Aren't you "waiting in the field"?
My previous retreat didn't quite feel like nut creme, cripple stages and all that.
The fact that God has to solve puzzles to get here. They're not getting any easier neither.
But I guess you wanna achieve the stage of not understanding whether to take pain onto yourself to protect "others" or not. I mean, that the truth is one slippery beast is an interesting theory.
But I guess that's what the world is left with. Painful and rather dark insights.
I like that all insights are getting yin & yang-like, like a trickster. Well, truth seeking ain't for me no more. My previous retreat was a humongosly close call. Ever felt them viechles running around inside your head? Pure cotton candy for mind, body and soul.
You see, by infinity - all "falsehood" has to be understood. I guess God once asked itself: "Is it possible to wake up with someone through technology?".
Truth seeking journey, straight to the hospital. Ever thought a human being could experience spirituality raising out from the smartphone? Because what's the real distinction between technology and mind? The singular point which has to get enlarged before we enter? I've already seen that one.
I kinda understand now why people can believe that authority can mind control birds. I took those ideas onto myself. Do I win anything here?
Blowing out the mind into an illusion is not an easy task. And... Why is there even inner engineering to begin with? We don't wanna speedrun reality, especially not for free.
Ever felt the need using your mind to program "we/you/they/them and I" with your last resorts?
Well, no biggie. Just gonna have to play the cards given. Hope ya'll are doing fine! ✌️
