like Elon Musk and such. If you would had 10% of the power and money he has you would go ape shit and turn into a monster. With great power comes what?

I had one guy friend who was very desperate. And I went out with him once or twice and he made a total ass out of himself, getting into fights with girls and dragging me into it and then pushing me to leave the venue. Being jealous when I caught fish. Once he even tried to kiss a street hooker and I was like wtfff. How one can be that desperate. He even got rejected by the street hooker. It was a true dumpster fire. These guys are their worst enemy but they have the incapacity to see it and when people point it out they get angry or try to drag you into their misery. I had couple of guy friends like these and I quickly learned by people avoid these people. I had some sympathy for them because it reminded me in my olden days but they just try to exploit your sympathy and so no willingness to change. And it is true, changing is very difficult if you don't know what one is doing. And it is the easiest thing if you know what you are doing in terms of patterns.

Word for word?

It is a huge delirious cosmic joke.

It is not actually a fair reaction test because the cue time is always the same so you can time it.

Psychedelics is not the holy grail that will heal you. Insight doesn’t change you. It is just another coping mechanism. Although psychedelics can help you to let go of your own patterns. Too much use of it will create more chaos and accelerate your suicide. Psychedelics should be used as a tool but with a lot of moderation. Your real healing is the hero’s journey and finding meaning on that path which will be your holy grail going forward; aka being your own mini god of your own life being in creation aka not spiritually bypassing.

You believing you need to rape a girl to get some is something that is embodied by SD red. Girls can smell that and it is repulse for them if you live in a western country as somebody from a middle eastern background. They are very tapped into their emotions and they can feel you are just looking for a willing hole. Nobody wants to be a hole that said yes. Your best option is to make friends and learn how to see the opposite sex as equals and not just as holes who say no to you. But to be honest I think you are a lost cause because you are not learning from the threads you open. It is always the same old same old.

Do you take things like L-Theanine for better concentration?

It is definitely something to think about. That is true. I was actually bogged down in SD green for a very long time and by studying others, I got out of it. Jungian psychologists would have a field day in this safari/forum haha. This forum is amazing if you are into psychedelics but obviously there is SD green bias and there is nothing wrong with that as long as one acknowledges it.

The most mind blowing thing is that Leo thinks he understands the universe while he can’t even understand his own psychology regarding his narcissism and other character defects he has. To understand oneself is to understand the universe. And in my opinion he lacks that. It is very cringe to see him talk down on Wilber and such. Somebody who understands consciousness much better than him. He also talks down on Peterson while he clearly hasn’t read his books. In his last video (unstructured 3+ hour lecture)this was apparent. But I think it is still fun to hang out here to see the occasional shit show of mods going at each other’s throat on this high consciousness forum. In my opinion this forum is the best if you are into psychedelics and want to get an inner look of the SD green mind.

Fools always suffer Fools:

Plot twist: there is no everyone else.

I would like to see Gura versus Peterson. Podcast of 2 hours, put them away in a room, keys away and camera and mic on.

Love is just a by-product. Contemplating how to get sun light won't get you sunlight. Just go outside and stand in the sun when it comes up.

One has to be so masochistic that it has to love the suffering of the cross

LOTR is basically about Jung archetypes. It was written in the same age.

Awakening is suffering but living a normal life is suffering too. Awakening suffering is like going to the gym and suffering; it is a good kind of suffering, even a suffering that can be enjoyable in a masochistic way…. while living, eating and fucking like a pig is suffering like you have been walking crooked with a bad posture. Being a hedonistic pig is a suffering that is not pleasant .. Men are the pinnacle of creation so we are made to be that. And anything less will cause even more suffering than the road less traveled. It is not about reaching the highest level of enlightenment but about the road itself. And lovingly carrying the cross of suffering.

Just eye blindingly beautiful.. All praise Apollo

Damn, Ukranians are getting chopped up. So sad Zelensky is throwing away the future of his country (the youth) away so cheaply, basically for nothing, by fighting a lost battle. His end will not be nice when Ukrainian population found at all was for nothing.

Biden is super old too. I don't think Arnold would do well regardless. He is too left wing and too much in Laa Laa land in the eyes of the American people. Besides he is no US born citizen.

True. Sometimes they just go out with the girls for the girls. Most men are more focused on the other sex which can be a turn off if she can feel the neediness.

Such a mischaracterization of Wilber in this topic.

Amazing sketch of the masculine mindset..

Integral model has 4 squadrons. In my opinion it is the best map of consciousness exciting today.