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my spiritual ego wants to feel invincible by accepting its fragility, like jesus christ that was loving with all his heart his painful death. When i realize that i've no power and im weak and pathetic i just let myself be. No resistance. This is for me the less painful way to experience pain.

Trip report First minutes: my body becomes so heavy to the point i cannot move anymore, then i felt my mouth and teeth and head to the point of exploding for all the tension i had inside my head. I laid down and tried to relax and to not move a muscle. It was very difficuilt also to breath at the beginning. --- I felt an earthquake in my body, everywhere, and my eyes could see a much more wider view than normal. I had a samadhi with everything i could percieve at the same time. Its absolutely crazy!!!! How all my senses expanded to such a high level, that its impossible to feel like a human being. I was a step from death, and i could choose whether to die or to return dreaming my life. This was incredible, a miracle. I think that the most important advice to anyone who ll try this, is to surrender to everything the substance will do.

and many of them still feel so complete

Really are there girls that doesnt like to have a fat ass?

@BlessedLion On shrooms and lsa sometimes i felt so high, that i couldn't even imagine that i can feel more high than that...maybe u feel satisfied for this reason

There's really no point in having written this and neither in replying to. I hope this isnt the most deep spiritual realization. I hope there's more and more

Do i need an higher dose? This is the first time

This is so funny, 'asia' is actually my name

@Schizophonia what's chong cheng? Ahahaha

@Paradoxed also phisical and mental reaction are unpredictable

@Paradoxed if you do this things you just need to be aware that everything can happen to your mind and body, bc it is a drug, not a candy. Also spiritual work can be dangerous. If you're really into this things you have to be aware that you may finish in a hospital, or maybe die, or idk what else may happen...

@Davino ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

@OBEler i will tysm

@OBEler thank you for the advice

Honestly, if you come to do this work and this drugs, why death should be the problem? We re actually looking for death all the time This is a bit exaggerated

@Jannes i think that at 14 you can see the difference between an abuse and consensual sex

@Rigel i agree, but if you support a government, you have to accept that they have to make laws on everything, bc governments doesnt believe in commonsense. Instead support anarchy

In my country is 13 if one of the two isnt older than 17, and 14 in general, 18 if ur having sex with a familiar, tutor, authority. I think this is reasonable

Ooohhh this shaman is making me fly

@KenDo standard things like clean a lot the diet, and do sports helps me a lot. I also put balsamic oil under my nose on the top of the lips, it helps a bit...

@gambler theres a big difference between masturbation and masturbation with porn...i can imagine how few people can enjoy masturbation without porn...porn changes the brain so much

I think that perversion grows because we are in this unnatural situation, ppl are bored of normal sex at least for two reasons: firstly for porn itself, that it is addictive and shows you always more and more; secondly, most important, because we are like monkeys in a zoo, we don't need anymore to go hunting our food, and finding our shelter, we're so disconnected from nature and this leads us to boredom. Wild mokeys doesnt masturbate....they have sex only for reproduction reasons, bc they dont have much energy for doing sex everyday, and all the time.

@shree you have it bc you arent sexually satisfied, i believe

@Davino i will soon

Trip report: I smoked a pinch of salvia extract 10x, the trip started 20 second after, and i've realized it because my tripsitter was counting the seconds and slowly his voice and the reality were trasforming into a spinning white carousel, going faster and faster. Then i've realized that i was about to die, i felt fear because i was slowly loosing all my body sensations, then my sense of time, then my memory, and the memory that i've smoked salvia. Then after this unconfortable and disorienting situation i started to laugh very very loudly, for a long time. My true self was laughing of the beauty of TRUE reality, and because it was fooling around my diying ego, and also because i've always imagined space and time, like a poor little, stupid, ego creature. I felt into an orgasmic state of mind when everything is perfect, and is useless to explain to others, because other is imagination. After a time of silent i could speak, then the visual became half normal half spinning carousel, i could move some parts of my body. I became convinced that my 'real normal life' was endend, because when i could see reality: the room, my sitter, i was sure that it is pure hallucination and then i was about to dissolve into nothingness. I've realized that nothing exist and the perfection and the cosmic orgasm in in the nothingness. When the effect ended i cannot believe what just happened to my ego, to me. And i cannot believe that my tripsitter was real. This pleasant trip is absurd to me because i haven't got a lot of experience with psichedelics. (I've done just shrooms one time, one month ago) I was expecting a very unconfortable and fearful situation, i've set my mind in a profound state of surrender before smoking. Maybe i've had something good because it was a small pinch of salvia...i don't know, but i will do it again for sure.