AerisVahnEphelia

everyone is yelling solipsism until those nGa stare me in the eyes and die from presenceness.

have you tried being off screen for a whole day or week, still not sleeping ?

@ivankiss nice thing this morning, rarely going on metal those days, nostalgic thing, even though vibe hard with the new wave of rapmetal. might like this

@ivankiss you finally arrived. Great share

Can a lizard become enlightened ? What if I m a lizard. It's very serious. No one will never ever be enlightened as you might think. In fact no one has never been enlightened.. because there is no enlightenment and no one to become enlightened. All ideas about ego and what it does is the ultimate fiction for the ego to feel in control. Reality is pure chaos cheetos. It's fine to entertain yourself.. Of course you've to deny that absolutely everything you thoughts was true so far was the ultimate fiction about all fictions. There is no one to become enlightened about anything. Teachers, money, becoming, upgrading. Reality is beyond your ideas about it. Ho wait you know this right you just like to do this right ?

I saved at least 3 spiders from my mum. And I only did it to brag now on how much virtuous I m for it. But I only saved them cause I disprove fly. They eat fly. So that's something I m looking forward. As such they are my friends. So now I still don't know if I was virtuous because I saved them only cause it served my selfish interest. Shall I save more of them ? And what about the fly that will suffer from my choice..

Yes I see it clearly but you like to write a fucking book for any pieces of dust entering your eyes, your libido is all over the place. Let's be serious what's your vitamin brand ?

@vibv the idea of ego and everything related to it is a creation of the ego to sustain it's evil.

I know it's hard but I m going to tell you the Truth. But you promise you will take it ? Ok take a deep breath my friend... Ready for the truth ? Fuck Jesus Christ & fuck enlightenment this is all utter horse shits, every one of them was full of shit to the bone and as much evil as god would allow it. Everyone is evil including you. Maybe especially you. But I still love you. Fuck them fuck enlightenment. Fuck all this shit let's dream bigger things.

Yes it's correct thank you. Sleep well.

Great post you definitely good in this meta game about meta stories and perspectives/ego dynamics. All seems to be very true from this point of view. But maybe I m dreaming also ideas about ideas and how ego is functioning and working and I convinced myself others need to be aware of how enlightenment really work !! Or maybe it's true. Hail Satan brother may the Lord bless us from his eternal light forever 🔥

Great I feel we are going somewhere here, good vibe. you might lead the cult after leo. like this new era of mixing the heavyness of rap & metal/rock. __ @Merkabah Star love is dangerous, but I'll give you the love back, first rule of my church, always assume good and give extreme love & compassion to whoever come in peace.

no one need drugs anymore when you're sharing the party. But even if you were right, what will it change if he change his mind, does it really matter ? Could you describe what would happen if he was getting you ?

You're both funny I give you that. Especially the confusing part. I think you're both seriously living fully the real thing. Now who is the most clear seems uncertain, it depends how I look at it. Seems they are both true at the same time equally ' hard to tell it really is a matter of artistic taste.

@Thought Art nah no such thing, that's another game. I've met deeply awakened nazi, that was terrible LOL, they even dropped 5Meo like smarties apparently. All kinds of strange things when you navigate in the abyss.

I see two paths, some who believe to be god, and the ones who deny to be god. But I hardly understand which one got the real deal.

I appreciate that you guys try to fight for my love & attention, certainly your self awareness matter to me. But I m a pirat, & my first love is for the sea, short attention span for the local folkores.

the funny thing is reading this topic now, feel very enlightening and about everything I've been coming up with. Absolutely right on goodness, nothing exist really, we attract what we are deeply and what we really need.

Try full soberity for 2 years, that might also work.

But this painting was really not worth it

Well, I don't know about all this, this isn't where I m focused. I prefer to think everyone has good intentions until proven otherwise.

@Razard86 Well if you can master a great idea for a cool character, you might aswell craft a great idea of success for him. who knows really, you said you like Ram dass, so I guess you already know what success mean. Might be just having childrens, might be to become a great artist or doing sports with the kids, might be someone just spreading good vibe to be around, or yeh .. you can build hell aswell if you want that's still an option, I wouldn't recommand it, but I've seen you contemplate it quite, be careful what kind of idea you build your life around. Also the top of the mountain ? what top exactly ? doesn't need to be that clear, one of my main inspiration has been Kim Jung gi for a while sure that's what we usually call success, his way of moving his mind and hands was really inspiring, but it was just straight passion and meditation for him. ( a drawing master, I m very sad he passed away for no reason, but such is life.. ) Of course it's just an idea, you could also just become a monk and meditate away and just be peaceful and succeed at it. Guess it's cool to talk on forums, ruminating ideas, but then where all this knowledge is really being actualized ? if you got plenty of foods, that shall be shared. Of course you already sharing and at the best place where one shall probably stand, I just feel it could be breath used in a better way. At the end you're already home, but there might be better place than the bedroom ? But I m just talking & talking, soon it's time for the dinner.

Absolutely right. Knowing where the gold usage is.. important

@Razard86 Build your own boat and see you where the sea take you and when you reach the final land, burn it down ! there is plenty of seas where one can go beyond here, are you really into your best shape ? is that real without a doubt ? aren't you a master already ? The universe is plotting for your success, you just not ready to bath in it fully yet.

no one is awake. you're awake. everyone is you.