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Yes, I was at the brink of something big in my last trip on shrooms. I even perceived that it "offered" me a breakthrough and... I couldn't take it/continuing going deep. Like you said fear. If I did accept the offer, I intuit very deeply that I didn't know how "I" or reality would be after. It was crazy, but I also sensed that it was gonna be awesome, I wasnt ready to that degree of awesomeness lol. Its crazy scary. I still love the world somewhat, I couldn't let go of this very limited world. Suffering from greatness, can you believe this shit? LMAO I guess I am not ready to let go fully of my personhood and go into Brahmanhood. I was beginning to actually understand and feel that there's NO difference whatsoever between you and any other thing. And this wasnt something light, its not on an intellectual level, its not like you read somewhere and get it. But a new dimension of understanding, I guess its Being. It was really intense, and I am glad the medicine didnt force me and was gentle enough for allowing me to back it off. Something like 5-meo wouldn't allow it as I understand it. Currently I am washed. I can stay in being without thoughts. Eyes closed or open. I am so grateful for this. I also feel a hotness inside of me since that day, in the heart area, its pleasant. I agree that gounding methods are essential, and should be practiced, I will try them for sure. Honestly, hats off to all of you who do this work, you guys are BRAVE as fuck! I am proud of everyone here.

I agree with you, suffering and fear are the two gatekeepers to God.

I know I just need to accept it, but its too profound. Accepting is the key, it's simple, it's profound, it's greatness. But my little self is afraid, at least for now. Oh well, more work for me to do.

Sure, until you drastically change your state and this doesnt mean much.

I guess that's one way to frame it. But this doesn't help.

I see, I would say I am already pretty healthy mentally, emotionally and etc. I am silent. But there's still fear. I don't know about spiritual development without suffering. Buddha, prior to being Buddha suffered alot, Jesus, I think its fundamental to the path. It is beautiful too, I takes a great soul and bravery to pursue this work, that's why nobody does it.

So you do a lot of physical activities to stay grounded, that is good. But what I am saying is when you in the middle of a spiritual practice, be it meditation or psychedelics, fear will pop up, and sometimes a very intense fear -- your sense of self is being severly challenged. I know you can say, accept everything, let go etc etc, but is not that simple I am afraid. At that moment, what do you personally do?

Well, anecdotally too, people report that ETs have control of visibility of UFOS, so if you see one, they know you are seeing them and they are allowing you to see them, and chances are that only you or a handfull of people are seeing them. There are many accounts of people getting close to UFOs and nothing significantly happening to them. If any thing physiological and psychological effects happens more on onboard experiences. Not saying any of this is true beyond a shadow of doubt, but yeah. All in all, I wouldn't touch it that's for sure.

Never shaved, never will. Personal goal of mine of dying without shaving -- don't judge please. Leaves silently

Extreme Open-Mindedness & Independence of Thought.

Corruption is everywhere. That's why one must take EVERYONE with a grain of salt.

Yeah, it somewhat makes sense to come to this conclusion if reason was everything there is. But it isnt.

I just learned that Kant is literally the antithesis of metaphysics and to Leo lmao. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Knowledge#Limits

Bro just wants to climb stuff

Same, It's a great world and overall design. I dont think nothing in hollywood right now can compare. Me too, but thats a good thing.

Literally me. 👁️🔍 #Witnessmaxxing #Voyeurmaxxing

That's a great path to follow. But I wouldnt lead a company myself, maybe a small company

Imagine a university, where the requirement for entry is to be god realized

That seems like a good challenge, but there still a lot of money left, what will you do with it?

Solid list, nice!

Oh you sweet devil!

@Judy2 You're welcome

I want to go to khajuraho(Hindu/tantric temple) if I have the chance. People say the energy there is powerful. I want to see if it is true

I think this question is at the crux of human life -- period. This question should be probed into the human mind since infancy, or very early. The contemplation of this matter since the beginning of one's life would dispel so many illusions and suffering down the road, its crazy. I see so many people doing stuff just because of the money, or status or something of the like. Which looking with a compassionate view you can't really blame them -- survival is difficult and most people swim in an ocean full of sharks wanting to take advantage of them. But I argue that if we were to build a more intelligent and conscious environment we should view work and activities with deep respect and reverence. A mission, you might say. To align with your mission, is the thing that will bring the most satisfaction and contentment. Sick shit! Imagine an AI eco-system that maximezes intelligence and love through global collaboration and respect

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