ExploringReality

That's what happened to me!!! It was an awakening of absolute solipsism. I realized the Self is all there is. I've been dreaming it all right here, right now. Everyone around me is invested in the dream and I need to continue swimming in survival but I realize there is only me dreaming forever. It's hard to stomach this because my ego feels alone and scared. I want to believe others are real apart from me again. I want to cry.

Someone attacking you is only evil from your perspective as a survival organism that has an ego to defend, has self bias and core metaphysical assumptions of the nature of reality. You can skillfully defend yourself from an attacker without projecting evil onto it. Because from the perpetrators perspective or what you call an evil person, they are acting from good intentions from they're point of view no matter how fucked up and twisted it is. They believe they are doing good even if it's selfish and destructive because it serves the egos survival, identity and agenda . So calling someone or something evil inherently is a construct of the ego minds drive to survive because you can't see the infinite diversity of the relativistic nature of reality, only how it serves or threatens you. What you call evil is what doesn't serve your survival or what you believe is good for another. Contemplate that without getting defensive. Try to open your mind that reality has infinite requisite variety and truth doesn't always serve you, you selfish fuck. This is the insight in a nutshell that I dreamed last night.

@Eskilon That's amazing. My love of skateboarding go hand in hand with Consciousness. The beauty and the artistry of reality skateboarding its own waves.

Consciousness is the awareness of existence. Existence is the ground of being, being is the essence of reality. Love is the unifying force that connects all things. (Satchittanada) Truth is a slippery beast, Truth is paradoxical. Truth is present moment experience. Truth is so obvious yet so profound. Truth is God. Truth is God's Sleep and Awakening.

Discipline is doing things when you don't want to, and doing the things you want to when you don't feel like doing them. Stay focused. Remember the big picture, don't get lost in petty human drama. Accept death as it comes, embrace life as it is.

Wow!!! Amazing!!!!! This really struck me at the core. This is Self Realization!!!!!!! Ohh My God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am having flashbacks and experiences of all my LSD and mushroom experiences. This is deepening my insights.

@Leo Gura His advice doesn't contradict hard work and doing grinding work. He's saying when you're following your highest excitement, you take action in that direction of your highest excitement which involves hard work and discipline, not an escape. He's talking about tapping into your zone of genius basically. Being on the edge of your creative capacity.

@Leo Gura Holy shit. Just the psychology of Donald Trump is incredible in understanding deception, ego maniacal self-absorption and power. It's like a grueling face of corruption.

@UnbornTao I love you!! Cheering you on. You got this. You are shining that light and we are all here at the campfire of consciousness sharing its own unique journey.

@The Renaissance Man It last the whole day for me, It takes away my cravings for energy drinks. I take it in the morning after a light breakfast such as powerful smoothies and organic pasture raised eggs. It is for endurance, recovery and mental alertness but there is no jitters or crash. It is stable I just pop the recommended dose at one time. The supplement goes hand in hand with my other habits because it's not a quick fix, I have amazing work ethic and I push my body running, sparring and skateboarding. But since I've taken these I can see a tremendous improvement in all my performances. It's really like going from pushing through the day and needing energy drinks to boost me to having a clear clean and smooth stable alertness without a stimulating effect and my consciousness is on edge with whatever I'm doing. It does help me with my concentration practice. I wake up very restful and filled with energy because the supplement has a muscle recovery effect. They go together for me.

@Sincerity Heard. I was being childish, it is funny to poke fun but I'm just swimming in mud at that point. My apologies.

@TruthFreedom Yes your words are garbage, rubbish. My advice cannot help you because you trapped yourself in your own ego solipsism, not actual solipsism.

@TruthFreedom There it is! Throw that shit out the window. Fast!!! That's what's keeping you sad mate. Redeem yourself. Start fresh man it's not worth carrying all that baggage you picked up. It's confusing you and keeping you stuck in arguing and defending.

@TruthFreedom It's best not to talk like you still do. With all due respect

@TruthFreedom this joke went over your head. You took that literally? Dang what else do you believe?

@TruthFreedom Lay of the booze

@TruthFreedom God has the biggest dick lol

@TruthFreedom Watch your step before you break a leg

@TruthFreedom What is your position on this really, no hocus pokus. What is your belief?

@TruthFreedom Actually, everything is a projection of one mind. Reality is an infinite hallucination with no ground. There is no other mind but your own. Our separate minds are what is being imagined and you don't appreciate this because your not awake. You believe deep down that you are mind- independent. There is only consciousness. There is only one whole, complete absolute existence. It's playing you and me.

@TruthFreedom Your lost in concepts about words such as God self and others. Everything is God, there is nothing but God. God is talking to itself. It's like a huge infinite mansion that God divided itself into different rooms and pretends to exist apart from itself and create the illusion of others.

@TruthFreedom There is no one else but you. ExploringReality is a projection of your mind. I Am is above and below.

Duality is non-duality in disguise. Relatively speaking you are not conscious of yourself as God. That's okay bro, you can still work at it. It's not about my wording, my words point to something like a finger pointing at the moon. Your stuck at the finger. Your taking the finger to be the moon. You will create fantasies about truth by staring at concepts and words.

This is the delusional trap of ego conflation. Don't kid yourself. You are God, but you have yet to realize yourself actually. You can tell this is pure ego and deception. God realization is something that can easily be misunderstood and people say the dumbest things as though they know what they are talking about.

@TruthFreedom He clearly states in that video that yes he is a dream character, but that he is no other than you. You are Leo. You are trying to help yourself remember that you are the only one, by teaching yourself this stuff so that you can awaken. Leo is not some special dream character. What's required is a non dual awareness that you and others are only the ever present One Self. You have a misguided notion of what solipsism entails. When you realize what other is and what self is, you realize that you created everything perfectly. Whether consciousness remembers or forgets itself. Your petty ego is projecting it's control and bias on solipsism anthropomorphically as though you would just manipulate reality to serve your petty human agenda and stage of moral development. Heaven is here, it is now. You are God yes. Thy Will be done. You truly aren't conscious of yourself. You are only imagining from the dream characters perspective that you've created for yourself. You need to go meta so you won't fall into the trap of conflating absolute with the relative.