-
Content count
459 -
Joined
-
Last visited
Everything posted by Chadders
-
@BlessedLion honestly that sounds like you have the perfect set up. Access to women but able to maintain a life of mostly solitude. I’m finding that I can’t have the former if I keep too much of the latter! Unless the universe changes its mind for me
-
@KenDo I have only been doing psychedelics for a couple of years now and consider myself barely dipping my toe in the absolute potential of psychedelics Good that you are starting with mushrooms. That is sensible because the duration is not too long and you can easily dose. You don’t know your tolerance yet so the key is to become more familiar with a change in consciousness. That is ultimately what happens. You’re consciousness changes and if you take too much too soon it’ll freak you out. When I started I only microdosed to get a feel for what I was getting myself into. On mushrooms that is around 100mg though again it varies depending on your tolerance. Personally I would start there and work your way up. In terms of sourcing that is often the hard part. When I really wanted to get into psychedelics I had no connect and couldn’t source. A couple of leads I had went flat. I literally took myself to the Peak District which is a local national park where liberty caps grow and I picked them myself! Obviously be very sensible here but at the time I had no source so that’s what I did. I do now have a reliable and trustworthy source. Through a friend of a friend. Reach out to your networks and see if there are any connections is the best bet. I wouldn’t do anything with the dark web. Fuck that.
-
I have not done radically high doses but even for the highest dose I did I did not experience visuals. Just divine connectedness with reality and intense perception changes
-
Chadders replied to An young being's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@An young being To actually shape reality at a large scale -
Sounds grand I’m assuming you will have a kind of taster video to share to get a feel for the content before purchase?
-
I had a profound insight today on LSD about love and how it applies to rejection in life Basically to express love and affection for the sake of love is a reward in itself. Often we tell someone they’re beautiful or that we love them but actually the ego is looking to get something from it, but to express your love for the sake of love is very different. You want to express authentic love that is in you and you want that love to be felt by another. In this sense it does not matter if they reject you because the reward is in itself. It feels good to do that regardless of what they say It’s like you are beautiful because you are beautiful and I’m saying that because I want you to know. Not for any other reason. This is ultimately how you will overcome rejection. It feels good to do that But interestingly how you express that love is unique to you. It’s to be authentic with that and unashamed and that’s actually the hard bit at least for me At the back end of the trip I got hit by rejection. Just some group I hadn’t been invited to and that made me feel upset but hey it’s part of the universe. The Lord giveth and the Lord taketh but have faith it’ll work out in the end I do love LSD. I find it connects me with the love more than on mushrooms
-
long one. Bit of a rant about my life. Maybe I should speak to a shrink Im not in mid life but i have all the components of a mid life crisis. What was, still is, and what is does not satisfy me any longer. Problem is I’m stuck. I have been on a very long journey with my business but since embarking on the journey 6 years ago I am a changed man. Basically I’m in limbo stuck with a business that still does not pay me a wage, so having to do a job in sales that I really don’t like but that pays well and is flexible so I can still work on the company. I work for a university so benefits are good. I just feel really fucked off sometimes. I have been pretty introverted as well for the last 10 years or so I’m changing that but still feel that the potential for radical change is held back by my situation that is not allowing me to fully actualise it. I want to go further faster Now I know that things will eventually change. Nothing ever stays the same. We are edging closer to being revenue generating so we can go to an investor and I can pay myself a wage to be CEO full time but when this will be who knows? Honestly you would not believe how long things take. We have prospective businesses that have been in the pipeline for sometime now that haven’t move to contract stage. And as long as this still plods on at a snails pace I am stuck in a bullshit job Sometimes I ask the universe why? Why is it taking so long? What is the purpose of this limbo? Especially when I have had the conscious shifts and want to change. Change is too slow for me. I want action but I have committed to the company which keeps me locked in from changing radically which I want The irony of venturing with this was to give me freedom. It has done just about the opposite Just really pissed off sometimes. Looking to meet more women in my life which I am working on but that I know is ultimately not fully realised because of my state. I would say my state fluctuates between 40% - 60% so I am not in essence as happy and satisfied as I know I can be and that rubs off. Again because of the situation Again I’m making changes in my life but they’re not happening fast enough nor radically enough. Fuck it I might just buy myself a motorbike. I have wanted to do that! Excuse the bitching but maybe someone can relate here
-
@LastThursday cheers some wise words The thing is I’m not so bothered about success or failure with the business - at least nowhere near like I was before. Of course I will be devastated at first but it’s just about wanting to move on with my life. Just to move on. This is all I ask of the universe so I can properly actualise the things that are now important to me. New priorities have emerged The motorbike is about growth for me. The sense of freedom and liberation and being able to hit the road on two wheels at speed where there is jeopardy. You’re far more vulnerable on a bike than a car but that’s where the thrill is! Hopefully things get moving for you in your world. What’s the sticky point that’s hindering progress?
