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Eskilon replied to Carl-Richard's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
shit wood, carry water -
You are trolling. Cant be on this forum and do that
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That`s cool. Will you examine Leo`s Brain?
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Yes, but for what?
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Missed opportunity
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Interesting, which field?
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Yes, I know. But I guess it depends on how fat your ego was prior to it too. For example if you were really attached to your self image, and to meaning. That awakening would crush you to your bones. But if you were relatively more detached than average it could be an easier time(but still really difficult to deal).
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When I tried 5 Meo dmt (small dose) I experienced a kind of emptiness/nothingness. There was not really anything positive about it But I am open to the fact that it might have been the dose I took so I could have different experience if I tried again and yes it’s something I’d like to try I am not self less. It’s just that I have a very small self because most of it dissolved for me In my past : I could get attached to a crush I had, since my self almost dissolved I don’t get attached to anyone anymore I used to be attached to looking a certain way. I am not attached to my appearance anymore, that disappeared when my self started to dissolve I used to have social anxiety and I was attached to having a confident, charming self image. Now that’s all gone I used to have as a child chronic existential anxiety, that’s all gone Instead of all of this, which disappeared when I dissolved layers to my self: now different problems arose I barely feel I exist That creates a kind of emptiness Its almost like walking around in a constant void (almost, not completely because I’m not completely gone) It is like everything is a bit hollow and lacks richness Makes sense? If my sense of self was 100% dissolved maybe this problem would resolve I see, I thought getting your self dissolved to some degree would bring liberation, not hollowness and lack of richness. But maybe that depends on the person and their persona prior to it, dont know though. Could be something about development.
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@Sugarcoat Aren't you curious to know what awakening is? Especially because you had a strong glimpse on 5-meo... Also how can you be like this since you said your self is mostly dissolved, im trying to grasp that As for what keeps me going I would say I am really curious to what awakening is and I find that I am not at my full maturation yet(not intellectually, spiritually etc) so I am curious to where I can push this self. And the fact that you dont know what comes after death(it could be worse), if anything. This could be the only life you have and then its over(from an non-lucid perspective). Why waste it?
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There is another perspective to see the escalation of AI, not the AI per se but the consequences of all the money involved Great video! Thanks
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I never understood the appeal of alchohol besides the mood change. It's not even a dopaminergic substance(ike say a tasty juice, a candy, or even coca-cola), it tastes like trash. I feel people drink out of conformity too, "to not be the weird one that doesnt drink" cant imagine people drinking willingly out of pleasure
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Like a narcissistic dog you say .. 😂 Awkward way to stand and hold a hand while the mics in the other.. homie just trying to establish 45sec of kino contact to unlock cosmic levels of attraction and free love. Gosh this is so cringe. Not even on a psychedelic I could behave like this
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Eskilon replied to Sugarcoat's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Sugarcoat I dont think you can trascend pain per se. Unless you are not in the body 24/7, pain will always exists, suffering though, that's ego and can definitely be trascended. In other words, I think only when you actually die or somehow achieve god consciousness 24/7, like I imagine aliens being this way. -
And That's not a bad thing too. Imagine if everyone were driven af, the planet would be long gone by now.
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I think the case in the video is a case for low ambition in the material sense. Not necessarily conformity. Most people are not that driven with ambition to build a bussiness and self-actualize. But that doesnt mean they are conformists per se. And at the same time, you can be very ambitious and driven while also being a conformist -- so it's a tricky topic and distinction to make.
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Will it be infinite erections? Can I spread my seed everywhere without rest?👉👈
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What is this clickbait title lmao. Carl a marketer fr
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Eskilon replied to oWezel's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Underrated video. One of the best. Did you read the Douglas Hofstadter book that Leo got the concept out of? -
The same can be said about any desire, really. Dont you think that for people who really like alchohol or say chocolates, that the desire to obtain those things doesnt dominates their thoughts? Every desire is personal and emotionally charged, this isnt exclusive to sex. Theres a way for you to not be dominated by sex, its called: sexual transmutation. You dont need to be asexual or having lots of it in order to not pursue sex like an animal. Furthermore there's an argument for sex being trivial, I bet most males would say to you sex means nothing after you ejaculate, like literally nothing, you feel drained, and in a certain sense, you feel clear. I would say its really hard to pursue spirituality if you dont have a deep understanding of why you chase sex, and how to transmute/transcend it. Only if you do peak consciousness work(psychedelics) and skip base-line consciousness work(meditation, kriya yoga), because if you do the latter you not be going crazy after sex.
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Eskilon replied to Leo Gura's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Lmao this made me laugh. Sadhguru ssj 20 and Leo is krillin -
Eskilon replied to Ima Freeman's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
It's all good -
Eskilon replied to Ima Freeman's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
you dont know that🤔 -
Actually, I think he misunderstood the other user.
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Not sure about that. Would you claim that you or other people don't suffer from sitting non-stop for 2 weeks?