Spiritual Warrior

Chapter One: You will Never Have Enough No matter what our circumstances, our minds tend to promise us, falsely, that happiness is tied to getting more of what we want - better food, housing, transportation, recreation, health, and travel, to name just a few The Wanting Mind is always craving an experience different from the one it currently has. The Wanting Mind insists that things need to change in order for us to be happy, and money is one of its favorite objects to focus on. The Wanting Mind continuously takes us out of the present moment in its attempts to make us happy in some better tomorrow. Our biological imperative to survive is what drives the Wanting Mind. A tree grows toward whatever available sunlight it can find. Whales migrate thousands of miles to reproduce. A human baby screams with hunger until she is fed Nothing in modern society is as closely tied to survival as money. “When you begin to really understand how wired you are to want pleasure and to want to avoid pain, that sort of basic instinctual wiring-when you start to see through that clearly, you begin ot take it less personally.” - Wes Nisker There is no way out of wanting more, it is part of our basic instinctual wiring. Exercise: Detach: Close your eyes for one to three minutes. Just pay attention to what thoughts arise, without trying to control those thoughts. Ready? Go… Now reflect a little. What were your thoughts? Did you feel at peace or were your thoughts focused on something that needed to be changed? Whenever you can, in the coming days, take a look at your thoughts through this lens: Is this thought happy with my life, right now, just as it is? If not, what is it trying to get me to do in order to feel a sense of “enough”? When we let the Wanting Mind control our financial lives, there are always tremendous costs, both financially and emotionally. The mind lures us into this behavior pattern by telling us that the more we want, the more we’ll get and the more we get, the happier we’ll be. But the truth is that the more we want now, the more we’ll want in the future. Humans are creatures of habit. The more we behave in a certain way today, the more we will behave that way in the future Have sex with 100 women - Wanting mind Have full body orgasms - Heartfelt goal Never ejaculate - Wanting mind Make a significant difference in every one of my students lives - Heartfelt goal - Heartfelt goal Drive a Tesla - Wanting mind Have a big house with an inground pool - Wanting mind Get married and have children - Heartfelt goal Write a book about the masculine vs feminine dynamic - Heartfelt goal Win awards at dance competitions - Wanting mind Approach 1,000 women - Heartfelt goal Reach a stage yellow type of systems thinking - Heartfelt goal Have $1,000,000 in my bank account - Wanting mind Meditate every day until I die - Wanting mind Do a meditation retreat - Heartfelt goal Approach women with confidence and tell them they are beautiful - Heartfelt goal Have healthy relationships with friends and gamily - Heartfelt goal Try to be less and less selfish as you. age (put your ego to the side) - Heartfelt goal Have sexual abundance - Heartfelt goal Have many sexual partners -Wanting mind Have a fit and healthy and muscular body - Heartfelt goal Get a lot of attention from women - Wanting mind Drive a nice car - Wanting mind Exercise: Close your eyes for just a minute or so and place yourself in a life where your goals have already happened. Involve as many of your sense as possible: What does the environment around you look like, what can you hear, whats the temperature, and how does it smell and taste to be there? Just enjoy the sensations of having achieved these goals. Imagining these goals as if you’d already attained them in your life should give you a palpable sense of peace and fulfillment. If not, they’re more likely the cravings of the Wanting Mind. Follow the advice contained in the rest of this book and theres no reason you cannot achieve the heartfelt goals that are most important to you! At War with Yourself: When we are in a stage of wanting, there is an inner conflict between what we have-what we are experiencing right now-and what we want. There is one part of you that is taking in your present experience, unfiltered, “The sun is shining”, “This car is making funny sounds,” “I am feeling angry,” There is another part of you whose attention is sharply focused on how you’d like to change your experience: “I wish it weren’t so hot,” “I need a new car,” “She shouldn't make me angry.” When you say, it is this way and I want it to be that way, you are fighting with what is.

