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It's awesome to exist! Through an infinite dance of contradictions.

Thanks Max. It just comes to me. I think its a side-effect of huge amount of psychological healing i have done lately. I set healing as a number one goal. So the more I am releasing the fear the more access I have to higher and clearer realizations. Every realization I ever had stayed with me because I spend a huge amount of energy on integrating it - which doesn't mean I embodied it as much as it would be needed to live fully through it in everyday life. I do live more freely and joyfully than I ever could imagine - as a result of these realizations. Throw all your logic through the window while contemplating. Feel more instead. It's all there. Yes, I have less old fear that came from wounds that are caused by years of conditioning. I have more trust, but more of new fears, like: how to go back to survival mode while living my roles and still function on a high (materialistic) level. I see being human as an pure coincidence - even tho I could be wrong. Your perception just seems stable, it's becomes very fragile when you give it enough attention. I randomly shifted to a mind of insect once. There was no question why am I an insect, there was pure survival instinct... ...and work, never ending work... No weekend, no vacation - ever.

120 scientists are stuck in they tiny box. Yup! You are getting warmer, it's hot!

Yeah, but not in the limited scientific/Christian sense. Maybe he's using "devil" as a synonym for deception, lies, fear.

Lucifer is an imagined concept to keep the mental mastrubation going. Just as Jesus and archangels are.

@Salvijus The real Jesus is a chilli 🌶️ Just as the devil is. Just as the research you did.

Thank you

I didn't write anything here as a clinical statement.

Thanks for the chili pepper.

No offense taken. After all - you’re the one who wrote the whole text.

I did some self-inquiry while high on a very tiny dose of weed for the last two hours and wrote my thoughts down. Enjoy reading. @Sugarcoat ...or maybe… you’re just missing the point by throwing poetry in the trash. Namaste.

Really? I feel like he's gerting more Zen-grumpy with age. Like Lao Tzu with a flamethrower.

Usually they don't call the police.

Try this approach: Hey random hot girl! I don’t usually ask this on a first day, but… …have you ever erased yourself and the entire universe from existence, had the most mind-blowing experience ever… while in a full-blown panic attack? I did. Oh , and: It’s important to smile!

Mmm, I feel the divine heat.

Leo, you're like an espresso for the soul.

I had my LSD tabs just lying around, not even properly air sealed for longer than year. They're still super potent.

If blinking ages you, maybe just stop blinking so much.

Jesus is not the problem. Organized religions are the problem. Religious people say they believe, but really they’re just afraid of losing their soul if they confess they actually don't believe. They escape that truth by clinging to religion. It’s on them.

Yes, I also see it like that.

Grew up hating Christianity, deep Stage Blue trauma, full-on religious PTSD lol. Took LSD… BAM! Merged with Christ itself. Got f***ing stigmata burns on both hands, like some cosmic prank. Didn’t even like that flavor of cake, but maybe that’s God’s way of showing me what I don’t like

It seems like marketing will be big part of my own struggle. Can you suggest some resources that can help me learn this? Thanks for the feedback. You're right, legal protection is important. I'm planning to get certified through a psychotherapy license that’s recognized in Germany. One legit path is a “Heilpraktiker for Psychotherapy” exam. There are prep schools for it - like Paracelsus School, which help you legally work with trauma without needing a psychology degree. That’s the route I’m looking into. Thanks!

Weed saved my life when I was heavily depressed and had a high level of anxiety. It gave me a lots of laughter, food tasted good for the first time, I slept well for the first time and it helped me tremendously to go out of my bubble where I lived for my whole life. But yeah, it eventually became an addiction that I needed to get rid of lol

You transitioned from M to F or F to M?