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I have been captivated by the books of Mark Sisson and his performance in real life. Interesting! Thanks for sharing. German supplements are generally high quality due to strict EU regulations. While the US vitamin industry may be less regulated, I guess it's still important to check ingredients and research side effects for any supplement, no matter the country of origin. Thanks for pointing that out! I believe it all started the day I plugged 70mg of 5-MeO-MALT. When it didn’t seem to work, I kept increasing the dose until I hit 70mg. I didn’t get the trip I was expecting, but ever since, the brain fog that followed has been unmatched I may experiment with some of the things you've mentioned and share my experiences here!°

Legalizing prostitution might help regulate it and make society safer, but it doesn’t solve the deeper issue. Prostitution exists because many people’s basic needs, both material and emotional, aren’t being met. To really address this, we would need to end conflicts, redirect resources, and focus on education and personal growth. By helping people move to higher stages of development, where they think more consciously and empathetically, industries like prostitution would gradually fade away.

Hi @Michael569 I tried a food-induced keto diet, and although I entered ketosis, I felt terrible, likely because I didn’t do it properly. Later, I did a 5-day water fast and felt great after entering ketosis, but neither provided lasting results. If you have any recommendations for a dietitian who could address my specific problem, that would be very helpful!

Nah, I wouldn’t dismiss this so quickly. I’ve had several bad trips recently that indicate there are a lot of underlying issues that need my attention, so it's good that you pointed me in that direction! I eat dairy products and legumes almost daily, so I will go one week without them and see if this condition improves.

@Husseinisdoingfine I hope you're doing okay and haven't made any rash decisions in the meantime. I can tell you're still quite young, and while I completely understand that your current situation has left you feeling hopeless, failing these exams might actually be a blessing in disguise. It’s a sign that something better and more fulfilling could be waiting for you, something where you'll truly excel and go beyond your own expectations. Keep your head up, man. You're just at the beginning of your journey, and one day you'll likely look back at this situation and feel indifferent or even laugh at how much you’ve grown since then.

Yes, suicide statistics show it's a widespread issue, but the real challenge here goes beyond numbers. If people start leaving suicide notes on a public forum regularly, it would quickly harm the forum’s reputation, regardless of intent. This isn’t just about how common suicide is, but about the responsibility and perception that comes with running such a space. While the work done here can lead to deep self-reflection, which sometimes triggers suicidal thoughts, simply filtering out certain words won’t solve the issue as i previously though. I guess we need to recognize that this forum can become a place where people in distress seek help, and that makes it even more crucial to handle these situations with care, offering resources and ensuring there's real support for those in crisis. This way, the forum's purpose remains intact without unintentionally contributing to a negative reputation.

Thanks for the insight! Anxiety and dysthymia definitely seem to be playing a role in my brain fog. I’m aware that I deal with both, but I’ve learned to manage them quite well and function at a high level despite the challenges. That said, I know they can still amplify things like brain fog and low energy, especially during stressful times. As for the food triggers, I’ll try cutting out dairy and legumes for a week and see if it makes a difference. I already eat plenty and take supplements, so I don’t think it’s a calorie or nutrient issue, but I’ll keep an eye on everything. Appreciate your input!

@Princess Arabia is famous for collecting rare bird's milk, which you can only find at the top of Nepal’s mountains after defeating the powerful dragon god. That’s how she really gets her super white teeth. If you think eggshell powder will give you the same result, you’re very wrong!

That's crazy! J Just cut your emesh as you normally would, and once it's in position, hold it stable with one hand while pressing in the middle with a finger to create a small bump. After that, go to a dark room, increase the voltage to max, and press a few times briefly to check for any hot spots on the emesh. It should work perfectly. I’d advise against making a fenced mesh, as it won't dissipate heat evenly. You need precision and efficiency to get consistent results when vaping this chem.

My approach would be to identify exactly where those insecurities come from. Often, people with insecurities didn’t grow up in a truly healthy household, even if, on the surface, their family seemed fine to an outside observer. Is it possible that your needs weren’t fully met as a child or that you didn’t receive enough affirmation? If you had, you’d naturally have an internal sense of self-worth. I was very insecure for most of my life and had to learn the hard way. Once I identified my specific issues, I educated myself on each of them, reading books and researching. I also did every single practice the books recommended. Today, I barely recognize the person I was a few years ago, and certainly not from 10 years ago.

The last two times I took 4-AcO-DMT, I experienced relatively controllable bad trips. Since I wasn't prepared, I panicked, walked in circles, and comforted myself until it passed. This leads me to believe there's something to uncover behind these kinds of trips. In one or two weeks, I'll have some free time and want to attempt inducing several controllable bad trips, just breathing through them and observing my emotions and thoughts. Since I don't have the time to waste on pointless trips, I'm asking if anyone has done this? Is there a possibility to learn about oneself and grow through such an experience?

Thanks, @Davino Glad you liked it!

Guess the final form isn’t complete until the weave from China arrives! Transformation 2.0 incoming! 😂

Your English is confusing again, my man, no wonder people struggle to understand you. Still sticking to that habit of subtly putting others down, huh? 😊 Plus taxes, office fees, and other stuff... it’s 25k euros. You know it’s true! I mean, its Germany.

I’m just naturally this efficient.

Yes, 250k penalty is absolutely outrageous. All the surgeries and effort to change your sex, but forgot to get a hair transplant. Cute nonetheless.

@What Am I Thanks, mate. Yup, it's very easy. It's just important not to get distracted while counting the number of micro-scoops you throw into the portal to hell.

@Asia P Can you get the seeds and grow them yourself? Have you tried microdosing psychedelics? It works incredibly well for me when it comes to meditation and shadow work, although it sometimes has some unwanted effects.

Left: E-mesh head. Right: E-liquid head. Fast reloading, so easy you can do it even while mildly high. A portal to hell opens. Vaporizer ready chems. Travel pack And here’s a short demo. E-mesh in action. First two clicks—crystallizing. Once this is done, you can leave it for months without losing potency. It won't leak or degrade. A long press sends you into the stratosphere.

Redosing is super easy with e-mesh. I have a small trick. It's very convenient for that. You put some of the chemical on it, set the vaporizer to 10W in Power mode, and click once. It will crystallize the powder, and you'll have a loaded setup. When you're ready to use it, set it to 20W and enjoy. Wait, I will upload a few pictures.

Just search for the city that smells like weed.

Check this out: Since plugging works well for you, I don't see a reason to change, unless you enjoy the intense effects of fast-acting vaping on e-mesh.

Thanks, I’ll try this ratio and report back.

Okay, then I’ll assume that my MALT (NL) is indeed a bad batch. I also have a CA version that I haven’t tested yet. I’ll give it a try this week and update here. Needles scare the shit out of me, unfortunately. Last time, when a hot nurse wanted to draw a few drops of my blood, I almost fainted. Thought I was going to die. 🥵