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@TheGod she hasn't got any daddy issues, for sure she wants the teacher because she need to relate with a man, because all the teen that are around us are very immature and it's really difficuilt to find a reasonable mature guy... She didnt found real mental connection with the people of her age

To make clear, she hasn't got any problems with her dad

@Schizophonia i've said 'conscious' bc she know what she's doing, it's not a childish behavior...btw i believe that there's always a reason behind the things that we become obsessed with. For this reason we were asking for some other's opinions about the situation --- I was saying this not because this makes her a better person 😂, but because it could be useful to know that you are talking to a person who knows some concepts that actualized explains to us, which perhaps you will refer to by talking or giving examples.

@TheGod this is a good advice...she told to me that's so true the last part about obsessions...btw trust me she's not immature as you're supposing, but that's not relevant. (Age is not a limit to consciousness) Thanks 🙏🩷

@OBEler This is an interesting reflection, every spiritual awakening in adolescence shape the mind profoundly...

@Davino @Leo Gura @funkychunkymonkey @FlyingLotus @Pudgey just had a wonderful trip on salvia. Very very very profound (Probably on a small dose) I'll write a report soon. I'm so thankful for your adivices and stories 🙏🩷

@Pudgey this is so true... just need to feel what i need, and what i want from psichedelics

@Leo Gura @Davino I will think about this choice a lot more. Thank you♥️

@Davino alreay seen this two videos... 5 meo malt but also (classical dmt, 5meodmt) are literally impossible for me to get...

@Davino i had very incredible experiences on shrooms. But when you are on that types of psichedelics, it's your ego who's realizing some kind of awakenings, your ego still exist. I really want to feel a powerful ego death. On shrooms, yes you can have it, but it's something mild, you mix yourself with everything and you become love while realizing that love is inside everything bc love is infinite. Salvia should be another experience at all..

@Leo Gura what do you mean for a lot of experience' ? How much experience do i need? (Because, i'm thinking about salvia in a very serious and respectful way. I really feel inside me that it's coming the right time to try. I really do feel ready to also stand an unconfortable, scary, disorienting experience.) I haven't got a long experiences with other substances, i've just started on psichedelics. But i also need to explain that i've a long experience with meditation (idk if this influences with the situation) In a few words, i really need to go deeply. I feel an intense desire for something way way more profound.

@Davino you were really helpful, thank you with all my heart.♥️

@Davino don't worry for our misunderstanding♥️ and i'm very grateful for your messages!

@Davino hello, that's not my situation, i've tried shrooms and i will try soon lsd before salvia (which is not even legal in my area :,) i will not do salvia without some experience before, i was just looking for advices. btw thanks a lot for your message. ♥️♥️♥️

@Girzo what physical discomfort did you ever experienced?

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Trip report: I took 1.5g of shrooms which is a medium dose for my weight (45kg). And i had incredible, wonderful, magic and unexpected experiences and enlightements. At the beginning the effects weren't coming, i've waited for more than one hour, but then i've started to notice shadows and drawings moving. And then everything started. I was with my beloved man, and it was midnight. In the first part i cannot stop smiling and laughing, my man were joking a little bit with me, and i became crazy with laughter. Then i started to feel my body different, sound different and more loud, and incredible W O N D E R F U L visions and fractal litteraly everywhere. On my hands on my face on the wall, with eye closed. I've realized infinite within anything. When my man fell asleep i've medited a lot of time and i feel into fractals inside my head, losing all my sense of time. I've realized the infinite creative power of god, because i was creating anything into myself, and also into the objects around me. I realized infinite love when i was hugged inside the bed by my sleeping man. I felt in a way that i can't describe with words, i felt that i love him infinitely and i felt infinitely loved by him. But i recognise him also as anyone, then i started thinking about how much i love anyone and anything, i cried a lot and i felt another time infinitely loved and lucky. I also felt like a god into a kid who is playing with conciousness around him. I've noticed litterally that existing itself without shrooms is fucking magic, mystic, incredible. Everything ended up when i draw on my leg some shapes and i've losted into the fractal of those shapes and then i come back normal in few seconds. After trip: I strangely felt incredibly happy after the trip, so incredible that i thought that this could be my last time on psychedelics and i whould be satisfied as hell. For sure if i'll have the opportunity i will enjoy trying more but, i really do feel into heaven when i'm in my 'normal' state.

Hi, I am 17, almost 18 years old, and i am slowly losing all my passions, hobbies, and interests since i had my first awakening. Now i am starting to be a little scared because i am becoming apathic also with friends, family, relationships and people in general. I'm also not much able to do everyday things, like studying, go to the supermarket, getting dressed. The only things that i think that i whould do with pleasure are meditation, sleeping, eating and cleaning myself. (Honestly, i am also intrested into experiencing for the first time psychedelics, but they are not so easy to get for me) I am also quite intollerant with other people, i prefere to be alone rather than with friends, family etc. Is this phisiological/normal, during a spiritual path? Do someone of you have the same situation?

@Squeekytoy oops, I missed to quote your message, btw is about the first one, this: "Everyone treating this like something is going wrong and needs correcting. It just depends on what you want. If you want to dream, dream. If you want to wake up, wake up." ♡♡♡

@Squeekytoy can you please explain what you mean specifically? I'm curious about this

my god, I do get your point clearly, you've explained in detail what I'm feeling and I can't explain. I'll read about hatha yoga. From my heart thanks you

@Leo Gura I think that this happened to me because I'm already in a stable relationship, and I'm almost financially stable, it happened everything so fast...I really believe that your advice is good, and I must remember this during all my life time, but you know, I haven't chosen awakening, and I'm neither choosing this boredom that pervaded me. I cannot do anything else than surviving this moment. By the way your message is making me think a lot about this. Thanks

@Yimpa ok, but what do you mean?

Does someone of you know why Leo is having a pause from youtube?

In my country Datura Stramonium seed, flowers and plants are legal and easy to find. So I'm thinking about it. But, I've never done psychedelics and so I will find REALLY useful, your trip reports with this plant (if you have ever done). For now I am just thinking about this possibility, and I know that it causes bad and scary trips, in fact I'm thinking about micro dosing it. I've read on reddit that I can avoid the poisonous effects of this plant soaking seeds or flowers in olive oil or vodka for two or three days, and than drinking just the oil/vodka.