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You make me feel like everything will go in the right direction. Thank you🙏❤️

@jimwell thanks thanks thankkss for your messagee, it reassured me a lot. Hahahah everyone tells me this, but im so serious about my relationshiipp, at least as seriously as I take life in general (not a lot) I didint know her, but its definitely me. So accurate.❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

@TheGod for y I don't care about him having other girls. With x maybe I wil be a little bit sad, but I will accept this if this makes him happy. The problem comes if x breaks up with me for this experience that im making with y.

@mr_engineer the point is that I don't want to break with x at all. But I still want to meet y, and be at least friends. its a risk that I have to take or not. btw thanks for all the advices ♡♡♡

@mr_engineer no I don't want at all children with y

I don't want children now, but in the past I liked the idea of having a baby with x in our future. I want to build a life with x, but im still obsessed by y, I want to meet him and love him anyway.

@Schizophonia im looking for help, im confused, and write here helps me to reorganize thoughts, and I also can find useful others ideas and advices if they have.

@mr_engineer the problem is that I want both, why I can't be free to love two instead of one? btw if I have to choose I'll choose x immediately, but x is also my confort zone, and make a choice will make me in part unhappy of course bc I'm also in love with y and I want him to be my friend. (I don't see a future together with y, also bc he is very far from me) I want to be free, and my ideal choice will be to deal with both of them, not with just x. The point is, is this a crazy idea? am in being just a fool?

This is so cool.

I do not use marijuana, i've just tried 2 times but in microdoses, a few hits from friend's joints. Nothing relevant. I've smoked a big dose last night and then i immediately felt extremely high and slowed down, until my body started to tremble uncontrollably, for one hour staight. I immediately thought about salvia experiences because salvia always push my body down the floor, and kick my ego until it shuts up. I had an hard ego death, i felt like i will never come back to 'normality'. I started to say that i'm god dreaming everything, laughing while my unsignificant ego was trembling because it was almost dead. I thought that i will dream my phisical death soon, before this dream will end definitely. I turn back to reality when i manifest to myself the real desire to continue my 'normal' life. This was hell crazy, i managed to control way way better shrooms, has weed got this power?

@Bandman I dont think that's the point, of course getting old can be more hard for some people. But at the end everyone will have their own horrible problems (not just health) But we arent what we experience in this life, its just a small small part of the whole. For me the point is how to manage this fact

With this mindset i will die soon, a few years at the latest after an effective realization of this

Luckily he had overcame the terrible experience, there's another video on his channel where he explains...

@Schizophonia i started with shrooms, then tried salvia...after my experience with shrooms i wanted something deeper. There's a strange part of me who only wants to be destroyed by psychedelics, i found that i can learn lot of things from profound ego deaths, the deeper you die, the better you learn, and enjoy the simple life after the experience.

@Schizophonia never touched lsd

@Schizophonia Mm it wasnt exactly like the video, when i did salvia i saw the room slowly melt into a black and white place made of pure shapes. When weed triggered salvia, i saw something like little fractals inside objects, for exaple the wall was full of spots, and every spot was a little fractal. Also with eye closed, the black in front of me was full of grey spots

I did salvia almost one month ago ahahahhaha.

Have you got any advices for a first time salvia trip? (Doses, mindset, tripsitting) Thanks🙏♥️

@shree this is so craaazyy ahahahhahaha

I was out in a park, isolated, and a tree became a shaman who was calling me to him, to teach me the most profound and important enlightement ever. Everything becames imposing and majestic in front of my small, unsignificant, low conscious ego. The shaman was worring me and inspiring me at the same time. He kept me on the edge of my seat for a long time, and then when it comes the moment for the teaching, he starts to fool me around and laugh of my ego with all the entire universe. At the beginning i felt unconfortable and destroyed but after a while i started to laugh with everything around me, and i immediately thought: "did you really believed there was a teaching? There's nothing to learn nothing to explain"

I did 2 times, first with a tripsitter, and i completely lost the sense of my body, so i wasn't able to move at all. Second time, i did alone in a locked room full of pillows. I didin't have an effective breaktrough, i could open my eyes and see almost 'normal' reality, but salvia pressed hard on my entire body telling me to not move.

@Schizophonia yes of course @Carl-Richard ahahahhaha

Porn makes people think that the female figure, and sex in general, can be bought and consumed. This aspect it's not acceptable for me. REAL sex should be free, not filmed and sold to other people. We aren't products, we just want to spread love through sex. But maybe in this society porns turns to have also 'good' aspects that you can find, because people cannot have enough and good sex (for many reasons, lack of time, too much work, too much thoughts, mental illness...)

I wouldn't have ever expected this with salvia .... ♥️♥️♥️

I've had a good and powerful, but not intense as i expected experience, the first time i did salvia. I've lost contact with reality, and i forget who i am and all memories linked to the fact that i've smoked something. In my second experience (a month later) i've smoked the same amount but i've got a very very mild trip. I was just immobilized and hypnotized by the sensation of my heartbeat, i haven't lost memory and sense of time. I've read that there's no tolerance with salvia. I feel that i want something more... Let me know what you think, and if you have got any advices.