AerisVahnEphelia

I might have been a natural mewer. My neck looks perfect from the side, and I didn’t even know that could be related to tongue posture. That’s the downside of being born a Chad. There are no wars left for me to fight.

Lol, you’re funny though. Is your main need just being able to ramble about anything? I’m saying this respectfully, but it’s genuinely funny to read your posts because they’re so intricate. No, I mean, I do have needs, but I was suicidal for a while. I expected the world to have more to offer, and the cause was basically the same feeling as finishing a video game and being stuck in the endgame with no more content left to really explore. My desire for death led me toward truth ( but it's the reverse as people suffering from feeling stuck, I had nothing to be stuck about ), but it wasn’t what I expected. It does fit your explanation of the character becoming self-aware in some way, though. I feel like I’m hope-maxxing now, with the added possibility of AI happening, eventually leading to UBI and some kind of large-scale human liberation, where we can all just chill, live happily in communities, and do some Final Fantasy Zanarkand-type living. Honestly, the feeling of a “meaning crisis” is still there, but not in the same oppressive way. I’m kind of playing around with it now. I’ve become a very optimistic doom-pilled person. I’m not fatalistic. I still like striving to be the cleverest person in the room, and in some sense I feel like I’ve won. I can joke about genocide, death, Hitler, or whatever else because I’m extremely detached. I can do that with basically anything, even argue against everything I supposedly stand for, whether that’s my culture, my race, or whatever other bullshit story. I do fancy myself as a good person, but I’m detached from human affairs to the point where, honestly, I don’t really care about the state of the world or whether my words ultimately affect people positively or negatively. There’s much more I could say. Sometimes I feel like I’m the most “intelligent” person on Earth, and I don’t even mean that as a good thing. I don’t mean intelligence in the sense of some fancy ability to understand advanced mathematics. I mean that, if intelligence can involve being able to detach yourself from everything, from language, perspective, identity, and even life itself, then that’s something I feel I can do better than almost anyone. Even the hippie or the Buddhist is usually still attached to something. Even the guy who dies through extreme meditation can still be attached to escaping worldly experience or transcending desire. I’m detached in a different sense. I simply let desires and needs happen within this point of view without treating them as fundamentally important. And even on the ordinary human plane, those desires are relatively weak. Sometimes I still get a sudden peak of delusion around achieving some goal, or the reverse: a sudden conviction that everything is meaningless. I removed my post because it felt too personal. I don’t really like oversharing my identity online unless it’s within my private spaces. Yeah, you’re right about a lot of what you pointed out. Still, I don’t really judge normies for being normies. My judgment is mostly just fancy gaming. I’m special, and you’re special too. Just look at your post. You’re posting on this wretched edge of the internet. You really think you’re a normal person now? Girl, you’re an absolute weirdo, sorry. No amount of self-proclamation that you’re normal is going to save you either way. You can go back to being an alien, because you are one! I mean, alright, nowadays everyone is kind of crazy, so the bar has shifted dramatically in terms of what normieness even entails. We might all just be mildly convinced schizophrenics who occasionally need a puff of some nice self-narrative to keep the whole thing coherent. And in the end, what even is “normal” or “weird”? It’s just another layer of fanciness. But yeah, of course, if being "a normie" feels nice, just be one. Whatever makes you happy. I’m still convinced that almost everyone on this forum is some kind of nutcase, basically a functional asylum with creature who somehow learned to operate in society.

Just the fact your brain think about needs is so unserious. Your only need in a relationship shall be love and surviving. Everything else is bargaining for non sensical goodies. Basically trump level self entitlement drug addiction to stimulation. It's fine to enjoy crack though and find someone who enjoy it with you. So you're right about that. I m into fantastic romantic delusion. "We will drink water and our love will help us figure it out." Girls have become so anti Disney for the worse and they suffer more from the list of needs. I know it but I can't prove it. Too much mental calculation. Too much bad self awareness.

There is nothing under control anyway. Self-improvement is a joke. It’s just your body talking and inventing more fantasies. The real miracle is having a stable illusion that you can believe in, even momentarily. Why I am here, well, why am I alive is the same question basically.

People generate reality based on their emotions. ( everything is false, but you know this ) Womans are living 10 psychedelic states a day.

the easy thing is to stop having weird needs and increase your level of consciousness to god monk.

Why is that though. It might be an American thing to be honest. Best I can do is download the best series and watch with her.

In my case, though, that’s basically the only way to get the papers to live in the US ( not that I m looking forward to it, I don't really give a shit about living there, in fact I prefer the EU vibe ) As for my current wealth... well, one thing’s for sure: gold diggers should take better courses if they’re trying to dig me.

What about the wealth of having a loving wife.

Leo libertarian arc.

