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Breaking news! Someone on Actualized.org just had an awakening that wasn't directly mentioned by Leo Gura! hurry up, Actualizers! Grab your pitchforks and stone him for blasphemy!

My intent wasn’t to offend. I appreciate your perspective, djust dealing with some brain fog. lol

People just need more psychedelics in their lives. @Lila9 @Keryo Koffa Your post increased my already high brain fog by 200%.

Nope. Freud’s Oedipus complex doesn’t fully explain the Madonna-whore complex. Stage Blue cultures, with strict gender roles and patriarchal values, reinforce this divide between “good” and “bad” women. Freud’s theory ignores these strong cultural and societal influences, making it outdated as the sole explanation.

It can be extremely hard to accept this when you grow up in a Stage Blue culture - this is where Madonna-whore complex comes from.

I’ve been struggling with heavy brain fog ever since I took a very high dose of 5-MeO-MALT. While I’m not 100% sure it’s the cause, the issue seemed to start around that time. The fog begins about an hour after waking and fully sets in after two hours, leaving me feeling disconnected from my mind and body, and making it hard to enjoy everyday activities. My situation: - Diet: Mostly diverse, organic foods with low sugar - Caffeine: About three times a week - Exercise: Weight training three times a week - Supplements: Taking brain detox supplements for several months, but unsure of their effectiveness - Work: I work in shifts, which seems to worsen the brain fog Things that have helped: - Mindfulness meditation – Provides some relief, though it’s not a complete solution - Short power naps – Significantly clear the fog, but naps mostly aren’t feasible due to my lifestyle If anyone has had similar experiences with brain fog, psychedelics, or shift work, or any advice on managing this, I’d really appreciate your thoughts.

I take it every day, it doesn't seem to make any diffrence.

You did more than good enough! 1. I completely agree that Goku’s core is rooted in a healthy Stage Red, since martial arts is the center of his life. 2. It’s tough for me to pinpoint any real Stage Blue traits in him. 3. I also agree that he embodies many Stage Green traits, especially in how he sees the good in everyone, even his enemies. But if you ask me, he’s about 70% healthy Red and 20% Orange, given his obsession with becoming the best - not as a career, but as a passion. The remaining 10%? That’s up for debate!

@Lila9 awesome explanation of the shift from Yellow to Turquoise. You nailed it. You really captured how Yellow is all about curiosity and openness, but eventually hits a point where intellectualizing just doesn’t work anymore. And the way you described Turquoise as more about living, feeling, and experiencing reality rather than analyzing it? Also, using Osho and Zeno as examples, loved that! Made it super relatable. Now I can’t help but wonder... where would Goku fit into Spiral Dynamics?

I have been captivated by the books of Mark Sisson and his performance in real life. Interesting! Thanks for sharing. German supplements are generally high quality due to strict EU regulations. While the US vitamin industry may be less regulated, I guess it's still important to check ingredients and research side effects for any supplement, no matter the country of origin. Thanks for pointing that out! I believe it all started the day I plugged 70mg of 5-MeO-MALT. When it didn’t seem to work, I kept increasing the dose until I hit 70mg. I didn’t get the trip I was expecting, but ever since, the brain fog that followed has been unmatched I may experiment with some of the things you've mentioned and share my experiences here!°

Legalizing prostitution might help regulate it and make society safer, but it doesn’t solve the deeper issue. Prostitution exists because many people’s basic needs, both material and emotional, aren’t being met. To really address this, we would need to end conflicts, redirect resources, and focus on education and personal growth. By helping people move to higher stages of development, where they think more consciously and empathetically, industries like prostitution would gradually fade away.

Hi @Michael569 I tried a food-induced keto diet, and although I entered ketosis, I felt terrible, likely because I didn’t do it properly. Later, I did a 5-day water fast and felt great after entering ketosis, but neither provided lasting results. If you have any recommendations for a dietitian who could address my specific problem, that would be very helpful!

Nah, I wouldn’t dismiss this so quickly. I’ve had several bad trips recently that indicate there are a lot of underlying issues that need my attention, so it's good that you pointed me in that direction! I eat dairy products and legumes almost daily, so I will go one week without them and see if this condition improves.

Thanks for the insight! Anxiety and dysthymia definitely seem to be playing a role in my brain fog. I’m aware that I deal with both, but I’ve learned to manage them quite well and function at a high level despite the challenges. That said, I know they can still amplify things like brain fog and low energy, especially during stressful times. As for the food triggers, I’ll try cutting out dairy and legumes for a week and see if it makes a difference. I already eat plenty and take supplements, so I don’t think it’s a calorie or nutrient issue, but I’ll keep an eye on everything. Appreciate your input!

@Princess Arabia is famous for collecting rare bird's milk, which you can only find at the top of Nepal’s mountains after defeating the powerful dragon god. That’s how she really gets her super white teeth. If you think eggshell powder will give you the same result, you’re very wrong!

That's crazy! J Just cut your emesh as you normally would, and once it's in position, hold it stable with one hand while pressing in the middle with a finger to create a small bump. After that, go to a dark room, increase the voltage to max, and press a few times briefly to check for any hot spots on the emesh. It should work perfectly. I’d advise against making a fenced mesh, as it won't dissipate heat evenly. You need precision and efficiency to get consistent results when vaping this chem.

My approach would be to identify exactly where those insecurities come from. Often, people with insecurities didn’t grow up in a truly healthy household, even if, on the surface, their family seemed fine to an outside observer. Is it possible that your needs weren’t fully met as a child or that you didn’t receive enough affirmation? If you had, you’d naturally have an internal sense of self-worth. I was very insecure for most of my life and had to learn the hard way. Once I identified my specific issues, I educated myself on each of them, reading books and researching. I also did every single practice the books recommended. Today, I barely recognize the person I was a few years ago, and certainly not from 10 years ago.

The last two times I took 4-AcO-DMT, I experienced relatively controllable bad trips. Since I wasn't prepared, I panicked, walked in circles, and comforted myself until it passed. This leads me to believe there's something to uncover behind these kinds of trips. In one or two weeks, I'll have some free time and want to attempt inducing several controllable bad trips, just breathing through them and observing my emotions and thoughts. Since I don't have the time to waste on pointless trips, I'm asking if anyone has done this? Is there a possibility to learn about oneself and grow through such an experience?

Thanks, @Davino Glad you liked it!

Guess the final form isn’t complete until the weave from China arrives! Transformation 2.0 incoming! 😂

Your English is confusing again, my man, no wonder people struggle to understand you. Still sticking to that habit of subtly putting others down, huh? 😊 Plus taxes, office fees, and other stuff... it’s 25k euros. You know it’s true! I mean, its Germany.

I’m just naturally this efficient.

Yes, 250k penalty is absolutely outrageous. All the surgeries and effort to change your sex, but forgot to get a hair transplant. Cute nonetheless.

@What Am I Thanks, mate. Yup, it's very easy. It's just important not to get distracted while counting the number of micro-scoops you throw into the portal to hell.

@Asia P Can you get the seeds and grow them yourself? Have you tried microdosing psychedelics? It works incredibly well for me when it comes to meditation and shadow work, although it sometimes has some unwanted effects.