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@Sugarcoat Aren't you curious to know what awakening is? Especially because you had a strong glimpse on 5-meo... Also how can you be like this since you said your self is mostly dissolved, im trying to grasp that As for what keeps me going I would say I am really curious to what awakening is and I find that I am not at my full maturation yet(not intellectually, spiritually etc) so I am curious to where I can push this self. And the fact that you dont know what comes after death(it could be worse), if anything. This could be the only life you have and then its over(from an non-lucid perspective). Why waste it?
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There is another perspective to see the escalation of AI, not the AI per se but the consequences of all the money involved Great video! Thanks
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I never understood the appeal of alchohol besides the mood change. It's not even a dopaminergic substance(ike say a tasty juice, a candy, or even coca-cola), it tastes like trash. I feel people drink out of conformity too, "to not be the weird one that doesnt drink" cant imagine people drinking willingly out of pleasure
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Like a narcissistic dog you say .. 😂 Awkward way to stand and hold a hand while the mics in the other.. homie just trying to establish 45sec of kino contact to unlock cosmic levels of attraction and free love. Gosh this is so cringe. Not even on a psychedelic I could behave like this
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Eskilon replied to Sugarcoat's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Sugarcoat I dont think you can trascend pain per se. Unless you are not in the body 24/7, pain will always exists, suffering though, that's ego and can definitely be trascended. In other words, I think only when you actually die or somehow achieve god consciousness 24/7, like I imagine aliens being this way. -
And That's not a bad thing too. Imagine if everyone were driven af, the planet would be long gone by now.
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I think the case in the video is a case for low ambition in the material sense. Not necessarily conformity. Most people are not that driven with ambition to build a bussiness and self-actualize. But that doesnt mean they are conformists per se. And at the same time, you can be very ambitious and driven while also being a conformist -- so it's a tricky topic and distinction to make.
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Will it be infinite erections? Can I spread my seed everywhere without rest?👉👈
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What is this clickbait title lmao. Carl a marketer fr
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Eskilon replied to oWezel's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Underrated video. One of the best. Did you read the Douglas Hofstadter book that Leo got the concept out of? -
The same can be said about any desire, really. Dont you think that for people who really like alchohol or say chocolates, that the desire to obtain those things doesnt dominates their thoughts? Every desire is personal and emotionally charged, this isnt exclusive to sex. Theres a way for you to not be dominated by sex, its called: sexual transmutation. You dont need to be asexual or having lots of it in order to not pursue sex like an animal. Furthermore there's an argument for sex being trivial, I bet most males would say to you sex means nothing after you ejaculate, like literally nothing, you feel drained, and in a certain sense, you feel clear. I would say its really hard to pursue spirituality if you dont have a deep understanding of why you chase sex, and how to transmute/transcend it. Only if you do peak consciousness work(psychedelics) and skip base-line consciousness work(meditation, kriya yoga), because if you do the latter you not be going crazy after sex.
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Eskilon replied to Leo Gura's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Lmao this made me laugh. Sadhguru ssj 20 and Leo is krillin -
Eskilon replied to Ima Freeman's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
It's all good -
Eskilon replied to Ima Freeman's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
you dont know that🤔 -
Actually, I think he misunderstood the other user.
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Not sure about that. Would you claim that you or other people don't suffer from sitting non-stop for 2 weeks?
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@OBEler Really interesting. The last painting though... he depicted himself as basically abstract colors, that seems to be in motion. Can we assert that, the more fluid = more insane or inconsistent one reality is?
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Eskilon replied to emil1234's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
The two are intimately related in my view. How can they be separate? But it exists though, because you remember, in a way. Does non-existence, exists? Well, it seems like it do because it belongs to the set of everything which must includes non-existence. -
Eskilon replied to emil1234's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I see. This is my current understanding of it too. You are there, but not aware of anything in particular, so it`s basically nothing? No movement, no form, no qualia, just " ". I feel like really cracking what deep sleep is, might be intimately related with awakening, because you have no boundaries there, not any form, but you still is, but right now we are not aware of that. We need to do the impossible and realize that which you can't really realize in the conventional way of what realizing is. I think that might be you with the captial Y. But I don't know at the moment soo, yeah. Hmm, I feel like deep sleep might be pointing to what Absolute is. A nothing is a nothing irrespective of who or what is trying to grasp it. This is how I understand it anyway🤠 -
Eskilon replied to emil1234's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
She a puzzle demon 😈... tricking us with her intelligence and charm🤯😳 I have experieced this too. Every sensantion that we have here is the same there, no difference at all. The biggest difference is the sense of self, but you can remember some things that your self from life knows in your lucid dream. Crazy. That`s interesting and funny that you dreamed with actualize.org users😅🤣. I only dreamed with Leo once, he was mad weird in that dream, a stoner, lmao😂. I too keep some notes about my dreams, I have very weird dreams, but I can recall most of them. I heard this is rare among people, most people dont remember their dreams. I actually was interested in knowing what`s your position on deep sleep in particular, since its the most mysterious to me, and with deep spiritual significance🧐. -
@tashawoodfall You said the World is going to destruction and collapse, but you also you mentioned utopia too. The destruction of the world is the biggest utopia? Can you explain a little what you mean from your experience.
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Eskilon replied to emil1234's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Natasha Tori Maru What's your insight on deep sleep? I am curious to know what you know about it.. Natasha-sama🙏🧎😳 -
Eskilon replied to emil1234's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I see. I understand that nothing ever existed outside my experience, I am always where it happens. This has always been the case, to deny this is to assume many things, it is perfectly logical. However, I dont truly know who Am I yet, not at the level of being, of undeniability of rolling of the ground in esctasy after knowing it, I didnt experience that yet. And I agree that in sleep you are basically just chaning scenery, even deep sleep might be that. It makes perfect sense, but I don't feel transformed after understanding this, so probably not a truly real understanding yet. I know I am not a thought, because I am the one who is aware of the thoughts, I am observing them. I know I am not any sensation, because I can observe every sensation. The closest thing I have reached so far is, I am attention. What does that mean? When you focus on some part of your body and start feeling, that is the "thing" I think I am. Not the sensation of my arms, legs, or any thing, but the awareness that allows for me to feel and experience things. This awareness doesnt seem to have form or anything and also doesnt seem to be located anywhere, it is empty. But I can know and experience things through it. But again, I haven't been in deep bliss and a feeling of awakening or exhilaration (like that of suddenly being aware in a lucid dream) so there's definetly still more to untangle and comprehend. Thanks for your insight, God bless -
Eskilon replied to emil1234's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I am I really am. I feel like cracking this its the same as being immortal, because youre essentially cracking what nothing is(as far as I understand). @Davino From reading the thread, deep sleep is consciousness, but theres no memory of you there. So theres cessation, there is no feelings, nothing which you are familiar in the waking state. What we usually associate as ourselfs, in the ordinary sense, its just a thought, or a memory. So then, when you have none of that in deep sleep, the you as you conceptualize or understand, is basically dead. Ramana Maharshi talks about there are 3 states of human existence: Dreaming, waking, and deep sleep. He says that the deep sleep is closest to your true nature. As I currently making sense of it, it's the pure you -- whithout any memory or form. I get the feeling I wont really crack this unless I am in a significantly altered state of consciousness. @Leo Gura What's your understanding of deep sleep, do you agree with Ramana? That it is the state that is more close to your true nature?
