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@Leo Gura does living under welfare count as handling survival. I wonder. In America you die. But in EU ( top 5 ) you can have all your base survival + health insurance + transportation ( free if you on welfare ) Of course that will be share house or your parents. You get 600€ in France for 0 hours work.. Vs wageslaving for 1500€ 35h X4. + Transport time + energy waste. I think if you work on projects you shall do that and avoid wageslaving. If you not from America obviously. What's the cons of it. You might say you get dependant on the state but being dependent of a job or client is exactly the same. Do the best of your cards.

@Sugarcoat you still think those exist you shape and name your feelings.

@eTorro what you call growth, développement and évolution could also just be stacking more idiocy. How can you be sure you not running towards your end.

Apparently still legal Japan only ban by chemicals. Does someone know if they differ a lot from the base LSD. I thought just doing it in microdose to chill around would be best I have plan to go outside and drinking is like probably never a great idea. Fun thing I got them there more easily than in Europe. Just enter a CBD shop said I want 2 LSD. Got them fresh didn't do psychedelics for 5 years. Shall I chop chop them in 10 as a start or something? Is there someone who tripped on it that could give me some reports? Thanks 🙏

Don't worry I have been lucky to loss the second quarter because in retrospect that was enough af. Don't drink guys that's bad, unless it's beer pong with cute girls. Never say no to beer pong with cute girls. Might find love there. Stuff seems legit though. It felt like real psychedelics pure. Need to try more. But big break before that.

Never I enjoyed just saying random shit high in my broken Japanese. Battling in the infinite sea. God life is good. Even if I cried somewhere along the line lol. I mean literally in the line 😂 I felt the feeling of this girl and pain and it hurted me but I m also glad to be able to get those feelings.

@Sandroew I @OBEler @Thought Art so I did my 1/6. That was very good and could definitely feel it. Also got drunk quite a lot. Just decided to go at the beach this morning. Lost my self 3 times in this fucking station shit. Met a famous guy from an interview that I checked with. Didn't find my party at first but I finally did when it started. Maybe found the love of my life at this. We checking right now on Instagram You still sitting down and thinking about living and becoming master of mental porn. Nice story guys. Master of enlightenment masturbating monkeyzor. Go outside and take the sun.

@OBEler 😂 @Thought Art why not it's fun to talk

@OBEler definitely not doing that @Schizophonia tr only if that is peak sex in it's nature @shree yeh might just dose up more after 1h based on the hold. Like salt you can had more only

@Thought Art I don't need to wake up neither to realize anything. I just want to get high and have fun around people, might aswell makes me able to pull out all my unconscious for speaking Japanese properly, a thing I m curious to check over. I'm on a phase or I want to be around people and talk with them and just enjoy that. I definitely won't smoke anything neither drink. I allow myself maybe some fresh drink around people but that's it. It's just that the universe brought me LSD so simply, I had to take the line. So a small dose is enough, I m not trying to get to the end of the cosmos. I might aswell already be there though.

@Thought Art I need to navigate cities and not look completely off. I might do more later so yeh probably, but let's be conscious aswell about use. I know that a full can lead me over the top. Yes most people already believe I m high all the time because I don't live in the same frequency range as 'average people'. I'm very sensitive. So I don't know even how much is in those. It's similar to 1P LSD from what I read. Which basically does the same as the original one. I'll do small and increase next week if that was too low.. Starting in 6 division then. Which could be 100 then I guess if they are supercharged right ?

Yeh maybe for you but I m already extremely conscious. 100mcg is like 500 for me.

@Adrian colby thanks for your review, I appreciated reading it.

gamble on being fun at parties how fucking annoying those crypto retards are, like cancers, no one want to hang out with those guys, litteral brain parasite

Yeh I did a thread on it. But obviously got received exactly as I thought it would. Remember all those people saying weed doesn't have withdrawal. All absolutely wrong. It can last up to 2 years and more. And the withdrawal can be life threatening. Definitely not as much as alcohol but gives you hellish symptoms. Read the /r paws cannabis to see Plus my own experience speak enough to me. There is no such non sense as 'free extasy At least not at this moment of existence and not via those hacks. I suspect usually it might take 6 months after last dropping of psychedelics to get the 'comedown' But could be before. 2 comedown usually. An acute and the one from completely going back to homeostasis once it clean it from all cells in your brain/body. __ Symptoms are usually very different for everyone at least in frame. Time seems consistent.

Physics create the field that is "moral behavior". Ultimately no. everyone is as conscious as YOU make it. All those models are just pure garbages attachment for the ego to entertain a sense of self/meaning. You can't model reality with an human brain, at best you might get a glimpse, but even if that happen, this is still not "reality", and you cannot measure if the glimpse is delusional or realistic. So the paradox is, you're in a "movie of consciousness" at chapter 1 you've a set of belief, but the second after you've another set of belief. Reality is permanently moving. As an ego, you'll keep acting on pure hallucinations all the time. Good & wrong exist, but only for you, when you think they do.

@Someone here YOU invented awakening, the concept, the whole thing, like you could invent a god of snow flake.

Yes & NO. if you makes an idol of what is happening in experience you're setting yourself into confusion. Albeit you cannot escape it, just become so conscious of it, that you won't even think of it. And if you create a context, this become your context. but this context is "dumb" compared to "reality".

