What Am I

You'd only have to reheat the crystals before each use if you use the specialized method that I mentioned where you vape the substance without a carrier. Otherwise, it's definitely possible when using PG or PEG-400 as a carrier to dissolve the psychedelic and have it remain as a liquid, assuming you don't go over a ~1:1 ratio carrier:substance. Here's a basic guide that can probably explain it better than I could. Let me know if you have any specific questions. https://www.erowid.org/chemicals/5meo_dmt/5meo_dmt_article2_vape_pens.shtml

I'm with you on the welding of doors being an incredibly dangerous and irresponsible solution. It's almost surprising they'd go to those lengths, but I think China is kind of unique among developed nations in caring less how their actions look to the outside world.

Everybody is afraid of China, though. If the Western propaganda I've consumed is true, and I believe it is, their leadership has little hesitation in doing some hardcore shit.

That's $9000 USD. It's my understanding that this is a year's salary in Brazil. So it's even more radical still. It seems like a cartoonish outburst from an immature child.

Good point. I suppose it's all very nuanced, and sometimes the outcomes are counterintuitive. I don't envy the people who have to plan for such events. But I also don't envy the masses who will be subject to those plans. All we can hope for is intelligent and selfless leadership.

Pretty reasonable answer, I agree. If an illness was severe enough, people would likely lock themselves down out of fear without needing additional "encouragement". I guess in the case of covid, it was in too much of a gray area to where the risk was clearly there, but it was not at all on the level of something like the Black Death. So a full consensus among the populace never formed and many were far more willing to accept the level of risk.

Right, very mysterious. I guess I can't claim to fully understand why there's variations in some peoples' experience of the supreme state. I imagine it has a connection to kundalini. As you read through reports of "white light" breakthroughs, kundalini activation is an incredibly common theme, and it's a very essential part of my own experience as well. I think it's possible that if you put your focus in that direction, the infinite black emptiness may take on new characteristics.

@shree that's awesome, thanks. I haven't ventured into e-mesh vaping yet, and your method makes it look easy. You can fully dissolve 5meo into a carrier liquid like PG and then vape it in an e-juice vaping device. The process usually involves heat to force the 5meo to dissolve. The strength of the mix would depend on the ratio of 5meo to PG. I'd suggest this battery and these carts. For the battery, you can set the voltage ~2.5v and experiment up and down from there. For the carts, you can leave the air valve wide open. This combo should produce a very smooth vape experience. https://www.vpm.com/yocan-kodo-pro-battery/ https://o2vape.com/product/vari-flow-vape-cartridges/ Another option would be to load the 5meo freebase directly into the cart and melt it with some heat. This will transform the crystals into a liquid, where it'll remain that way for ~30-60 minutes and can be properly vaped in a cart. The liquid will obviously be as strong as possible since it's pure 5meo, but you can either lower the voltage on the battery or take smaller hits if your goal is to "wade into the pool" and explore different levels and aspects of the 5meo experience. I like the idea of taking secondary chemicals out of the equation entirely, since they can have their own effects on health.

Here's a stylized representation of the typical initiation of the state.

Davino has the right of it. Religions start from an individual or group who becomes genuinely enlightened by skill in mysticism. The methodology for how to accomplish it is recorded and passed on. Over time, the original intention of the religion is diluted to the point where most practitioners no longer realize what spirituality really is. It's easy to make fun of religions based on the modern examples set by the masses, but it'd be a better move to trace back the religion to its origins, and to the true message it was trying to communicate.

Here's a thread on another forum where a user (Rising Spirit) describes his previous whiteout experiences using LSD. At the time (2018), he hadn't yet used 5meo, and he was curious to hear reports of what it's like. You can see there's a break in time in the thread, and then he returns in 2021 after having used 5meo. He goes on to describe his experiences in excruciating detail lol. This guy is extremely verbose and communicates in a unique way, but it provides the opportunity for a very detailed description of the state which 5meo can potentially produce. https://forums.5meodmt.org/index.php/topic,50719.0.html The same guy has many other posts on that forum where he goes into even more detail around his 5meo experiences. It's really helpful stuff for anyone trying to get a better grasp on this particular branch of spiritual experience.

Have you ever used 5-MeO-DMT? For people like you who are able to pull off this tricky maneuver using LSD, I'm always curious what you experience when you use the psychedelic offering the most direct path to the white light that there is.

Sorry for posting yet again, but I get really enthusiastic about the topic. I've been following this forum for a while, and one of the LSD reports that stood out is another where the user experienced kundalini and got blasted into the white light. Though they describe it as golden, but I'm fairly certain it's interchangeable, as the intensity of the light (and the corresponding depth of awakening) creates subtle variations in its shade. This guy was interesting because he seemed not fully aware of both kundalini as a phenomenon and the white light as a recognizable marker of divinity. Yet he experienced both at a very high level, and claims to be able to do so on command using a low dose of LSD. Probably quite naturally talented, as OP likely is as well.

