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@TheSelf I never read that in a book. I just know it from intuition. Thanks for sharing. Another thing is overthinking. That is also a huge drain. I think Peterson got in health trouble because of this. No doctor will tell him this. It is too late for him anyway. I think psychedelics burns a lot of prana too. One can just feel it. It is still a necessary evil though. So sometimes I do take it. Good prana starts with good food, sleep and exercise which is the cultivation. And then there is the drainage like overthinking, being over-sexual and various survival state of being are draining too.

I won’t give my opinion yet but I think some are overrated. For example with ChatGPT you will get a lot of value without paying but with Claude you have to pay to get the real deal. It is insane.

If you don’t have high libido anyway wasting your life energy won’t make a big difference. The effects of masturbation highly depends on your biology. For some like myself, retention has huge benefits. The whole point of pranayama is to push up libido from the crotch toward the heart and pineal gland. So you need some libido to have something to work with. Personally I think sexual health and health in general is closely related.

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@Natasha Tori Maru we men usually don’t use that word. It is a subconscious process.

@Princess Arabia it is in the biology of men to screen for it. Nothing personal.

According to this forum it is not needed. I asked it before.

I try to read to Kriya Yoga books on the book list but they are just too long winded and esoteric. I was on page 20 or something and the author was already teaching me how to stick my tongue up my own nostrils. I wish there was a no nonsense guide/book for it.

Men test too but these are codependent men. They screen for security and are afraid to be abandoned. Secure attached or avoidant attached (narcissistic) guys don’t screen women. Their frame is sealed off. If they just want to get laid they will screen for slut test and if they want something serious they test for slut test too. These men can smell a slut from a mile. This is their sixth sense. Masculine containment is just a part of what is really needed for a guy to pass the test. There are far more important stuff which I won’t share here.

I don't want to see my dark side

If angels are not coming out my ass to clean it I’m not doing it.

I don't like the idea of plugging because there is the danger of shitting over my house

There is no systems thinking in Julien's work. In the past his teaching was very masculine, to the point and result based. Nowadays it is very feminine, he just rambles for half a hour without saying anything. I would say he is giving SD orange-green vibes.. I have been to his free event couple of years ago and women were projecting their daddy issues onto him. It was kind of creepy. It gave me Osho vibes.

I'm trying to be less critical to be honest. Ad-hoc criticism is just wasted energy although done with good intentions. It is better to just play along like you and spend my energy on something productive which I'm doing but sometimes I can't help myself lol.

What kind of meditations were you doing? How long? And how many intervals?

Better to get a crack pipe and throw it away after couple of uses. I'm not raw dogging burned stuff that is burned 20 times back to back.

Is it not difficult to dose dmt on those things? Because some residue might stick in the chamber and you might get an overdose.

Corona said hello. I think things changed after Corona. Now you have to know where it is lit if you live in a middle sized city. Big or touristic cities are still lit though.

That is the unconscious creator. The story of Frankenstein wouldn’t be Frankenstein if the creator wasn’t unconscious and in denial. Everything we do has a ripple effect. Especially if you hold a lot of power/wisdom. It is funny how Leo says “you are Leo, you are all”, his talks about solipsism and stuff. And when he is cornered his defense is that he is just a guy making YouTube videos. That is an ok defense for a regular guy but not for somebody who claims to be SD turquoise.

Hitler didn’t kill the Jews. He only gave the order. Having fun?

I don’t think it is a decision he made. He was a normal guy before his deep trauma got triggered. One can’t just decide to stop having a pathology.

That retreat is going to create some Frankenstein’s for sure. I think he underestimates how trauma is a regular thing in society. Everybody already forgot about Connor. A creation who is disowned by its master.

There are a lot of crypto Christians here. Only few followers of Leo follow the cult of alien consciousness.

In the past I had bad connection with my body and I would do psychedelics and that would traumatize me. But now after studying Ralston my trips are much more harmonious because I can feel the air while I’m flying so to say. In the past I couldn’t and I would just crash. Ralston’s teaching is like learning to fly while Leo’s teaching is to just put on the jet pack and hope for the best lmao. Personally I’m leaning more towards Ralston’s approach. Consciousness steroids (DMT or else) should be taken with moderation. It shouldn’t be relied on.