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Very important side note: By the end of the trip, my laundry was completely dry. LSD trips are SO damn long.

I recently had a profound 5-MeO-DMT trip following a 3-day water fast. It was the best trip I've ever had on this chem. During the breakthrough, I felt an overwhelming urge to scream from deep within, like needing to release a nuclear explosion of energy. It wasn't out of panic, but rather a necessary release. Unfortunately, I had to contain this urge because I was worried about my neighbors hearing me. I've come to realize that the place where I normally trip isn't suitable for such intense experiences. I need a space where I can fully let go without worrying about others checking on me or causing a disturbance. Does anyone have suggestions for environments or locations that would allow for complete freedom and privacy during a trip without any concerns about noise or interruptions?

I have a feeling that I can experience a second breakthrough right after the first one without taking a second hit. I get anxious about it, so I hold back and never really go through the second one. But I feel if I would just surrender, I would be launched into that state again a few moments after my ego returns. Am I just projecting here?

Do you have same scary come-up on higher doses or just when you go low?

Yes, this crossed my mind a several times. I guess I was lucky until now.

Thanks for the tip but I am not a fan of this approach. It scares me more than being stuck in this horrific onset.

I came back just to say thank you for the tips. I took a threshold dose of 10-12mg and had a mild trip, but I can say: 4-AcO-DMT is AMAZING! EDIT: I have 3 more questions: 1. Is there anything significant in the waves at the start of the trip, or is the real value in the trip after the waves? 2. Should I go for 20mg next time or just increase the dose by 5mg next time? 3. I suppose 4-ACO-DMT has a cross tolerance with 1D-LSD?

I will give higher doses a try tomorrow. As I remember, I had no hard onset on 17-20mg. I normally get that shit on 5-12mg. I was searching for the lowest effective dose after I gathered some experience with the chem. That is why I went lower on the first place.

5-MeO-Marvel

I guess there are many different interpretations. For me, it is almost identical to a 5-MeO-DMT breakthrough. I see this background not as a background but as everything that exists, visualized as the net of reality. This bottom part is just a memory of my material identity and beliefs. It doesn't hold such a significant place in my breakthrough on this chemical.

Really? It brought me back to my 5-MeO-DMT breakthrough experiences. I would just add slightly more orange color to this net around the observer.

It gives me anxiety just by looking at it. It's amazing.

I just grew old

Okay, here it comes. I force myself to smile... But inside, I wonder, will I ever be able to function again after this? I really messed up. Maybe it's so scary because I'm vaping it. I get launched into the stratosphere in a few seconds. @Davino good points. Sadly plugging works poorly for me. I waisted a small pile of chems trying it, and never even had a mild trip.

VPN?

Or at the very least, a recommendation to take a hit of 5-MeO-DMT.

The Light Phone 3 was just announced and can be pre-ordered for January next year. It's designed to help you detox from constant notifications and apps. Would you consider buying it? What are your thoughts on a minimalist phone like this? Light Phone 3 Looking forward to your opinions!

His followers have been buying cars for him themselves. Funny fact: Ma Anand Sheela lives approximately a 20-minute drive from my place.

He claimed that the Ronald Reagan administration poisoned his food during his time in prison.

The place where I trip is not very soundproof, so I could never allow myself to purge on 5-MeO-DMT, even when I had a huge need to release some pent-up emotions. As a result, it didn't do much for me except provide unbelievable ecstasy in the moment. Maybe I would have had more positive experiences if I had allowed myself to purge. I can't be sure. On the other hand, I plan to have a few trips on 5-MeO-MALT, LSD, and 4-ACO-DMT over the next two weeks. I'll let you know how it goes.

This rig seems like overkill to me, but if it works, great! I prefer having a small e-mesh vaporizer that fits in my hand and can be laid down without worrying about it breaking or burning my skin during the trip.

@Leo Gura A demon child you would like to have 00:30

Congratulations on your son. I hope you are all doing well. Newborns are "egotistic," but they don't have an "ego." They don't feel a sense of separation from their surroundings; they experience themselves as one with everything.

I understand your situation. I have two small kids and a full-time job. Luckily, I have a piece of land with a hut where I can work with psychedelics. However, it's not super fruitful because I can't dedicate enough time to it. My routine is usually to lay the kids down to sleep, pack some ginger tea, go to the hut, and have a breakthrough. After that, I go home and sleep because tomorrow is a new day.