Here's some more. I'm not well versed enough in the various religions to know if some of these are just AI hallucinations, but it gets the point across. Sorry for the multiple posts in a row. In Sikhism, the "Divine Light" (Jot) is a central concept that refers to the divine presence of God. It is often depicted as a brilliant white light that guides the seeker on the path to spiritual enlightenment. In Jainism, the "Siddha Shila" is a state of spiritual liberation that is often depicted as a brilliant white light. In Taoism, the "Taiji" or "Supreme Polarity" is sometimes depicted as a brilliant white light that represents the ultimate reality and the source of all things. In some forms of Kabbalah, the "Ein Sof" or "Infinite Light" is a divine light that is often depicted as a brilliant white light that emanates from the divine source. In some forms of Hermeticism, the "Divine Light" is a central concept that refers to the divine presence of the universe. It is often depicted as a brilliant white light that guides the seeker on the path to spiritual enlightenment. In some forms of Theosophy, the "Akashic Light" is a divine light that is often depicted as a brilliant white light that contains the records of all human thoughts and actions. In some forms of Wicca and other forms of modern Paganism, the "White Light" is a symbol of the divine feminine and the goddess energy. In some forms of Sufism, the "Nur Muhammad" or "Light of Muhammad" is a divine light that is often depicted as a brilliant white light that guides the seeker on the path to spiritual enlightenment. In Baha'i faith, the "Light of God" is a central concept that refers to the divine presence of God. It is often depicted as a brilliant white light that guides the seeker on the path to spiritual enlightenment. In some forms of Gnosticism, the "Pleroma" or "Fullness" is a divine realm that is often depicted as a brilliant white light that contains the divine spark within each individual. In some forms of Rosicrucianism, the "White Light" is a symbol of the divine and the ultimate reality. In some forms of Freemasonry, the "Blazing Star" is a symbol of the divine light that guides the seeker on the path to spiritual enlightenment. In some forms of ancient Greek mythology, the "Aether" was a divine substance that was often depicted as a brilliant white light that filled the upper air. In some forms of ancient Egyptian mythology, the "Ra" was a sun god who was often depicted as a brilliant white light that symbolized the divine presence. In some forms of Native American spirituality, the "White Light" is a symbol of the divine and the ultimate reality, and is often associated with the spirit world and the ancestors. In some forms of Celtic spirituality, the "Imram" or "Otherworld" is a spiritual realm that is often depicted as a brilliant white light that contains the divine spark within each individual.

I guess I can't say for certain wtf it actually is, because I honestly don't know. But it's definitely something.

Here's the answer I received from an AI chatbot when asking if "white light" mystical experiences are common among the world's wisdom traditions. In Buddhism, the concept of "clear light" or "white light" is associated with the ultimate reality and the state of enlightenment. In Tibetan Buddhism, the "clear light of death" is believed to be a state of consciousness that arises at the moment of death, where the individual experiences a brilliant white light. In Hinduism, the concept of "Brahman" is often described as a brilliant white light that represents the ultimate reality and the divine. In Christianity, the concept of "the light of God" or "the divine light" is often associated with a brilliant white light. In some Christian traditions, the experience of a white light is seen as a sign of spiritual awakening or enlightenment. In Sufism, a mystical tradition within Islam, the concept of "nur" or "light" is often associated with a brilliant white light that represents the divine presence. In some indigenous cultures, the experience of a white light is associated with shamanic journeys and spiritual awakening. These are just a few examples, but the concept of a mystical state involving white light is a common theme across many spiritual traditions.

Another option is to give PEG-400 a try in place of a PG/VG mix. It's denser than PG but less dense than VG, and it's been known to be less irritating on the throat and lungs than PG.

Pretty good point. It's possible spiritual attainment is the lynchpin of a truly healthy human society. Considering only a minute fraction of humans on earth are even aware of its existence, maybe it's not so surprising we're in this unfortunate state. True freedom for everyone may not sound so wacky when all individuals experientially comprehend their literal unity.

I've created a 5-MeO-MALT HCl + PG/VG mix with successful results. If I remember correctly, it was a 1:3 ratio of malt to PG, and a 1:1 ratio of PG to VG. It vaped normally with the expected results. If you're feeling adventurous and you're responsible enough to handle it, intramuscular or subcutaneous injection is a foolproof solution.

No doubt there's some legit truth here, but I think we're seeing all around the world how a person reacts when you try to tape their mouth shut, regardless of how nonsensical their utterances are. The push-back and uprisings are certainly not limited to the US. Not saying I know of a better way to deal with it, just making an observation about our rapidly decaying situation. In a world where the epistemic deviance becomes too severe, I wonder just how far things would go to maintain order. Would exterminations really be off the table? It may seem so silly to us right now, but appropriate solutions are always relative to the current situation.

Interesting point. With the left's current control at the management level of those agencies, perhaps what we're currently seeing is actually the right's comeuppance for past injustices. Maybe it's them who should have been careful what structures they put in place.

I'd have to agree. Perhaps the left will be lucky enough to experience it for themselves, with all the precedent and fancy new apparatuses being put in place. Anybody remember the Disinformation Governance Board that the US attempted to stand up in 2022? Thankfully, public outcry pushed it back into the shadows. But if anyone pays attention to the way bills are publicly rejected for a time and then reemerge in a new form, it's not impossible to conceive of a centralized and enforced source of truth being implemented.

Destiny made a good point in one of his recent streams. He said that whenever he considers the benefits of an additional power being added to a government, he reflects on the way in which this power can then be used by the alternate side. The obvious example here being Trump. If the US government, and the executive in particular, was granted expanded authority in controlling public discourse, is anyone able to play out the thought experiment to see how that could become disadvantageous?

Exactly true. Democrats realized the power that comes from using a message of fear and shining a light on an ominous conspiracy-sounding title with a deadline attached. It's similar to the way a phishing email is constructed, where manipulation occurs by providing a sense of urgency with a limited time to act. The right has its own counterparts, such as the UN's Agenda 2030.