-
Chadders replied to Someone here's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Someone here In my view religion itself is completely unnecessary and will create stories and concepts that might not help in pursuit of the divine. Religious texts are so full of contradictions and bullshit mostly though there is wisdom to be found if you are mature and conscious enough to cut through However I did grow up in a semi Christian family so I understand about the religious qualities. As someone who is spiritual but not religious I do see the profundity in the teachings of Jesus. He was a highly spiritual person very attuned to the divine. I don’t know if Muhammad was quite as spiritually connected as Jesus but that is a bias on my part as I do not know so much about Islam. What is nice about religion is the community side that you don’t get from being a solo spiritual seeker but that I would say is the best way to come face to face with the divine. Before there was Islam there was no Islam. It is made up by people that interpreted the message of solo spiritual seekers and then it got passed down generation after generation To truly follow in the path of Jesus or Muhammad is to be a solo spiritual seeker. It is your universe to discover and your goal is to clear your mind of all concepts and stories until you are left with the essence of reality. Tbh if Jesus suddenly came back from the dead he’d probably say to those with their head stuck in the bible wtf are you doing? The divine cannot be found in the nature of thought and concepts but in the present moment -
Thought it would be interesting to start a thread of the special places where we meditate or do psychedelics. Here’s where I like to sit to connect with the divine. Beautiful spot. Very blessed 🙏
-
Chadders replied to eTorro's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@BlessedLion Will check the video out yoof. Very blessed 🙏 -
Chadders replied to eTorro's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@eTorro For me I find there are different qualities of happiness for the material and immaterial world I can find happiness and the flow in my work or connecting with people but also happiness in those quiet moments of solitude but yes happiness can only be from within that it arises. To be in a state of flow with the universe unrestricted and uninhibited. To enjoy the material world that is on offer as if it was your playground to do as you will -
@jacknine119 style baby
-
@bebotalk I know I’ll be voting for the Green Party. They are the only party that actually has policies that will alleviate societal dysfunction @Danioover9000 The conservatives have presided over perhaps the biggest increase in dysfunction the UK has seen in modern times. Living standards are on the decline, child poverty rates are just awful now. Poverty, massive inequality, the obesity epidemic. The tories don’t give a fuck because they are mostly highly materialistic and deeply unspiritual. They are all about the bling bling and the money money. They are self serving They’ve left a damaging legacy for our children
-
Chadders replied to Chadders's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Evan Gill In the UK. We have had quite a wet summer so far so the meadow is lush with green -
Discovered this channel not long ago. Fascinating
-
Chadders replied to Keryo Koffa's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Keryo Koffa I have always been a seeker. I am restless and ambitious. At the moment my spiritual development is to ultimately serve my worldly life. Being more spiritually connected has helped me become more capable in the material world. There’s so much I want to achieve in the human dimension. When I’m older that’ll change I’m sure -
Chadders replied to Javfly33's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Javfly33 I’ve never experienced god realisation but the word god is just that, a word It is used to describe a particular mystical experience where you have become one with the universe and have also discovered you are the source of all that is. -
@Danioover9000 well yeh that’s obvious. I didn’t say that it was easy. The world will need to experience more pain before we get any kind of global cooperation like that But what is the solution? This is it. There has to be an effort to redress the balance. At the very least what I would like to see is more mature honest political discussions about global population levels and how we manage it going forward. Efforts can be made here. You mention liberal but actually most liberals would disagree with the whole premise of reducing global population As mentioned at the beginning the whole notion of reducing population is a controversial one. This is why we don’t even discuss it let alone how initiatives to help bring levels down Sometimes political differences are irrelevant. Global population will reach, and in many cases has already reached, unsustainable levels where we are destroying the planets ecosystems at such a tremendous rate that its impact will massively harm the lives of millions of people. People do not want to accept this but it’s just what will happen. It’s not an opinion unless we figure out some ground breaking technology like fusion
-
@Danioover9000 we cannot deal with the world’s problems without global cooperation. That includes coordinated efforts to minimise the impact of societal harms
-
@LastThursday Let’s just hope it doesn’t come to either of those. We need a twin approach globally coordinated that deals with individual needs to pull people out of po alongside social conventions around population reduction Fat chance this will happen though before some serious human catastrophe unless we figure out fusion energy or something
-
@Danioover9000 The issue is a lot of youngsters do already follow Andrew Tate. They’ve had an issue with this in schools and his influence is creating distortions in terms of being a man Tbf this has not been helped by the general attack on masculinity and so young men and boys are lost. They are not getting what they want often sexually and romantically at a young age. Also capitalism creates this artificial need to be wealthy that youngsters too immature to understand desire. They see that Tate has the bling bling and the ladies and they want that for themselves. Tate distorts how to get it though by basically being a worse human By divine masculine I mean a strong independent man that is confident and self assured. Tate is actually quite insecure given his paranoia. Also the divine masculine boys do need to integrate the feminine by being compassionate and vulnerable. This makes you a stronger man because you are comfortable with insecure feelings rather than suppressing opening up to it and being compassionate
-
@Danioover9000 Sure it’s important for boys and young men to develop the divine masculine. They need proper role models though. Andrew Tate isn’t one of them. He warps perceptions of what it means to be a man in a dysfunctional way
-
@Brent Rothwell That’s tough man sorry to hear that. You do live in a developed society so there are prospects out there Consider what you want to do. Also consider the demand for jobs. In Australia what do they need? There is a demand for certain roles in the trade and public sector such as teachers and medical staff. Not saying that’s what you want to do but there are well paid options out there though they require training so you need to commit to that. Nothing wrong with retraining or apprenticeships if they have those down under in the world of work a lot is about how you present yourself professionally. Consider how you can be more professional in manner and appearance
-
Chadders replied to Breakingthewall's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Breakingthewall sounds like an amazing blessed experience. I hope to awaken like this some day but not ready for the god realisation stuff. It is not my time yet