Definitely depends on the area. My cousin is a serious coder; his app brings him $7,000 a month. ( not a cash grab or addictive bs ) He told me that with AI, he can code features into it in a week that would normally take him a month. So it’s more like 75%, and I would think that for iterating on art, it’s about the same. You can have pro drafts, mix parts, and trace them if anything. I can create way more original character designs than the things I’ve even shown publicly, things that could be bought by Riot Games. The thing is, I keep them for personal projects and as part of a huge world. When you’re a PRO in a domain, AI improves your speed & workflow. I tried to code a game file by file, and it does crack after a while because I don’t have enough knowledge about how to think about game-dev architecture properly. It would probably take me 3 months of just learning that with AI. When you’re not a pro, you can LEARN faster. (I learned Blender and could adapt very fast in a single month; I could beat people who had used it for 3 years.) But I had to use AI 14 hours a day and still use my hands in Blender. I didn’t ask AI to build things for me; I asked AI to teach me how to build the things I needed to know or learn. Even better it constantly can teach you in a way that is interactive, fun, or directly speaking to YOU. AI is really like fire: it can waste your time just as much if you’re stupid, but with practice (+2,000 hours of usage), you start to know when it’s tricking you and when it’s “smart.” My cousins are both very high-IQ, though, and both could work for companies like Google (even as French people, but one refused for his app, the other work in the highest reselling electronic company in the country ). I don’t know mine, but it’s also on the high end, or at least above average. It’s not a show of intelligence; I’m probably not a genius. AI improves workflow by 75% at your peak in certain domains. I’m baffled by people who don’t see it, I m sure it's just suspicion due to how silicon valley is corrupt nowadays. I’m not being grandly delusional. I’ve been trapped by AI BS more than once, but I learned to frame my questions and suspicions in a more clever and informed manner. -- Does AI suck in certain domains of applications, absolutely.

They talked about GOD all along, but you didn't listen !

the headset is annoying indeed. not confortable. We aren't there yet to my taste.

I watched almost 2 times house of the dragon. (excluding last one, only once) 3 times game of thrones. ( just not the last 3 seasons, only once those ) I also liked Silo which was cool, I do love sci fi in fact, I like dark stuff.

could also plateau for a while. Right now it's been plateauing super hard since +6 months. The last true evolution of AI video was seedance ( february ) since then nothing ( and 2.5 is basically the same thing ) Same for imagine, gpt 2 / banana pro ( september last year ) ha alright the last gpt 4 months ago is also a nice jump but not a breakthrough. But my date is more 2035 ( worst case scenario ), I've learned to be more pessimistic with age. I believe in 2035 everyone will use AI for everything in cinema/video more than real shots.

No, it won't, but it will increase ideation and improve speed. Also, it's crazy that people still underestimate GPT, especially the latest versions. I've seen crazy stuff built with Claude. Sure, COMPARED to a real game, it's still shit, but many are already better than games made by solo indie devs. I mean, currently it's shit, but what even is a chatbot? Neural networks are almost magical. No one really understands what makes them "understand" the meaning of words in the first place. Stats alone can't explain reasoning, and they do have some form of it. Will chatbots replace game dev? Certainly not. But the next iteration of AI, built with the help of chatbots or in association with them, might. but what even is a chatbot : no fucking clue. we got this magic box that spit words and sometimes does words really create something new from the old.

I don't like Star Wars. I only watched it because GPT used my memory and considered it would be the most adapted watch to my taste. Despite it being Star Wars I trusted gpt to know me great by now, and he was right about it. Andor was definitely a masterpiece. But they had such a disgusting rocket budget for it that . . it does help

AI is very far away for making full games if you're a noob. I think AI is good to complete your code or your ideas when you're ALREADY an expert at something, it complete an expertise but don't replace a true expertise and years of contemplation and epistemology in a domain.

VR is shit, but I would like a huge mmo who is the pursuit of guild wars (1) with more deep lore like WoW.

Andor was the best Star wars, they shall destroy the entire serie and give infinite budget to Tony Gilroy. It felt like game of thrones in Star Wars, it was incredibly good. If Star Wars had been what Andor had been, I would be a huge fan. Andor was so good, a masterpiece, especially season 2. Rogue one was also one of the best star wars movie, but didn't compare to Andor. they need to recreate the entire star wars from 1 to 6 in complete serie with new actor in the vibe of Andor.

I watched an ouroboros lizard the other day, and I was struck with awe on God.

Can an ant be a genius against another ant. maybe in the ant world. we will never know.

no you good, people project into you energy and you start to believe the energy might be you. do not let yourself suffer by "duty", you've a right to peace & happiness and your mental & physical health is a normal thing to protect and preserve.

Do not tell her that you're imagining her and she is a dream and that you imagined this very sentence

metal name group : shagging in bushes.