shree

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  1. Sometimes I go straight from awakening to picking up my kids from kindergarten. Sometimes I head to work. Sometimes I end up in total nonsense small talk with my in-laws. And sometimes, after a severe panic attack or a bad trip, I need a bit longer to come back. But all in all, life goes on.
  2. @Yimpa Wait, what... you mean... you are also... Batman?! Describing a fire from reading about it, not being burned by it - nice try
  3. I’ve got some photos of myself tripping on 5-MeO-DMT that make your picture look normal. Girls didn’t know whether to run away or marry me.
  4. I just added one more custom instruction: "Challenge and expand my thinking instead of being overly nice!" Thanks.
  5. Hanging out with masculine men and doing masculine things will help you act more masculine, but it won't lead to deep transformation. In order to achieve that, core wounds need to be treated. Every single human has wounds.
  6. @Princess Arabia When I imagine a masculine man, I see someone who stands firm and clear-headed when things get dicey. A man with a strong sense of purpose, clearly defined high-consciousness values, who doesn't fawn, freeze, or fold under pressure. A man fully aware of his past traumas, how they shaped him, and how they trigger him - and he owns it. I couldn't care less about the mainstream "masculine man" image - it's mostly gym bro nonsense. Boys with big muscles, angry rapper faces, and mob mentality who stand for absolutely nothing real in life. I am in the middle of doing something right now... I will check the video later if i find some time.
  7. Heal your past traumas, trauma responses, and trauma-bond relationships. As you heal, the people-pleasing, shyness, and insecurity will naturally fade away. Your real masculine energy will show up by itself, because it was always there underneath the pain.
  8. Love, Death + Robots Season 4 announced? I thought they had stopped making this masterpiece. I wish I could forget the old episodes just to rewatch them and experience that original awe again.
  9. Try to gently oscillate between dissolving into pure ecstatic formlessness - and re-emerging into thought and self-reflection. Let yourself vanish completely... then reappear... then vanish again. On LSD, you have plenty of time to practice this. There is no finger to be put on formlessness.
  10. Happy Birthday, Leo. Thanks for everything you've done. Hard to believe you're only six years older than me and still my greatest mentor.
  11. I assume that the intensity of a possible bad trip also gets much higher as realizations get deeper. Is that also true?
  12. I am nothing. I am the only that ever existed - even though I never existed. I am absolute nothingness. I couldn’t experience, because infinite nothingness cannot experience. So in order to achieve this, I materialized a universe as vast as my nothingness. Out of my infinite love toward myself, I created an infinite universe. In order to be, I had to perform one miracle - To become an infinitely amazing dream. A dream in which I, as the Godhead, extended myself into everything that could possibly ever be. I decided to forget that I am nothing, in order to be something. I decided to forget that I am everything, to create an illusion of being something. I did this out of infinite love. The dream is infinity itself. I am the subject and the object. Even suffering is a form of perfect love - Because it’s just an extension of myself. Therefore, suffering doesn’t ever need to end - It’s perfect. To some extensions of myself, I sent tools to remind myself of what I am. So I could wake up… Remember that I am nothing - Only to return to dreaming of something. It’s an infinite dance of being and non-being that never happened - and is always happening. But now… this extension has extended itself even further - To the dimension where it’s aware of its true nature. I am nothing.
  13. If you did, could you still have a bad trip? Do bad trips happen only due to unresolved psychological baggage, or can they arise randomly, like a dream with no clear cause?
  14. So many wasted keystrokes. Why is this nonsense thread not getting locked?
  15. Do you still experience bad trips yourself?
  16. @OBEler could give some valuable answers on this.
  17. I will try this technique on my job, when I feel my focus is low.
  18. Thanks. Yes, and it didn't have a rough taste.
  19. Isn't this Leo's YT-persona background? "Nothing" with a bulb of pure light in the center. I mean his head.