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I thought you posted a meme, so it deserved a light-hearted comment. Enlightenment while working a 9 to 5 is BS, which is why my goal is far more intelligent. Also, that '😉' kills any charisma instantly. Toxic femininity lol 😂

It's awesome. Get it!

We don't know that.

There are too many of them. I will merge them all into myself. Hold my 🍺

Check my public journal in the forum. I think one of my last posts explains it very well. If you want to go deeper into it, I suggest Teal Swan's Self-Love course and Patrick Teahan.

I remember asking Martin Ball if he had tried 5-MeO-MALT, and he told me he had tried 5-MeO-MiPT and had a very mild experience. He didn't seem impressed with it. I personally have never tried it so I cannot say anything from personal experience.

Just take some LSD. Something tells me you'll end up with a similar feeling. It feels like waking up from a well-designed dream, rembering it was all just YOU. Yes, it tends to make me feel nihilistic at times, as everything seems to lose its external meaning when you remember that it's all a projection of yourself. But in that nihilism, there’s also an opportunity to redefine meaning on your own terms.

I once awakened after biting off a small piece of skin from my finger and thoughtlessly spitting it on the floor, treating it as nothing. ( It's disgusting , I know ) But then I looked at it - it started to glow in its greatness - and I picked it up with care, experiencing the holiest thing that can exist. The thing so sacred you don’t even dare to speak its name (if it had one). The thing that could kill you in a single moment, without any effort. I fell to my knees in awe, becoming one with it. I felt the utter loneliness, and it made me want to cry. I am still learning to love this loneliness. @Javfly33 I know you made a similar post recently, and mine is inspired by it. I'm wondering how you learned to love it and would love to hear from others with direct experience.

Well, there's nothing shameful in it. I've had a several awakenings on 3 different substances and vape a relatively heavy amount of 5-MeO-DMT. Solipsism is not a question for me. I return to my material life every time, doing the same job, still not living my life purpose, and still not financially independent. I see it as healthy prioritizing. But that is off topic.

@Davino Cannot remove the tag. @Keryo Koffa That's another reason for me to get off it. Years ago, I deleted all my social media accounts, and now I feel like this has become a substitute.

@Someone here hi there Well, there is a point where I need to go to job and pay bills, awakened or not, that grounds me in material world quickly. But I see what are you aiming to, even tho, I just got some answers from "other" lol I will check that video again, thanks for the Suggestion! Honestly, I stopped chasing direct experiences since they are currently not aligned with my material life goals and make me highly nihilistic and lazy, so some chit chat about it is okay for me, even tho it doesn't address the issue directly.

Journaling can be therapeutic, but it's not a therapy. From my experience, inner child dialogue which can be very powerful. It's a form of journaling. Combined with a few other things it can make miracles in your life.

@Davino I'm not sure if I understand what you mean. Quit what? You can continue to self-actualize without this forum. If something no longer serves you, it's natural to leave it behind. By saying this, I'm not encouraging anyone to leave, I'm just unsure of what you're referring to.

@Butters As you previously described your situation with your father (if I remember correctly), he seems very emotionally immature. Chasing the love that you never got from him when you needed it most is a sign that you still haven't gone through your grief. I'm sorry to say this, but there is probably no way you will ever reach any depth with him. Maybe moving on is the best option, and working on the wound it caused you, as there's always a possibility that you'll search for that kind of unfulfilled love in others, which might lead to a few toxic relationships.

Maybe it's just a phase where everyone is at their own stage of wondering, "What am I doing with my life?" But everyone approaches it differently, partly due to the age gap. I also think that's natural.

@Davino great post! I’ve been thinking the same. And I want to add to this: Only a few seem to be doing the real work, while others just echo Leo's words or throw around big names and ideas to impress - basically pulling info out of their ass. I even wanted my account deleted because such things make me want to vomit. Then I had a unexpectedly heavy trip and realized, there’s nowhere else to tell about this, because, well, there’s literally no one else but me! 😂 How could anyone else understand this? So, I stayed. But your points about AI are spot on!

I would show him the miserable, war-torn Balkans, collect a few shrapnel from the walls of houses people are still living in, and make a senseless attempt to explain why humans waste invaluable resources on war. Oh, and why people there call their daughters 'my son'.

Man, I just love the warmth and compassion in your responses <3

A healthy romantic relationship doesn't require excessive energy to sustain. Having someone who loves and cares about you is incredible and can boost your efforts toward achieving your goals in life. Suppressing or "transcending" your natural sexual needs is misguided. Why would you want to do that? It's true that attachment isn't love, but that doesn't mean every relationship is just attachment. A healthy relationship exists when both people can live without each other, but choose to be together.

Awesome! Let us know how it goes.

With MALT, you can gradually increase the dose to reach a breakthrough. In contrast, 5-MeO-DMT either causes a breakthrough or not. Both can be super-intense at the right dose

Yes, sounds epic, but my current adventure level is already set to "extreme".

Probably 5-MeO-DMT, since it acts within a few seconds when vaporized, and the savagery it provides during the come-up is unparalleled. I sadly never got the chance to experience it by plugging.

I never got why people give 5-MeO-MALT these soft, feminine labels. At high doses, MALT tears you apart piece by piece until there's nothing left. 5-MeO-DMT, on the other hand, hits like a freight train - quick and unforgiving. In the end, both have the same vibe and will crush your ego hard when you hit the right dose.

Hi @jacknine119 If you were to ask me for advice on the root of your problem, I’d suggest giving ChatGPT a detailed rundown of your psychological condition. Let it help diagnose you and recommend five books that specifically address those issues. I don’t mean to sound harsh, but based on a few of your posts, it seems like you’re not fully aware of your deepest problems, which is why you're unable to work directly on them. You need to become an expert on your own psychology, weaknesses, and shadows.