ExploringReality

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  1. Happy Halloween you freaks!! Leo why do my thoughts and contemplating synchronize with the episodes you drop? Must be a sign of doing the work
  2. If you don't use it, you lose it.
  3. @- Adam - i love watching and observing people smoke salvia, I just hate the people filming and the stupid people laughing and ridiculing the subject. I have not. I have it though, but I haven't smoked it yet. I have only done magic mushrooms, up to seven grams in the dark and over 40 LSD trips. My first step is to take an iPec coaching course and take action on my career choice, and then at some point I will smoke 5meo
  4. Damn, I realized that my entire life purpose is to give so much value to other people, build my foundation so I can trip on salvia and DMT, exploring reality and consciousness and bringing my insights into my coaching and teaching career!
  5. What are the most probable reactions upon hitting it? You become infinite, but wondering what the most probable reactions will be upon for me. Am I going to just sit there and take it in or is it so mind-blowing that my reactions might be unpredictable? Cause with salvia, people tend to move franticly and are completely out of this reality.
  6. I love listening to Alan Watts especially years ago but now YouTube's algorithm is spitting up AI shit. I'm cautious to listen to it and I'm glad I'm getting some feedback here because it doesn't sound real and authentic. And I don't want my mind to get filled with plastic flowers of Alan Watts
  7. You don't know what true prayer is until your in an extremely bad psychedelic trip. You will beg for mercy and become truly religious in the divine sacral sense.
  8. What do you think about prayer; not doing it for something but rather for being alive and being extremely grateful of existence? Most people use prayer as a means to an end, to escape suffering or to benefit themselves or others. Also people pray because that's how they grew up with an idea of what prayer is and how to do it and what it means. Prayer is sacred. It's not about getting something or getting away from something, that's survival. Prayer is a very beautiful thing but it gets abused and corrupted by the ego for the means of preserving a false self
  9. Prayer is surrender of your selfish, narcissistic, devilish, ignorant self to Truth. (The Lord’s Prayer) Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name; thy kingdom come; thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread; and forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us; and lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. Amen. Islamic opening prayer: In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful. All praise is due to Allah, the Lord of the worlds. The Most Gracious, the Most Merciful. Master of the Day of Judgment. You alone we worship, and You alone we ask for help. Guide us on the straight path —The path of those who have received Your grace; not the path of those who have gone astray or incurred Your anger. These are great but it's a trap to dogmaticly believe them or just parrot them.
  10. Damn!! That sounds incredible. You literally have to brace yourself during the trip. I once took a 1000 milligrams of an edible weed brownie at 10:00 am. The rest was history 🤣
  11. Okay, I've got leather lungs because I do use cannabis LOL so I'm sure that would help. So in this case with vaping I can measure the dose based off the experience correct? I'm looking for a full breakthrough, I'll build up to it based off taking in small inhales and deepen the exhale as I get more experience with it. In the future I will do the plugging method, because I don't have any qualms about that and I'm sure it would be very pleasurable as well. Interesting as well in the past you told me that you're not into anal sex with girls, but you do prefer plugging 😁
  12. Leo, besides your entire body of work. This thread and your last answer is the most practical, physically and metaphysically of reaching God
  13. @Leo Gura thanks bro. I have the 5meo, now I'll learn how to build a flavorless vape juice cart and I'm all set. For vaping 5meo, how much would you suggest for me, what to expect and how I can measure the dose so I have certainty on the amount I'm taking in.
  14. Have you heard of maria Sabrina, the mushroom shaman of Ecuador? She passed away but she was an amazing service to the people around the world and I believe she facilitated a trip of Albert Hoffman, the synthesizer of psilocybin and he underwent his mushroom experiences to do science on them phenomenologically with his wife.
