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Idk because you literally didn't specify if you're attempting to dry orgasm or not. Even if you aren't, and therefore aren't frying your brain, there are still negative effects and losing pre-cum is not free.

FILD worked again, and because I walked on water during a lucid dream the part of my conscious mind picked up on that, and I thought to myself "Oh so this is a dream?" and when I thought of going through doors to get to what I want, I found myself on the inside. Once again, there was simply a very short section leading to what I want, but no guards this time. I thought to myself "okay that's good enough, I have enough time to walk one meter or so, I won't resort to a different technique" and walked through. Before opening the door I thought "this time there will truly be a hot girl, just amazingly hot, naked maybe, but she will be there" and I open the door and.... noooooope. Once again just some bizarre stuff. I really can't imagine any scenario other than 1. People who make out lucid dreaming to be more than the hopeless shithole that it is are con artists. 2. Either I am disabled or other people who are able to manifest/make anything at all happen in lucid dreams are hyper-abled. Next time I will try flying over vast areas until I find a female. If you don't know, when I do find and try to kiss them everything instantly goes black. If you go on the internet and try to look up lucid dreaming nobody will tell you that it will be practically impossible for certain humans to control their dreams while lucid. I am not "Lucid Dreaming" I am finding new things presenting themselves as in-itself in a new space. And how that interacts with my mind needs 10 different new forums about it, full of people only willing to seek the truth, not try to sell you any technique in exchange for views, or brainwash you. The starting point for this would be: Only FILD and WILD work for people who haven't meditated for 5 years straight for 10+ hours a day. And you have to get into potentially even countless LDs in order to not wake up after 10 seconds. After you are able to do this, after waking up in the middle of the night for years on end, you will have one LD in which you will be in it for long enough to just barely do what you want. And this is infinitely far from a guarantee.

Why is it that the external limiting factors are always appearing as a thing-in-themselves, including in lucid dreams?

Only option = suicide, = nonsense. Why would a physics degree make suicide YOUR only option? You make suicide your only option by attaching yourself to a physics degree. It is also nearly impossible to de-sculpt yourself from that desire. You can't not feel the pain, not feel the desire, just from one decision. Because of factors such as brainwashing and social and psycho-societal validation you want a physics degree, but you also simultaneously choose to live up to your desire and affirm yourself along with it. Now there can only be a leftover of the desire which you don't control, but do control whether or not you commit suicide or whether or not you affirm the desire. There might be incredible difficulty in trying to give up that goal fully simply because it failed AKA due to an outside circumstance which is supposed to be the thing going against it. How well will this be accepted by your mind? Not very well at all. But it will also find nothing wrong with just choosing something else or just wanting something else. Or simply acknowledging that it's no longer possible to get the physics degree.

That's 500 purposely killed civilians. Which is way worse than anything Israel has done. NATO's ethnic cleansing campaign in 1995 is acknowledged as objectively being ethnic cleansing by wikipedia, but the war against Hamas isn't. Which one has 100000x the media attention while being demonized by cynical leftists? The fact that you are completely unwilling to acknowledge that Hamas is trying to make Israel look bad is incredible. There is nobody sane trying to say Hamas isn't pushing the buttons of the mainstream and UN because they know they are racist against jews, of course that is the case. Terrorists ALWAYS think about the terror part AKA the psychological impact part. Let me guess, OTHER PEOPLE are stage blue fundamentalists?

You are witnessing a world in which some have demonstrably higher luck than others, and even without that it would be unfair. Full of cruelty. Someone kills themselves less than every minute. Why would that same God now have mercy on those who killed themselves instead of rubbing the wound like he has done literally every single time? There is no reason for you to say this, other than your own ego's desire to fulfill it's identity as a "stupid person" devoid of responsibility.

Actually, the idea that 5-MEO can be acquired from sources online that you can find, but that literal intelligence agencies can't find, has been mainstream for many years. And I've seen REALLY fucked up things, including sexual ones, but none have made me want to puke like that thumbnail.

https://x.com/Cobratate/status/1813470518848131228

Like you said, just someone pretending to be a woman. Not even a proper trans person. And considering they are also lying about believing all the supernatural stuff as anyone with the simplest possible understanding of psychology could tell you... well, I'm also doubting their claim of being a bisexual.

But were they truly emotionally supportive?

He could meditate but the benefits take a long time to appear. 80% of the time in his days would be filled with pain no matter what, for years.

Seriously though what would be the cure for his pain/condition?

