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I am sure behind his ecstatic facial expression, there were thoughts like: "I hope they don't eat me" Nonetheles, absolutely amazing!

Think for a several hours what your biggest life problems are. What is holding you the most in life, and where do you want to be in the future. When you find the answers, write them down. a. Feed chat gpt with answers. b. Tell it to recommend you 10 books that would help you become better according to the info it has about you. c. Download Audible and enjoy becoming more informed about your specific life issues. At your free time, you can do the exercises you learned about in those books. This has been extremely powerful for me. Im listening audiobooks during my night shifts and while working on weekends, driving, cycling etc.

I don't know if someone already mentioned Teal Swan. That would be a Super-Interview!

Yes, you are still very young. That is a great thing. It's your most valuable resource. It's also good that you have high standards, since most of people just stay where they are and distract themselves from the fact that they are in a bad situation. a. Why not writing on a papir your 5 biggest life problems in hierarchy and brainstorming 3 solutions for each of them? The first and biggest problem is the one that if being solved could bring the biggest change in your life, and so on... b. Did you ask enough questions here about the parts of the ULP Course you were stuck on, in order to get further with it? c. Do you need those negative people in your life? Why don't you cut them off if they pull you down? At least those you can cut off. d. What exactly do you mean by: "you cannot communicate"? Have you spend most of your life alone and didn't get a chance to learn it or is it something else? Normally this is being learned by exposing your self slowly to social situations, every day a bit.

Exacly! I would add something to this: If you think you are already addicted to it, you can do the simple test. Try spending 2 weeks without thinking about smoking it. It worked for me.

Nope. Nor I see any meaning in it. Just wanted to share an interesting coincidence here and see what others think.

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@Leo Gura Do you know if othes who reached that state had similar body reactions?

@Breakingthewall He claimed he was poisoned with thallium, very toxic heavy metal while spending his prison time. He created more than 100 meditation techniques and was truly amazing human during his lifetime. You are giving him too less credit.

Yes, his ability to speak was out of this world. But I was also fighting not to fall asleep many times while listening to him. Not because it gets boring but because of sedating effect on the mind his speaking had.

Let's be honest. Most of us here are heavily introverted nerds who dream about living alone on USS Voyager somewhere in a deep space. Yes, maybe occasionally having a sexual intercourse with Capitan Janeway, but not more than that!

I love Osho. I probably listened every single discourse that is available on English language. He managed to erase all that was left of my stage blue traits. He was truly amazing.

Why not today?

I will assume I understand your statement correctly. If your statement is true, that means that I did not realize God , but just some aspects of it. ( Or I experienced a few specific holons ) Meaning, my trips did not get deep enough in order to realize the whole picture. Is that correct?

I do not accept this as answer since you partially quoted my question. Also, I as a 10 year old do not understand those words.

Why?

Next in the series: Life advice for middle-aged people Part 1

Yesterday I took a microdose of 0.7 mg 4-ACO-DMT . I went through some kind of existential crisis. I swear I could have a breakthrough when I was at the peak. @Pudgey I remember you mentioning that it's important to find your personal best fitting psychedelic for your specific genetics. The one where even a tiny dose is felt heavily. Could this be the thing?

What I learned from my (relatively) bad trip is: 1. Lock the doors and hide the keys from yourself. 2. Put some blankets on the floor and prepare for a breakthrough. 3. Drink as much as possible water to flush the shit out of your body. 4. Dance and do some positive self talk if possible. Things like: the peak is already over. Worst waves already passed... Having in mind that you was not sloppy when measuring your dose helps soothing your mind.

That still doesn't answer a question why God would limit itself into a heavily traumatized child who's parents are tortured and murdered in front of his eyes and never even give him a possibility of reaching state of awareness that he realizes it's all a dream and he is actually infinite and all is just fine.

@Keryo Koffa Thanks for investing so much effort in doing this. But this doesn't answer my question. ******* Why would something infinite and perfect limit itself to something finite, imperfect that suffers and experiences a lots of pain. Something that is not even remotely aware of it's true nature. Can someone provide a 10 words long answer on my question like he is talking to a 10 years old boy? Please, no parroting scriptures or Leo's words.

Not even God? Doesn't this statement make God finite?

That being said, I'll add the quote that my stage red personality traits love to relate to from the Spartacus series: Crixus: "Gods of the Arena rain shit upon us." Spartacus: "Fuck the gods!"

No. Its miserable knowing my true nature and still being stuck in a extremely limited form. You just reframed it to seem more positive. Imagine having infinite possibilities and you limit yourself to a child who is sold to slavery. Or Woman that is dependant on her husband and also regularly being beaten and raped by the same person. Isn't that insane?

So Leo is currently not suffering due to his illness? Not only that. He is seeing it as highly enjoyable? I can understand that while in a very deep trip but not with my human level of awareness.