  15. No. I didn't know it was said that long. I came up with it in my own mind, it was my own insight but it's cool that I'm not the only one! Isn't it true that scientists and sages throughout time, stumbled upon insights that other people had as well? I'm not claiming to own that term, I only phrase it that way because I came upon it myself and not just hearing someone else say it and copying them. Like when the Europeans colonized the Americas, they didn't discover it right, but they made that journey and discovered it for themselves even if it was already occupied
  16. @Leo Gura My game now is to forget that I'm God, and get my ass back in the dream. It's like spoiling a movie for yourself, I just want to spread as much love as I can to other people, and strive for greatness in the world before it vanishes.
  17. "INFP power" funny enough, I’m actually ENFJ. My post wasn’t about personality style, but about a developmental stage where consciousness becomes self-validation. It’s less about inward idealism and more about realizing the self-knowing nature of awareness itself. I'm not sure if that was a stereotype shorthand on your part.
  18. No. What I mean is that once one becomes God-realized, consciousness is self-knowing and self-validating. Epistemic dependence belongs to the relative, dualistic stage of development, childhood, ego, learning. Epistemic sovereignty belongs to the absolute, nondual recognition of consciousness as its own ground. It doesn’t depend on another knower.
  19. @bazera All the survival stuff, think of Maslow's hierarchy of needs bro. Finances and business are crucial to have a safety net so you won't hit rock bottom. Your doing great, I'm 27 but I started psychedelics when I was 19 and it made it hard for me to be ambitious because I found God. I'm slowly getting my finances and career in order all thanks to Leo's life purpose course. I'm still doing all those survival things to get me to a spot where I can rest with God and not worry about survival while checked out of the game every now and then.
  20. I can't tell my family they aren't real!!! They will think I lost it haha Im pretty good at keeping my mouth closed. But my eyes are dilating and I love to look. I love to look at my consciousness. I can look at my eyes in the mirror for hours. Before I do anymore tripping, my last mushroom trip, the mushroom told me to not trip again before my finances and relationships are aligned or else it will teach me a hard lesson. I straightened out since then. I can say I am a kinder gentler person because of psychedelics. I've realized that life is imaginary and that I need to get my shit together and get my ducks in order before I rip apart the fabric of survival again. A lot of bad trips for me personally have stemmed because of personal issues or just how shitty my life was. All my psychedelic troops have been what you would call a really bad horrific trip, it's like when a drug addict has a really gnarly intervention and they're forced to hit rock bottom and really self-reflect to the point where it hurts. Those are the kind of trips that I'm interested in. And I am very grateful to have them and I wouldn't change them for anything else in life
  21. @Leo Gura I just want to get on my knees, cry and just pray. This is strong stuff that gives me flashbacks to an LSD trip I had. I had a strong God realization before that terrified me because I know my life is purely imaginary. But I couldn't tell anyone this without sounding crazy Leo. I can't unsee what I saw. I had a hallucination in which I awoken as a dead man without a body in a coffin, alone and I am dead for a eternity, but I try to forget that I am alone and immortal by dreaming my current life. When I awoken, I couldn't see myself and I was scared because the whole point was to forget myself. When I realized I am alone, I freaked out.
  22. I can know God because I am God? This present consciousness right now is God? Is that why it's called Awakening, because God is asleep or dreaming Im not God? Why do I as God do this? Why the forgetfulness and remembering? Why hide and seek? Why do I sneak up behind myself and say boo!? Existence is the ultimate proof? The light of my own consciousness is God? Why do I look for God everywhere besides this present consciousness? Sorry for the long rant. Is God realization some big bang of an experience or is it a simple ta, dah!!! Moment like remember my glasses are on my face? Why is God unrecognizable to myself as God? What am I missing? I had Awakenings of God realization but they scared the shit out of me, probably because my dose was to high. My journey from that point was to just get back to a sane sense of reality and to live in the dream of survival. Eternity, Infinity and deathlessness scared the Jesus out of me so I am here, playing survival but I want another awakening because my last peak was about 7 years ago
  23. Leo!!! Cough up the good stuff. Like Terrence mckenna said " take a good look at the people around on this forum, somebody here has what your looking for" 😅