"The biggest and darkest scandal of all — and why she appears in this body cam footage — is because she admitted to routinely raping and giving oral to her elderly mother." So let's just make it clear, this actually just led to a restraining order. They then tried to take money without permission, this is what directly lead to the arrest. They made a video denying the grape

Apparently? That universe does exist in the universe of rick and morty. That's where they got it from.

ness, you will not be capable of thinking God knows better than you, or that you were thrown into this existence because God has as a fundamental principle for itself to explore everything including absolute inescapable suffering. God is merely evil. And the only reason for me calling the forces above humanity "God" is because of the countless slam dunks atheists like Epicurus have had against religion. The smallest bit of Justice, Truth, Fairness, Universality etc. is so poisonous to the nature of reality that it attempts to stifle and destroy these things. Just one drop of them would cause reality to instantly dissolve into the perfect wish fulfillment fantasy for the victims of the world. Exhibit A: You think this is negative, that this is UGLY, distasteful, bitter, resentful etc. You are a thrown blameless being, but you choose to play the role of victim and brat and blame others for their own circumstances into which they themselves have been thrown into, this now makes you the opposite of blameless, but you need to keep going otherwise you would feel deep guilt for your ideological insanity and brainrot, you would start viewing the nature of your soul as worthless. Imagine being forced into the most limited experience of the meaninglessness of the world possible. With your prospects of suicide facing attempts at being destroyed from every side. If we go back to our fairy tale that I am God and simply forgot, for the sake of a hypothetical, we see that just the most miniscule possible experience of this would cause God to not even just go back to it's previous state, but to self-destruct. I am a construct of a fabric made of infinite wrongness and suffering. If this hasn't been made clear enough before, I have complete empirical proof that exactly what I think should not happen, happens, proving me right in my metaphysical assertions about how it shouldn't have happened better than any theory: in reality itself confirming it. How should one live knowing this? There is absolutely no right way to live or right way to enlightenment. If you are detached you risk suffering from extreme boredom and meaninglessness. If you don't detach you will be subject to the limitations of the hamster wheel. You can't do anything right or anything wrong. Now since it's not your choice what to feel or how pleasurable of a life to live, what is it about you which can remain and have it's own being, despite being molded out of suffering? Only complete scorn and refusal to believe things will be better or to play the game. Not even hope that this will yield results. I believe a Christ-like figure who is capable of living in their own complete lack of vice in this reality, and regardless of it, is possible.

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I don't think people know to what length soda and cigarette companies were willing to lie to promote their products. e.g. sodas were thought to have therapeutic properties. 99% of the current reason people buy them is because of someone else's use of language, which made them associate sodas with a good taste through the placebo effect.

Biology isn't entirely a social construct, since you would still be self-constructing, without the help of anyone else, the things in it.

When you really think about it, this is slave morality and a limiting belief. It sounds way overly worried, and about what would be a wrong judgement by a female.

Utter masterpiece, by the way. I've been trying to hard to find another piece by r strauss that compares to it.

I have no problem with thins since you're not claiming MILD works... almost. Reality checks are close to scientifically debunked. Your mind doesn't function the same in dreams so doing reality checks in real life, which are, by themselves, moronic because you know you are not dreaming, does not influence dreams. Dream journalling also brings 0 results. Lucid dreaming is good for alchemical self-development because it brings the conscious mind together with the unconscious mind, and this NEVER happens this way outside of lucid dreaming, which is what makes it appealing even if you aren't attached to a certain goal inside of those lucid dreams. It's definitely different from awakening tho, you're not simulating the brahman's mind, but maybe their powers. All I've found online about lucid dreaming is disinfo, sorry, I have nothing to share. I can tell you that FILD and WILD work if you're willing to wake up in the middle of the night using an alarm, and by the way, you're losing the lucid dreaming time's sleep benefits so this on top of waking up in the middle of the night is just... a plateau for unfairness.

It's actually pretty functional compared to people who celebrate child murder against a philosopher who supports russia, then turn around and say there is 0 double standard against russia and israel. Literal NPCs who think the US would let itself lose the psy-op war. It has simply won it so hard that your mind isn't able to perceive it.

No. Synchronicity causes certain humans to have empirically verifiable higher luck than others, and precisely the lowest consciousness humans benefit the most from it. God is evil, and his messages are so random and indifferent that no psychopath could compete. Remember, you don't leave the rational stage, under which you can listen to people like sam harris explain why god is evil, behind. You integrate the rational stage too, and realize epicurus was right. If you think there is something above humanity, infinity, infinite love, god etc. then it is in fact evil. The people who disagree with this are stuck at blue because they take psychedelics (AKA cheats which rot the brain) instead of actually growing themselves.

Fair enough.