Spiritual Warrior

I walked into a dance studio to learn how to dance. They ended up hiring me the next day. I've been a dance instructor for 6 months now and I am addicted to it.

"All fear is ultimately fear of no-self." - Jed McKenna

I struggle to read him as well I intuit this means I'm not mature enough yet I will come back to his teachings when the time is right.

Inspired by @lostingenosmaze, here are some music videos that bring me to tears. We all need the emotional release of crying. If you struggle to cry, I recommend playing some sad music and either going for a drive in your car or locking yourself in your room.

"Consciousness is the formless, invisible field of energy of infinite dimension and potentiality, the substrate of all existence, independent of time, space, or location, of which it is independent yet all inclusive and all present." - Truth vs. Falsehood by David Hawkins

Read It's Not About the Money by Brent Kessel

I can relate to you. I realized a sexual trauma that I endured when I was a child. This caused me to never want to take my clothes off in front of women and made it difficult for me to get in touch with my sexual side I've been dealing with this by taking yoga classes for emotional release and taking dance classes to get in touch with my sexual side. It's difficult to give you tailored advice as I don't know what you're going through, but this is the process that I went through on an emotional level Realization of past trauma results in hatred and rage towards the person and the situation I create distance between myself and the person Eventually I am able to release the blaming of the person and take full responsibility for the situation that I am in I start to do things that will help me heal from the trauma, such as yoga, dance, and talking about it with loved ones Namaste.

I use Instagram as a way to express myself and improve my dating life I'm at work right now, but it looks like an interesting watch, I'll try to watch later

Nice, we're making progress!

I apologize for posting about making a girl jealous on purpose. I don't want the women on here to think that men actually do this, I am not doing this currently nor would I ever do this to someone. I posted that because I was imagining making her jealous in my head and it felt good because I felt hurt that she rejected me. You hurt me, now I want to hurt you, that was the thought process. I wish I didn't have to stoop to these low- consciousness thoughts, but this is where I'm at in my development. Sometimes I just say things on here because there are no repercussions because no one knows who I am. This is liberating in a sense, but it also causes me to not take other people's emotions into account. Also, I will not use women just for practice, anyone that I date from here on out I will give a fair and honest shot. I try my best to be a better human every day, but sometimes I backslide. Thank you for listening. I will work harder.

Things that will not get you laid: Being needy for her approval or sex or validation. Any neediness is women repellent.

Thats fair

Sharing joints with my friends Being creative Dancing Playing with my cat Flirting Getting a good night's sleep Reading profound books Connecting with people

That's not very nice We're all just trying to figure it out

I hop on the roller coaster and strap myself in Wherever the ride takes me is where Im meant to go

"Sonaya scrunches down into a more relaxed position and puts her feet up on the coffee table next to mine and we sit silently; tranquil, content, happy just to watch the shifting sky and idly wonder what’s coming next, but not worried, knowing, each in our own way, that whatever’s coming is gonna be good. But hey, that’s a no-brainer— It’s all good."

Why yes Sonaya, I would. Green please.

The other 80% should be working on themselves day in and day out in order to get into that 20% You are not born with the God given right to have sex, you have to develop yourself into a man that is worthy. We men forget this because we are pampered by society. If you're frustrated with youre love life, then start grinding... Right now.

This is the first book on enlightenment I've read. Jeds an incredible writer and the narrator is perfect for this kind of work.

They probably got sick of our shit

I was driving home last night, it's pitch black and snowing. All I can see is what looks like an infinite number of snow flakes hitting the windshield of my car. It was beautiful.

I admire this man's openness and honesty

Lmao^

Figure out how to get your women situation in order, this is the karma that you have to burn through. You're trying to figure out a way around the emotional labor that it will take to get good with women. From personal experience, this strategy will not work, you have to deal with this head on or it will nag you forever. Sorry to be so blunt but I think you need it. Stay hopeful, you can have all of the beautiful, amazing sex that you want right here in this life. P.s. I love the artwork