One night, I was laying in bed staring under my eye lids. Suddenly, a tree forms right before me just within seconds. I begin looking at this tree hoping it doesn't disappear.. and then a bright light starts to shine forth. Suddenly, I am no longer in my bed and in a dark room. I'm standing on the side of a street, its bright day light and there is the tree still in front of me. I was now able to walk over to the tree and touch it. I was fully aware that I was just laying in bed half naked about 10 seconds ago, so this wasn't just some loosey goosey dream. I began to look at everything very hard to make sure I wasn't fooling myself. Nope.. I really was standing in some neighborhood and the bed was no longer behind me. You'd think this was clear evidence that would have convinced me instantly that I am this infinite field of consciousness aka God. Few questions..
1. After following Leo's work for 6 years and with these mystical experiences... why am I still struggling to surrender to this with a "what if it isn't really true" thought in my mind every time?
2. In a dream if I'm about to die, I wake up back in my bed safe n sound. If dreams are made of the same stuff as reality, what happens if one were to die in this waking dream?
3. Leo says God is an infinitely conscious being that can't go anywhere and will be here forever. Does he mean at age 100 it'll croak and go into the dark void where everything came from originally so technically its still there in a sense... Or does he mean in the year 3054, I will continue waking up early and clocking into this same dead end job?!
Thanks!