Its Not About the Money by Brent Kessel Book notes Introduction: This book will help you gain: An abiding sense of financial fulfillment A clear understanding of the powerful forces that have shaped your financial life A real sense of security and confidence about your future Improved financial relationships with your life partner, parents, and children A greater ability to reach your most important financial goals

Principle 5: Believe in Yourself There are many inspiring stories in this chapter. Come back to this if you are looking for a good kick in the butt “You weren’t an accident. You weren’t mass produced. You aren’t an assembly-line product. You were deliberately planned, specifically gifted, and lovingly positioned on the Earth by the Master Crafstman” - Max Lucado You have to believe that you have what it takes to make it happen. Believing in yourself is a choice. It is an attitude you develop over time. You must choose to believe that you can do anything you set your mind to - anything at all - because, in fact, you can. If you assume in favor of yourself and act as if it is possible, then you will do the things that are necessary to bring about the result. If you believe it is impossible, you will not do what is necessary, and you will not produce the result. Either way, it becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy. “The phrase “I cant” is the most powerful force of negation in the human psyche.” - Paul R Scheele If you are going to be successful, you need to give up the phrase “I can’t” and all of its cousins, such as “I wish I were able to.” They actually make you weaker when you say them. “Its never too late-never too late to start over, never too late to be happy” - Jane Fonda “You have to believe in yourself when no one else does. Thats what makes you a winner.” - Venus Williams

The Success Principles by Jack Canfield. This is a phenomenal book that contains all of the practical tips on how to get what you want out of life. Its time that I start focusing on this aspect as I would like to be a successful, mature, and financially independent man that enjoys his work and has an abundance of wealth in relationships, women, sex, and money. I am going to work on this aspect of my life by going through the book chapter by chapter and doing the exercises honestly. This is stage orange, I am trying to integrate and maximize stage orange in my life, that is the goal here. Lets get started. Principle 1: Take 100% Responsibility for Your Life I feel like I have a good grasp on this in my life. I will not be making any excuses, there is no blaming, no making other people feel bad for me. This is where I am at, I take full responsibility for where I am at in life. And I take full responsibility for what I am doing about it and where I am heading. It is my life, it is my responsibility to take ownership of it and make it my own. Principle 2: Be Clear Why You're Here I am here because I would like to maximize stage orange. I want success, love, intimate partners, sex, good looks, I want all of the material desires that I can think of. Principle 3: Decide What you Want Lets focus on this chapter today, deciding what I want. Write it down, be clear about it. Going to read this chapter today.

Principle 4: Believe its Possible “Whatever the mind can conceive and believe, it can achieve.” In fact, the mind is such a powerful instrument, it can deliver to you literally everything you want. But you first have to believe that what you want is possible. And belief is a choice. It is simply a thought you choose to think over and over until it becomes automatic. “Sooner or later, those who win are those who think they can.” - Richard Bach “You must find a place in yourself where nothing is impossible.” - Deepak Chopra

Stop reading this crap, you are not them. Of course it's possible. Start thinking about the life that you would like to create for yourself, don't think about how you are going to get there, just think about what you want to create. Not what you want to avoid, but what you want to create. "Whatever the mind can conceive and believe, it can achieve." ~ Napoleon Hill Exercise: Write down the ideal life for yourself with no limitations to it, you can have as much success, as much fulfillment, you can have anything and everything that you want. Write it down and remember don't focus on avoiding certain things, focus on what you want to create. For example, instead of saying "I'd like to be free of suicidal and depressive thoughts," you can say "I'd like to have thoughts filled with appreciation and passion and I'd like to make an impact on others."

A primary choice is a conscious choice that you make, such as I want a well trimmed body. A secondary choice is making the choice or series of choices that will lead to the primary choice being actualized. For example, I want a well trimmed body (primary choice). I will go to the gym 3 days a week (secondary choice). I will eat 3000 calories/day for 8 weeks (secondary choice.) I will eat 2300 calories/ day for 8 weeks (secondary choice.) I will repeat this process over and over and over again for an entire year (secondary choice.) Throughout this process of actualizing a primary choice, you will encounter resistance, such as having the thought "I've worked hard all week, surely I can take today off from going to the gym," or "Surely I can take a break from meal planning just for today." When these thoughts arise, your job is to make the secondary choice to go to the fucking gym because you want to actualize the primary choice, which was consciously made by you.

Intermission Since deciding to get back into pickup, I've been experiencing ego backlash. I have been jerking off a lot, being lazy, not standing by my own habits, etc. The funny thing is I've actually been a lot happier since Ive decided to start my pick up journey again. It was as if I had this burning desire inside of myself that Ive been hiding from and now it is out in the open and I am going to fully embrace it. What made me fall off of the pick up journey was that I got a girlfriend, she loved me, I loved her, she was nice to me, we had sex, we went on trips together, she made me laugh. It was a beautiful period in my life. But I always had this nagging desire to get back into pick up, and when she started to talk about getting married in as soon as a couple of years, I knew that it wasn't a good idea to continue any further. A man embarks on the pick up journey not for the fruits, but for the growth that he will get from obtaining said fruits. The main things that I'm working on right now in my life are: 1. Finances, getting income up so that I can live comfortably. 2. Pick up, hitting on women as often as possible and having sex with them. 3. Being more mature, delaying instant gratification in favor of long term principles and values, sticking to habits such as working out 3 times a week, making sure my caloric intake is at least 2700 calories, meditating every morning, 4. Living with integrity, not doing anything for blatantly selfish reasons, caring about the feelings of other, understanding that you have your own biasees. Continue to work on these things and in just a few years you will be a very attractive, mature, highly conscious young man. At the end of this period, I predict that you will truly be ready to take the leap into tier two thinking, the systems approach. Then you will start to dissolve the ego.