Let's imagine you are awakened via psychedelics. I mean only for 'awakening' / 'god realization' It's not a topic against usage. It's a topic to speak on going beyond the usage of drugs. For people not interested in it. That's fine. Let's be practical for the interested: what's in it then, after you meet god and yourself there is no need to go further. You're not different from an alcoholic if that's for free 'pleasure' If you are into it for relative reasons it's fine. ( But it might just be addiction disguised as path by the ego ) like all weed addicts. ( "It makes me sharp" etc.. ) Here is my very counter view : you are burning your receptors/brain. ( No need to go metaphysical on me. Your 'brain' is real in a certain way ) We can't measure it and might never do but still you can still feel apparent causality. So here is my experience and why I feel I need to never do them again by myself, or at least never been looking for it. ( Lol well aight this was a joke ) So I feel like on the topic of safety. Like all 'good things' you'll have a price to pay. At the pure body level ( I surely agree it can be very good for mental and paradigm healing ) but let's talk pure physics. You can argue it's not toxic. But then Xanax and alcohol aren't either. You take Xanax for anxiety : you quit you more anxious. Take psychedelics for X : you quit and it makes you more X Maybe you don't agree but I barely believe in free heat. We got no idea what is mitigated by serotonin 2A receptor (5-HT2AR). The heart alright but how does it play on your health and vibration to deregulate it. Psychedelics aren't toys and no play and not here for any enjoyment is my point. I suspect like weed the come down is extremely delayed might even be months after your last intake. Your brain truly quit weed only 3 months after the last intake. Before this, it's the first phase. So psychedelics might also takes months to show you the real withdrawal. I suspect 6-8 months. But mental healing can have occured and you'll be in a better place. But still I'm talking pure physics here. So you shall not do psychedelics more than once a year and if you are enlightened unless you have some serious reasons like science it's not worth it to keep adding false sugar. Your 'meditation' will be stronger and everything can be done through better means. Don't get attached to the past tools evolve.

I'm saying: 'What happens really when you deregulate your serotonin system?' (You can talk about mimicking and whatever, but science is still SPECULATION; not reality.) You might say, 'It doesn't affect my body', psychedelics don't hurt anyone, they don't do like MDMA blablabla or like alcohol blabla. But I'm calling on that one, it's not because it's not 'in your face' or obvious that it isn't here in some manner, and like I said, for cannabis it takes 3 months for the THC stored in fat to truly get off your body. AND THEN you start having the real withdrawal phase (the second one after the acute). As for psychedelics, it might also just change your heartbeat, and that in itself changes your whole system, your 'body speed' if you like. ( and what change does it create ? ) The cost of having free infinite meaning might be that you'll lose meaning from all other things, and maybe 'meaning' is something that happens with serotonin as well. It's hard to measure 'meaning/meaninglessness', so after being off depression for 6 months because of psychedelics, and we imagine you don't take them since those 6 months, your stored fat/[other concept that produces the curation of 'depression'] and that effect WILL then fade, and it bites back and gives you the withdrawal from doing them. (Depression hit (caused by serotonin deregulation).) BUT at this time, you'll not create the causality link between psychedelics and your future 'depression'. Just telling, the price is very likely probably somewhere, even if hard to see or judge. I don't believe in no side effects, there are cons/pros to everything. But we shall measure an entire life of psychedelics usage, for instance, you cannot judge a window of a year or two.

Yes exactly, but it could also be more 'physical'. But again it's hard to measure we lack data and decades of research. I think everyone can heal from all drugs usages. It might just takes time to regulate back from deregulation and few knows it can be counted in years. Again I just speculate I m not here to preach that you shouldn't do it. Make up your mind.

I know but I m not even saying if that's related. It's maybe related to something else. It could be unrelated aswell and he did psychedelics because of it. I really don't want to turn the topic on this.

@Ishanga very interested in that' if you have some informations on it and serious practice feel free to dm me or share your future topic on it. I still think psychedelics are fine. But to me they shall be used as a sacrament and with huge respect. might be fine with doing 10-20 trips in your life but beyond that you'll enter probably a troubling area. Hey that's up to people to choose just saying my jazz.

@OBEler yeh you didn't heard about because they are not obvious and because the causality is hard when it's months away and can reduce your frequency for years. If you 'become shitty' the year after and you are online 10h per days you didn't see that you reduced your life to apathy. It's easier to see the hangover of alcohol because it is very obvious.. But no hangover from psychedelics. Yeh that's a myth I can't believe in it. Just like weed has no withdrawal. But if you look you'll find tons of users reduced and destroyed for up to 3 years when they cease daily toking. Lot of things are hard to measure it doesn't mean they aren't there. Who has done a lot of psychedelics and didn't have a problem at the end. Shulgin hearth problem McKenna cancer Steve Jobs cancer That's for the known users. Maybe it's not related. But maybe it is ? Like if you are a bit materialistic: exciting your neurons and frequency might have consequences. You over heat a biological system that isn't supposed to function in those states. It's hard to measure what is being deregulated by them. But it would be naive to think they are without consequences especially when there is casual usages. Could just not be related. But to believe they have no consequences on health.. I've to get people back on the possible 'real'. You can cop and tell me I'm an evil speculator but I've never met a drug without consequences so far. And I m talking with all my experience with drugs and quitting them all. The panacea yeh maybe in your dream. But you better think with some logical activity or you'll not get a long and optimized experience.

Lol