I used Viagra twice and it completely desensitized by dick, I couldn't feel a thing. But it works very well if you want to last a while and get hard easily.

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It's important to integrate stage orange before doing serious spiritual work. If you pursue tier two without first becoming wealthy and developing a good work ethic, you're spiritual practices will be half baked. Understand that becoming wealthy is a natural part to a human beings evolution. Pursue money and sex, experience the limitations of both, then transcend into more selfless endeavors.

This is very untrue. Try to extract this limiting belief out of your system. Women are much more attracted to a mans masculine nature, his sense of humor, and his drive. The issue is that you cannot display these traits through a dating app, so a woman has nothing else to go on other than looks, so she picks the most attractive men to match with.

Yes, and it's only 40$

Talking to multiple girls is an emotionally taxing endeavor

That's fair. And you're right, I do not have children.

Interact with as many 9s and 10s that you possibly can. Eventually, you will become numb to their beauty and not be intimidated anymore.

I hate the terminology that you used, but I think I understand the distinction that you're trying to make The "pussy" is like a piece of string, always willing to be swayed and redirected in order to please his girl. The girl is able to play with him like a cat. The "dick" is like a broomstick, solid and stable. He has boundaries, respects his own self worth and his own needs. He cares about his woman deeply but he will not sacrifice these things for her. In conclusion, be a broomstick, not a piece of string.

The best path to take is to get mass experience with lots of girls first. At some point during this journey, you will fall in love with one girl and you'll want to make her your girlfriend. DO NOT game your girlfriend, that is terrible advice. Just love her.

With that attitude, you're right.. you will never find her.

I've been thinking the same thing for years. The best way to deal with pedophiles is with compassion and acceptance and a genuine intention to help. They are human beings just like you and me. As a matter of fact, they are you. And you are them.

Stage yellow The simple act of looking to integrate the lower stages of the spiral is a stage yellow behavior. You are zooming out and then setting your life up accordingly.

This song is a masterpiece It's about a young man growing up in Compton, California, a stage red environment. It's very dangerous. Everyone is struggling just to survive. At the end of the song, there is a skit in which the young man is angry and holding a gun. The wise mother talks him down and points him to the direction of God. The young man calms down and starts to pray. This is the transcendence of red to blue. Skit Son: Fuck, I'm tired of fuckin running... Mother: Young man, come talk to me... Is that what I think that is (looking at the gun in her son's hand)... I know that's not what I think that is. Why are you so angry? See you young men are dying of thirst. Do you know what that means? That means, you need water, holy water. You need to be baptized with the spirit of the lord. Do you want to receive God as your personal savior? Okay repeat after me... Everyone: Lord god, I come to you a sinner. And I humbly repent for my sins. I Believe that Jesus is lord. I believe you raised him from the dead. I will ask that Jesus come into my life to be my lord and savior. I receive Jesus to take control of my life. And that I may live for him from this day forward. Thank you lord Jesus for saving me with your precious blood. In Jesus' name, Amen. Mother: Alright now, remember this day. The start of a new life. Your real life. Think about this from the young mans perspective The young man sees death all around him, his friends and family have died from gang violence, all he knows is survival, survival at all cost. He is capable of love, but his own survival comes first, he has to be selfish in order to survive, very selfish. Now his mother comes to him and offers a different path, the path of God. The young man decides to put his faith into God, he intuits that there is something to this religion thing. It makes him feel good about his situation.

Just because you see the limitations of stage red does not mean that you are ready to transcend it. Again, you can't move around the stages, you must move through them, embrace it, surrender to it.

What the fuck happened to this idea. This was back in March. Im no where close to being ready for the quantum leap, it's funny you thought you were. I still have so much to learn and do and have. I want to master my finances. I want to master my dance. I want to master my teachings. I want to master my relationships. I want to master my sexuality. I will be grinding on these things for the next 10 years. Then I'll be ready to transcend. Don't rush your way to the top. Take in every stage as if you're sipping red wine. Savior it, let it marinate in your mouth.